hypocrisy

currently working in the chinese restaurant in our hotel.
and in our chinese restaurant, there are private rooms which can be booked by our customers.
one night, i was one of the waitresses in the private room.
and in that one night, my horizon widen so much.

in just one night, i see how hypocritical can mankind be.
the level of hypocrisy gave me shivers down my spine.
i see how much bootlicking people can do. and how fast their faces change.
it's so scary that i grew so afraid. so afraid that i will be the same as them.
i see how they call each other brothers, just so to pull strings and climb up the social ladder.
i see how they pour each other drinks, just to toast and act like they have been the best of friends since they were born.
the feelings that overwhelmed me as i watch how they snatch the wine bottles from me to "serve" those of higher authorities.
the amount of disgust that washed over me is as much as the vacuum which fills this universe - immense.
tay, nv forget that you are supposed to pull me back if i ever fall into the pits of such hypocrisy.

i hope i will never forget this:
i swear that i will never be a hypocrite and will stay true to myself for as long as i live.


i believe, life's greatest success is not how much money you earn or how much fame you gain, but how much you stay true to yourself till the end.