`294th post

later on it will be chong's first birthday celebration.
i hope he will enjoy it much ah.
even though hes going to have another one tml.
and it is going to be the actual one.
sorry chong. T.T
starting to become wu ji mong kok already.
ohmytian. T.T

woke up at 8plus this morning.
and i woke up myself.
*thumbs up*
was supposed to wake up at 9am.
and i forgot to set my alarm clock.

bot new dresses. :))
hope he likes it.

sorry BAS i wasnt able to go for the society xmas party.
thanks for the concern. :DD
my eye is much better le ba. :))
but now my ulcerS hurt! T.T
drink more water drink more water.
like wad guowei say plain water is a miracle drink so perhaps it can like cure my everything!!

i still feel sorry for having to do all these in front of smone.
its abit guo fen.
i din expect it too.
sorry.

smtimes i feel like its going a little too _.
i dun intend to _.
cuz im afraid of gossips and rumours.
like they say.
i shldnt mind so much.
i shldnt care so much.
this is MY life.
not theirs.
not anyone else's.
i noe wad i am doing.
if they think it is wrong, it just means that they dunoe me well enough.
BUT im still afraid.
ohmytian i dunoe lahhhhhh.
arghhhhhh.
i wanted to _.
but somehow situations and circumstances are just some things that we cant control.
i dun want to _.
neither do i want him to _.
shldnt mind shldnt mind shldnt mind.
actually i have always been good friends with him for like one year.
just that i nv tot _.
so maybe its not that _?
we are just _.
nevertheless i do love you.. :))