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whoosh im back from everything~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ :DD
everything was just seriously great ohmytian~ ^^

BAMP' 09 CHEERS!!
i love my group sooo much.
even though the guys came so late but they were really nice. :DD
blocking me from the rain, treating us supper or simply caring.
you guys were great! :DD
love my girls too! :DD
sweet girl jesslyn fed me lunch when we werent supposed to eat yet. ^^
JU-ON JIAYOUU!!
i love allllll~
cheered like mad since i was supposed to lead.
they started calling me siao zha bor.
and i noe my voice is like high pitch like siao.
HAHAHAX!
cuz thats the only way i can make my voice louder~
was damn high during campfire.
woohooo!
i just love everyone.
ai si ni men leeeeeeeeeeeee~ :DD!!
camp breaking was kinda sad.. ://
thanks to chong for fetching me from camp. :))
straight after bamp and after going home, we went to vivo to meet guowei candy and stella.
shopped abit and bot ourselves the same NUM shirts.
WOOHOO! ^^
i like i like~
staying over at candy's was kinda fun. :DD

had chalet nxt.
weeheee~
i love chalet~
and thanks for the surprise.
though i was freaking freaking paiseh.
it is so kong bu the way you see ppl collaborating with each other.
its just so sudden and FREAKING paiseh.
i swear its the MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST paiseh incident i EVER had in my whole life.
it should be sufficient to describe the situation considering the number of paiseh incidents i have had.
HAHAHAX!
but thanks for the presents.
you guys were really sweet.
esp you know who. ^^
xie xie ni men~
was damn excited abt the surprise we had for yingjie and weixuan.
hohoho!
and i noe they were DAMN DAMN happy! :DD
had fun squeezing with other 5ppl on two single beds. :DD
wild wild wet the nxt day was WOOOOO!!
had great fun.
chong was damn coward.
LAUGHED LIKE SIAO AT HIM!
love everyone. :DD
squeezed with another 6 ppl on one mattress.
we are great ohh yeahhhh!! ^^
though in the end two ppl got squeezed out. -_-

went to stella's hse for mahjong session after chalet.
lucky i din lose any money ah.
though i din win any too.
hahahax~
had bball at nite.
ohmytian my left eye just yi ge chui.
thanks for all that cared. :DD
love you all~
thanks for chong's dad for coming down just to drive me home.
really thank you uncle.. T.T
*touched*

to someone out there.
i just yi ge bu shuang abt wad you wrote.
wth.
im angry.
you were the one who ignored him no matter how much he begged for a patch.
he humbly begged you.
and you just ignored him and his words with your head up in space.
when eventually he gave up, you started feeling lonely and scared and wanted him back.
but he already moved on without you.
so you started calling him a jerk and bastard.
he begged you for 9 days.
you ignored for 9 days.
when he moved on without you afterdat and fell for another,
you wrote until like hes the biggest jerk who abandoned you for another.
you were the one who din wanted him in the first place.
so quit blaming him for not wanting you now.
you dun deserve him.
seriously.
you dun.
i dun care if i offended you anot.
cuz it doesnt matter.
cuz i dun nd you in my life.
i dun.
you are really ...
i cant find words enough to describe you.
you are just like a mean little kid who refused to let other kids have the sweet that you din want when you saw them fighting for it.
you'd rather throw it into the bin.
you expected him to wait for you for the rest of his life until you want him back.
you are just so damn selfish.
you have nv spared a thought for him except for yourself.
you are one of the worse kind of ppl in this world.
stop acting pathetic.
look at yourself in the mirror and slap yourself awake.
im seriously angry now.
you are the one at fault.
stop blaming others.
stop acting kelian.
dats so freaking disgusting. ://

lastly, i just want to say christmas day is loved. <33!!
and that i love my BSFL. :DD!!