freak i just miss sebas so much.
it may sound wrong to you but it will just be bcuz you dunoe me well enough.
sebas has always been my support.
since dunoe when.
our friendship may not be long.
but it is strong.
we understand each other.
we know.
we may not contact much often.
we may not noe wads the newest stuffs with each other.
but we still noe each other well.
im tearing like siao now.
sebas i miss you.
i love you alot alot alot.
dat kind of love dat everyone feels for their best friend.
its irreplaceable.
so wad if hes a guy and im a girl.
theres no barriers.
hes my best friend.
even if nxt time he marry and i marry and we each have our own family and have one million kids each.
he will still be my best friend.
he wun abandon me.
he wun forget me.
i will always be his most irritating and annoying best friend.
i noe..
i just feel so selfish now.
i want sebas to be my side now.
listen to everythng i had been thru.
smtimes i wonder.
am i too greedy to want to have more friends?
am i too greedy?
shld i be contented with just having sebas alone as my friend?
sebas is my only secondary school friend.
sebas is my best friend.
he noes my past.
even though there are thngs abt me dat he dunoe.
hes the one whom i can confide in.
hes the one who understands me the most.
even if he forgets my birthday.
even if hes only been to my hse once or twice.
hes still the one who nv fails to make me laugh when im sad.
without him i dunoe how would my life be.
i noe jiejie understands.
jiejie i miss you too.
our random chats and everythng.
nowadays im toking abt my past more and more frequently.
maybe cuz im making new friends and they are getting to know me more and more?
i have been toking abt my past smiling.
like it happened to smone else.
it really feels to me dat way.
like it was just a tv show i rmbered.
b4 westspring friends.
when i just met them.
when they got to noe my past.
i was crying when i told it to them.
now?
it just has no more feeling to me.
it is just like a nightmare.
but smhow i nv forgot it.
why?
i dunoe either.
i will nv forget it, will i?
the guy who made me love as much as i was hurt.
okies.
i decided.
please fate if i have to lose everyone dat i have now.
den i'd rather not have them in the first place.
i just want sebas and jiejie.
if i lose them.
i dunoe how else i would become.
im sorry for being selfish.
the wound inflicted as not healed completely.
the scab can still bleed once smone scratches it.
but its too late to say everythng now rite? :)
thanks to everyone for being there when i need you. :DD
my friends are all 好得没话说.
arent you jealous of me? :DD
it may sound wrong to you but it will just be bcuz you dunoe me well enough.
sebas has always been my support.
since dunoe when.
our friendship may not be long.
but it is strong.
we understand each other.
we know.
we may not contact much often.
we may not noe wads the newest stuffs with each other.
but we still noe each other well.
im tearing like siao now.
sebas i miss you.
i love you alot alot alot.
dat kind of love dat everyone feels for their best friend.
its irreplaceable.
so wad if hes a guy and im a girl.
theres no barriers.
hes my best friend.
even if nxt time he marry and i marry and we each have our own family and have one million kids each.
he will still be my best friend.
he wun abandon me.
he wun forget me.
i will always be his most irritating and annoying best friend.
i noe..
i just feel so selfish now.
i want sebas to be my side now.
listen to everythng i had been thru.
smtimes i wonder.
am i too greedy to want to have more friends?
am i too greedy?
shld i be contented with just having sebas alone as my friend?
sebas is my only secondary school friend.
sebas is my best friend.
he noes my past.
even though there are thngs abt me dat he dunoe.
hes the one whom i can confide in.
hes the one who understands me the most.
even if he forgets my birthday.
even if hes only been to my hse once or twice.
hes still the one who nv fails to make me laugh when im sad.
without him i dunoe how would my life be.
i noe jiejie understands.
jiejie i miss you too.
our random chats and everythng.
nowadays im toking abt my past more and more frequently.
maybe cuz im making new friends and they are getting to know me more and more?
i have been toking abt my past smiling.
like it happened to smone else.
it really feels to me dat way.
like it was just a tv show i rmbered.
b4 westspring friends.
when i just met them.
when they got to noe my past.
i was crying when i told it to them.
now?
it just has no more feeling to me.
it is just like a nightmare.
but smhow i nv forgot it.
why?
i dunoe either.
i will nv forget it, will i?
the guy who made me love as much as i was hurt.
okies.
i decided.
please fate if i have to lose everyone dat i have now.
den i'd rather not have them in the first place.
i just want sebas and jiejie.
if i lose them.
i dunoe how else i would become.
im sorry for being selfish.
the wound inflicted as not healed completely.
the scab can still bleed once smone scratches it.
but its too late to say everythng now rite? :)
thanks to everyone for being there when i need you. :DD
my friends are all 好得没话说.
arent you jealous of me? :DD
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