silly boy. :)
sorry that i was kind of irritable ytd and today. :( must be cause of the mood swings caused by honghong who is coming soon. i could feel the cramps alr.
sorry that i made you sad today. :/ i really din mean to. and you probably doubted how i truly feel.
i am sorry that i couldn't say that i din love them at all. i couldn't tell that lie. i don't wanna lie to you. i did love them and thus i said all those i said. but they're in the past.
i am sorry that you weren't the first for many things. but i certainly hope that you are the last for everything. :)
i can't lie about the past which cannot be altered.
i can't lie about the future which cannot be predicted.
but i can say that for the present, i love you okay. :)
and let's try and make it last for a long long time.
both of us are still insecure sometimes. but we are still at the start. this is our start.
there will be one point in the future when we will be both so secure with each other that we will be each other's poles of strengths kay.
sorry that i am not that good with words and everything. but just so you know you are one of the best things that happened in my life. din think that we would come to this stage at first, and now that we are here, i dun wanna stop.
i hope that one day we will be counting back together in years and not months or weeks or even days.
and probably we will be secure enough to ogle at cute guys and pretty girls together. hehe. ^^
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