Friday, June 29, 2012

i was AM born to be happy.
so are you. :)
if you would care to join me on this journey to of happiness,
just take my hand.
i promise you will be shown the happiness of life the moment your hand touches mine.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

i feel so loved.
by all the people around me.
even though some pisses me off endlessly but yet, i still feel so loved.
i shld feel loved.
i should.
i deserve the loves kekeke.
i feel a little more like me once more.
the positive and happy me.
kekeke going out with yi and clara tonight makes me happy :)
even chatting with xueli at the bus stop and complaining about the heat tgthr makes me happy :)
meeting tay tml morning despite me only have about 2 hours of sleep left makes me happy :)
going out with guowei to shopshop makes me happy :)
there are still endless people who makes me happy whom i have yet to meet and catch up with :)
all the lovely people around me incl my family :)
feel the gratefulness from within me and i shall be happy :)

time for bed.
goodnight my lovely people <3

Happy 500th Day To My Dearest!!

hi baby,

so many days has passed and isn't all these quite unbelievable? keke.
like you said, i'm the sun wu kong to your five fingers mountain and even though i am stuck under it for 500 'years' i am unwilling to leave because of the warmth and love that the mountain (you) has been giving me. <3

i have been and still am so much so grateful to you, in so many different ways.
thank you for loving me as i am, including all my weaknesses and strengths.
thank you for recognising me as a wonderful person no matter what.
you have been such a strong pillar of mine that even i myself cant believe it. :)

anddd this will be getting kind of mushy but...
i love the way you hug me and how you would hold my head to fit the space at your shoulder and neck.
and i love how you would then stroke my back like everything would be okay no matter what.
i love how we would be waiting for the traffic lights and your arm would be around my shoulder and how you would kiss my forehead cause we just seem to be the perfect height for this.
i love how you would hug me from the back when you woke up first and i could feel it while being half-asleep.

there is just so much love and perfection which i could feel that i wouldn't want it to ever stop.
we may be imperfect but yet we are perfect together.
it's like how you felt that we are suitable together.
i love you and you know that. :)
let's spend many more 500days tgthr.

<3, my dearest.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

okay so now i have been nua-ing at home basically watching running man for the past four days......
it really does seem longer than four days though.
i have been feeling rather lethargic and sleepy despite nua-ing so much. or perhaps it's because that i have been nua-ing so much that i dun exactly feel like moving much.
the hot hot hot weather is also a big problem. hahahah.

having bridging lessons so most of my wkday nights are taken as well as saturday afternoons :(
have been dying for school to start before it actually started, but now that it did, i dun exactly feel like studying for it. :( sigh probably wait till i catch up with running man and have nothing else to do. hahaha. and for the weather to turn a little bit cooler.
honghong is here too so stomach is feeling weird D:
only thing that i am currently looking forward to is the xlb buffet that im going to eat on 1july YAYY.
but there are still two weeks ahead of me. hahaha.

ohh and btw HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO EVERY FATHER OUT THERE!! :D:D
wished my own dad too and he was happy and gave me a hug HAHAHA retarded it was just a wish though.
not much celebrations or practically none at all as usual cause he dislikes us wasting the money and effort and as he always says, the best presents are for us to be obedient little girls. hahahaha.

mundane life nowadays so even when people talk to me, i dun have much to reply or talk about.
becoming a rather quiet girl. hahaha. rather than i have nothing to say, it's more of i don't know what to talk about. there is nothing much for me to talk about honestly. hahaha.
i should probably get out of this mundane life soon. but wait for awhile i just want to nua around somemore to compensate for working so hard for the past 9 months. hehh.
don't even feel like going out anymore :(

need another goal in my life. a new goal.

Monday, June 11, 2012

WEDNESDAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK!! ^^

will be back asap.
miss this white little box very muchhh. <3

actually im not feeling happy at all, being pissed with my family.
i want my dad :( sigh why cant papa be at home more? :/