:))

you are not the one who need the time, i am. guowei said this is what you thought. and yes, you are right. i thought a lot. i don't know if what i thought is enough or not. i have been too stubborn. unwilling to understand though i actually do. i am the one who need to change.

guowei called me almost immediately after you sent him the msg. thanks. cause it told me that you still care nevertheless. i am afraid. afraid of what would happen after this period. you might stop wanting to be with me anymore. guowei said you won't. but still i don't know for sure. but what's meant to be is meant to be right? :)) i will make full use of this period. :))

thanks guowei for chatting with me too. i will find out what i truly want and what i need to do.