Happy 200th Day my love (L)

spent like one hour plusplus doing up this collage okay you better appreciate your great gf. >:)

thank you for all the wonderful moments and of course retarded ones HEHE which i love so much.
200days have since passed since (look at the cake picture) and it doesn't feel so long and yet it feels so long. kekeke.
they always say that guys don't like to listen to their gfs talking about ex-es and other guys? and i always do but you always take it in your stride. OR DO YOU PRETEND TO DO SO!? but yea i know you are the most generous guy okayyyyyy! ^^ HEHE.
and don't act like you don't care. i merely tested with 'HOW CAN YOU FORGET!?' and you immediately respond with 'I DIN OKAY I RECORDED IT IN MY PHONE!!' while frantically searching for your phone HEHE so cute and HOHO i exposed you.
i love exposing you though you hate it but you should really appreciate it okay! it means i understand you horh! :D :D :D :D
you better not find some other girl while i'm away in shanghai or else, be prepared for you-know-what. and take good care of yourself i cannot stress this enough cause you know how easily i get worried okay! :)
you know i love you my dear (L) muaks okay see youuuu~

saw something like this on tumblr:
"I don't feel like a child back then. I don't feel like an adult now."
it's simply because, you will forever feel like you yourself.


sang a lot of songs today which i have yet touched for a long time, even for years.
many past memories went past my mind, resulting in my extreme mood swings.
sorry baby and thank you for your great patience and tolerance.
very often, i try my best to block out those hurtful memories, which i only now then realise that it is very unhealthy.
instead of leaving my wounds to heal, i covered it up with a cloth which is not disinfected and hoping that no one will see it. and soon, i forgot about those covered wounds.
but little did i know, they were affecting me as i din not let them heal properly and scar and fade off.
my life was greatly impacted by them as they hurt occasionally, causing me to feel afraid and insecure and distrustful.
i know now, that it is time to face them properly, which is the only medicine which can cure these infected wounds.
i will mature and be stronger. i will no longer leave the past me to wallow in the past. i need to grab the past me and with the current me, we will look at my blissful present and bright future together.
GOGOGO!

MANY EVENTS ONGOING *-*

i'm just gonna post according to my pictures kay. hehe.

and it's a total picture spamming post HAHA.

First up, RMTR presentation on 10aug.

simply love my hair in this photo.

shelyce, yaoxin, dap and tingting's group gave out cookies and me, ade and mel got cute notes and this is mine AWWW SO SCHWEET :')

this is ade's. and yes she is a glutton HAHA.

we had the same pimple HAHA.

ade's HUGE bag.

Next, cycling at ecp on 13aug.

so afraid that it will rain D: but luckily it didn't WEEEEEE~

happy kids.

CYCLING STARTS!

rested in between cycling and we played monopoly deal HAHAHAHA.

tried to cycle at the front but perhaps it's cause of the 100plus in the basket which made me unable to take the weight of the bike. T^T so we almost fell 17837675247812463874612times and eventually i gave up. T^T

cycled to the BEEEEEYOUUUUTEEEEEFULLLL place. 

then there is this place with all these recycled products so i guess it is some project they did to celebrate national day? hehh.

WENT TO EAT AFTERTHAT ONOMNOM.

at the restaurant~

HI BIG MOUTH HAPPY ME :D and their food is SUPER!!! LOVE IT!! <3

the shop's name is smthing like hongkong fast food HAHA.

then we went to the shop opposite to have dessert KEKE taiwan's ice desserts~

AND THIS IS DURIAN ONOMNOM.

took this photo so that you can see the korean bbq thing behind!? everyone around us was eating korean bbq as we munched on the durian ice HAHA.

 retarded maxxxxx.

cute maxxxxxxx. HAHAHAHAHA. 

went to pool afterthat~

NUMBER 11!

my mum said he looks like an old man HAHAHA.

yo pro!

okay no in this photo i just missed a shot HAHA. i suck at pool.

it was a super relaxing and fulfilling day for me that day. really enjoyed myself ttm. :') thanks my dear. (L)

Then, went out with his friends during his nights out on 16aug.

KEKEKE tay and cute arvin. WAHAHAHAHA.

kept kidding the whole night that we wanna intro him to my friends as his gf HAHAHA. but i think that if they got together they will be really compatible but this depends on fate hehh.

On 18aug, it's yingjie's birthday celebration!

MINE!

GUOWEI'S!

YINGJIE'S!

JAMES'!

started eating and din took photos of ahbe's and josh's hehh.

yingjie's iphone kawaiiiiii cover~

CAKE CAKE!

BIRTHDAY BOY~

GROUP PHOTO~

Lastly, on 19aug was a movie date with tay.

watched Overheard 2 which is:

louis koo forever shuai. <3

daniel wu also quite shuai HEHE.

i really like the plot and all the action scenes. WAHAHAHA this is a good show! can go watch!

and before the show, we had some desserts and retarded things happened. OHH and of course we played our monopoly deal~

monopoly kia.

these lights seems really familiar. jack's place? swensens? or does many restaurants uses this kind of lights? HAHA.

then he started to ask me do weird poses which he claims to be compatible with the light above my head in the picture belowww.

AND THEN:

HE MADE ME DO THIS AND OF COURSE HE HAD TO TOO. okay we are so retarded.

On 24th aug, we celebrated hyrah's birthday which falls on 23rd.

okay pictures not with me D: so i dun have any pictures to post.

and 24th is also the last day of our papers WOOHOO!!!

anywayyy, we had pizza hut for lunch as hyrah went home supposedly to grab her mani kit and she ended up napping HAHA and we just went to northpoint to buy a cake and HEHE went to my house to keep it. movies movies time~

watched FD5 omggggg screaming all the way it's just soooooo horrifying and thrilling all at the same time. D':

then we watched another movie which i dun even know the name and hyrah finally came too keke. mani session therefore starts together with movie marathonnnn!

after that we secretly went to bring out the cake for the surpriseeeeeee! WAHAHAHAHAHA! hope you are happy HEHE love you bb!

went off to meet tay in lot1 afterwards as the rest of them dined at causeway. T^T sorry bbs. i was afraid that he will get confined and it will be the last time i see him.

and now, not only he is not and my departure date to china is no longer on next thur. it will be tentative on 12sept that week. -_- retarded maxxxxxx. tay even took leave for me D:

but one good thing about this is that I GET TO GO FOR SHINEE CONCERT OMFGGGGG!!

i will be singing and dancing with MY SHINEE BOYS OMG CLARA DO YOU WANNA BRING WATERGUNS THERE SO WHEN THEY HAVE THEIR WATER FIGHT WE CAN PLAY WITH THEM!?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay excited much but stilllllllll we have to look for great deals and for people to sell the tix. T^T good luck to us. D: