`125th post

familarity struck me again.
isit cuz i haven let go of the past?
or isit cuz i juz nd more time to forget?
i dun wan to get reminded of *smone1* cuz of smthng *smone2* did.
i noe they are two diff person.
i noe the thngs they do the thngs they say maybe the same juz cuz dats wad *ppl1* usuallie do or say to *ppl2* so i cant mix them tgthr.
ohh wth.
why do i smtimes still have the feeling of wanting to see *smone1* ?
wad for?
isit cuz i wan show *smone1* how well im living now?
how happy im now as a revenge for how miserable *smone1* had caused me to become in the past?
://////////////////////////
its confusing.
but im quite quite contented wif my lot lehz.
whenever im wif *smone2* i still have the *feeling* ..
but why do my heart still skips a beat whenever i hear the hse phone rings?
am i hoping *smone1* to call me?
but i tink of *smone2* almost *time* and im tinking of *smone1* lesser and lesser.
plus i find *smone1* *smthng* whenever i see *smone1*
this is smthng dat has nv happened b4 to me.
so wad does it mean?
maybe this WHOLE thng happens to everyone?
everyone will get reminded of their *ppl3* whenever their *ppl4* does or says the same thng as their *ppl3* ?
i dunoe.
but i do hope i find out soon..

`124th post

ITS LIKE 3AM IN THE MORNING AND I DUN FEEL LIKE SLPING CAN SMONE TELL ME WAD TO DO!?!?!?!? T.T
maybe i wun like slp for the whole nite?? O.O
went bloghopping and now im BORED.
its kinda stupid since its so late and im bored and i have nothng to do so why dun i juz go and slp.. -_-
idiotic.
quick quick i wan to reach the weight of 40kg so i can buy alot of nice nice clothes thank you very muchhhhh!!
i canot stand the fats growing on my body ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!
isnt there a way for us to like slim down and lose weight while we juz sit there and eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat!?!?
okies not like i eat dat much.
hahahahahahahax.
DUN CARE!!
jiahao is so going to kill me but my ideal weight is 70pounds wahahahahahahahax you can ownself go convert to kilograms i dun care wahahahahahahahahahax!!
with the weight of 70pounds i tink i can fly liaoz~
not fly as in im happy.
nor isit fly as in im too light.
but fly cuz i already became one of the fairies and angels.
in two words: i died.
hahahahahahahahahahax!!
减肥 until die larz.
ohhhh forgot to say in prev post dat si anson still complain i unlimited sms liaoz nv sms him but he ownself aso unlimited sms liaoz aso nv msg me lohz!!
but tml i sure will msg to ask ur appeal if you nv msg me whereby there is a chance of 99.999999%.. -_-
but dun care him now i wan to jian fei and jian fei and jian fei.
i noe deeeeppp deeeeeeeepp down jiejie supports me jiu hao. :DDDD
JIEEEEEEEEEEEJIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
you say wan meet me de lehz.. T.T
i waiting for you to ask me out.
cuz you have studies i dun have and my sch is starting sooooonn!!
okies im lazy to ask you out.
ur blocks ended le rite!?!?
SOOOOOOOONN KAES!!
i miss you and i wan to camwhore wif you~
hahahahahahahax!!
omg i have a headache now and i tink its cuz im slpy but right at this point i still feel like playin maple!! O.O
i wan chiong maple? O.O
its like so late already its 3.11am in the morning.
its no longer night but MORNING.
im hungry i wan to eat smthng but i still feel fulllll.. ://
cuz my stomach has been giving me probs since aftnn aft i finished dat mcspicy boyboy bot for me..
its been churning and churning and i have no idea WHY!?!?!?!?!?
i tink its gastric.
cuz i ate tooooooo little the DAYS b4 and sdnly i ate smthng spicy which kinda triggered the gastric prob and made it churned like siaoz.
okies i rmbered dat the day b4 i was feeling damn hungry b4 i slept but still i din eat anithng.
okies maybe i shld go and drink some milk like boyboy suggested?
but he suggested it cuz i din eat much today.
considering i only ate mcspicy for lunch and biscuits and pocky for dinner.
but if i drink it now will i like have diarhoea? O.O
i dunoe.. ://
i only noe i will kena scolding from mummy if she finds out dat im still awake when she wakes up at i dunoe wad time to wake jiamin and qiqi up for sch..
sdnly miss anderson.
okies maybe juz a little.
hahahahahahax.
weilong asked if i had this nostalgic feeling when i went back.
yupx sort of had.
of cuz ma.
its the sch i studied in for four yrs.
many memories hidden here and there.
happy ones sad ones all kinds of memories.
and smmore its been soo long since i reallie went back and had a gd look arnd.
i missed the days when i laughed with my friends and joked with them and fooled arnd and cried with them by my side and comforting those dat cried and resolved their conflicts and ran arnd and counting down to 12nn to wish everyone happy new yr blahh blahhhhh loads of stupid stuffs dat we did dat we will nv do it again.
cuz we were young den.
still seen upon as kids.
still were forgiven for wadever ridiculous thngs dat we do.
now we are more grown up we are supposed to do sensible thngs.
not still laugh arnd and play like little kids do.
i miss those days.
putting on national day tattoos on our faces juz for the fun.
i miss them.
miss my friends.
and i noe they are NOT going to come back animore.
we are still friends.
and no more.
no more hanging out no more singing no more dancing no more screaming no more nothng.
i miss sec one and two days.
and earlie sec three days.
one and a half year.
it was a tough period for me.
i made the wrong step so i had to accept the consequences.
but i will learn from it and move on.
anderson juz reminds me of you all.
have been looking forward to graduation.
but the times we share will be precious memories to me always!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but smhow smtimes i still wish i nv met him and nv encountered all these even if it helped me grow up.
hahahahahahahahax.
NVM I HAVE ALOT OF GREAT FRIENDS NOW TOO AND I SHALL BE GRATEFUL FOR DAT AND STOP COMPLAINING!! :DDD
though i tink i will start toking abt these again in a few mths time' -_-
im juz too bored with absolutely nothng to do except to rot arnd.
okies maybe not since sch is starting soon :DD
im quite sure i will stop toking abt these in like a few yrs. :DD
i cant go on wif this for the rest of my life can i?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
im freaking bored now okies i tink im going to play maple ltr.. -_-
until like 4.30am b4 i scoot off to dreamland. :DD

`123rd post

okies..

im going to type this whole post in no grammatical errors at all, i think.

i will try my very very best.

this is due to a complaint made by someone about my blog being very difficult to read.

and i shall not put 'hahahahahax' anymore.

instead i will put *laughs*.. -_-

okies its so not me.

stella soh hui wen i dun care liao i juz type my own way.

hahahahahahahahax!! :PP

its more like me ma.

but i will type less 'hahahahax' cuz its juz fillers anyway and im getting irritated wif myself for typing so many too.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

okies today woke up at arnd 1130am but i was half awake.

saw boyboy's msg replied and he asked me to go back slp and i juz slept immediately. -_-

i was juz too tired okies.

cuz we chatted on the phone until 3plus.

he requested it seeeeeeeeeeeee i sacrificed my beauty slp for him. :PP

and we hung up cuz i started toking nonsensical stuffs on the phone.

but b4 dat i aso started crapping le lohz.

and whenever i start to say thngs dat make NO sense at all it means im tired cuz im juz saying 梦话 :DD

den i woke up at arnd 1.50pm.. O.O

damn pig okies.

and i was still damn tired.

i saw boyboy's msg saying dat he wasnt coming over to my hse le.. :((

cuz his back pain due to last nite's bball where they trained the hoop thngy.

ally hoop.

at least dats how i tink its spelt.

and i got very sad.

so of cuz i woke up and din feel tired animore.

continued msging and he asked me to go eat but i din have the mood and appetite to.

but actuallie dat time he was on his way to my hse already.

and i din noe.

he started saying those stuffs like asking smone to buy lunch to my hse cuz i say i will eat if he was the one who bot me food.

and asked abt wad i wan to eat.

i tell him everythng but the more i tink abt it the more i feel weird.

so i called him.

and i heard dat hes on the train.. -_-

his plan is spoilt~
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

so in the end he bot me mcspicy and himself cai fan to eat.

THANKS DEAR for being so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!! :DDDD

watched tv and chatted and played until arnd 6pm i went to bathe and we set off to fajar.

on the lrt we kp playing i tink the whole lrt is looking.. O.O

idiot YOU!

cuz we were rubbing each other's ears with two fingers to make it as red as possible.

say wad i mind more abt being paiseh so used this method to make me stop struggling. :PPPP

BLEHHHHHHHHH YOU!!!!

reach fajar liao i went to help boyboy to buy his dinner to takeaway and eat at segar court while he go hm to change shoes and get some stuffs for bball.

buy finish le jiu walk to his block to wait for him but saw him at the busstop there so we walked tgthr to segar court.

stopped on our way at the mama shop to buy one bottle of mineral water, one small bottle of blackcurrent with aloe vera and one icecream.

i bot the one dat chong's suvin love the most.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

he say de ma.

the green icecream dat will become softer and jelly-like.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

walked to segar court and saw stella and candy.

they seemed unhappy.. ://

boyboy ate and we sat there chat chat awhile.

they two played for awhile and anson came with his brother andy.. O.O

so they four went to play.

aft awhile beatrice came. :DDD

she said she came straight from her tuition in fajar and haven eat.

so gave her abit of my strawberry biscuits dat i bot at the daiso jap supermarket ytd!!

:DDDDDDDDD

guowei said he was coming but in the end his parents din let him so he din come.

so in the end theres so little ppl playing bball.. -_-

aftdat candy went hm..

and aft awhile stella ran to catch up wif her and she did!!

YAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!! :DDD

so me and boyboy and beatrice sat there and chat while anson and andy played wif some other ppl.

stella came back and we four sat there and continued chatting.

stella said 我的华语很标准!! :DD

im happy cuz i love chinese~

anson and andy finished le jiu came back and the lights turned off.

so stella boyboy and anson went to play play at the court there even though dark liao.

me and beatrice stand there and watch and chat abit.

but cuz it was getting late and she still have sch tml she went off.

den soon andy went off too.

left the four of us.

so we sat at the side of the court near the bench there and chatted whole lots.

tok abt this and dat.

anson told me he got into ite.. :///

as in he enrolled in le.

cuz boh bian ma if not he wun have a place in there le.

altgthr cost him 300plus lehz.

haiyo.

and tml he will go check his rp appeal results.

pray hard hard ar!!!

and noe results liao muz rmb to tell me!!

we chatted until arnd 11pm.. O.O

walked until stella's block den said byebye to her.

so the three of us walked tgthr until fajar lrt stn.

said byebye to boyboy there and me and anson took the lrt going the petir way of cuz.

which is SERVICE A see i so smart i rmbered!! :DD

chatted chatted on the lrt until reach petir and byebye to anson.

took to cck and changed to mrt as usual to khatib.

all the way boyboy msged me. :DD

anson asked to chat but aftdat cuz his brother came hm already so change of plans canot chat le.

ohh and asked a little advice from stella too.

THANKS THANKS!! :DD

reached hm bathed and use com so im blogging now.

maybe ltr chatting with boyboy on the phone?

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

aniway theres work tml so one word: TIRED~

okies i hope i will start waking up earlier.

maybe at least when the time still writes AM instead of PM.

i tink i shld start by slping earlier.

hahahahahahahax!!

i realised dat even if i slp at arnd 1am which is considered earlie for me i will still wake up at 11plus meaning i will slp for like 10hours.. -_-

i muz start waking up earlie or else i tink i will die when sch starts kaes.

jiayou ahhhh jialeeeeeeeeee!!

theres lots abt me for you to noe, and lots abt you for me to understand so theres a chance for us to go on for 3948237402374034 years, rite? :DD

`122nd post

yayyyyy yayyyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

today is a happy day!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

woke up at arnd 11am today~

slept quite earlie last nite cuz tired.

den msged boyboy awhile jiu go and bathe.

cuz hes coming over.

mummy cooked noodles for me.

but i waited for boyboy to reach and buy his lunch up i den eat horhz.

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i so nice i wait until my noodles de soup almost all dry up le okies.

hahahahahahax.

den he kp feeding me his rice.. -_-

siaoz siaoz de.

sit sit awhile i jiu go prepare to bring my jersey blahh blahh cuz got bball tonite!!

den i wan show guowei they all my number 7 jersey WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

for your info, guowei is aso number 7(jersey).

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

den we went to take shuttle bus at khatib mrt stn there de busstop to sembawang shopping centre.

and its raining like siaoz.

but boyboy kp standing on my side where the rain kp splashing in.

THANKS DEAR!! :DDD

see my boyfriend so sweeeettttt!! :PP

hahahahahahahahahahax!!

took the bus liaoz i kp asking boyboy alot of funny qns.

hahahahahahahax.

den i dun wan answer his he jiu kp tickling me.

alot of ppl on the bus okies.

damn paiseh.

but he dun wan stop.. -_-

hahahahahahax.

FINALLIE REACH LIAOZ HE CANOT TICKLE ME ANIMORE :DDDDD

den we went to the big big place.

i tink its called daiso. (i typed daiyo at first but boyboy say its daiso. hahahahahax!!)

den everythng is sold at 2bucks.

yupx yupx so buy this buy dat chose this chose dat.

hahahahahahahax.

is smthng like a jap de supermarket.

got tons and loads of stuffs!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

den shop shop shop until arnd 6pm den rush rush to go take shuttle bus.

mummy qiqi and jiamin take the shuttle bus back to khatib de.

den boyboy and me waited for the one to sembawang mrt stn.

cuz nearer to bukit panjang there ma.

hahahahax.

we ate at there de foodcourt.

wahhhh got alot of houseflies and some unknown flies lohz.

i dun like.

cuz i eat terriyaki chicken got the mayonaise den put wif the chicken liaoz damn nice den got one dunoe wad de fly fly on my mayonaise and walk walk arnd.. ://///

i wave it away but it not scared still walk walk arnd.. T.T

make me canot eat the mayonaise liaoz.. T.T

okies dun care dat.

den eat finish liaoz we jiu take mrt to segar and get off den walk walk all the way to segar court.

lalala~

den they play play there and i wear my jersey~ :DDDDD

aftdat guowei wan go toilet shun bian help boyboy buy drinks den we two jiu cycle tgthr.

hahahahahax.

den he cycle fast fast cuz he canot tahan liaoz.

den i cycle slow slow cuz i scared fall down.

hahahahahahahax.

though i dunoe why i follow larz.

but they ask me go wif him ma.

so i go lohz.

hahahahahahax.

den he say he meet me at zhenghua cc toilet outside den ask me to help him take care bike i say okies okies den he cycle fast fast jiu shoooooooo disappear liaoz.

but b4 dat he got kp look out for me cuz at the roads there b4 the shelters ma.

den he tell me behind got car careful thank you thank you!! :DDD

and by the time i reach the zhenghua cc traffic light there waiting for the light to become green so i can cross he jiu appear at the other side of the traffic lights.

hahahahahahahahahax.

so fast jiu okies liaoz.

den he say i VEERRRRYYYYYY fast horhz.

hahahahahahahax.

paiseh lahhhhhh!!

my cycling skills not dat gd okies.

i dun cycle as much as him.

hahahahahahahax.

den we cycle to the mama shop to buy mineral water.

wahhhhh he can one hand cycle free hand cycle aso like no prob lehz.

guo ran shi everytime cycle to segar court lian chu lai de.

hahahahahahahax.

den continue play play play.

and a papa bring a baby come den i play wif him.

he sooooo CUTE!!

only 10mths old lehz.

den i got once aso got play wif his older brother.

hahahahahax.

they both very cute.

den aftdat his ah ma i tink brot the older brother down and the baby up.

hahahahahahax.

korkor is qi en and didi is jia en.

me and didi is jia jia lehz.

den plus boyboy jiu shi jia jia jia wahahahahahahahahahahahax so much jia.

when the papa told me the didi is jia en i immediately tot of my alvin kor.

hahahahahax.

cuz his chinese name is aso jia en ma.

hahahahahahahahax.

guys seldom have jia en as chinese name ma.

abit girl de name.

hahahahahax.

ohh and candy came down sdnly to surprise stella and gave her the dessert she made.

got alot of corn de lohz.

i dun like corn.

hahahahahax.

not like i can eat larz.

stella wan eat ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ma.

den end up she dun like corn tooooooo.

but she still finish.

hahahahahax.

yar larz i CAN SEE UR LOVE FOR HER okies.

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

den cuz candy nd leave stella jiu send her to the outside there.

den chong jiahao and guowei go play wif ppl 3 on 3.

den i sit sit there.

stella come back jiu pei me sit there chit chat.

and i drinking the 100plus dat boyboy immediately cycled to buy for me juz cuz i randomly juz say i feel like drinking.

hahahahahahahax.

thanks LOTS dear!!! :DDDDD

but alot of gas i dun like ma.

den stella jiu help me shake and open the bottle for the gas to all come out.

hahahahahahax.

i din tink of this way lehz.

thanks thanks!!

den sdnly she started performing tricks like those bartender dat kind.

hahahahahax.

so funny.

yar yar got potential to go be.

hahahahahax.

den the three of them finish liaoz.

boyboy stella and guowei jiu go play another match wif another grp of 3ppl.

they 3 not dat li hai.

one quite li hai larz.

but got one EVEN ME aso tink quite noob.

hahahahahahahahax!!

not say i better larz. :PP

den aftdat leave me and chong there den we chat chat tok tok.

hahahahahahahax.

yar chong i noe you love ur suvin ALOT ALOT okies.

hahahahahax.

can see that. :DD

happy to see you two happy tgthr.

hahahahahahax.

den aftdat finish all those matches wif diff ppl liaoz we five jiu sit there toktok.

den they start practising the bball thng.

dunoe wad hoop wad de.

i dunoe.. T.T

i not dat pro yet.

hahahahahahax.

den at first is stella guowei and boyboy play there ma.

den chong stand beside kp telling me like very exciting very fun likedat.

den i say you wan jiu go play and try too larz.

hahahahahax.

den i tell stella stella jiu ask chong try.

hahahahahax.

he so idiot likedat wan play still kp stand there look look.

den they four play.

den chong jump from the very far place to the hoop there they all say very tough all those.

hahahahahax.

den concluded is his hang time longer.

den i noe chong kp an shuang dat they all find it tough to jump dat far from the hoop he find it damn easy.

hahahahahahahax.

den go hm liaoz guowei cycle hm first.

den me and boyboy and chong walk tgthr.

stella playin awhile still.

we three went to the mama shop buy thngs.

den toktok while walking to the lrt stn.

hahahahahax.

chong went to buy iced milo den boyboy pei me to the lrt de gate place there and i went in say byebye and took the lrt den change to mrt hm wif boyboy msging me all the way.

reach hm liaoz i jiu bathe den here im using the com.

hahahahahahax.

juz now chong ask me to help him find the neopets thng.. -_-

childish.

hahahahahahahahax!! :PP

den now boyboy cooking maggie mee to eat cuz he hungry.

i aso hungry..

AHHHHHHH!!

but..

i dunoe i only noe my stomach is growling and growling.

damn noisy.

so fat oreadi still wan complain!!!!! T.T

i pian pian dun wan find thng to eat i dun care!!!!!

okies boyboy i blog finish liaoz.

hahahahahahahax!!

boyboy juz said he ate finish.. -_-

i tot he still cooking..

okies nvm im ending my post here!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

im falling deeper and deeper uncontrollably to an extent which i tink me myself dun even noe it.

`121st post

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
paiseh for not blogging ytd.
hahahahax.
was too bz and tired to blog..
hahahahax.

FIRSTLY HAPPY BDAE WEIYANNNNN!!!!

sorry i almost forgot..

and i haven buy your bdae present yet.. T.T

i dunoe wad you wan.. T.T

sorryyyyyyy!!
okies.. start on my blog..

thursday dat day when i was working i kp smiling larz.
i muz be crazy.
hahahahahax.
cuz kp tinking abt wad boyboy said.. :PP!!
hahahahahax.
went hm wif weiting dat day.
den friday work morning.
woke up at 8.30am.
cuz work start at 10am ma.
den slack on bed until forgot wad time den went to bathe until 9.15am.
den i shld hav left hse at 9.30am so dat i can reach on time at 10am.
but i stupid stupid go tink dat i shld set off at 9.45am cuz i mixed up the time.
aiya i owaes likedat de.
kp tinking dat i have half an hour extra like i got a magic half hour likedat.. -_-
haiyo.
i noe i nd to reach at 10am.
but smhow i dun get the time right..
so when i reached the kumon doors at 10.21am i tot i was earlie until i looked at the time and O.O omg im late by so much..
okies but i worked until 3plus lehz.
without dinner and everythng.
den walked out wif weiting.
she went to the busstop to take bus hm while i walked all the way back to anderson.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
smsed weilong see if hes in sch and yupx he is.
yayyyyyyyyyyy~
i went back to sch wearing my sec 2 class tee and fbt.
hahahahahahax.
i tot i looked like a kid.
but in the end go in the security guards still ask me come for wad.
hahahahahahax.
but i tink its cuz i kp looking at them expecting them to ask me qns.
den i say i came to collect my olvls cert and they juz let me in.
dun nd take visitor pass. :DDDDits like so free like im one of the students there.
hahahahahax.
den see all the uniform grps de ppl.
cuz friday they havin ccas ma.
hahahax.
went into general office.
den wahh so many ppl in there.
den i found out cuz they are waiting for their ezlink cards.
hahahahahax.
cuz they changing ma.
den they oreadi handed in their old ones.
and juz waiting for their new ones.
den i saw 郑老师 my sec3 and 4 chinese tcher!! :DDD
he say i become skinnier lehz wahahahahahahahax!!
den we two tok tok abit lohz.
hahahahahax.
he say until like dat time i was so much fatter.
i tell him my weight nv change much lehz.
hahahahahax.
happppppppyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
halfway toking weilong came to the general office to find me.
hahahahax.
he aso waiting for his ezlink cards.
den they say they nd to wait until 5pm for their new ones.
cuz got some probs.
den aftdat some ppl from my batch de aso come.
hahahahax.
den aftdat weilong tell me he can do pull ups den wan show me.
so we went off even b4 i ask abt my olvls cert.
hahahahahax.
but we went to the canteen first.
cuz i haven eat anithng at all the whole day lehz.
we two walked to the tibits stall den i buy those very huai nian de tibits.
hahahahahahax.
like they only sell in sch canteens ma.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh sooo nice!!
you noe dat kind the wrapper is transparent red and yellow de.
den very longish longish de.
the tibits got the fish print on it den inside is air de.
hahahahahax.
aiya fan zheng is the very huai nian de tibits.
hahahahahax.
den when walking there i was telling weilong how happy im becuz my tcher say i become skinnier.
hahahahahahax.
den weilong say he noticed alot of ppl looking at me meaning i reallie become prettier!!
yayyyy yayyyyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
i damn happy larz.
BOOST MY CONFIDENCE DAMN HIGH LIKE SIAOZ!!
hahahahahahax.
den we walk near the ncc ppl cuz they are standing in frnt of the tibits stall for their drills like usual.
hahahahahahax.
and weilong say alot of ppl looking at me yayyyyy!!
but weilong say to him no diff.. -_-
okies i can understand cuz afterall we grow up from young..
hahahahahax.
den we went to the fitness corner.
for weilong to do his pull ups.
den he do FOUR!!
wahh weilong li hai liaoz ar!!
hahahahahax.
den we walk walk arnd weilong's friend all tot im his girlfriend or wad.
hahahahahax.
den weilong was like its my cousin.. -_-
den he very sad.
cuz like destroyed his chances cuz everyone will tink hes attached.
hahahahahahax.
den i gou his arm and walk arnd and say likedat lehz.
den he say likedat worse.
hahahahahahax.
so funnnnnnnn!!
den we went up his class.
and i ate the tibits there.
den his friend ask who im.
den say why nv intro me earlier.
den i say im anderson de but graduate liaoz he blame weilong nv tell earlier.
den say we two like the number 10.
hahahahax.
hes the zero im the one.
hahahahahahax.
cuz of our size. :PPPPPPPP!!
but our weilong become skinnier le okies.
hahahahahahax.
he say he lighter 5kg le horhz.
hahahahahax.
den we play games in his class.
play play play until 4.50pm they go get their new ezlink cards so dat they can go hm!!
den weilong pei me walk all the way to yck mrt stn.
he went to take the train and i walked to my kumon place.
cuz got another shift there..
hahahahahax.
so kelian horhz me.
kp working.
den went hm wif weiting!! :DD
said byebye at the mrt stn as usual.
hahahahahax.
this morning woke up at 8.45am likedat.
den saw boyboy's msg.
and he called awhile ltr asking wad time i wake up i said 9am.
hahahahahahax.
but actuallie i wake up liaoz.
but wan slack on bed ma.
den aftdat hung up and he called again on 9am to wake me up.
thanks dear for waking up earlie ytd and tml juz to wake me up. :DD
went to work and cuz today got work aftnn shift ma.
so worked until 4plus.
hahahahax.
den went hm.
weiting took bus and i took the bus from the opp busstop to yck mrt stn and change to mrt.
cuz dat time rain abit ma.
den both of us no umbrella.
hahahahax.
in the lift stella called.
den we started chatting lohz.
hahahahahahax.
den she and candy O.O but in the end okies okies.
hahahahahax.
sooooo long nv tok to a girl on the phone for like a few hours.
hahahahahahahax.
the last time i had a girl de friend close enuf to tok on the phone for a few hrs is like a few yrs ago.. O.O
haiz.
往事不堪回首 so we shant tok abt it animore.
hahahahahax.
lalala~
den we toked until 8plus hang up i jiu eat my cai fan.
my first meal of the day okies.
hahahahahahahax.
SEE LIM JIA HAO I EAT RICE!! :DD
though i din eat not much ytd.
hahahahahahax.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
den webcammed wif boyboy.
hahahahahax.
alot of funny pics.
hahahahahahax.
i used screen shot yes boyboy you are soo smart you guessed it.
though i din admit it to you.
hahahahahahahax.
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!
okies some nice pics to share!! :PPPPP

dun look at me i very ugly thank you i was acting unhappy and hes troubled.

hahahahahahax!!

SEEEEE THE ZOOM IN DE!!

VERY CUTE HORHZ!!

i die liaoz i obsesssed liaoz!! T.T

today i was telling stella why i open my fridge i will tink of jiahao.

den i wash cups aso tink of him.

den she say cuz i nv stopped tinking of him and i missing him.. -_-

hahahahahahahahax!!

seeeeeeee he act octopus!!!!!!!

herherherherx!!

seeee hes smiling very cute horhz.

thank you i crop away my pics cuz very ugly laaaaaaaaaaaarz!!

and i crop away our conver so you canot read wahahahahahahax!!!

okies im now on the phone wif the cute guy up there so byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!! :PP!!

谢谢你容忍我的大小姐脾气!! noe you anticipating this grey part!! hahahahahahax!! :DDDDD

`120th post

okies im happy now oreadi so juz now dat emo post can juz ignore wahahahahahax.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cuz boyboy did smthng very gan dong~
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahahahahahax.
he asked everyone to msg me to ask me stop emo-ing and go eat.
cuz i din wan to eat.
starting i saw anson's msg.
den O.O cuz why he noe i dun wan to eat.
den i replied okies okies.
den zhaoxun's msg came.
den guowei's den james de den chong's den boyboy himself de.
wahhhh siaoz.
den everyone ask me stop emoing go eat.. -_-
anson say canot say say muz reallie go eat if not get it from him.
zhaoxun at first still say he superman can sense dat i emo dun wan eat until his cover blown.
hahahahahahax.
guowei say dun sad liaoz ask me eat say he help me whack those ppl who spam me.
den in the end say okies its not spam cuz not by one person but many many ppl.
hahahahhax.
den james and chong ask me wad happen blahh blahh.
thank you thank you.
hahahahahahax.
aft the whole thng liaoz stella den saw boyboy's msg and call him for my number den she call me.
hahahahahahax.
and until now shes the only person who noes the real reason i emo and dun feel like eating.
hahahahahahax.
okies.
from today onwards i will try my best NOT to be a 口是心非的人..
thank you very much.
but damn hard larz.
sure will de ma.
i cant help it.
hahahahahahax.
den stella say me and candy same same owaes like to 口是心非..
hahahahahax.
okies i shall try my best to stop being likedat.
okies i have to faster eat eat den bathe den jiu go work liaoz.
hahahahahahax.
ohh yar in the end din go library.
okies go tml.
ohh and my pipi can play maple..
hahahahax.
tink is chong's laptop dun like him wahahahahahahax!!
okies aniway byebye for now!! :DDDD

`119th post

dun tink i going to post tonite..
cuz tml morning nd to wake up earlie so i have to slp earlie..
haiz.
im sianz.
im.. :///////
i dunoe..
feeling weird..
i dunoe but i hope smone can guess wad im reallie feeling rite now.
guess wad im reallie tinking abt.. :///////
not juz accepting wadever mask im putting on.
okies wadever i dun wan to tink dun wan to care abt it animore.
now helping chong downloading maple to see wads the stupid prob..
:////////////////////////
dun feel like eating lunch.. ://
maybe ltr walk to yishun central there buy some bread to eat or wad.
i nd to save money..
://////////////////
maybe reading storybks will help..
but dunoe can find nice ones anot.
like so hard to find.
some i dun like the way they write some i dun like the stories..
haiz..
difficult ar.
tml is another day im spending wif myself.
no choice.
im working morning and in the nite.
and in btwn its weird to ask smone to pei me juz for dat few hours..
and smmore i nd to go get my olvls cert liaoz.
i have been delaying it for i tink almost a mth.
kp forgetting..
boyboy told me abt smthng dat happened to smone.
i hope dat smone is okies.
jiayou ba.
you can do it de. :))
sorry dun feel like smiling wide wide like :DD
juz moody i guess..
still got arnd one hour and 10mins for the maple thng to download finish haiz haiz..
so sianz..
wanling once told me dun sigh will grow old.
but im oreadi growing older as times passes.
im growing older one second by one second.
one minute by one minute.
one hour by one hour.
one day by one day.
one wk by one wk.
one mth by one mth.
one yr by one yr.
://///////////////////////////
emo kia im now.
definitely not happyjiale.
dun care.
fan zheng there are the kids to cheer me up tonite.
i juz wan to feel moody for now.

请不要相信女生的口是心非..

`118th post

im feeling damn tired now.. ://

cuz woke up quite earlie tml.

but i juz bathe finish nd to wait for my hair to dry.

hahahahahax.

so lohz.

woke up at arnd erm 7.45 am today morning.

bathed and prepared den go out go orchard heeren there.

cuz nd to queue for the fahrenheit dunoe wad party tickets.. -_-

its not even for me..

okies nvm.

im not SUCH A BIG fan of fei lun hai aniway.

i juz wan to 默默地爱着炎亚纶 jiu enuf le.

hahahahahahax. :PP!!

okies aniway we went there to like help ppl queue to get the tickets cuz they nd to work and in return they will give us money.

so sort of like work lohz.

hahahahax.

theres me boyboy zhaoxun and stella.

but we juz nd to take 3tickets.

so stella say let us have the money.

THANKS ALOT :DDDDDDDDD!!!!!

den we wait there and wait.

wahh siaoz.

i reached there at arnd 9.45am.

they reached there at arnd 9.17am.

den cuz we are taking over the ppl who have been there camping since last nite. O.O

so okies tada.

we nd to kp ourselves entertained for dat SOOOO many hrs.

we waited until 4pm okies.

hahahahahahax.

we chatted wif the shopkeepers, played my psp, moved to the shelter twice cuz of the rain etc etc..

but we made sure there will be one of us there to take care of our places.

hahahahahax.

den me and stella kp running off to have our women's talk den tok tons.

hahahahax.

and dunoe HOW MANY passerbys asked us wad are we queuing for.

i tink got at least 4 or 5 grps of ppl.

haahahahax.

ohh and we played the turn bottle game and zhaoxun lost so he have to do truth or dare.

den we say at most can only do three true de.

den he turn the bottle four times four times aso kena him so the fourth time he boh bian he have to do dare..

den he danced the stupid dance dat i dunoe when they performed it in their sch on orchard road!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

den we three took videos of it.

they used their hps and i used my camera.

hahahahahahax.

its damn funny we kept laughing.

hahahahahax.

FUN FUNNNN!! :DD

den stella's mummy came to find us.

den she bot us food and drinks.

thank you auntie!! :DDDD

aftdat the person come and take photos.

but din take us larz.

hahahahahax.

den they asked us to queue to buy the wanbao so dat we can get the tix.

they din even ask us to say the 口号 lohz.

i so 期待 to say it.

hahahahahax.

since we din have the chance to say it earlier on i shall write it here!!

我越来越爱飞轮海!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!

finallie at 4pm we bot the wanbao and got the tix!!

den we were paid by stella's mummy first cuz shes going to go meet the ppl to give them the tix and collect money from them i tink.

hahahahahax.

happy happyyyy!!

den we went into heeren to walk walk arnd.

zhaoxun bot this tshirt from the hwachong ppl who set up a booth there selling these tshirts and badges for the needy kids from dunoe where i forgot.. T.T

hahahahahax.

so zhaoxun helped them okies.

hahahahax.

i contributed 30cents yayyyy!

though its damn little.. -_-

okies den cuz stella ran off to get money from her mummy who went off first we waited awhile for her.

den we walked and walked all arnd heeren.

cuz nd to wait for time to pass cuz stella nd to go fetch candy from sch at 6pm ma.

aftdat we went to take 190 back to bukit panjang.

WAHHHHHHHH!!!

the busstop is at the second floor of taka lehz!!

i din noe!!

okies i suaku but i reallie dunoe!!

hahahahahahax.

so coooooooooooooooll!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

den they say i shld go out wif them more so i will noe more stuffs.

hahahahahax.

ohh yar and i found out today dat the main road of orchard is actuallie one way lehz.

go the other direction de road is behind the shopping malls.

hahahahahax.

i learnt lots of new stuffs today. :DDDD

den zhaoxun got off first.

aftdat we three get off tgthr.

but we walk diff direction.

den went to boyboy's hse.

den we slp tgthr there.

slp only horhz thank you.

cuz damn tired.

i slp for arnd one hour jiu wake up liaoz.

den his sis come back at dat time too i tink.

den i tidy my hair den go out of the room..

hahahahax.

paiseh ma ltr hair very messy.

and stay in the room while hes slping and im awake aso very weird.

hahahahax.

i aso dunoe wad to do in there.

so went out to watch some tv.

den his meimei do hmwk plus watch tv beside me there.

hahahahahax.

his meimei very cute lehz do her work the work put horizontally de.

hahahahax.

den one hour ltr he woke up den he shock diao.

cuz 我趁他在睡觉的时候跑掉..

hahahahax.

den he change pants den we wear shoes jiu go for bball le.

we were quite late.

hahahahahax.

cuz by the time he woke up its arnd 8.30am liaoz.

den we went to bball.

ohhhhhhh and me and stella wan celebrate bdae tgthr on 11th april!!

if freeeeeeee de hua pls pei us go play!!!!

hahahahahahax.

stella say she organise aftnn de thngs i organise at night de which is bbq!!

:DDDDDDDDD

at first i tot onli celebrate her bdae.

hahahahax.

cuz my bdae aso over le ma.

:PPPPPPPP

my bdae is on the 8th and her bdae is on the 12th.

very near very near.

hahahahahax.

but my bdae dat day i got orientation lehz.

so qiao..

hahahahax.

but nvm.

at least got 11th to cheer me up. :DDDDDD

den aft bball me and boyboy and chong walk back to fajar there tgthr.

on the way we talked abt neopets.. O.O

cuz chong complained to me ask me why our pipi canot play maple or audition.

but i dunoe lehz i nv try playing those games using pipi.

cuz his brand and model same as mine smmore aso buy from np de ma.

den i tell him i go back try lohz.

but boyboy say his can use lehz.

his aso same brand same model de ma.

weird weird de dunoe.

okies tml i shall download maple try try.

hahahahax.

den aftdat he say he can only play neopets.

hahahahax.

den we started discussing neopets.

hahahahax.

three teenagers quite old liaoz still discuss neopets.

hahahahax.

but i admit smtimes neopets abit addictive its fun okies.

can earn tons of neopoints very easily de.

and in sec one smone hack my acct and change my password make me damn sad.

hahahahax.

den aftdat say byebye to chong den boyboy pei me wait for the nxt lrt to come so dat i can board once i go up.

but actuallie we got purposely miss one lrt.

hahahahax.

okies den i go up le boyboy pei me msg whole way except when he go eat and go bathe.

thanks thanks!!

but reallie dun nd to worry abt me going hm de larz.

im okies de.

hahahahax.

i not scared going hm alone at nite de lohz.

to me quite safe lehz.

beside my blk is police post liaoz.

you say safe bu safe!?!?

hahahahahax!! :PP

reach hm liaoz i jiu bathe and use com lohz.

sianz sianz de.

hahahahax.

maybe tml i go yishun lib there borrow a few bks to read.

though actuallie got alot of bks can read online but i tink reading the real bk is better.

more like reading ma.

hahahahahax.

wahh likedat tml abit bz.

nd to go work too.

okies hope i wake up earlie tml.

ohh and boyboy sdnly wake up juz now.

aiyo he dun feel well got abit breathing probs.

tink is he gastric lohz.

today whole day nv eat properly.. ://

but he now go back to slp liaoz.

tml when you see this post better go eat the gastric med and rmb to eat properly the whole day horhz.

you got gastric probs de lehz.

dun play play ar.

okies im tired toooooooooooooo!!

我要去睡觉了!!! :DDDDDDD

its kinda nice dat you are scared of me running away while you are aslp.. :))

`117th post

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
went over to ortao's hse today.
hahahahahax.
cuz wanted to show weiyan pipi.
went over den on my way there weiyan say they coming over my here to eat lunch.
den since i haven eat yet too we ate tgthr.
den pei ortao go cut hair.
wait DAMN long.
the queue damn long.
dun understand.
hahahahahahahax.
cuz not like they cut very professional or wad.
i tink its juz cuz they noe how to chat wif those aunties and uncles?
i dunoe.
maybe they are there for a LOOOONNNNGG LOOOONNNNNGGGGG time so have a so-called established reputation.
hahahahahahax.
okies.
if its me i wld go to the one nxt door.
since mummy went there to cut b4.
and they LOOK more professional.
okies yupx i go for looks de.
hahahahahahax.
sit there looking at those ppl cut makes me feel like cutting too.
okies i wan to go cut soon.
see first.
if i wan cut it muz be within nxt wk.
B4 MY BDAE.
so i wun look too :///// for my bdae.
hahahahahahax.
okies okies.
so aniway went up their hse afterdat den tao help me connect my laptop to their internet.
hahahahahax.
thank you thank you!! :DDDDD
stayed there until 7plus jiu went hm liaoz.
den watched some tv den went to cook dumplings for the ah hao who is reaching.
den he reach liaoz den eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat den play play play play play den WE PLAYED HOTEL 626 OMG DATS THE SCARY GAME THAT EVERYONE IS SCARED OF!!!!
but in the end it turned out to be not DAT scary afterall.. :///
so its not scary.. -_-
hahahahahahahax.
den boyboy went hm den toked to him on the phone until he reached hm when we bathed respectively and now here im using my com.
a very sianz day for me.
but tml going orchard yayyy yayyyyyy!!
shall tok more abt my day tml tml.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but nd to wake up damn earlie.
its so earlie to slp now larz.. ://///
i dun feel like slping.
not dat im not tired.
but.. its like.. if i dun slp i nd to find smthng to do while im awake..
dats so :///// contradicting like wad i mentioned to boyboy.
hahahahahahax.
okies aniway i shall end here so byebye ppl!!
and its such a short post SOOO unlike me~ :PP!!





guys only treasure 'i love you' or 'i miss you' more when said less, but girls treasure every single time these words are said no matter how many times they are repeated.

`116th post

im juz so freaking bored now.. :////////////

isnt there smthng for me to do at hm which helps me earn money!?!?

YES!!

now im juz some money minded freak thank you very much.

i cant help but tink abt money cuz im out of it.. :(((((

and i nd it cuz i want to spend.

hahahahahahahahahax.

theres my bdae to tink of.

its mostly is going to be spent on orientation.

ahhhhhhhhhhh sianz..

den theres me and boyboy's 3rd mth. :DDD
no doubt we are going to spend loads again.

okies thanks to me.

since im owaes the one requesting going to all those ohh-so-expensive places.

i can juz die!!!!! T.T

i tink im going to go out LESS now.

:////////////////

ALOT LESS.

if not i will not be able to save ani money in one thousand yrs okies.

okies. i have an aim now.

i aim to get two thousand bucks in my bank acct by the end of this yr.

okies. let me pray.

:////////////////////////////

i cant believe i oreadi spent like over 1500bucks in juz merely a few mths of hols aft olvls okies.

considering dat i worked and everythng but the money i spent is like dunoe how many freaking times more than all my pay added up.

ohhh please smone save me!!!!!! T.T

im so going to die.

i always told boyboy 瘦瘦的女生真好.

but im changing it to 有钱又漂亮又瘦瘦的女生真好..

hahahahahahahax.

cuz yinji told me abt this rich and pretty and slim and everythng perfect de girl.

wahhhhhhhhhhh..

but she has no friends. ://///

and shes reallie damn rich.

he says shes like a millionaire..

and her dad has even more zeros behind dat million.. O.O

wahhhhhhhh..

but i'd rather have friends. :DD

i still tink friends more impt den money~

even though im SOOOOO money-minded now its juz cuz i wan to spend on materialistic stuffs.

and i aso want to save up so dat i can maybe like open a business or wad in the future.

okies wadever it is i muz get into uni and get a great job in some IR and den EARN FREAKING LOTS OF MONEY TO 养家!!! :DDDDDDDDD

okies but if you let me choose to be rich and friendless or poor wif one million friends i will choose poor wif one million friends yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

cuz i'd rather to be rich in love den rich in wealth.

wahahahahahahahahahahahax.

i noe YOU muz be so gan dong reading all these cuz you r my friend!!

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

dun nd gan dong.

juz rmb to love me more.

hahahahahahahahax.

and my bdae is coming soon.

how i hope i can meet ppl up for lunches or dinners.

SEBAS OREADI PROMISED ME A MEAL!!

not he pay okies.

is we go eat tgthr!!

YAYYYY YAYYYYYYYYY!!

im so happy.

I HOPE HE DOESNT FORGET.

BUT NVM THERES STILL ME HERE TO REMIND HIM!! :DDDDDDDDD

ohh and i nd to go get my olvls cert.

i hope i dun forget.

zui jin i muz prepare earlier to go work.

cuz i wan to take bus go liaoz.

cheaper i tink.

bus is.. 70cents?

and i tink train is like 90cents!!!!!!!! O.O

for juz one pathetic mrt stop from khatib to yck they charge me 90cents which is like so freaking close to 1DOLLAR!!

okies i told you im becoming more and more money-minded nowadays.

cant help it.

parents not giving me pocket money animore and evrythng i spend is like out of my own pay..

which is like only a few hundreds a mth.. ://

okies i admit smtimes mummy do give me money.

but dats when im reallie broke le okies.

like now.. :///

i cant spend animore.

okies i juz have to bear for awhile more.

im going to get my pay soon.

SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!

and smmore i nd to save up.

i oreadi spent over 200bucks this mth.

我的天!!

im dying.

mostly cuz of transport fees.

adult transport fees reallie 杀人不眨眼.

evrytime i top up its like a freaking 10bucks.

and i top up like one to three times a wk.

我的天!!

its like my transport fees amount to at least a freaking 50bucks per mth.

and plus i owaes travel to segar court there SOOO FAR to play.. -_-

one way there costs 2bucks.

so to and fro its like 4BUCKS.

wth.

one way jiu can buy two cai tau kueh.

black one preferably cuz i prefer the black one to the white one.

BUT THATS NOT THE POINT.

public transport fees are so expensive and they dun even exactly send us right to where we want to go.

for example we still nd to walk there.

wth.

AND IM STILL AT A YOUNG AGE OF 16 GOING 17 OKIES.

okies i admit dats a little old.. :/// to me.. :////

but to most ppl dats still freaking young okies.

so helllllooooooo!?!?

cut me some slack and lower down my transport fees pretty please thank you.

and its sooo boring sitting arnd in the hse with nothng to do.

i dunoe wad to surf on the net.

play games?

i dunoe.

and at this time theres no nice tv shows showing.. ://///

its such a boring day.

okies nvm to brighten up my mood boyboy says hes coming to find me tonite. :DD

though i wonder if he can reallie rmb.

okies I SHLD NOT DOUBT HIS MEMORY ANIMORE.

everytime i have a bet abt him being not able to rmb smthng i will lose definitely confirm plus chop and stamp.

i shld stop tinking dat everyone's memory is as lousy as me.

but anson once said i owaes rmb those thngs dat i shld NOT rmb and DUN rmb those thngs dat i shld rmb.

hahahahahahahax.

so maybe actuallie my memory not dat bad afterall rite!?!? :DDDD

okies but my long term memory quite gd one okies.

its juz the short term memory dat fails me.

so dun be surprised if i sdnly ask you a qns regarding a matter dat happened one million yrs ago. :DDDDD

and im pretty gd with dates too.

so i rmb events with their dates. :DDD

but smhow i cant link dates and days.

so for example i will noe today is tuesday.

but i wun noe the date.

for example if you ask me if im free on this coming thursday i will say yes even though i rmb i have a date with smone else on 26th feb which is this coming thursday.

hahahahahahahahax.

im dumb in this kinda way.

but I DUN MIND. :DDDDD

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im feeling so freaking bored. ://////

i wan to go get some love story bks to read.

hahahahahahahax.

those 网络小说 type.

okies okies.

this wk theres only three days to work..

haiz..

but i took up EVERY time slot dat i was offered.

hope i can earn more money please. :)))))

i wan to buy clothes.

hahahahahahahahahahahax!!

but b4 dat i nd to 减肥!!

jiayou jiale!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

smtimes it feels nice to be able to fluctuate ur mood with mine. :DD even though im the one who caused you to become moody.. :PP and thanks for saying dat you are proud of me for saying those. :)) thanks for always being so understanding.

`115th post

whole day slacked at hm.
i dreamt and woke up cuz of it quite earlie in the morning.
sort of a nightmare.
hahahahahahahax.
i dreamt dat theres an epidemic and jiamin died.. O.O
and dat kira*(its a codename) was lying in one of the rooms in my yishun ah ma hse.. -_-
cuz his condition very serious but haven die yet.
only jiejie will understand this codename.
hahahahahahax.
but i told boyboy abt the dream liaoz so he noes ba.
hahahahahahax.
stupid dream.
and i woke up tearing okies.
see im a nice jiejie i cried cuz my meimei die. -_-
okies sounds stupid.
but reallie larz.
abit xia dao.
den i woke up.
den i looked at their bed which is empty of cuz.
since they oreadi went to sch.
so i kept tellin myself she went to sch she din die.
hahahahahahahax.
stupid.
den aftdat msg boyboy he say he coming over liaoz.
so slacked on bed awhile liaoz jiu go brush teeth and prepare.
he bot lunch up and we ate tgthr.
thanks dear. :DD
den we watched our past videos when i was damn freaking fat omg i can juz die.
and laughed at all the stupid thngs dat we did and evrythng when we were young.
hahahahahahahahahax.
its super funny and embarrassing.
im juz so freaking fat like siaoz and i dun even wan to look.
hahahahahahax.
im glad dat i can share this part of my life wif you. :DD
den we watched yu le bai fen bai and i went to bathe halfway thru and den we set off going to segar court for bball.
took 853 to yishun bus int den change to 171 to petir stn and walked to fajar.
bot the super nice chicken chop rice as takeaway for dinner and brot to segar court to eat.
halfway there met zhaoxun so we three walk there tgthr.
hahahahahahax.
den watch them play play den chit char.
beatrice today so suay kp kena the ball.
and today everyone say my nose NOT red yayyyyy im happy!! :DDDDD
okies.
den got one match me beatrice candy and boyboy sit at the side watch.
den me and beatrice kp screaming at the almost win parts.
hahahahahahahax.
den candy and boyboy both scared of us. :PP
but reallie damn scary lohz.
at first is 9-2 lehz
and we are on the losing end.
den our team kp getting in the ball until 9 all larz.
SOOOOOO COOOOLLLLL RITE!?!?!?!?
den 10 all.
den IN THE END WE WON WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
omg so damn happy.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
den tok tok den aftdat play finish liaoz we go hm.
walked to the shelter there wif boyboy candy stella and chong.
den until zhenghua cc there de traffic lights jiu say byebye to candy and stella stella send candy hm ma.
den halfway at the shelter to ltr stn say byebye to chong who wans to walk fast fast hm.
hahahahahahax.
den say byebye to boyboy at the lrt stn there den took ltr den mrt hm myself.
den i msg msg miss one stop take to yck mrt stn.. -_-
den have to take mrt back again to khatib.
got off liao walked damn slow hm..
haiz..
i dunoe.
im sorry reallie sorry for wad i said.
im not going to regret or take back though.
i hope dat its the right thng to do.
and thanks alot for saying dat you are proud of me for saying them.
cuz i dared to do so and dat its the right thng to do.
n even though i dun regret but i feel damn guilty now.
im reallie sorry.
thanks for being so understanding.
i still love you pls believe me.
sorry..

`114th post

i dun understand.
wad do ppl try so hard for?
wad for?
this world is too practical.
this society is too cruel.
we cant comprehend.
its juz too much for us to comprehend.
wad are we actuallie?
why do we survive?
we are all going to die aniway.
so why shld we care?
but we still care no matter wad.
we juz cant help it can we?
its juz so weird.
where do we go when we die?
how would we feel?
theres juz so much weird qns with no answers at all.
okies i juz feel bored dats why i posted this load of stuffs dats making no sense you can juz ignore it. :))

`113rd post

hello ni hao gd day to you~
im in a fairly not very gd mood and not very bad mood.
but i shall try and let my mood tilt more towards the good side.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
and i noe how i can do it.
its by making myself high which is zi high-ing yayyyyyyyy~
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
okies aniway i slacked at hm the whole day.
i wanted to do some productive jian fei-ing but in the end i din any.
i wanted to like do sit ups.
but i din feel like doing it ahhh sianz.
and now i feel like bathing but papa is slping in his room.
he woke up damn earlie today okies.
much earlier den me.
considering dat he slept so much ltr den me. O.O
haiz..
i dun wan to go disturb him by going there to bathe.
i cant sing so it will be a boring bath?
omg okies i cant tahan my oily face and dirty body okies i shall go bathe aft im done with this post!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so aniway i spent the whole day at hm and went down in the aftnn wif qiqi to buy brunch.
okies i will consider it as lunch since i woke up at like arnd 1pm and its arnd 1plus 2pm or even ltr when we went down to buy.
hahahahahahax.
at first she was going to go alone.
cuz she canot tahan animore shes too hungry to wait for mummy who went out wif sargu and dunoe which ah yi to buy up for us.
and being the nice jiejie im i offered to pei her go down buy.
since she offered to buy my share too.
hahahahahahahahax.
pei her go down i end up being the person buying all the stuffs. O.O
and we are nice ppl we bot for jiamin too who is too lazy to move her butt downstairs.
okies okies ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
den i started to rip music from all my 专辑s which is like ALOT into my pipi.
i rip one or two albums jiu stop liaoz.
hahahahahahax.
i lazy ma.
cuz still nd to edit their properties for example their titles and singers and everythng.
if not all will be listed as unknowns.
cuz my pipi wasnt connected to the internet den and according to the windows media player they wun be able to search for the details online.. O.O
i aso dunoe.
hahahahahax.
im a computer idiot.
so better dun ask me abt all these.
okies very sianz the whole day.
i tink i wan to buy a table for pipi so dat i can prop her up on my bed and use her.
like dat kind of hospital bed de table likedat..
mummy offered to buy me the ikea laptop thngy which is like a bean bag wif a hard board-like thngy stuck on top so its like you can put it on ur lap cuz the bean bag is soft den the hard part you can put ur laptop on it so as to use it.
yes the one dat siaoching have.
or shld i say wenchang have..
but i declined.. :////
cuz i tot i can juz use my pillow to prop it up ma.
and now i nd higher thngs cuz the pillow is not propin it high enuf.. :////
but i dunoe how high the ikea laptop thngy is lehz..
ahhhhh i dunoe.
idiot idiot.
okies dun care dun care aniway i started tinking abt this today.
its kinda erm mature okays. :))))
cuz i have been 吵-ing the whole day dat i want to 减肥.
but seriously i have been tinking why.
cuz even if i go out ppl wun reallie care if im fat.
thank you.
but cuz i realised dat I HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT PPL WHO ARE SKINNY i wan to be one of them and let ppl tink dat im skinny. O.O
stupid conclusion im juz so freaking erxin.
wth.
but seriously everyone wants to look nice on the outside but why!?!?!?!?
自古以来 EVERYONE in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD have been saying dat 内在 is so freaking much more impt den 外在 but seriously everyone still cares abt the 外在 larz.
so does dat means dat we say 内在 is more impt cuz we nd to 安慰 us whose 外在 is not dat gd?
wth wth wth.
since 内在 is much more impt why dun i see ppl like have plastic surgery on the 内在!?!?
okies i toking crap can juz ignore my this whole post cuz i dun care whether you are reading this anot cuz I DUN EVEN NOE so why shld i care.
smtimes i kp tinking to myself am i writing this blog to show ppl how zhai im or wadever.
and why am i putting all these here?
trying to show ppl dat i have friends and i have a boyfriend and omg im so happy or wadsoever!?!?
wth wth wth.
okies i dunoe okies.
i dun even noe myself.
a blog.
i juz wan to write every minute details dats in my life so dat everyone can share my happiness OR otherwise unhappiness.
or perhaps share my tinking?
or trying to send some msg to some of you there?
i reallie dunoe.
keeping a pretense on the outside is juz so tiring.
so i dun wan to and TRY not to.
cuz how wld i noe if you out there are tinking dun fake fake larz you i bet you are pretending now larz.
i admit dat i do pretend wad.
who doesnt.
i try not to ma.
one very small example is dat you pretend dat you are happy when you are not.
i dunoe.
i admit im dat kind who dun dare to offend ppl de.
so i try to be nice.
but its difficult to please everyone de yes i noe.
but i try my best.
cuz i want everyone to be happy.
i admit i aso have a wicked side wad.
who have nv ever teased smone b4.
who have nv ever laugh at smone else behind their backs.
who have nv bitched abt smone else b4.
I ADMIT DAT I HAVE DONE ALL THESE.
do YOU dare to admit this?
i admit dat when i walk on the street i will ehh this person not dat gd looking lehz and comment on other ppl's 外表 in my heart.
but seriously it doesnt matter to dat person.
cuz dat person doesnt noe dat im tinking dat and its not like we will meet each other again.
and on the other hand if we noe dat person oreadi.
we graduallie find dat person not as bad looking as we first tot they were.
as in in our heart we will find them better looking larz.
not say they dat ugly or wad crap.
will 加 alot of 分.
i noe im dat kind of person.
if i noe you oreadi and noe dat you are a kind person and i will tink you more shuai or pretty the better i noe you.
will tend to pian xin towards those dat i noe.
isnt everyone else likedat?
i noe we all are.
dats why i try to understand from each and everyone's point of view.
actuallie my 嘴巴 quite 贱 one lehz.
since when i was younger my dad owaes ask me to 积点口德.
and i noe im being very bad too.
so im trying DAMN DAMN DAMN hard to stop toking abt ppl liaoz.
try to understand dat everyone have their flaws.
try my best to understand everyone and try to be in their shoes.
wth wth wth.
okies smtimes i will canot control scold a fuck word or wad.
i dun like it dat way.
b4 i broke up wif my first i tink i only scolded fuck once.
and dats when i was reallie damn frustrated and was oreadi tearing like wad cuz some idiot person snatched all the credits when i did everythng.
and bcuz of him i started to scold fuck.
okies yes i shldnt blame him stop blamin other ppl for the mistakes i did.
if i reallie din want to scold dat word i could have stopped myself.
so i shldnt blame him.
alot of thngs wun end up this way if i stop being likedat.
i rmb dat i used to hope to get surprises from ppl and everythng.
den i realised dat 与其期待别人给我惊喜与快乐，倒不如我带给他们那份惊喜、那份快乐.
dats when i tried my best to do everythng for everyone.
im sorry if you tink dat i din try hard enuf.
or wad i did wasnt gd enuf.
i can only tell you i tried my best and dats how far i can go.
okies i admit dat i dun try my best so EVERY SINGLE THNG.
like myrna lam and jervis quak's presents i up till now aso haven give.. T.T
cuz yar smtimes my laziness juz gets in the way.
BUT I NOE DAT AT LEAST FOR NOW I TREAT EVERYONE I NOE WITH SINCERITY!! :DD
i had made mistakes in the past.
i dun wan to make them again.
i dun regret making them cuz it makes me able to learn more abt my life and go on more smooth sailing and aso more imptly makes me treasure more abt everythng and everyone arnd me.
so i dun believe in regrets.
i try not to regret as much as i can.
cuz i owaes tell myself dat everythng happens for a reason YAYYYY!!
so no more zao zhi dao and everythng okies!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i have been playing wif hao er for the whole day omg i tink i love him more and more.
boyboy scared anot!?!?
ltr one day i love hao er more than you lehz!!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahax!! :PP
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
im quite contented wif my life now and i try not to ask for more.
i try not to ask too much.
smtimes i feel like im in a reallie sweet love story wif you.
but i dunoe wads the ending of the story.
i haven read till dat part yet.
i hope it will be a gd one?
i dunoe.
i juz have to read till the end ba.
hahahahahahax.
ohhhhhhh!!
and i cut my nails today le like finallie lehz!!!
cuz i kp forgetting to and they are reallie getting longer and longer and whenever i wear or take out my contacts it will poke until my eyes and its a little painful.
hahahahahahahahax.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
mummy bot bread up for me and aminah(jiamin) so we shall eat eat eat eat eat eat.
okies i shant eat dat much cuz im in my 减肥计划!!!! :DDD
im oreadi 48.5kg though dats my weight in the morning and i became 48.75kg aft i ate my lunch/brunch.
yayyyyyy!!
im one more step closer to my goal 40kg im coming!!!
though i admit its a little too skinny but i figured dat there will be space den to let me grow fat a TINY bit and go back skinny again.
hahahahahahax.
cuz weight fluctuate de ma.
and i promised boyboy dat i will stop saying i wan to jian fei once i reach the weight of 40kg and i will treat him go wild wild wet wahahahahahahahahax.
im looking foward to 40kg and hes looking foward to going wild wild wet wif me.
hahahahahahax.
cuz i refused to go unless i reach dat weight.
im still unwilling to show my fats in public thank you very much.
sooooooooooo yar actuallie is i wan go wild wild wet dats why i said i will treat him go when i reach dat weight.
hahahahahahahahahahax.
i dun wan to show my fats larz all the fei rou lehz wth so disgusting dats why i hate fifi but i love feifei okies noone noes who is fifi and feifei except for me and boyboy its our secret love code okies its so mushy stop eeeeeeeeee-ing at the computer screen cuz EVEN MY OWN goosebumps are appearing.. O.O
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
and mainly i wrote dat 'looks' post cuz theres once i decided to juz go to wild wild wet and wear swimming suit and juz show my fats dun care those ppl there since im not going to see them a second time and i dun reallie care how they comment on my fats cuz i dun even noe them at all when mummy treats us all go which means me boyboy jiamin and qiqi like she promised the other time. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
but jiamin and qiqi's hols are ending and i dun even sniff the wild wild wet trip coming anitime soon. :////////////////
ohh and can anione tell me whether i shld peel off dat plastic cover thngy dats on my laptop cuz its like starting to peel off by itself and im getting irritated by it cuz i kp worrying when it will totallie peel off.
so im tinking whether i shld stop worrying and juz peel it off straight.
hahahahahahahahahax.
ohhh yar and I MUZ SAY THIS HERE dat shaun leong indirectly admits dat i become more chio den last time YAYYYYY WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
ehhhh shaun leong dun usuallie praise ppl de okies.
and most of the time he juz suan me like siaoz tgthr wif jervis quak dat idiot and myrna will juz be beside me while i complain and kevin toh laughing to himself at side!! :////////
kaes aniway he indirectly admitted dat okies!! :DDDDDDDDDDd
cuz dat day i was going to work den i saw zhichao.
he totallie din regconise me at all when i kp staring at him but since this wasnt the first time we saw each other and he din regconise me i dao-ed as usual though i kept staring by not calling his name and continued walking.
den i walked to the overhead bridge liaoz den i saw carl tan.
so i called him ma.
and he regconised me.
i tink he only regconised me cuz dat day he saw me tgthr wif william and ah liam regconised me ma.
den aftdat i continue to walk and i met shaun leong on the train.
thank you its so qiao dat i met three pri sch friends in three diff places continuously.
hahahahahahahax.
den i called him and say hello im beside you and he started looking for me.
hahahahahahax.
den we started to crap and i told him dat i met zhichao&carl tan.
he was surprised too dat carl tan can regconise me okies.
den when he heard my inference he wasnt surprised animore.
hahahahahahax.
den we started toking abt who changed and who din.
and he said dat i reallie changed alot.
okies larz.
cuz i ownself dun reallie tink dat i changed ma.
im still the same old me wif the same old face.
hahahahahahax.
den he say mostly is the cchy ppl can regconise me lohz.
cchy stands for chungcheng high yishun.
which is the sch shaun leong and jervis quak and william and many more are studying in.
den i toked abt once when i met zongqin and he din regconised me too.
so i din bother to call his name.
cuz very paiseh de lehz.
if call the name liaoz they still canot regconise me.
i confirm carl tan can regconise me den i call de ma.
juz saw me a few wks back how can not regconise.
wahahahahahahahahahahax.
den i started saying cuz i become more chio rite den he juz laughed.
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
he din say pui larz you like jervis quak owaes does lehz.
he indirectly admitting dat i become more chio yayyy im happppppppppyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
thank you im so going to tell jervis quak yi qing our dear yi qing this.
he is so going to vomit out everythng he ate plus some intestinal juices and maybe some bile salts and blood out.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hes is so going to die.
and lunfei said guanru went to hunan.
probably for a year.
ahhh sooo sad larz.
walou.
and why isnt anione organising pri sch outing!?!?
stop blaming me okies.
stop depending on me for all the pri sch outings!! T.T
okies i will organise one soon.. T.T
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i miss everyone.
it will be SOOOOOOO fun to see how everyone changed.
though i believe dat i can still regconise everyone else.
since i changed so much myself i can still regconise me.
hahahahahahax.
and im so going to show boyboy my past videos i took when i was freaking fat like dunoe wad.
and i rmb dat time i still kp tinking i quite skinny larz.
now i look back and O.O!!!
hahahahahahahahax.
and now i not DAT fat liaoz i kp tinking im fat.
but seriously im still a little fat.. :////
i tink if boyboy see those videos he wun be able to regconise me larz!!
he see my ezlink card photo dat i took when i was sec one jiu say dats qiqi not me liaoz.. -_-
okies qi dai ba you!!
i wun tell you dats me when i show you the videos i wan see if you can regconise me!!
den you will noe how much i changed!! :DD
okies i will find one chance to put one of my past ugly fat jiale photo here one day. :DD
bye ppl im going to eat~ :DD

im like a princess in this fairytale cuz of you. will we have a happily ever aft ending??