i'm a lucky kid

like really lucky. HAHAHA.
although my life hasn't been exactly smooth sailing throughout, i've always had people around me. okay at least one person around me at any point in time. :)
grateful for that.

now i'm going to go on a journey, which will consist of mostly only two person - me and SHUANGYU.
we will be leaving all our loved ones and have only each other to depend on.
however, we will also be meeting new friends and go through new experiences like never before.
for this journey, i'm both excited and scared.
excited for this 'adventure' that is going to start, and scared about the 'unknown' that i'm facing.

lucky me have a great offer from my internship company which is crowne plaza shanghai pudong.
it's rather pampered as compared to REALLY working there by myself. :)
even tay says that we should move to china asap cause of the details of their offer. HAHAHA!
anyone going to china can come to my hotel to stay kay! HAHAHA.

i know i'm gonna miss hell lots of people here. :'(
and the internet connection would probably suck so bad that the webcams will get stuck every 10s or smthing. :(
but i know i will be gaining new experiences and learning new things and becoming stronger and independent. :)
this is a path that i choose to take.
i will be discovering more about myself, about what i can do and what it's outside of my ability. but even so, i would persevere on.
even if i met any hardships, i would have to learn to take it in my stride.
when i get scolded for making mistakes, i have to swallow those tears and apologise with my utmost sincerity.

guess what,
i am really stronger and more independent than you thought.
although i feel frustrated for not knowing many things and unable to find out many things, i'm okay. i can deal with it.
this still kinda seems surreal. but i know for a fact that it is real. :)

stay safe my people, you all know who you are, and dun think you are excluded cause i'm thinking about everyone in my life right now, and i will take care of myself and ahyi over there.
please give me a hug before i leave. that would be the best encouragement and present you can ever give me. <3