fuck okayy. i just worsened everything oh what the fuck.

i cannot understand everyone and everyone cannot understand me okay.

i feel like i am this weird alien who came from outer space and i don't understand human from earth at all.

fuck i just wanna stay in bed and cry all day.

why do i think so weirdly from other people?

why do i have points of views so different from everyone?

why can't i be a super smart person who gets what others are talking abt the first time?

fuck i hate me.

fuck me.

i suck so fucking much.

leave me alone don't talk to me right now i don't wanna talk to anyone sorry.