nonsensical nonsense.

just feel like blogging? just feel like ranting and crapping some emo stuffs? :/ emo-ing is so me and yet so not me. jiale jiale is a cheerful girl lehhhh. but smtimes will emo like siao. -_-!! just feel like ranting ranting but i have no idea wad to rant.


looking at my past everything. it seems like i never did anything right. :/ i just kept screwing things up nonstop. i want to take my time now i need to take my time now. be patient and not rush into things. stop being irrational. stop saying the wrong things. stop doing the wrong things. 


if only life is as simple as choosing a forked path of decisions. ohh right, life is like that. it's the people in it which makes it complicated. :/ what if we dun have to GUESS what's right or wrong but actually KNOW what's right or wrong. but everyone is different, and they have their own personal opinions.


okies i dunoe wad i am saying anymore it's all random ranting but seriously i dun care freak freak freak. still going out later though i dun really feel like going out. have been out too many times for the past two weeks. :/ i want to stay at home more. i am a lazy person. :/ i am hungry. i want to eat. ROAR ROAR ROAR. why cant everything go back to when it was? because we need to grow.


this tumblr that i have been following is starting to post everyone's 'if i can go back in time ...' recently. i feel like telling everyone there, if you can go back in time, you will never grow, never learn, never understand, and there will be no point in living, right? RIGHT! although sometimes i look back at my screwed up life, i had been through all those to become where i am right now. :) but i still dunoe what is in my future. O.O open my eyes WIDEEEE to try and see. but i am not some fortune teller i cant see anything. i want to know how i am like in the future. only thing i pray is that i wun change too much from the original me. please thank you very much. :) i want to be braver and be smarter! ^^ gotta bathe and head out now. :) zai jian.