But i just started thinking.
It's like my birthday in less than a day's time, and a year has passed yet again.
Time really do fly i guess. 19 years of my life whoosh past just like that.
And i'm afraid. Like what i told ahyi. Kind of silly but it's like i'm growing up. I have to grow up. And i'm so afraid of changing into another person, this person whom i dun like at all, whom i feel like it's not me at all. I hope i stay the same me.
My birthday. It feels so familiar and yet strange. I have no idea how to feel.
I guess i will just wake up feeling like it is any other day, just that i will be bombarded with msges from ppl i dun usually contact and smile that they still rmb me? Or will my phone be eerily quiet unlike the prev years?
I do hope that my loved ones would rmb me though. ^^
Jiale is growing up. It seems like going to kindergarten was just ytd. I guess it's time to face the fact that it's not my 18th birthday one day later but my 19th. So so afraid of growing old.
Btw the picture on top is what weifeng drew. Hehe. So cute right! ^^
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