omg sdnly feeling so afraid.
if it really happens, i really don't want to live anymore.
how could i how do i continue living if it really happens?
omggg fuck this shit how do i manage to get myself into such trouble?
why can't i protect myself properly?
why am i so useless?
why do i only learn now?
or did i even learn from my lesson?
omfg i can't take this shit now no not when i'm still so young.
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