nowadays i seem to be suppressing my emotions. HAHAHAX! i don't know why either. am i starting to feel afraid to show people how i feel? so unlike me ah. i don't exactly have a best friend now i come to think of it. like what huiwen and i agreed i only have close and not very close friends. HAHAHAX! but still i love them all. :))
just started thinking somehow. age doesn't reflect maturity. what you go through does. :)) the response you made, the actions you did, the words you said. am i mature or am i not? i am definitely NOT childish, though sometimes i may act childish? or is it just the way i talk and behave? at least the way i think and feel is NOT.
i keep thinking that i am not strong enough somehow. or is it that i am letting myself go? or am i stronger than i truly think i am? i am STILL strong. :)) though i might cry a little too often or easily, though i might be a little too timid, though i might have too little strength, i know i am strong enough to withstand all these. :)) friends around give me much strength too. :)) i just hope that no one misunderstands because no one is at fault. everything will pass very soon, i believe so. :)) 我可是一个非常幸福的女孩哦!
whatever happens, i will still be here for you if you ever need someone.
I HAVE STUDIED FOR AWHILE IN THE MORNING! so proud of myself! :DD unable to do the ATRM tutorial cause i don't have the textbook. T.T now i shall go and study more. shld i bathe before that? ://
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