once again, i am back.
i miss everyone in singapore but i am doing well here now.
i have great colleagues and we are rather close. (with the exception of some of course)
there are definitely bitches no matter which profession you are in and the bitch that i met here is not only a hypocrite, but also an arrogant and vain and slutty bitch.
contact me if you want to listen to interesting stories, cause i am sure i will be able to fill you in and entertain you with my apt and drama description HAHAHAHAHA.
tay ah tay. i hope you can come overrr! but if you do i kind of dun want you to come during the same time as my family. if not very sian one leh. :( though if you guys come separately i will most probably have to play the same things twice HAHA so aiya i dunoe what to do D: sian maxxxxx.
and tay ah tay!! buy more vitamin c to eat!! dun always catch a cold! :( take good care of yourself!!!!an
anywayy, went to this place called Holland Village on 111111 which is a little way off from here and it's a really pretty place. picturesque and poetic scenary. and in just a few hours there, we met three couples taking wedding photos there. O.O
but it's REALLY pretty and of course i took photos hiahiahia. shall post them up soon okay!! ^^ but you should know the internet connection here in shanghai.......
so you can slooooowwwwlyyyyyyyy wait for it kay. ^^
to be independent and strong, that's so scary.
scary in the sense that there is noone to help you, noone to support you, noone to depend on, and the loneliness which comes thereafter. :(
i am a coward who is so damn afraid of being alone. i am trying to get used to it.
to have noone to depend on is terrifying.
imagine you are fighting by yourself, with noone as your backup. T^T
i want to be an independent and strong woman, really.
but i definitely hope that it doesn't mean that there is no one there with you.
growing up is such a tough path.
but i will brave through it.
i do know who will support me.
but i just need you to remind me occasionally that you will be there for me.
i am a teeny insecure.
please forgive me for that.
being here made me realised a lot of things.
i will be a better person and i AM becoming a better person.
i will be brave and grow up and not keep thinking of becoming a child once again.
i will.
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