EDITED. :) I LOVE LIFE.

can i still love you? cause i'm starting to treat someone like a sub. i really treasure the friendship so i don't want it to turn out this way. i don't want to fucking lie that i don't love you anymore. he makes me smile and everything. but somehow, it's just not the same.. i still see you every week. i don't want to deny that i still want to go up to you and smile and play and laugh like the way we used to. i freaking miss you. i don't want to act around you like nothing is wrong. what a fucking liar and hypocrite i am.




this is when i realised that i had moved on subconsciously. :) not pining for anything anymore. shall enjoy life now! :))