`185th post

theres alot of things for me to do..
too much for me to list down.
im tired.
both mentally and physically.
im having so little sleep nowadays.
my brain is more confused den usual.
im more blur than usual.. -_-
heck.
i mistook blk 72 for blk 56.
i mistook limjiahao's buttoned up shirt as polo tee.
worst of all i insisted dat ahxiang is a girl.
its like i wasnt even thinking when i was doing smthng or saying smthng.
btw im really giving my all.
and im not giving up until i reach my goal.
i said it.
i mean it.
i just hope all those who know will give *ahem* a second chance.
really.
im trying very hard already.
another chance would suffice.
please?
smtimes i need a breather.
so dat i can take a deep deep breath.
maybe i shld learn how to breathe again.
breathe in breathe out.
good.
one more time.
-_-
seeeeeeee i said my brain is going all haywire.
freak freak freak.
lastly lastly lastly.
just give *ahem* a second chance.
i will be the one guarantor okies.
i promise i promise i promise.
all *ahem* needs is a second chance and some time.
we will try our best.
thanks guys.
i hope you will understand. :))
even though you guys might not read this.. -_-
anyway will personally tell you guys again so wadever.
btw lee jia le needs ppl's care and concern now cuz shes feeling unhappy and insecure so please just tell her in some way dat you love her alot alot alot.
thank you.