i have been feeling kind of emo nowadays. i have no idea why. insecurities? maybe. all maybe i just need more time. :(( it has been hard on baby. sorry. i need to cheer myself up more. :)) though i may seem very happy everyday, i am not exactly fully happy. just a side effect of missing baby i suppose. HAHAHAX!
very tired too. :(( physically ba. it's been so long since i stayed at home for the whole day. i want some time to myself. i want some time to stay at home. i want some time to spend with you. but.. argh. i will just wait until everything is over kaes. :DD i will be a good girl!
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jiamin is making me dislike onew. -_- i really like all members of SHINee and find them really cute. but jiamin liking onew and her constant irritation is making me dislike onew. argh. -_- it's so irritating. i don't know why she must keep nagging about him like i don't know who he is WHEN I AM THE ONE WHO INTRO-ED SHINEE TO HER. -_- just irritating. in fact the whole family is irritated. ://
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today was spent happily with my two SCOs!! SCO OUTING LEH! just a nice just a happy! :DD i love them!! hahahax! met them at bugis starbucks and we kept talking about our performance and chitchats here and there. went to shop for the stuffs. had fun. me and ahmao were just like a couple of children. HAHAX! but all three of us is the eldest in our family leh! hahahax!!
went to chinatown after that and continued shopping. shop here and there. tried out new food too! in the end kehkeh and ahmao started shopping for themselves. HAHAHAX! and i didn't join them! CAUSE OF MY WELL DISCIPLINE HORH! okies actually it's cause i was left with three bucks so i couldn't really join ah. HAHAHAX!! i only brought 10bucks and i bought java chips and food and this weapon thingy for our SCO ID which is SUPER COOL! want to know how our weapons look like!? wait until BAOC! HOHOHO!! ohh and thanks ahmao for treating me drinks! :D:D:D!!
ohh and CK is such a nice place to shop at. hahahax!! esp the chinatown one. cause it's quite big. HAHAX! i want to buy those things that ahmao and kehkeh bought until i realised i had only three bucks.. T.T nvm it's okies i will get mummy to go shop there with me! ^^ then i don't have to spend my own money. what a smart girl i am! :DD and anyway there is a CK departmental store downstairs. HAHAHAX!
shopped until 7plus 8plus and we parted. ahmao took the ride with me until bugis and he got off while i continued until home. chitchatted. :)) now i am back home. HOHOHO! so tired nowadays. :((
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i love the boy who tries hard to make me remember that he loves me. <33
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