busy ttm

ytd was back to school day again and i tot there would be a birthday dinner with my family at night which was cancelled cause i stayed back in school far too late and mummy has to go for her singing lesson. :(

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shouted at my SCs for a few times. sorry guys. i'm kind of at my limit when we have deadlines to rush and you are still fooling around and not listening to instructions. i get it that you are just here to have fun but i hope we can be serious at times.

apologised to a few of them personally and they seem to understand my situation. totally grateful for that. :) esp zujian who still kid with me and said that we were communicating well when i admitted that i felt like there is a huge generation gap between us and them.

sometimes their mentality is really like a kid. a sec sch kid. which is like a huge diff from poly's mindset. really bth. me and weifeng were at our wits' end trying to get them to listen and we could only complain to each other. :/

to be honest, i really feel like giving up. i'd rather work and meet up with friends than go back to school for prep. there is just no motivation? it's not like last year somehow. last year i would be happy to go back everyday. this year, im just kind of sick of it. a little regretful about joining back. argh.

mrtay told me to quit since like a month ago when i started complaining. but i couldn't quit now. i dun wanna be an irresponsible person. since i have alr made this choice, no matter i regret it or not, i will stick to my responsibilities till the end. :)

sorry to leon and weifeng that i'm kind of busy juggling work and baoc. and couldn't help out most of the times. :/

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sigh sigh sigh. cried and teared like crazy watching yongseo's last ep last night. i dun want them to end. :( and seohyun crying omg dun cryyyy. T.T just cried most of the parts. and they looked so so so comfortable with each other as compared to when they first met. :(

and the surprise that yonghwa gave her. :') :') omg touched forever. and our hyuuun~ is forever so sweet to yooongg~ with her cute yonghyun storybook. :')

sigh sigh sigh. i no like khuntoria alr lahh. :( i dun want new couples leh. somehow i want adam and yongseo to come back. :(