i feel kind of disappointed. okay more than kind of. i am quite disappointed. quite quite disappointed.
maybe you too feel the same way.

'should we give it a rest?' this thought flew past my mind. 'NO,' I told it firmly. 'I will not give up so easily.'

this is a test i guess. a test for us.
would you try? i certainly hope you do.

i'm so touched by your msg that i cried. kind of silly but i feel so happy that i cried.
you did not let me down, even though it's just a msg.

i know i can trust you despite me feeling doubtful and scared sometimes. i force myself to trust you cause there is nothing else i can do. thanks so much for sticking with me though i'm such a screwed up person. <3

i love you. :)