i'm a bitch who loves to bitch

and even more so after i got into poly HAHAHA.

everyone deserves to be bitched, since everyone has got a shortcoming and you can only bitch about one's flaw. HAHAHA.

bitching makes me feel closer to the people i am bitching to cause of course they bitch back. ^^ and this is where mutual understanding is reached. if you are the one being bitched, you certainly will feel upset/angry and bitch about the person who bitched about you.

well, i say, dun care whoever is bitching about you. cause those that really loves you dun bitch about you HAHA. so sad to say, if i bitch about you, i dun love you at all. or you are just a hi-bye friend to me, or even a nobody. sorry i dun care. not like you TRULY care about me anywayyy.

i dun like to be affected by people, especially people who are not participating in my life. to me, it's like a vulnerability.
i have no idea why i am affected too. too afraid of being judged i guess.
i need to care a little lesser, not be bothered by what you say. i know what i said, and even though it might not be true in facts, i know i meant it at that point in time when i said it.
if whatever i felt/thought is wrong, then perhaps many others have the same wrong impression about you as well, right?

nevertheless, i just want to be happy with the people around me. <3 love you guys. you know who you are.