work so far.

well work so far so good i suppose. though today i really felt like crying by all those rejections of all the people after asking them to do my surveys. i think i ask 20people and 1 will do for me. :( hate rejections. need to think more positively!!

tiring legs seem to be getting use to it. :) thats good i suppose.


anyway thank you to dear ahyi who came down last wed just to accompany me during my break hehe and even bought my food for me so i dun have to waste any time of my half an hour break to queue for food and waited for me till my work ended. ^^ love the chats we had thereafter. <3

and my lovely carol who came down almost everyday just to give me a hug and chitchats here and there. :):) love you my girl! and tml she is coming down to spend my lunch break with me TEEHEE.

and also dear ade and cheryl who came down ytd though the purpose was to get clothes from me but hehe good to see you two dearies. (L)

all four above helped me to do the surveys which i got rejected by 2930812093712 people. keke.

last but not least, thank you mrtay for surprising me on wed by turning up expectedly i was super touched okay stop complaining. :( and hehe coming to fetch me on fri after work to send me homeeee~ and eating breakfast with me this morning and sending me to work. love youuu! ^^

and while i got rejected by SOOOO many people, i helped my mum and mrtay to 'fill' in the surveys for me HAHAHAHA. okay dun care lalala~

bought the $28 facial package with janice and jiahui today omg so rash and impulsive but argh just once okay. i wun do it again. just wanna try how does a real facial feels like hehe.



okay i probably should slp soon but something bugs me somehow. i think it is my life.
i currently have no inkling what i wanna do with my life.
as in, i know what job i wanna take up in the future, but i don't exactly know which path i should take to lead me to my dream job. :/

kept thinking about internship. should i go for overseas internship? can i survive there? will i grow to be stronger? part of me wants local internship though. :/ but it is 'common sense' that overseas internship will be a better experience.

got a feeling i would break down quite often if i go for overseas internship HAHA. will miss everything back in singapore. :/

i think i need a sign, some kind of direction sign. okay not quite possible. it's my life. i need and should make my own choices.

lee jia le. get a grip would you? think properly. what do you want in life? what is really bothering you? what are you worrying about? the future is so unexpected. :/

nowadays kept thinking more often about how everyone would feel if i sdnly died. would you open a champagne? or would you cry and wish that you had spent more time with me? would you wish that you had not said some words that you did? would you wish that you had said something that you wanted to but din?

if i really died (CHOYYY!) unexpectedly one day, i would hope everyone to move on as soon as possible, and stay happy for me. my name jia le means happy eventually. :) though secretly i do hope that you keep a place in your heart for me and that you will never forget me but it is not fair for me to hope so since i would be 'dead' and you are still living.

give all my money (though not much) to my parents cause they really spent a bomb on me to raise me till now. i hope everyone would rmb me as the very cheerful girl who brought rainbows to their lives okay. :) i love you.

okay quit being emo i'm getting carried away and tears are swelling in my eyes how dumb. -_- i must be affected by the sad spirited away song lee jia min is playing right now.

missed watching spirited away. it is a GREAT movieee! i wanna watch howl's moving castle too. okay soon i suppose. i should prepare for bed now. :) goodnight everyone.