weeeeee~
okies.
im going to slp soon.
but i feel like bloggin for awhile.
nowadays i dunoe why i feel more quiet.
like i dun feel like tokin dat much animore.
like i'd rather sit down and be quiet and watch everyone.
hahahahax.
dun ask me why i dunoe.
im not emo-ing or wad.
juz dun feel like toking.
muz be dat for the past mths i have been too high.
now muz be quiet and emo to balance out.
hahahax.
im likedat.
there will be a period of time when im VERY high.
and aftdat period i will emo abit.
juz lik e my eatin habits.
a period of me eating very little den a period of me eatin like a normal person.
hahahahahahahahahax.
im weird yes i noe.
hahahahax.
but boyboy..
it feels nice being wif you even if we are not chattin.
it feels nice walking beside you juz plainly holdin hands.
i dun feel the urge to fill up those empty quiet moments.
cuz im enjoyin every moment being wif you~
lalala~
and im happy i found you~
:)))))
woooooo~
im so mushy.
mushy mushy wahahahahahahahahahahax~
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smtimes i tink dat i DO take thngs for granted.
the most obvious example is the ppl arnd me.
im takin them for granted?
i dunoe.
i try my best to cherish everyone arnd me.
true anot?
i dunoe how you feel..
but smtimes it reallie does slip out of my mind to NOT take them for granted.
im sorry.
cuz i reallie dun mean it..
hmm.. :/
ppl going separate ways.
ppl asking which sch have you been posted to.
they juz wan to noe if anione is in the same sch as them..
ahh i dunoe..
i will miss all ba.
boyboy going diff sch though similar courses.
anson goin ite..
sebas goin ajc..
the rest going other places and even if same sch it will be of diff courses.
i dunoe.
whether the path dat im takin now is right or wrong.
i dunoe.
whether ppl arnd me are goin to change anot.
i dunoe.
whether if my relationship and all my frenship can last anot.
i reallie dunoe.
i juz wan to treasure the moment now..
SEBASTIAN LIU!!
did you noe i cried cuz i reallie wan to go sch wif you again? T.T
yes i noe you are going to say its cuz i love to cry.
wadever wadever!!
i miss the times when we kp msgin even if in the same class.
and even if i cry you wun pity me but still continue spam me wif stupid stuffs..
you are reallie a great fren.
and whenever i anihow call you or juz msg you you will still be you.
owaes tokin abt random stuffs and makin me laugh.
you are reallie my bestest bestest fren..
and im reallie scared dat we will drift apart.
rmb you once promised den we will still meet up every now and den!?!?
okies maybe i forced you to promise dat.
hahahax.
i dunoe.
i miss fightin wif you arguin wif you aft stupid stuffs.
i miss studyin wif you going hm wif you..
i miss the class dat we were both in..
you owaes noe how i feel.
you owaes noe how i tink.
thanks lots sebas.
hahahahahahahax.
and i noe we were like best frens for less than a year?
but you were owaes there for me like you owaes do.
hahahahahax.
and i reallie wan to ask you out larz.
wth.
and now you start sch le larz.
wth.
b4 dat you kp coopin and rottin at hm dun wan go out.
idiot.
haiz haiz.
boyboy darling dun jealous okies.
cuz sebas is reallie a very very very very gd fren of mine.
and i noe you will understand right!?!?
even if you will get jealous~
hahahahax.
cuz you are a real understandin person unlike me~
im xiao qi xiao qi and xiao qi!!
wahahahahahahahahahahax!!
im a weird gurl whose mood fluctuate SOOO fast you dun even noe it.
wahahahahahahahahahax!!
but si sebas i reallie miss you~
ahhhhhhhh~
cuz i miss anderson.
and i miss all the times dat we hav there.
i dunoe.
dun ask me.
i rmb i was dyin to leave there last yr.
hahahahahahax.
i tink its juz cuz i wan to go sch as sebas!!
wan go the same sch as him wahahahahahahahax!!
sebas my bestest bestest best fren ever~
lalala~
though we only smtimes random bomb stuffs on each other i noe we understand each other alright!
hahahahahahahahahax!!
maybe its juz one-sided on my part but dun care dun care~
noe chiobus and interested in any of them liaoz muz tell me ar!!
you say de horhz!!
dun forget!!
hahahahahahax!!
i will be there to advise you no matter how useless you say my advices are~
wahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
boyboy i miss you and feel like wakin u up now.
hahahahahax.
im a bad gurl~
okies.
goin to slp soon.
bye guys.
nights nights.
wish all of you the sweetest dream ever tonight.
14january2009 <33
if 14th is counted as day number one,
den its day number twenty two now on 4february2009.
twenty one days have passed wif purely happiness.
we have nv quarrelled and i hope this will last.
hahahahahahahahahax.
i tink it will be hard for us to quarrel cuz you will nv get angry~
and i reallie love you alot for dat.
as well as you being so understandin.
and thank you for agreein to my stupid request to love me more than i love you.
hahahahahahax.
though when i requested it you asked if haven it owaes been so?
im lookin forward to 14february2009~
hahahahahahahahahax!!
our first mth plus valentines~ :DD
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