Sunday, October 04, 2009

`257th post

ytd.
i so want a bball shoe.
feel like i dun deserve it smhow.
unhappy.
do you even understand?
i so want to be good at bball.
yet i dunoe how.
i was nv good at anything.
i nv did have a talent or smthing.
i dunoe how to play any instruments.
i dunoe how to do ALOT of things.
but smhow i want to be good at bball.
its just smthing i liked since young.
im just so dumb.
noone noes how much how much how much i want a bball shoe.
yet how many how many how many times a small voice rang in my head saying dat i dun deserve it.
i dun even play good bball.
maybe crying will help me feel better.
the tears are coming soon.
wearing my working shoes to bball is just so dumb.
i shld have nv done it.
i feel like a laughing stock.
i hate myself.

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