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i just sdnly realised dat im not going to have anymore allowance.
wadever dat i earned thru kumon is wadever allowance dat i have.
at least dad dun have to worry abt my financial aspect except my sch fees.
my god.
i still have to buy all the formal attire for presentations.
do you tink i wld ever have the money for dat?
no more splurging.
no more spending.
im going to be a honest kid.
i tot at least will give abit of allowance.
nope i was wrong.
but wif sch starting it means less work meaning less money.
i wonder if i wld be able to earn enuf money at all for myself.. T.T
nvm i shall see how first mth goes.
by the end of april.
i wld see how much i earn and discuss wif papa again.
at least he gave me 20bucks today.
which i dunoe how long am i supposed to last wif.
papa says im a grown kid now.
shld earn money to pay for my own stuffs.
my god. T.T
i hope i can claim money from him for my formal wear.
pls say yes..
jiayou ba jiale.
its not the end of the world without money.
but i hope dat i would even earn 100bucks from work this april.
so far i tink i have only worked for like ermm 5days.
or even less than dat.
okies i shall go and count.
this week im only working for two days.
i tink im going to spend all of my saturdays at work.
but wad abt my studies?
yes i shld seriously discuss this wif papa.
saturdays..
initially i only planned on working only on saturday mornings.
meaning no afternn shifts..
but now..
im not sure..
cuz mostly weekdays im not sure whether i will be able to work..
my god.
im not free on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday nights.
as well as the whole of satuday morning and afternn..
saturday evening.
and maybe all those wkday mornings and aftnns when i dun have any lectures or lsns to attend.
money.

wad abt my transport fees!?!?

pls say dat they are paying for it.

omg.

i want to buy bus concessions..

i once said my pay will be 25% spent on transport and 75% spent on food.

i guess this is coming oh so true now.

i just hope dat papa would pay for my bus concessions.

and topup.

at least pay for my bus concessions.

topup will mostly for me taking trains.

at most i will try to travel only by bus.
i hate worrying abt money matters.
i owaes tot dat my being young excuse me from all these.
den i realised no im not young anymore.
i nd to plan for my own future.
actuallie i had owaes wanted to save up the money dat i earn.
for my own future.
cuz i want to open a shop for business.
i want to buy a car for myself.
i want to buy a new hse.
i swore to leave this hse by the age 21 or even earlier if possible.
if my only allowance is from my pay, how am i supposed to do all these?
my pay..
no more going outs for me?
no more movies for me?
no more nothng for me?
im just going to be a poor girl.
maybe i can get money from mummy every now and den?
i hope.
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how i wish im a rich girl now.