Hospital Visit :)

today is another day when i went to see jiejie again! :):)
this time round, it is happier cause jiejie looks like her already! :D:D
what a happy day woohoo!!

reached and i went into the small glass room this time. with papa. and the both of us stood there and stare at her. i kept thinking to myself before that that i want to touch her and comfort her with my touch, but when i went in, i don't dare to do anything but watch her.
and her hair grew out a bit so she looks kind of like a baby. hehe. plus her cheeks are still a little swollen cause of the crushed bones in her jaws. :/

sdnly her breathing seems to become a little deeper cause originally her breathing was not smooth and i was surprised and immediately looked at the machine thingy which indicates that her heartbeat increased a little.
i turned to look at her and saw her mouth opening and closing, like she wanted to say something. papa then quickly motioned me to go out of the room.
i think jiejie sensed us, but i don't know what to say.

we were talking outside afterwards and i found out that the bitch (sorry for the vulgarities but i cant help it) who knocked jiejie down CLAIMED that she DOESN'T KNOW that she knocked my jiejie down.
HELLO WHAT BULLSHIT!? you think you drive lorry ah? the driver seat SOOO high that you can't see anybody you knocked? you drive a van for god's sake. AND the impact was so huge (LOOK AT WHAT MY JIEJIE BECAME) so how can you CLAIM that you know nothing of it!? -_-
okay if justice doesn't get you, karma will. >:)

i sound like a total bitch in the prev paragraph but you will understand if you have SEEN how my jiejie looked like after the accident. even the driver's brother who was asking how much compensation we are asking for became speechless after he saw the state my jiejie was in.
YOU CAN'T BUY OFF SOMEONE'S PAIN AND SUFFERINGS WITH MONEY.
and the tears and heartaches you caused us, that can never be compensated. >:(

teared a little as usual and THE WHOLE TIME papa was anticipating my tears. he kept looking at me with the 'sad' face. idiot basket! hahahahaha.
but i was controlling well until they started talking about how jiejie was always careful on roads and they happened to ask me about it and all i could recall was how jiejie would hold my hands while crossing roads. T.T and i started to tear.



okay there were a few things that i wanted to address at the start before i started this post when i was bathing. :/ but in the end i forgot. argh. okay nvm i shall talk about it when i rmb. ^^
okay i smell my maggie mee HEHEHE i lub maggie mee. getting fat but i did exercise last night okay! and i'm having muscle aches now HAHA and tomorrow morning is also a healthy morning cause we are going hiking! woohoo!