feeling kinda tired. :/

it's been awhile since i last blogged. :)) let me recalllllllllllll.

thursday i stayed at home the whole day spamming myself with lots and lots of shinee and anjell's videos. not very meaningful to you but at least i was very happy. hohoho. cant rmb much abt wad happened so okies nvm.

friday went to fetch my dear girls from their work. ^^ saw many ppl. joked around outside. i like very bad ah. go there disturb them nia. heh heh. went over to tampines one thaiexpress to eat. yum yum. but the curry sauce abit little. :( went home~

saturday is nua at home day. discussed atrm proj online with ahyi and xueli but dear xueli is sick. :// TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF OKIES! GET WELL SOON! :)) WE LOVE YOU LOTS!! :)) so nua-ed at home. went for a jog at night. the stadium there very desolated. scary. :( i'm never going there alone at night anymore. ran still. felt giddy after awhile so went home. omg. really giddy. too long nv exercise already. :( too long nv go bball. but not going for the next two fridays cause not free. :// nvm going to sentosa on sat to celebrate our dear lim guo wei's birthday! :DD

today went to vivo and walked around and bought stuffs for the SC recruitment drive which is like coming soon omg with leon and weifeng. walk and walk. bought lots of rabbits stuffs. we are group two. it's the same group for me as last year with mao and keh. :( but last year i din do anithing for SC recruitment loh. now i know how much mao and keh teng me. but keh did the most. :') i love them loads.

TODAY IS FATHERS' DAY! :)) i msged my dad but he din reply. :( but i know he love me loads still. HOHOHO. i can see it in his eyes everytime he looks at me. :') my dad. is a lovable guy. everyone who saw him found him scary. or even like some wicked person. or like what ahwen said that i can never forget: the world's scariest man with a killer instinct of a bear. but to me, my dad is always so kind and warm. though smtimes he is really strict, like for my overnight stuffs, but smtimes he can be really understanding. i know he secretly read my diary once. he din even bother to cover his tracks. but he hinted it to me after wards by discussing and advising me on the emo stuffs i wrote in it. my dad is really great. maybe he isn't the most awesomest dad in the whole world. maybe he doesn't spend enough time with us. maybe he doesn't bring us out for outings. but that makes me treasure everything so much more. all the lamest jokes he said. make me realise where i inherit my sense of humour from. i can always get advices from him. i can always count on him to remind me what i always wanted. my simplest wishes. our thinking may not always be the same. but all in all, he still love me no matter how willful, bad tempered, idiotic, i am. and always trust that i will always be sensible. papa i love you. :)

I SHOULD DO ONE FOR MY MUM TOO CAUSE IT'S THEN FAIR AND I DIN DO ONE FOR HER ON MOTHERS' DAY. mummy i know you have always been trying hard. smtimes i feel that it's the wrong method that you use to teach us. but i don't know how to tell you. i know you love us loads. by the way you always clean up after us, try to get us to do stuffs. me being in and out of relationships has  always hurt you. all my cryings. i always sense you standing behind me watching. i know it hurts you. it hurts me even more cause of that. smtimes seeing you being forgetful and stuffs lets me know that i inherited that blur part of me from you. :) you always try to let me have my way cause of my willfulness. but yet you try not to let me get too overboard though in the end i still do it anyway. all the small little things you do. the note you wrote and stuck on the kitchen door. i know. i do know and understand. i read that note and cried for a long long time. you wun know that i called a friend and cried over it. i rmbered all those times since young. you always tried to do wads best for us, which of course wasn't what we always wanted. i know both my dad and mum wun see this. but i really hope to write these down in case i ever forgot abt it. i love you both. :) and you both know it. love my mummy. :)) you two make me feel like i never want to grow up. :)) i hope you will never leave me. like what papa always say, if anything happens to me, i can always look for my mum in the day and my dad in the night. :) therefore i know that i will always be well taken care of 24/7. :)



i feel kind of weird nowadays. thinking too much of things that i shldnt think. hahahax. but today i have many friends sms-ing me all the way. esp sebastian loo yu wei merlion sms-ing me the WHOLE day. HOHOHO. LOVE YOU VERY MUCH OKIES. and i really want to find out who is that person below who asked the two qns which i answered without fail. since i know you so why cant you let me know who you are? O.O i'm curious.. ://