`333rd post

sometimes,

there is a day,

when you just feel like emo-ing and moping around.

okies today it is one of those days for me.

heh heh.

i know that i have a very xing fu life now.

with family, friends and him. :))

but somehow,

just somehow,

i feel something missing.

i think i know what.

i just need more rest.

a day when i can really relax.

it seems so long since i have had that day.

i don't mean going out.

i mean staying at home.

like almost everyday.

so 宅女 i know.

HAHAHAX!

but i just want a slower pace of life,

and i don't have to think of what to rush through.

didn't manage to print my notes today.. ://

even though i was happy that i got my nap,

it felt to me as though i wasted a lot of time on sleeping. ://

my last msg to bi was like 20mins ago and he haven't reply so i suppose he is sleeping now.

i should go sleep now too. :))

our movie cum study date tml. :))

he keeps saying that i will be very happy tml.

is he planning smthing? O.O

i seriously have no idea.

but i got a feeling if nothing happened i will feel damn disappointed.

HAHAHAHAX!

let's see how things go. :))

goodnight earth.

goodnight world.

goodnight my friends.

goodnight everyone.

goodnight me. :))

i feel like dancing, act like a child, pinch your nose, laugh, squabble, and 'kodomo' all with you and make it as though there is not a worry in this world.

there is so much i want to do with you.