how can i not? when the difference of our positions is like the sky and earth.
the fact that you are willing to accept who i am and how i became is so incredible.
i know now my low self esteem is getting in the way but i really can't help it.
fuck all those people who made me like that. fuck you. i would make an elephant fuck you if i can. though it wouldn't change anything and we were all too young to comprehend all the consequences.
fuck the then me who made all the stupid mistakes. i hate you.
feel like crying now. must be honghong giving me all kinds of mood swings. or is it that i cover up my low self esteem far too well in my usual life? if so, good job to me masking all that up.
but thank you. talking to you always makes my day. love you soooo much! :)
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