sometimes, i am so afraid that when people finds out who i truly am, they would abandon and leave me alone. :/
not that i am not showing you my true self. but just that somehow i feel like i have so many weaknesses which people might hate and everything. :/
what a retarded person.
and when people tells me who they think i am, i realise that i try to live up to the 'me' they think i am. why am i so weird?
i slowly become the 'me' they think i am and not the 'me' i truly am. and i actually believe that the 'me' they think i am is the true 'me'.
i guess i need to find out the real me from the start all over again.
on a happier note, YAYYYY mrtay going to iceskate with me HEHE you better not back out or prepare to die and get killed by meeeeeeeee. okay i wanna slp early tonight so goodnight soon peeperl. ^^
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