Thursday, March 03, 2011

stalker jiale.

i'm such a stalker of everyone. but i stalk cause i care. cause i wanna know what you are doing right now. i want to be sure that you are fine, that you are okay. even if i don't talk to you anymore. even if you don't talk to me anymore.

i stalk some strangers who are friends of my friends cause i want to know if you are still close if your friendship is still going fine. at least i know you have somebody to accompany you and that you are not alone.

i stalk people of my past, be it friends or ex-es, cause i want to know that you are happy, know how you are doing now. if you are happy, so am i. if you are not, i can only worry silently. sorry for not having the courage to go up to you and ask if you are okay and remind you that i am here for you.

no matter how much quarrels we have been through, i believe that it is a process to help us grow.
no matter how bastard we were to each other, i believe that we might change and learn to treat someone right.
no matter how much hurt was inflicted on each other, i still hope that you are happy.

actually i am forever here. :) always here. just a call/msg/msn/email away. technology is so advanced now. so shouldn't i be easily 'accessible'?
even if you don't talk often to me, even if you are not as close to me, even if we were close and drifted apart, you can still come and look for me. i mean it. :) no matter who you are.
just say a 'hello' and i will say hi back and you can just tell me that you are unhappy and i would ask and you can tell me all about it. not that i am kaypoh or wad. but if you need someone to confide in. i can assure you that i am willing to be your listening ear and give you advices if you ever need them.

i probably shouldnt stalk certain people anymore. cause they are none of my concern like seriously. stalking my ex-es' ex-es. HAHA. i'm such a stalker. and even if i dunoe your blog, somehow i would find a way to find it. HAHA. all i need is google and fb. i'm such a creeper. this is when i'm really a SUPER HUGE kaypoh HAHA. but sometimes it's just cause that i am bored and i need to do something. hehe.

if you are reading this, you are probably a stalker of mine too. ^^ hehe.
and if you refresh or come to my page more than once a day. you are a huge stalker of mine. thank you.

love from,
everyone's stalker

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