i went to stalk ... yea i went to stalk.
i'm a really good stalker? in some way. hahaha.
probably found out things that i ought not which is slowly tearing me into pieces now.
i'm so afraid. so afraid that history will repeat itself.
i hate being lied to, and i hate that people hid things from me, and i almost never forgive.
even if it seems like i have forgiven, there is still this bit in me which i will never let go, and constantly be reminded of it, and will never be able to trust again.
i hope that you will tell me the truth. i hope that you will prove me wrong and so i will be able to apologise to you and ask for your forgiveness, for you are more magnanimous than me.
i admit my pettiness. i admit my intolerance.
for now, i'm just gonna close my eyes and wait for time to pass.
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