even though my title says it, but actually i have been taking ALOT of breaks from report. HAHAHAX! die liao die liao haven finish ah. but dun care. T.T my shoulder hurts so much. i am in need of a massage and spa therapy. hohoho!!
friday night. went for bball. had a damn blue day. since i was wearing blue the whole day, even after i changed for bball. and indeed i had a blue mood. :( siannnnn. but forget it~ thanks limguowei for trying to explain, tyansoon for trying to cheer me up. thanks junhao too! went home and found out that hyrah won b2st's autographed album through cheryl! CONGRATS! hahahax! so was cheered up! :D:D!!
ytd and today is report day. seriously i am dying. but dun care. everywhere hurts. i just feel like surfing the net, watching television, and read storybooks. can someone make me concentrate? :( jiayou ah jiayou ah jiayou ahhhh! jiayou to my dearies who are rushing their reports too. i love you all very much! :D:D:D!!
somehow i still feel sad when i think back the past, and about how we could have been. but yet somehow i dun feel sad anymore. they are happy memories. i was happy, really happy. even though sometimes i would suddenly feel empty, i don't actually feel that i want to go back to the past. it's just meant to be i suppose. i want to look forward. somehow i feel like i don't need you anymore. is it delusional? i'm not sure. you are not you anymore. that's what i know. the you i once loved is not you anymore. so may you and i be happier. :) good friends still. :)
though sometimes i really feel like speeding up the process of _. heh heh.
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