`78th post

hmmmmmm..
im here for a short post today~
hahahahax.
slept at 2plus 3am last nite.. O.O
din adhere to the bedtime i gave myself.
hahahahahax.
okies nvm.
woke up at 8plus 9am today.
den prepared abit jiu went downstairs to buy some seaweed chicken and nuggets to eat on my way to work.
ohh and i bot a bottle of mineral water too.
nd to eat the med for my face thngy so ma fan.
hahahahahahax.
den when i was reaching the centre i saw xueli and huiyi quite far in frnt.
so din bother to call.
hahahahax.
they cant hear aniway.
hahahahahax.
cross the road liaoz den i started to take the med out to eat and sdnly smone patted me.
WEITING!!!
hahahahahax.
she was surprised to see me eating med den tot wad happened to me.
den i explained to her.
den we walked to the centre den xueli and huiyi saw me.
and i had to explain again for eating med.
hahahahahahax.
went in and worked both the morning and aftnn shifts.
the three of them all went off at 12plus 1pm cuz they all not working aftnn shift.
three ppl worked aftnn shifts and i was the last to leave.
cuz i paiseh to initiate leaving alone..
hahahahahahax.
den ah hao was waiting for me outside the centre ma.
so meet him liaoz jiu go amk park there de macs eat.
den we took bus to yishun int to meet stella to go bukit panjang tgthr.
she went to yishuntown sec for a bball match ma.
hahahahahahahax.
den we laugh laugh laugh all the way to bp..
i got play my psp on the way too~
and now everytime i laugh she tok abt my red nose liaoz.. -_-
same as anson.. -_-
why cant i laugh with some freedom? T.T
hahahahahahahahahahahax!!
say until so kelian.
okies i admit smtimes i laugh too much.
i cant control ma.
hahahahahax.
lalala~
den we got off at pending there and took lrt to fajar.
den me and ah hao went to zhenghua cc go toilet while stella go back hm charge phone.
aftdat we went to the segar court and met chong and joshua tan.
den they three play first lohz.
cuz stella haven come down.
den play play play chong and joshua tan left.
and left we three.
den we played with the cigarettes dat chong left behind.. -_-
we burned them all for fun.
and threw them into the drain.
SO INCONSIDERATE YES I NOE.
i regretted aft throwing them in.. ://
den helped stella and her baby 和好~
hahahahahahax.
so funny.
we went to stella's hse ma.
and it started pouring like siaoz.
den i left fajar at arnd 1015pm.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
den i played my psp all the way until khatib~
my eyes so so so tired.. :////
my contacts feel like they dropping out.
and im so hungry.
sianz sianz sianz.
im severely lack of slp and food.. :////
okies jiamin is out from bathing and now its my turn.
byebye ppl~

`77th post

MY RIGHT KNEE IS STILL NOT RECOVERING!!
ITS BEEN WEEKS!!
WADS WRONG WITH IT!?!?!?
WHY ISIT STILL HURTING!?!?!?!?
ahhhhh sianz..
pain pain pain.. :////
ah hao suggest me going for acupuncture but pain lehz.
i scared the needles poke me.
and smmore muz leave it in my skin for so long.
if its juz a jab i still okies.. T.T
i'd rather go for 推拿 even though he says it hurts more.
haiz haiz haiz..
i seriously dunoe wads wrong wif it..
shld i put it as joint problems when i do the health declare when i fill in the form for the enrolment of np online? :////

`76th post

woooooooooooooooooo~
bubali bubali i dunoe wad crap im typing.. -_-
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh sianz.. ://///
nothng to doooooooooooooooooooooooooo..
ah hao ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
okies its got nothng to do wif you.
hahahahahahax.
YAY~~
my psp got games le lehz~
i can play liaoz~~
wahahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
though i got a feeling dat jiamin qiqi and ah hao is going to play my psp more im.
but nvm.
wahahahahahahahahahahax.
as long as from time to time i can play bomberman jiu enuf le!!!!!
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
i juz wan to play bomberman~ :DDDDD
woooooooooooooooooo la~
ohh yar..
wed first time see ah hao's dad.
i oreadi met his mum b4 le ma.
den ate dinner wif his family.
hahahahahahahax.
so paiseh.
and both his mum and dad ask me the same qns.. T.T
the qns dat almost everyone i knew asked me b4.. T.T
including ah hao and anson.. T.T
they asked me...





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...








why my nose so red!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
i looked at ah hao and my face became T.T
and he sat there and tou tou laugh while i tou tou hit him.
idiot.
and it got to one point when he laughed out loud.
HAPPY HORHZ YOU!!!!!!! T.T
den i kp hitting him.
who ask him kp laughing.. ://///////
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
ytd the guys went to play bball and chong's gf suvin went to..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i wan to see her larz.. ://////////
tao yan tao yan tao yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why i have to work ytd.. ://////////////
okies nvm..
anson used his office phone to call me!?!? -_-
but i working canot pick up.
den he msg me tell me hes the one who called ask me dun call back.
replied saying im working but he din tell me wad happened.. -_-
anson ng cheng en if you are reading this wad happened!?!?
dun scare me lehz!!
okies!?!?
haiz..
but nvm i got smthng to cheer me up~
cuz tml is the last day of february!!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dat means im getting my pay nxt wk!!!
its payday payday payday!!!!! :DDDDDD
den i treat ah hao go eat.
go eat the pasta at orchard cineleisure there dat i have been craving for!!
hahahahahahahahahahax!!
not pastamania but the jap pasta shop.
yay yay yay!!
but dunoe still have the pasta i like anot.
very long nv go there eat le.
the first and last time i went there to eat was wif hh.. -_-
but i reallie liked dat pasta.
is creamy creamy de.
but everytime eat creamy de pasta in the end i will feel like vomitting.
but everytime when i start eating it i will find it DAMN nice.
so im still going to eat it even if it will make me feel like vomitting in the end.
hahahahahahahahahahax.
not say pastamania dun have dat kind of creamy pasta larz.
but pastamania de is the chicken ma.
den the jap pasta shop de is like dat kind of wanton.
den i like dat better.
hahahahahahahahahax.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
and im determined to get rid of my red nose and the fats dat grow all over my body.
thank you very much. :))
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
jian fei jian fei jian fei.
i dunoe say how many times le.
hahahahahahahahahax.
unless i reach the weight of 40kg i will not give in!!
okies i hope ah hao dun scold me seeing the weight i wan to acheive~
wahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
you say i can jian fei until dat weight de horhz!!
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
ytd aft work went hm wif xueli weiting and huiyi again~
ah hahahahahax!!
we tok alot of stuffs and kp on laughing.
dunoe why we owaes tok abt so many funny thngs.
hahahahahahahahax.
so fun.
the four of us walked to yck mrt stn tgthr den me and xueli took the jurong east train while weiting and huiyi took the marina bay one.
hahahahahahahahax.
so qiao me and xueli stay in khatib while weiting and huiyi stay in amk.
both mrt stn one stop away from yck mrt stn lehz.
i juz realised.
hahahahahahahax.
yay more fun and fun.
den the my kumon de 孩子 getting cuter and cuter.
hahahahahax
yay yay yayyyyyyy!!
i still love daryl and avril the most.
they cutest.
okies daryl win by abit.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but still very cute.
okies i love kids.
weiyan dun forget im the godmother of ur kids ar.
i mean ALLLLL of ur kids.
hahahahahahahahahahahax!!
later going to work again and seeing my cute kids. :PPP
tink today only got me and weiting and the other ppl work.
hahahahahax.
den tml plus huiyi.
xueli nxt wk den have work.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh..
tml working both the morning and aftnn shifts.
not going to eat lunch again.
hahahahahax.
too lazy.
tml i want to wake up at 7am den go buy breakfast to eat.
hahahahahahax.
one mth and one wk to my bday.. ://////
im certainly not looking forward to it.. ://///
though they say still very young but i reallie tink very old larz.
i nv ever ever tot dat i will reach the age of 17.
ahhhhhh sianz.
one more mth and one day to weiyan's bdae lehz!!
weiyan you excited anot!?!?
hahahahahahahahax.
i noe you wan to grow older unlike me.
hahahahahahax.
but we aso same age so if you grow old den so am i..
haiz haiz haiz..
ah hao's bdae still like sooooooo far..
anson's bdae is like one mth aft mine..
sebas's bdae is like juz arnd one mth b4 ah hao.
im growing old first larz.
sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz.
okies quit whining.
hahahahahax.
im going to go surf net le.
byebye~


因为有你，让甜蜜的微笑不自觉地爬到我嘴角♥

`75th post

im freaking bored now.
nothng to do.
i read finish all my storybks.
mummy is at orchard noone helping me buy my high tea(in between lunch and dinner)!! T.T
so kelian haiz haiz haiz.
tink i most probably going to eat one meal today again like tuesday.
hahahahahahahahax.
ltr still have to go buy smthng to eat.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
dun tink im in the mood for supper today.
i have decided to slp earlier from now on.
i dun wan drag until 3am likedat den slp.
maybe i will slp like at 12plus or 1plus.
latest 2am!! :DDDD
this is to prepare me for poly in the future!!
okies its an excuse.
hahahahahahahax.
actuallie i juz wan to erm wake up earlier in the morning so dat i can go bathe and go downstairs walk walk. O.O
hahahahahahahahahax.
i aso dunoe why.
morning sounds better ma.
and smmore slp too late very scary all dark dark everyone slp liaoz i scared lehz.
herherherherherherherx.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
okies so i have decided dat i shall go bathe at 2pm and go buy lunch aftdat.
den i will eat den watch some tv and den go work at 5pm.
okies or maybe earlier.
i dun wan to be there too late. :DD
and i muz rmb to go to the toilet b4 leaving hse and bring a water bottle along~
yay xueli is working today~
hahahahahahahahahahax.
today im not lonely on my way home yay~
weeeeeeee la~
ohh yar!!
i have to help xueli jiejie(diff xueli) to sign into her pupe.
okies okies.
i better do now in case i forget.
and aftdat im going to bathe~
hmmmmmmmmm..
wad shall i eat later?? :////////

`74th post

OMG I MUST BLOG ABT THIS B4 I FORGET MY DREAM LAST NITE.
okies i forgot where i was.
and i forgot who i was with.
i tink its either ah hao or jiejie.
smone who noes how hh looks like.
okies.
im crazy but i dunoe why i dreamt abt him okies.
its like i saw his 背影..
i saw the hair and the clothes.
den i was like ITS HH!!
den i wanted to say it out but i dunoe why i cant..
i juz stood there dumbfounded.
i wanted to say.
but i couldnt.
like my mouth was stuck shut.
i dunoe why.
den when he turned arnd the corner i sdnly notice dat his hair become longer.. O.O
much much longer okies.
abit like it sdnly grow long.
hahahahahahahahax.
den i was tinking OMG HE REALLIE LOOKS LIKE A GURL AH HAO IS RIGHT!!
i was quite positive dat the face belongs to him.
cuz he was coming up from the escalator back facing me ma.
coming up to the floor i was at.
den when he turned arnd and hugged this gurl.
his current girlfriend.
shes pregnant!?!? O.O
den he turned and walked away from me.
den he turned again to carry this kid den i was like OMG ITS A GIRL!!
cuz the face sdnly change into a gurl..
den i saw the three of them walk away juz likedat.. -_-
okies its so stupid.
and why did i dream of him i dunoe..
fate and destiny this kinda thngs are so miraculous dun you tink so?
for example if i met who who who earlier i might not wad wad wad.
but thngs oreadi happened.
and no matter wad you say it juz wun change.
i owaes believe dat thngs happen for a reason.
like thngs happen so dat smthng else can happen in the future.
everythng is interwined and meant to be.
its all our fate and destiny.
i dunoe wad my future will be like.
but i noe its fated and it wun change.
smtimes i will feel dat even if i feel extremely lazy now its aso fated.
hahahahahahax.
as in aft i had been lazy larz.
den erm like its fated dat i will get this exam results cuz its fated i will study hard all those.
dun tink dat cuz theres fate we dun nd worry abt our future!!
ITS WRONG!!
CUZ ITS ASO FATED DAT YOU WILL TINK THIS WAY AND NOT WORK HARD AND IN THE END BE AS UNSUCCESSFUL AS YOU CAN BE!!
okies i dunoe if anione understands wad im toking abt but seriously this is my point of view of life okies. :))
so dun laugh or find it stupid.
hahahahax. :DD
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
so its fated dat i will end up likedat now?
its fated dat i will be blogging at this time abt all these stuffs.
hahahahahahahahahax.
okies i have decided.
i will not blame anione abt anithng.
and i will not blame fate.
i absolutely wun blame AT ALL~
i dun wan to be some grumpy and grouchy old woman blaming her pai mia(bad life/坏命 in hokkien).
hahahahahahahahahahax. :PP
i will juz take one step at a time.
owaes looking foward at my future~ :))
smtimes i feel dat i cant let go of my past..
like i still yearn abt the friendships dat i had with sarah yy xiao mon mon kwan and everyone.
but now i noe.
its not dat i cant let go of my past.
its juz dat i wan to rmb them so dat i wun make another mistake animore.
i had suffered enuf for dat mistake.
and im truly truly sorry towards them.
i understand.
if i had been decisive and rational enuf i wld have broke up wif him.
but nope i din.
and in the end im the one suffering.
i din listened to all ur advices and everythng im reallie sorry.. T.T
i haven been a gd enuf friend.
im sorry.
its been so long and i noe noone blames me for wad happened.
but still.. :))
i still love all of you.
hahahahahahahahax.
even though i noe none of you will come and read it since none of you noes my blog.
hahahahahahax.
its kinda stupid ehh.
but its okays.
its my blog rite!?!?
im supposed to blog wadever i wan as long as its not offensive or wad dat is illegal.
hahahahahahahax. :))
i dun wan to hold on to the past animore.
kp on dawdling in it and regretting isnt of much use.
i will take it as a lsn i learnt in my life.
a mistake dat i will NEVER EVER commit again my life.
i solemnly swear to it.
cuz i never ever wan to bring hurt and pain to all those i love and care for animore.
i have lots of guyfriends in fact almost all my friends are guys.
but i still hope to have some girlfriends to be my side.
hahahahahahahax.
like dat kinda clique.
i very very very very long dun have clique le.
unless we count larissa yunhui and yingchyi.
thanks for being my friend.
hahahahahax.
i was damn lonely dat time smmore sebas got his own clique canot owaes pei me.
clique as in theres girlfriends whom i can share stuffs abt.
maybe its me who din share stuffs wif those three gurls.
yupx i noe kinda my fault. :))
sorry.
i juz wasnt very friendly and amiable dat time.
din reallie have those mood.. ://
it was until my beloved friend kevin toh kun yi brot me to raffles hotel dat i learnt how to make friends and everythng.
hahahahahahahahahahax.
i used to be 慢热型 okies.
like i mentioned b4.
i nv dared to make friends wif ppl.
i wait for them to make friends wif me.
hahahahahahahahahax.
now not le.
at least i dare to ask ehh wads ur name ar and start a conversation.
hahahahahahahahahahax.
thank you ar kevin toh kun yi. :))
cuz actuallie i will only be friendly towards those dat i oreadi noe.
hahahahahahahahahahhax.
its cuz of you i learnt to be more open-minded~
lalala~ :DDDD
i like myself changing for the better.
and im aso looking foward to the start of poly.
one reason is dat now reallie very sianz owaes nothng to do.
but the very very very main reason was dat i wan to meet new ppl and make new friends.
i reallie reallie reallie want to make new girlfriends and have cliques again.
hahahahahahahahax.
i miss those days alot.
hahahahahahahahax.
im not finding replacements.
juz wan to have girlfriends to share all kinds of stupid stuffs again. :))
i wonder wad kind of ppl im going to meet in the future~
hahahahahahahax.
but i wun forget my beloved 'old' friends too~
hahahahahahahax!! :DD
i wonder how fate will arrange all of us..


不要在意我有很多的男生好朋友好吗?
对我来说真的只是朋友而已..
我不想再失去任何一个朋友了..
知道你明白可是..
请相信我.. :))

`73rd post

hello~ :))
now at ah hao's hse..
he asked me to blog.. -_-
okies..
so today i woke up at erm 1030am.
actuallie woke up at 9am.
but damn tired lehz.
i slept at 3am last nite okies.
i very guai lehz.
i was reading storybk.
hahahahahahahax.
i off the com at 1plus 2am and continued reading dat bk.
okies larz.
not bad.
got a few boring parts though.
its called 'If I Have a Wicked Stepmother, Where Is My Prince?'
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
den i went to bathed.
den prepared to come ah hao's hse.
lalala~
den mum chatted wif me awhile for my study room cabinets and stuffs.
okies..
its still ages to me starting sch.
i nd to start going thru the sch stuffs like all those when register stuffs tml.
i still nd to mail some stuffs to np before 6th march i tink.
and i nd to go take passport photos.
i wonder wads the standard for the passport photo for our tertiery cards.
or if theres none.
mummy gave me garlic bread dat i wanted to eat larz.
but it was until downstairs on my way to the 811 busstop b4 i rmbered them.
called mummy and she said since i forgot it its hers. T.T
i wan garlic bread~
okies now i wan to eat chicken nuggets. :))
took bus 811 to yishun int den took 171 to bukit panjang.
got off den walked all the way to ah hao's hse ALONE.
so kelian..
*sobs*sobs* :PP
trying to make him feel guilty~
okies and im smart.
cuz i rmbered the whole way okays..
jiejie called me this aftnn and i missed it.
she called me during my work too..
i wonder wad happened.
tell me here okies.
if you happen to see this.
i msged you and you din reply.
sorry abt ytd.
cuz got alot of msges den forgot to msg you to see wad happened.
ah hao cooked lunch for the both of us and so we ate.
i can only say i wasnt reallie full aft finishing.
wahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
den went downstairs to buy icecream.
bot oreo mcflurry for myself, cadbury mcflurry for ah hao's sis jiahui and i-dunoe-wads-the-name-of-dat-icecream for ah hao. :))
so there~
so aft watching abit of tv here im sitting on the chair in front of the com monitor typing away..
im not used to their keyboard.. T.T
the space key nd to press harder.
and i kp looking for the mouse on the keyboard.. T.T
if you dun get wad i mean, its cuz i usuallie use my dad's laptop.
and his mouse is dat kind one soft round red dot in the middle of the keyboard.
if you have seen dat kind of laptop b4. :))
im not used to having an actual mouse to use.
thank you very much. :))
so im now freaking hot and sweating like siaoz. :))
ah hao is molesting me now cuz he saw wad i typed and he started touching me!!
OMG!!
okies hes juz touching my face and neck.. -_-
ah chong has decided to put his blog private.. -_-
okies nvm since hes invited me but those not invited you cant go in and read!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
NANNY NANNY POO POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
ORHHHHHHHHH BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
okies im kinda lame.
ltr going to see ah hao's dad for the first time OMGOMG.
i tink im going to faint den pls send me to the emergency room. O.O
okies im starting to tok crap byebye i wan go read other ppl's bloggggggggggggg~

`72nd post

wooooooo.
today so boring.
wake up at 9plus wahh so long nv wake up in the morning.
hahahahahahax.
den i used com.
den i watched tv while eating.
den i see jiamin come back hm from sch.
den i see qiqi come back hm from sch.
den i go salon wif jiamin mummy and qiqi.
den i and jiamin cut hair.
den i went back hm first wif qiqi.
den i slacked at hm awhile while watching tv.
den i went to kumon to work.
den i saw lots of cute kids again.
den i went hm wif xueli huiyi and weiting.
den i start using com and eventually came to blog.
omg everythng is so boring.. -_-
only thng diff abt today is dat i work the sign in and sign out of the kids in the tuition centre.
im the plasma membrane controlling the substances(the kids) in and out of the cell(kumon tuition centre).
okies im crazy..
i miss sch too much..
and why bio i dunoe.. -_-
dumb dumb dumb..
now feeling so moody.
mood swing ar mood swing.
poor ah hao gets the bad end of the stick.
sianz sianz sianz.
tml go his hse.
dun nd work ma.
hope i will cheer up by tml.
and i tink tml finallie can play my psp le.
cuz going to put games from his com into my psp.
yay yay yay!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
okies im cheered up a tiny bit now.
hahahahahax!! :PP
byebye~

`71st post

OMG I FEEL SO HAPPY SEEING 'of course i want u' from you though you owaes say sweet thngs but i reallie feel damn happy seeing this!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
say until like so 理所当然!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
sorry for throwing a little tantrum today!!
but thank you for being wif me and loving me wahahahahahahahahahax!!

`70th post

HELLO!!!!!
i have one big conclusion today.
im seriously fat.
pls i wan to jian fei.
okies. :))
hahahahahahax.
aft looking at MY photos and seeing all those other 美女's photos on their blogs i 自叹不如 ah!!
haiz haiz haiz.. :PP
再减多一点点肥就够了..
我一点都不贪心okies!!
hahahahahahax!!
today stayed hm for most of the day.
wanted to go jiamin's sch to give her and her friends free tuition.
hahahahahax.
but in the end dun have.
i dunoe wad time go ma.
she gave me two times..
cuz she ownself not sure wad time their chem remedial starts and ends.
hahahahahax.
weeeeeeeeeeeee la~
ah hao came over my hse to pei me.
i slept till 1230pm and remained half-conscious till 1pm.
actuallie i woke up at 930am too.
i saw the time on my hp and went O.O and closed my eyes to slp again.
hahahahahax.
he reached my here at arnd 130pm.
and dat was arnd the time i bathed finish.
jiejie msged me too.
abt some irritating and erxin ppl.
pls go away OKAYS.
my jiejie still have me to protect her horhz.
wth.
its not the first time.
hope she noes wad to do le.. :))
so me and boyboy tok and tok and watch tv.
den went downstairs to buy 一大堆 tibits and some drinks and some sushis to eat. :PP
go up eat eat eat and shared some wif jiamin and qiqi.
yes im a great jiejie yes i noe.
hahahahahahahax.
weeeeeeeeee la~
den tv again until like 8pm.
den me ah hao and ah min walked to yishun central tgthr.
ah hao going to take bus 171 from there back to bukit panjang and im going to buy my psp!!
yay yay yay!!
like finallie!!
hahahahahahax!!
i bot the purple one.
lavender i tink.
its second hand.
cuz cheaper.
but its okays i tink.
i dun mind. :DD
im starting to feel dat i have alot of new 新科技的东东..
hahahahahax.
starting from my new camera.
den followed by my new hp.
den my new psp.
okies not dat new.
hahahahahahax.
and lastly lastly my new coming laptop.
yay yay yay!!
i so happy.
hahahahahahax.
wanted to return lib bks aft buying the psp but in the end jiamin wan go hm den she nag.
and since she offered to carry the bks hm i agreed and off we went.
only got two lib bks okies.
not heavy and i din force her so i din bullie her!!
hahahahahax.
and now we went hm and im blogging now.
okies.
i have to rmb to pass the last two bks of the twilight series to boyboy so dat he can pass them to anson someday i dunoe when.
anson only jiejie me when nds help.. -_-
nvm i guess everyone oreadi xi guan liaoz.
hahahahahax.
anson is obsessed wif vampires now i tink.
he wans a vampire gf and wans to become one himself.
okies anithng.. -_-
i tink the most important thng is dat hes a vegetarian and he cant drink blood so i tink he will die out of hunger?
okies vampires wun die so he will juz become damn hungry and everythng? -_-
okies i dunoe wad will happen wif our anson ng becomes a vampire.. -_-
aniway it will nv happen so i shld stop brooding abt it.
hahahahahahax.
i dun have ani games in my psp so now wad? -_-
i wan put songs in it but i dun have ani?
in the com aniway.
since i cant use my dad's laptop to download any and i dun like to use the desktop in our room and plus its usuallie used by ah min.
okies i dunoe.
i have one last qns to let you ponder abt.
if you can choose, wld you want to live forever or not?
my answer: i wld wan to live forever if everyone dat i noe and care for does.
okies selfish answer.
but i dun care.
sorry but i reallie dun care. :))
but the rest of the ppl canot live forever.
hahahahahahax.
cuz i wan to have kids.
so if EVERYONE on earth can live forever and we still continue to have kids, this world will become overly populated.
and everyone will be fighting each other to survive in this world dat sdnly become so small for so so so many ppl..
okies.
so answer my qns on my tagboard if you'd like.
anione can.
even if you are a passer by though i tink its not possible since my blog abit ulu.
hahahahahahax.
okies byebye ppl.
enjoy ur day~
i hope tml i can finallie go cut hair. :DD


live forever? or not?

`69th post

请再给我多一点点时间!!!!
for wad and for who?
i dunoe.. -_-
i juz feel like saying this line..
but i nd time aniway.
to slack and rot.. -_-

`68th post

luuuuuuuu laaaaaa luuuuuuuuuu laaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ :))
today is a happy day(?) i suppose..
okies.
today IS a happy day.
though i was tired and slpy the whole day.
hahahahahahax.
woke up at 6plus in the morning.
to be exact it was 641am.
cuz i looked at my phone to check the time when im finallie willing to open my eyes.
mummy called me and min dunoe how many times.
hahahahahax.
my expression when saw the phone was O.O
cuz got 6msges.
i slept at arnd 12plus 1am and woke up at 6plus.
only few hours jiu receive so many msges.
smmore during the nite when ppl are supposed to be aslp.
but 很明显是谁msg我对不对!?!?
hahahahahax. :))
and i was damn surprised.
turned out dat he din slp cuz he scared he cant wake when i wake up.. -_-
stupid boy..
okies nvm.
in the end he went to slp at 7am.
den i prepared and went to zoo.
yes you din see it wrongly.
本小姐went to the singapore zoo~
hahahahahahahahahax.
its supposed to be this family day zoo trip organised by the rcs in tpy central. :))
so its my family trip~
went to the zoo wif mummy jiamin qiqi ah ma and xiao gu.
went to tpy first to gather at the rc there.
hahahahahahax.
on my way there i found out i forgot to bring my hp!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
but okies i soon got over it.
wahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
they provided a bus to bring us there.
and everyone was given a sticker with the number '4' on it.
so qiao rite!?!?
hahahahahahahax!!
i tink today i have alot of fate with the number '4'. :PP
camwhored quite abit wif jiamin on the bus.
we went in the zoo by a 'special' gate by the side.
cuz usuallie ppl dun go in by dat entrance.
hahahahahahax.
den den got alot of cute cute animals at the zoo there lehz.
so happy to see them. :PP
though i juz went to the zoo like a few mths back..
hahahahahahahax.
with weiyan tao and weilong. :))
i sat on the carousel for the first time in my life.
woooooooo!!
happy happy!!
thanks xiao gu for sponsoring!!
and i tink i will post the pics in facebook tml ba.
hahahahahax.
cuz im kinda lazy now~
lalala~
den maybe post a few pics here? :)))))
hmmmmmm..
i still tink its better to go on a carousel with ur 情人.
hahahahahahax.
cuz more 浪漫 ma.
go wif family is juz weird.
hahahahahahahahax.
my ride for the day is a rabbit~
lalala~
and it went up and down herherherherx.
only me jiamin qiqi and mummy went on it.
mummy kp taking pics.
i took some too.
hahahahahahahax.
yay~
i forgot wad they sat on.
hahahahax.
but they sat in a row in frnt of me and i sat alone. :PP
dun care.
lalala~
woooo la~
aft the carousel i went to the palm park beside the zoo..
cuz supposingly theres a lucky draw there.
den me and jiamin went there.
den xiao gu mummy qiqi ah ma and ah ma's friend can go watch the show ma.
at splash amphitheatre.
by those sea creatures?
hahahahahahahahahahax.
okies larz.
is penguins polar bears and i dunoe wad else.
din ask them abt it.
hahahahax.
i forgot.
looked at the map and suspected dat palm park is actuallie outside of the zoo.
so went to ask one zoo person and confirmed my suspicion.
and he made me and jiamin took the welcome photos as a return of his favour.
hahahahahahahax.
jiamin commented on how enthu the zoo ppl are on taking the welcome photos.
its a new thng now dat they will take ur photos when you juz reach the zoo.
thereafter when you are going home you can go and view ur photos and decide whether you wan to buy them at a certain price.
took three photos and off we went with a singapore zoo stamp on our hands so dat we can go in again later on.
went to the palm park and noone was there. ://
not a single soul. -_-
den we went to sit sit at the taxi stand there.
empty seats.
so why not.
and we were freaking hot okies.
i was the most kelian cuz i brot a big bag and everyone put their bottles of water into my bag.
xiao gu aso say my bag damn heavy okies.
cuz i asked her to help me carry when i went on the carousel.
lalala~
me and jiamin went back into the zoo.
i showed the person my stamp b4 i went in.
but i tink the person was kinda surprised cuz she din expect me to show her the stamp to prove dat i was eligible to go in!?!? -_-
jiamin din even show and she came in.
and she was far back enuf from me to let ppl tink dat we were actuallie not tgthr.
and she commented on how lax the ppl were towards ppl going into the zoo.
hahahahahahax.
she have lots of comments yes i noe lalala~
we went into the souvenir shop and walk walk arnd.
bored bored bored.
but im more of tired tired tired slpy slpy slpy.
who ask me din slp on friday nite and slept for 5hours plus on sat nite.. ://///
den me and jiamin sat there near the entrance.
dun wan to walk animore.
hahahahahahahax.
xiao gu qiqi and mummy came to find us.
ah ma and her friend was eating beehoon dat her friend cooked earlie in the morning smwhere else im not sure where.
xiaogu and qiqi went to the toilet.
me jiamin and mummy started taking pics.
hahahahahahax.
cuz theres this kids' cart left at the side.
i guessed its spoilt?
jiamin sat in it and took photos.
den i joined her.
den she got out and i took alone.
den i pretended dat i was pulling her.
hahahahahax.
its soo fun pretending dat im a kid and sitting in dat cart thngy.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
qiqi and xiao gu came out and camwhore.
qiqi sat in the cart and i pretended dat i pulled her aftwards.
hahahahahax.
we went on to camwhore near the entrance there.
omg.
qiqi or jiamin(i tink is qiqi) saw two squirrels and was there squealing abt how cute they are.
den we(me jiamin mummy and xiaogu) turned to look too.
and aft awhile we realised wad they were doing..
they were MAKING smthng dat some ppl LOVE.
okies i hope you get my hint.
okies they are mating wth!!
光天化日之下怎能做出如此不雅的举动!!
hahahahahax. :PP
den we went to kfc to buy smthng to eat.
takeaway de.
so dat we can juz take the food when its time to get on the coach.
eat halfway jiu time's up.
and we only manage to finish the cheese fries wahhh..
hahahahahahax.
went up to the coach and sat there.
two guys started quarreling.
okies in my opinion the hongkong guy was at fault.
you arent reallie supposed to put the baby pram on the coach but rather at the boot thngy on the side..
okies..
but i noe it takes two hands to clap.
so the sg guy was aso at fault.
but mostly the hk guy was still to be blamed.
hahahahahahax.
everyone agreed wif me on dat okies.
and abit scary larz.
i was hoping dat they dun start fighting.
cuz it looked like it will end up dat way.
lucky in the end din.
the organiser came and tried to resolve the thng.
though at first i tot it was quite useless cuz she kept standing at the side and trying to tink how is she going to end the whole thng. -_-
aniway the conclusion was they stop fighting and i finallie got the chance to get my kfc from mummy and start eating.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
got back to tpy and den took the train hm.
got hm and dad asked if i forgot to bring my phone and i said yes.
and i became 冒失鬼aka无头神.. -_-

wanted to read but in the end i felt so slpy dat i fell aslp on the sofa.
hahahahahax.
was msging halfway wif boyboy too.
and he tot wad happened to me cuz i din reply for a long long time.
until he called and heard my half-awake voice.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
woke up once by mum cuz she said i was still wearing my contacts and my eyes will go blind all those.
i took a look at her and closed my eyes and switched on sleeping mode.
i cant control myself.
im too tired.
hahahahahax.
jiamin slept on the other end of the sofa.
dad woke us up when he was preparing to leave.
cuz we were supposed to go eat tgthr at some restaurant.
hahahahahax.
ah ma treating yay~
called mummy and ask her to faster come back cuz she was at yishun ah ma hse.
met her and er yi at downstairs and went to the carpark where dad and the car were.
so we went tpy again.
shun bian send er yi from yishun ah ma hse hm.
cuz she stay there ma.
went to tpy ah ma hse downstairs there to meet tpy ah ma.
den we all went to the tpy central there de fortunate restaurant.
yupx!!!
its the 幸福饮茶!!
and i tot of the '将军!! 该你请我去饮茶了吧!!' dat ad almost immediately.
hahahahahahahax.
ate damn full there.
food not bad quite nice.
i like.
esp the 炸馒头.
hahahahahahax.
we even bot extra to tabao hm.
hahahahahahax.
can eat for tml's breakfast yay~
boyboy is coming over tml ba.
save some for him.
herherherherherx.
ohh yar!!
forgot to mention dat when i woke up from my aftnn nap and on my way to tpy, i found the stupid singapore zoo stamp on my phone.
dun ask me how it got there.
i had no idea.
i tink i was slping and the part of my arm with the stamp was pressing against my phone.
so it sort of got onto it.
lucky when i got hm i used the nail polish remover to wipe it and it got off.
it looked like a tattoo on the hp.
hahahahahahax. :PP
weeeeeeeeeeeeee la~
i tink im go to the np website to see see later aft i blog.
hahahahahax.
im getting excited with the start of poly yay yay yay!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i wonder whens orientation lalala~


每当我抬起头，看见夜空满天的星辰，我就会自然而然地想起你..

`67th post

din slp the whole nite.. O.O
i dunoe why.. -_-
ltr still going to work.
today work morning shift ba.
feel like going to the library today..
borrow some books?
i dunoe..
like got a mth nv read le?
hahahahahax.
aniway everytime bu shi watch tv jiu shi play com aso sianz..
no wonder i wan poly to start so soon..
hahahahahax.
im aso looking foward to the end of nxt wk!!
yay!!
payday lalala~ :DDDD
i tink im becoming crazy..
zui jin havin lesser and lesser slp..
i dunoe why.. ://
juz cldnt get to slp..
insomnia?
i dunoe..
but i dun tink so?
i juz feel like theres so much on my mind..
maybe i shldnt tink too much and all will be well..
ytd went to chinatown wif boyboy.
hmmm..
he wanted to go for his interview?
and in the end..
hahahahahahahahax!! -_-
i have nothng to say.
hahahahax.
okies den went to walk walk arnd.
den i tink im a funny person.
i look at almost everythng.. -_-
from books to cosplay to anime dvds and soundtracks to old photos of singapore and stamps.. -_-
i tink im the most excited when i went into the cosplay shop.
i was the one who initiated to go in there.
hahahahahahax.
reminds me of my beloved animes okies.
hahahahahahahax.
omg and i sdnly found out dat i can actuallie type quite fast and im sdnly very proud of myself abt dat.
hahahahahahahahax.
use com too often le larz.
hahahahahahax.
and im lookin forward to having my own laptop~
lalala~
okies the cosplay shop i saw alot of interesting stuffs okies.
though paiseh to stay there cuz quite obvious im juz there to window shop and i wun actuallie buy anithng.
but lee jia min you are very honoured cuz i have decided to buy you a bdae present this year and ur present will come from there.
omg and i bet you will love it like siaoz and crazy and mad.
hahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
lucky your ah deh(ah jie) ME got work den have money to buy for you okies.
lucky you to have such a gd ah deh.
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahax!!
i saw howl's moving castle de soundtrack omg omg.
and spirited away de!!
omg omg.
i dunoe wan buy spirited away de soundtrack anot.
but im more interested in howl's moving castle de movie dvd or vcd..
but sianz..
there dun have.. ://
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz..
today dunoe do wad lehz..
i wan go library to borrow howl's moving castle the book!! :))
its been years since i first/last read it.
so i shall read it again and relieve the sweet sweet story~
and i saw boyboy's mum ytd.
cuz his mum is working at people's park centre or complex i dunoe which.
cant rmb..
hahahahahahax.
i rmb is zhen zhu da sha not zhen zhu fang. :))
at first abit scared..
okies larz quite scared.
hahahahahahax.
den aftdat meet liaoz jiu quite okies.
hahahahahahahax.
den we went to eat the nice nice mango sago?
quite nice quite nice.
nxt time bring qiqi they all go eat. :))
yum yum!!
im a little hungry now wahahahahahahax!!
i tink i shld go bathe now and den set off to buy some food to eat on my way to work.
hahahahahahax.
okies byebye ppl~ :))
btw during my slpless last nite i watched finish 命中注定我爱你 and boy isnt it great!?!? :DDD
and i wan to buy the nice nice sneakers from marina sq i forgot the shop name.
and i wan buy alot of other shoes too.
and clothes.
and many others.
including psp.
okies so long~
byebyebyebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

`66th post

在不到两个月的时间我就十七岁了。
十几年的人生虽短但碰到了不少人、事、物。
经历了很多，也有了许多体会。

目前为止我的生命里有三个他。
第一个他使我遍体鳞伤，天天以泪洗面。
他和那些不堪回首的回忆对我来说就像个可怕的恶魔，不断地伸出那扭曲又可怕的双手，想把我拉回那黑暗的无底深渊。
不跨过那深渊，我就无法放下过去，走向未来..

但要跨过那深渊的方法唯独只有走过一个破旧寡陋的吊桥。
那吊桥看起来很危险，似乎一踏上去就会断掉，使我重新掉入那深渊里，而这让胆小懦弱的我一点都不敢靠近那吊桥。
好在我遇见了之后的那他和他.. :))

第二个他拉起我的手鼓励我要我不再害怕。
他让我勇敢地踏出了第一步，站在吊桥上。
第三个他牵起我的手，对我微笑，给我温暖，并让我知道我不是一个人。
他让我知道他会一直陪着我走完这摇摇晃晃的吊桥，不会让我再掉入那可怕的深渊里。
不知道在未来里他是否真的会一直陪着我，但他已经让我有勇气走下去了..
谢谢这两个给我勇气的你们!! :))

虽然我和第二个他已有了不同的身份，但我们还是很好很好的朋友。好朋友!! :))
第三个他也就是我现在的他，谢谢你一直不求回报地在我身边守护着我。 :))
我也想和第一个他道谢，因为假如没有他，我就不会成长，也不会变得更成熟，更不会遇见后面的那两个笨蛋傻瓜.. :PP
所以最终的结论是我是个很幸福很幸福的小女生!!

`65th post

:)) im bored now.
so i came to blog.
i dunoe wad to blog abt..
dun ask me im stupid yes i noe.
slept at 5plus in the morning.
i shld kick this habit of slping late.
if not when poly starts i cant wake up how!?!?
i was watchin youtube videos the whole nite.. ://
and bloghopping too.
im feeling reallie bored now.. ://
i tink im going to go watch my 命中注定我爱你 ltr on..
I WAN TO WATCH 霹雳MIT!! T.T
sarah watched..
as in sarah tan.
few days back msn-ed her and she said it.. T.T
soooooo sad..
purposely tell me cuz noe i haven watch.. T.T
ahhhhhhhhhhh my yan ya lun!!
xueli aso watched!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
den she say damn nice!! T.T
i aso wan!!
but i dun wan watch online de..
i wan buy the dvd..
okies i shall wait for some nice ppl to buy for me.. :))
hope mummy buys soon.
hahahahahahahahax!!
my dad wake up le.
hes complaining.
abt the invasion of mosquitoes in our hse.
which are disturbing his slp..
and hes asking me to invent smthng dat can get rid of those mosquitoes. O.O!?!?
and den i can become a big millionaire.. O.O!?!?
i told him to check for stagnant water arnd the hse and he said its not practical..
hahahahahax.
den complain abt the spraying of those mosquitoes repellent, causing those mosquitoes to get adapted to living in higher places..
i rmb hearing from my tcher(i forgot which one.. i tink its 郑老师..) said dat mosquitoes originally can only survive to heights of arnd dat of second and third storeys only.
den since they spray the repellent, to survive, mosquitoes start to fly higher, resulting in their adaption of living in MUCH MUCH higher places to like even the 20th storey.
wahhhh wahhhhhh wahhhhhhhhh!!
its us human dat made their survival instincts so much more stronger okies. ://
ppl we shld start to conserve our dear beloved earth.
hahahahahahahax.
cuz i kp tinking dat its human dat changed alot of thngs on earth.
and is the culprit for making our earth 'sick'.
hahahahax.
sdnly i become 环保大使.. :PP
okies im going to watch tv and eat and bathe and go work..
today is a slack day for me?
but at least i still got go work and earn money okies.
hahahahahax. :))
tata ppl byebye see you nxt time thank you very much for reading until here!!

`64th post

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!!!
I HAVE JUZ BECAME A FAN OF IP MAN ON FACEBOOK!! -_-
CONGRATULATIONS TO BOYBOY AKA AH HAO!!
HE HAS FINALLIE RECEIVED HIS VALENTINES CUM FIRST MTH PRESENT FROM ME TODAY!! :))
i spent the whole night awake tryin to finish the present okies.
its the first time i stayed awake the whole night tryin to complete smone's present.
hahahahahax.
he shld feel honoured and opened okays.
im toking to him on the phone and he juz said '今天是咱们在一起的第三十六天!'
... -_- ...
herherherherx.
i slept at 6plus this morning?
i rmb its aft 630am and b4 7am.
dad was oreadi back hm from work.
and jiamin oreadi wake up going to prepare to go sch.
qiqi still slping cuz shes suppose to wake up at arnd 7am 7plus ba.
hmmmmm..
very fast jiu fall aslp.
hahahahahahahax!!
boyboy supposed to come my hse ma.
at 130pm.
den when i woke up i was still damn tired.
i tot still earlie.
so took my phone and see got msges anot.
DUN HAVE!!
no msges no missed calls no nothng.
i was soooo disappointed for dat moment. T.T
*sobs*sobs*sobs*
i looked at the time and O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg its 105pm larz!!!!!!!
boyboy din wake me up!!!!!!!!!!
hes supposed to so dat i can prepare abit b4 he reach!!
den i msged him and faster wake up.
though abit 不甘愿!!
okies..
he told me hes oreadi on his way.
hahahahahahax.
din msg me cuz he noes i burn the midnight oil the night b4 den wan let me slp smmore.
hahahahahahax. :))
he came and i went to receive him at my hse doorstep.
hahahahahahax!!
and i got my NGEE ANN POLY PACKAGE TODAY!!
OHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!
IM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!
faster tear open and read all the contents.
i read until the register all those parts jiu sianz liaoz.
hahahahahahax.
den nvm.
i wan poly to start soon reallie fast!!!
pls pls pls!!
but i noe he dun wan..
he dun wan poly to start yet.. ://
haiz haiz haiz..
矛盾啊矛盾!!
okies.
den i give him the present.
abit like throw to him de.
hahahahahahahax.
stuff it into his hands.
very big okies.
its a big big photo album.
stick all the photos in.
went to print photos for the FIRST TIME in my whole life.
and its for him larz.
another first for him.
hes so happy now.. -_-
okies he canot tahan the callings from 周公 and hes slipping into our beloved dreamland now.
hahahahahahax. :))
and its not juz sticking photos into the big album so 简单 horhz.
cuz i got write like this is abt wad or when de all those.
den cut out den paste.
den draw this draw dat.
so very very taxing.
hahahahahahahax.
i use the scissors until fingers abit pain.
those who use the scissors for long hours or use to cut those papers made up of harder materials will understand. :DD
den he look at the album right beside me larz!!!
so paiseh.
den i kp covering the album dun let him continue.
hahahahahahax.
and the 'THE PHOTO' page is his favourite I BET!
okies aniway only we two will see dat page ba.
if you wan see dat album go ask him cuz its wif him and its his now.
hahahahahahahax.
im trying to cut down and control the number of 'hahahax' in my blog entries.
not very successful ba.
but i dun care animore cuz its MY blog and i can do as much hahahahahax-ing in my blog as i want to!!
YAY!! LALALA!!
den we watch watch watch tv~
watch my 命中注定我爱你!!!
hahahahahahahax!! :DDDDDDD
went down to play bball for awhile aft being nagged by ah min.
hahahax.
her frens sienyee and yongxiang aso went.
but only sienyee got play.
but a little bit only.
hahahahahax.
they say we like 全家出动 cuz got me boyboy qiqi and jiamin.
hahahahahax. :PP
den sienyee and yongxiang went hm.
and we went to macs aft playin awhile cuz min wan buy drinks.
in the end she bot a hot fudge sundae and complained abt the sundae havin too much hot fudge. -_-
why dun you juz buy a normal ice cream cone in the first place?? -_-
went home aft dat to eat dinner.
hahahahahax.
and for the whole day today boyboy kp hugging the album like siaoz likedat.
i kp putting the album at one side.
den he ownself go take and start hugging.. -_-
i tink he love dat album more than me!!!!
AHHHHHH!!
he likes to hug it more than hugging me!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! T.T
*cry like siaoz*
okies i shld stop being lame.
hahahahax.
he sent me to yck cuz i nd to work today and i went hm wif xueli.
today only got we two plus weiting.
said byebye to weiting as usual at the busstop there.
hahahahax.
i complained to xueli abt the part where boyboy kp smiling secretly.
hahahahax.
den she say i very bad cuz he feel happy abt the present den smile ma and i still dun let him smile.
hahahahahax.
she noes abt the present ma.
and we toked abt awhole lot of craps today again.
ahhhhhh!!
so fun.
she say im funny as in the way i tink and link stuffs and everythng tgthr.
hahahahahax.
den we kp laughing all the way.
hahahahax. :DDDDD
happy to make friends during work.
at first still scared wun have chance to.
hahahahahahax.
xueli say at first still see me quiet quiet there.
and i say is cuz im 慢热型 ma..
meaning will show my true colours aft noeing me longer.
wahahahahahahahahahax!!
den she -_- me and say '屁啦!'
hahahahahahax.
but reallie lehz.
i seriously tink is raffles hotel changed me.
hahahahahax.
they made me became more open and friendly.
okies ppl said im friendly b4 liaoz.
hahahahahax.
but actuallie im only friendly when im wif my friends.
they help me 壮胆 ma.
den i dare to tok and make frens wif those ppl dat i dunoe.
but now even alone i dare to make frens le ba.
raffles hotel 原来是有优点的!!
hahahahahax.
cuz dat time is boh bian ma.
muz dare to ask ppl den wun make mistakes.
so ask le will den chat abit and become friends.
hahahahahahax.
like how i noe boyboy and anson and subsequently the rest of the westspring ppl.
hahahahahahahahax.
yay!! :))
im happy!!
hahahahahax.
last time im not like dat de lohz.
i very scared to make frens.
i wait for ppl to come make frens wif me.
hahahahahax.
i rmb sec one orientation dat time i din even make one friend.
hahahahax.
the orientation lasted for three days b4 we were put into our actual classes.
hahahahahax.
den in the actual classes i SLOWLY SLOWLY made friends.
hahahahahax.
i rmb wad alvin my dear kor told me last time.
sec one first half of the year see me quiet quiet sit there guai guai.
den second half of the year sdnly i become so noisy.
hahahahahahax.
cuz he sit wif me for dat whole year ma.
hahahahahahax.
so my changes in my behaviour in the class is the most obvious to him. :PP
i realised dat i reallie blog very slow.
hahahahahahax.
i can blog like for a few hours siaoz de. O.O
cuz i will kp hopping to go do other stuffs like reading blogs go facebook watch videos etc etc..
hahahahahax.
i want to go cut hair!!
i wanted to cut today.
but smhow i was lazy to go.
so i din bring it up to my mum abt going to cut.
if not i will be blogging today wif a new hairstyle.
hahahahahax.
i wan to go take a new and nice passport photo!!
hahahahahahahax.
cuz it will be put in my np student pass and tertiary card.
lalala~
i will go register soon i tink.
maybe tml?
or ltr aft i bathe?
yes yes i haven bathe im a dirty gurl.
hahahahax.
but at least im STILL going to bathe okies.
today im going to slp late again i tink.
ltr wan to go read those inspiring quotes or wad.
okies im a little crazy.
hahahahahahax.
maybe will blog again ltr when im bored cuz im going to bathe now.
hahahahahax!!
okies tata~ byeeee~ :DD


不说不代表不想念..
只是我真的很不愿意说出口罢了..
这样是不是很过分?
对不起.. 但我不想改变.. :PP :))

`63rd post

i miss you now.
even though its only been a day or so.
okies i tink im kinda crazy and idiotic.. -_-
its getting late..
i miss the way you act cute in frnt of me when i force or not force you too.
and i noe you find urself cute too okays.. :))
okies.
i shld go slp soon so dat when i wake up tml you will be by my side. :))
okies i decided not to slp.
sorry dear.
i noe you dun wan me to burn the midnight oil in case my whole hse is burnt down(okies lame.. -_-) but i feel like doing the present now and not slp.. :))
my first hand-made present to you pls treasure it cuz it spent me both time and effort and money to do it okies. :))


im trying to prove that actions DO speak louder than words. :))

`62nd post

:)))))))))))
today morning set alarm at 9am.
wanted to wake up at dat time and bathe and go tao hse meet weiyan to do our secret plan de.
hahahahahahax.
but i laid on bed and PLONK i reached dreamland.
hahahahahax.
bu shi gu yi de.
den work up at 1030am i tink.
cant rmb.
aniway i finallie pulled myself up and went to bathe.
hahahahahax.
when i bathed finish weiyan msged me to hurry me.
hahahahahax.
we din say to meet at wad time.
i was supposed to go aft i wake up and bathed.
hahahahax.
so zhun ar she.
cuz i was oreadi preparing to leave.
reached there at arnd 12.
do abit liaoz.
den we went downstairs to buy some stuffs.
i bot my beloved choc waffle to eat.
wahahahahahahahahax!!
weiyan bot seaweed chicken and tempura prawns and wedges and bubble teas.
okies weiyan.
i agree dat the wedges are nice.
hahahahahax.
cuz crispy crispy de.
last time i eat de wedges all soft soft got alot of the 'flesh' i dun like.
hahahahahax. :PP
den go back tao hse sit there eat eat awhile jiu continue my SECRET THNG liaoz.
hahahahahahax!!
so nice so nice.
im quite man yi abt it so far.
:DDDDDDDDD
but din manage to complete it b4 the clock show 4.55pm den i rushed hm to put the thngs there and went to work.
today saw alot of cute kids again!!
hahahahax!!
some kids going to make me a little impatient but lucky i tahan.
cuz they like abit dun wan do the work properly. ://
weiting say she understand abt the going to get angry wif the kids.
hahahahax.
cuz will abit fed up de.
tell them so many times den dun wan listen.
hahahahax.
esp this kid called jianwei.. T.T
xueli aso say canot tahan him.
den they say i too nice and he saw this point so take advantage and kp coming over to ask me.
hahahahahahax.
until xueli saved me and in the end he kept complainin to her.
den say wad he wan faster finish and go hm and go watch his favourite tv show.
when we heard dat we all were tinking dat who dun wan to go hm watch tv.. -_-
hahahahahahax.
I SOOO SOOO SOOOOO LOVE THE 姐弟 AVRIL AND DARYL!!
THEY SOOO SOOOOO SOOOOOO CUTE!!
and they sooooo 相亲相爱..
hahahahax.
and they said byebye tcher to me when i helped them to open the door!!
awwwwwwwwww!!
ai si ta men le. :))
and we were hungry~
okies.
me and xueli the hungriest i tink.
hahahahahax.
weiting and huiyi still okies okies.
hahahahax.
they both so skinny.. T.T
den we jiang hao nxt time go eat supper aft work tgthr.
hahahahahahax.
SOO FUN!!
btw kena scolded by them cuz i din eat dinner. :PP
hahahahahax.
weeeee la weeeeeee la~
we four went off tgthr.weiting walk the other direction cuz she take bus den me xueli and huiyi take train.
we three walk walk walk and they ask me abt vday say my bf very nice wait for me so long muz treasure.
hahahahax.
and said weiting saw him dat day den they wan see too.
so i showed them photo.
hahahahahax.
they commented he look like boyboy.
huiyi say he look very honest.
hahahahahax.
den i rmb the thng btwn me and jiejie.
when we say look honest means not gd-looking?
but i noe huiyi dun mean dat.
hahahahahax.
cuz dats btwn me and jiejie only.
hahahahahax. :PP
and OMG huiyi's bf aso live in bp(bukit panjang) hahahahax so qiao rite!?!? :PP
her bf live in jelapang~
hahahahahax. :DD
lalala~
den huiyi took a diff direction de train so me and xueli went hm tgthr.
since we both live in khatib and shes stayin in 855.
hahahahahahax.
but reach khatib le we jiu walk diff direction.
and we tok a whole lot of craps.
hahahahahax.
so funny.
kp laughin and laughin.
and yuan lai we both got 妄想症.
hahahahax.
mostly abt our 偶像s.
hahahahahahax!!
den i went hm and eat my beloved dumplings yay yay!!
and idiot jiamin cuz i originally wanted to bathe den she say she wan use the toilet first and i said okies cuz tot she xiao bian who noes she da bian.. -_-
idiot.
den i dun feel like bathin animore.
so in the end i went to eat first.
eat finish liaoz jiu go bathe and den called boyboy to chat awhile b4 i called anson ma.
anson i dun wan to be ur xiao gou thanks but no thanks. :))
hahahahax.
anson showed me a link to one of youtube videos.
damn funny.
hahahahahahahax!!
abt xiaozhu xiaogui and my beloved he wei jian de.
mo fang xiu.
i dunoe the link cuz i oreadi closed the window.
hahahahahahax.
den juz hung up the phone wif anson liaoz.
hahahax.
boyboy went to slp liaoz~
://
im a little bored.
maybe i shld go blog hop a little.
but i feel like blogging still? -_=
i feel like writing a love story on my blog.
hahahahahahahax.
okies dats two days ago.
erm..
i feel like writing a poem?
dat kind of chinese shi ju.
but i dun have any inspirations now.
i like to write dat kind dat sounds very 凄美 de lehz.
hahahahahax.
but my current situation seems too 幸福 to write dat kind of 凄美故事 lehz.
hahahahahax. :PP
yar yar i boasting.
hahahahax.
dun care dun care~
i still waiting for kevin toh to show me his first gurlfren.
hahahahahax.
NO NO NO!!
i change!!
canot be first gurlfren liaoz den show me.
muz b4dat jiu show me.
hahahahahax.
one day im going to hwachong to find jiejie and kevin toh and see see like last year.
hahahahahahahahax. :))
aft my poly starts.
hahahahax.
since its going to be so damn near yay fun~ :DD
hope poly faster starts i wan go study meet new friends and play and have fun!! :))
but HE doesnt want poly to start..
dun be afraid of anithng cuz im here wif you kaes!! :))
weeeeeeeeeee la weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la~


此时此刻，我只想在你的身边安抚你.. :))

`61st post

haven blogged abt the stuffs dat happened the past two or three days..
okies.
starting wif today..

16th february 2009
woke up at 11am.
boyboy morning called me.
climbed out of bed.
bathed and got ready to go out and go his hse.
meeting him and ah chong.
cuz they were playin bball b4 den sdnly tok until chong's relationship.
hahahahax.
ah chong and his relationship problems again!!
:PPP
went to take 811 to yishun int den take 171 to petir there.
on the way chong kp askin me to faster but im on the bus i cant possibly rush the bus driver uncle rite.. -_-
wan discuss his relationship prob wif me ar.
hahahahax!!
boyboy and chong came over to the busstop to fetch me.
weeeeeeeeee la~
den we walk walk walk to the minimart cuz chong wanted to buy smthng.
you better quit okies.
if not i tell your suvin horhz ANG CHONG XIAN.
i take ur word for it abt slowly quitin ar.
lalala~
den we went west spring.
hahahax.
chong asked whether its my first time there.
nope its not~
but the lady security guard dun let us in cuz we said we going in to play bball den she said its still sch hours den ask us come back at 215pm which is aft sch hours and in 30mins time.
hahahahax.
so we went to the nice nice waffle there to buy waffles eat.
mmmm mmmmmm..
hahahahahax.
boyboy bot peanut butter de for him and choc de for me~
:DDDDDDDDDD
chong bot coke.. -_-
so extra.. ://
hahahahax.
den we sit outside there on the floor.
hahahahax.
three ppl sitting on the floor in a row.
chong msg suvin.
wahh wahhhhh.
me and boyboy kp kaypoh-ing wan to see the msges.
chong kp covering but in the end still show us cuz canot tahan us being so close to him tryin to see the msg.
hahahahahahahax!!
:PPPPPPPPPPP
so fun kp makin fun of him~
:DDDDDDDDDD
herherherherherherx.
(btw now i kp smellin mango juice dunoe why.. -_-)
den me and boyboy go ntuc buy H2O and go back to the floor there sit sit wif chong.
hahahax.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
den look at the time okies!!
can go back west spring liaoz.
den we go.
den go in play bball.
sat there awhile b4 we played and chit chat again.
happy dat chong called me xiao jie instead of da jie~ :))
da jie sounds so old.. -_-
and wahhhhhh!!
i aso got play okies!!
herherherherherx!!
den i shoot the ball alot of times but mostly air ball.. -_-
if its not air ball den is hit the hoop and bounce off..
nv once did i got it in.. -_-
so sianz.
play wif their juniors ma.
six six i tink.
or isit five five?
okies i cant rmb nvm.
hahahahahahahahax!!
but fun fun.
den got drizzle abit but we continue play.
me and boyboy played barefooted.
hahahahax.
i accidentallie stepped on smone i rmb.
one of their juniors.
im sorry.. T.T
not purposely de.
but he wear shoes and im barefooted so shld be hai hao ba.. :))
saw minduan and weiguang and their frens.
den saw tianshun too.
and kimfei.
hahahax.
tink she dunoe me but i noe who she is.
hahahahahax. :PP
not reallie cuz i VERY kaypoh okies.
smtimes is the west spring ppl(meanin boyboy chong anson they all) tell me de.
den we continue play play.
b4 going to the sch wanted to help chong kp *smthng*
but both boyboy and chong find it very wad to let me kp.
cuz im the only one wif a bag ma.
both find it very bad.
say if i kena caught all those.
den die die aso dun let me kp.. -_-
i was still tinkin dat they wun check my bag de ma..
hahahahahahax.
den see both of them dun wan den i aso nv force.
hahahahahax.
let chong ownself hide in his pants there dun care.
hahahahahahax!!
weeeeeeeeeee la~
play until arnd 3 chong nd go bpp meet his friend.
his joachim laopa..
hahahahahahax.
den we pei him take bus until plaza there he got off den me and boyboy take until int.
hahahax.
took 922 back to fajar to boyboy hse and went up.
use com go see chong's suvin's friendster.
hahahahahax.
lalala~
watch abit tv den boyboy cook maggie mee eat.
den got the rou jiang thng and the tofu.
wahhhhh.
very nice.
hahahahahax.
of cuz my boyboy cook de pls dun be jealous wahahahax no wonder chong say we rou ma thank you very much.
hahahahax.
but he say we rou ma when we were juz tokin abt who put the wallet into dat particular section of my bag.. -_-
nvm if you dun understand wad im tokin abt cuz its not impt aniway.
okies.
den i slept awhile on boyboy's bed cuz reallie very tired.. T.T
sorry..
bathed there too.
hahahax.
cuz very dirty ma.
sweated a tiny bit when play bball den mostly wet cuz of the rain.
hahahahahax.
boyboy pei-ed me train all the way to khatib den pei him wait for the nxt train to go back to cck..
lalala~
weiyan called when i was slpin so paiseh!!
anson called when i was on the lrt but he was in pendin and we were at teck whye.
din manage to pass him the book so sorry to you too!!
lalala~
den i went to ortao hse to get my thng from weiyan for the secret plan~ :))
and went hm.
din manage to buy bread for jiamin's breakfast tml cuz bread shop close liaoz.
so now at hm bathe finish and eat dumplings liaoz and bloggin~
now for ytd..


15th february 2009
ytd boyboy came over to my hse.
watched tv for awhile.
den we headed to anson hse to bai bai.
he still say ask a few ppl to come.
in the end only got me and boyboy.. -_-
say got his own frens but i saw none.. -_-
hahahahax.
okies nvm.
cant tok much abt the bai bai stuffs.
is secret lai de!!
anson asked me first time see his hse got find aniwhere surprising nots. -_-
i said i only find his room small.
hahahahahax.
but he say is cuz of the furnitures but nvm~
hahahahax.
aft bai bai and eat eat(first time eat a real vegetarian meal.. :DD) we jiu go jiahao hse there.
he wan take bball and clothes to change ma.
while waiting for jiahao anson did smthng dat i dun like but i cant do anithng.. ://
pls stop soon okies!!!!!!!!!
jiejie ME dun like you do it is for your own gd horhz.
den we three went over to segar court tgthr.
play play bball.
i played abit too kaes.
and i got in the ball ONCE!!
at least got once!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
aft their matches all finish me boyboy and anson played abit.
cuz i blockin anson ma.
he wan shoot.
den i try to get the ball from him den throw to boyboy to let him shoot.
yay~
hahahahahax.
so fun.
n stella noe i wan to learn bball liaoz!! :DD
den she ask me try shoot dun shoot canot go hm.
hahahahahax.
cuz the lights all turn off le ma.
den we three there kp lettin me to shoot.
finallie i got in and we went off~ :DD
me boyboy and anson go the mama shop there cuz anson wan buy drinks.
den we go zhenghua cc there cuz i wan go toilet.
hahahahax.
den we walk to fajar there and say byebye to anson.
boyboy and me walk to greenridge shopping centre buy drinks.
den he walk me to 171 busstop take 171 to yishun int.
and from there i walked hm.
dats all for the day.

14th february 2009
worked until 5plus.
sorry boyboy..
he started to wait for me since 3plus.
xueli and huiyi quite surprised dat i was workin the aftnn shift cuz they noe im attached and its valentines.
hahahahahax.
den say i very bad.. T.T
but i explained dat i not purposely let him wait de.
worked the aftnn shift wif weiting.
less ppl ma.
den we chatted quite alot.
hahahax.
when mr and mrs png is not arnd of cuz.
hahahahahax.
exchanged numbers.
hahahahax.
i saw boyboy outside kumon when i was openin the door for one of the kid to go hm and was quite surprised.
but he nv see me.
wahhh..
can see he got wear nice nice ar.
hahahahax.
went to eat at the nearby coffeeshop when i ended work.
cuz i skipped lunch.. :PP
he forced me to eat.
and the plate of chicken rice he bot was damn big.
eat halfway i jiu full liaoz and refused to eat.
hahahahahahax.
I HAVE A SMALL APPETITE!! :))
i tink boyboy anson and kevin toh will certainly agree to this.
den we went to orchard cineleisure there.
some starhub ppl helped take dat kind of candid pictures~ :))
those 即拍即有 de photos.
hahahahahax.
plus give me this pink rose.
hahahahax.
its wilting and i cant do anithng abt it..
hahahahahax.
the gurl very nice ask the guy who is takin the photos to take two so dat we each can have one photo.
hahahahahax.
BOTH OF US PUT THE PHOTO IN OUR WALLETS WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
btw i showed chong the photo today.. :PP
okies den we wanted to watch movies but all quite full.
only those much later movies were available.
so we went over to shaw hse.
but similar case.
and i suggested goin over to yishun gv.
hahahahahax.
cuz it seems like the most empty cinema in singapore ma.
hahahahahax.
den yes we got tix to a movie~
:))
watch 'look for a star' by andy lau and shu qi.
nice nice lehz.
and the thngs they say like xingfu is a glass ball etc etc.
ownself go watch see!!
i dun wan be spoiler.
hahahahahax.
den boyboy pei-ed me walk hm and he went to take train hm.
chatted on the phone wif anson at nite too~


a belated valentines cum first mth note for you:
sorry it came abit late.
wanted to blog on valentines de.
but cuz quite bz these few days den reach hm quite late and very tired le.
谢谢你..
知道你一直很努力..
很努力地想要给我幸福快乐..
我知道而也因为有你我很幸福所以不要担心..
i know im wilful at times.
kinda rebellious.
but you forgave everytime.
owaes purposely make you jealous all those not reallie purely for the sake of fun.
but aso wan to see you jing zhang me ma..
smtimes will throw a little tantrum sorry..
dun tink dat you are not gd.
hahahahahahax.
im throwin these words back at you.
like you dun wan me to tink dat im not gd similarly i wldnt want you to tink dat you are not gd either. :))
dun worry for no apparent reason i wun leave you kaes.
sorry for workin during valentines which aso happens to be our first mth juz like how you planned it.
hahahax.
and sorry dat you had to wait soo long.
though you say its nice waiting for me and showing me how patient you are but i feel bad okies.
sorry for being selfish smtimes.
esp for requesting you to love me more than i love you.
and dat i wun be dat sweet to you wun reallie say i love you all those.
i juz wan you to treasure it when i reallie say it ma..
but dun worry i do love you okies. :))
although you are not my first boyfriend but i gave you alot of my firsts.
hahahahahahax.
like the FIRST AND ONLY to erm *ahem* in public~
making me damn paiseh.. :PP
the FIRST AND ONLY person to pei me walk dat path near khatib mrt stn.
the FIRST AND ONLY guy to pei me count the stars in the night sky.
and you are the ONLY guy to say dat im kind as far as i rmb okies.
hahahahahahax.
seldom hear ppl use 善良 to describe me ma.
ONLY guy i sort of hugged and hold hands in public wearing sch uniform cuz i wun be wearing sch unis animore..
hahahahahahax.
the ONLY person so far who can complete so many of my sentences.
even when i haven even touch on dat topic yet.
dun understand why you can read my mind and i love it when you say its 心有灵犀. :DDD
and this nv fails to surprise me and make me go wahh in my heart.
hahahahahahahax. :DDD
YOU NOE HOW SWEET I FEEL OKIES~
and alot alot of firsts and onlys dat i cant rmb now but wun forget cuz i noe i will rmb it smday.
hahahahahahahax!!
poor memory ma. :PP
thanks for being there wif me and tahan me!!
dun worry abt the times aft poly starts.
cuz to me you are different from other guys and smwhat irreplaceable kaes. :))
promise dat even when sch starts i will still meet you up often and wun too long okies.
at least one wk twice or thrice like i promised unless i reallie cant do it kaes. :DD
thanks for appearin in my life.
i needed it. ALOT. :))
i cant say forever YET but i love you NOW. :PP
my QAD boyboy darling LIM JIA HAO~ <33

tonite you requested hearing smthng from me.

and i refused to say wadever it is though im not sure abt wad the words are.

by givin you the excuse of wanting you to treasure them when i say it.

you complained dat since i dun say those words how do you treasure them.

i supposed the words dat you wanted to hear are smwhere up there?

hahahahahax. hope you are flying by now~

pls fly and fly to the moon but rmb to come back to my side thank you very much. :))