No matter how many or how little times i got hurt, the one that hurts most is that you not trusting that i love you at all.

It hurts so much that i can't even cry right now. It's like everything is stuck in my throat and each breath just gets harder.

Perhaps the only way is to prove it to you. And perhaps even after trying, you still wouldnt trust me.

Perhaps you should start seeing yourself in a better light, that you are worth another's love, that you are worth my love, that you are more worthy than you ever thought you were.

Whatever i say is useless. Cause doubts are always there. And words are useless. Doubts overthrow words.

Maybe one day, you will start realising that everything is meant to be. And i fervently hope for that day's arrival.

For now, i just want to feel happier.