HOP HOP!

Well well, today's work was slack and sian but fun at the same time cause of our great bosses. Keke. ^^

Mcdelivery for lunch weepee i had my mcspicy. Hehe. Kfc delivery tml?? ^^

After work, ade, gwy, hyrah and i went over to plaza sing to buy movie tix for hop!! HOHO. And we were joined by ronnie shortly after.

Lazy to search for the movie poster picture but here is a picture of my fave character in the movie!


Isnt he cute!? Awwww.

My dear phil is so cute and adorable esp when its butt starts shaking uncontrollably at the crucial part HAHA OKAY no more spoiler watch it yourself.

Me and hyrah laughed till we couldnt breathe and i was alr tearing like mad HAHAHA.

Mad love him and also, MY NEW PHONE COVER!!


TADA HERE YOU GOO! ^^

And since it completely covers my phone, i dun have to worry too much abt dropping my phone and denting its corners! Hehe. ^^

Okayy im blogging on my phone on my bed and heh im slping soon gdbye everyone! (L)

whirlwind

hmmmm. today's work was alright i guess. was chionging at the first half of the work and really rushing cause we were suppose to pack stuffs and we had like 7000 bags to complete -_- it was crazy.

i think i was really speeding everything i was doing cause i was already jumping and half running everywhere and people were slowing me down HAHA. but erm i like the feeling of being busy somehow. ^^ got alot of cuts on my left hand cause of the packing though. :(

rushed everywhere until it is time for lunch and all the food at the FOOD COURT was SUPER expensive. :( what a food court huh. but thank god our lunch breaks are paid. WEEPEEEE!!

after working at the super dusty place which sort of worsened my right eye which was red since i woke up and i guess it's cause a few days back i was in a rush to remove my eyeliner and i rubbed too much makeup remover on my eye and alot actually seeped into my eye HAHAHA. hope it will recover by tml since i spammed lots of eyedrops today. ^^

had briefing on tml's work and me and hyrah were transferred to doing exhibitors' badges and we look so weird wearing tshirt and jeans while everyone else were wearing formal hahahahaha.

ohh and i had quite a few deja vus today.
the most creepy one was that this exhibitor came to ask me to do up a badge for her staff whose name was 'desiree'. but her surname was needed which she din know and she had to call to check. but in my mind i was dying to tell her that the surname was 'kum' and i dun even know how i came up with the surname but i just had this hunch. and in the end it REALLY was 'kum' omg you dunoe how much i freaked myself out. T.T



okay anyway enough of today. REWINDDDDD.
back to saturday. IT'S SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAY!!

gordon yonghui and mrtay came to fetch me on a cab and zoooooooooooommm!! off we go to sengying's bday chalet.

basically lots of nua-ing around and mostly i felt awkward since i dun really know most of the people. played all kinds of game and i really suck at playing murderer since i dun dare to have eye contact with most of the people and once they said the killer is so obv i start to laugh and everything. :( i suck. :(

mrtay slept in the living room's sofa since it was too cold in the aircon room while i just laid around having insomnia and not daring to slp cause of my contacts and we made the right choice!!
cause not only is the room too cold, it ended up being too crowded and quite a few people came down to the living room to chat instead of slping. hahahaha.

went back on sun morning and i was dead beat and bathed and slept almost immediately. T.T woke up and prepared a little while before going to macs to meet clara and hyrah to buy food for our 'picnic'.

retarded me followed them up to macs toilet and walked past the birthday party area without noticing anything and only when i left the toilet i sdnly turned and i see familiar faces wearing macs' party hats smiling at me HAHAHAHA.

omg a surprise macs party and my birthday cake only had nine candles HAHA i was celebrating my ninth birthday yayyyy!!
this is my first surprise party and my first macs party hahahah thanks girls i love you girls so much. (L) hehe.
and they even called mrtay along who stood there holding my cake awkwardly. hahahahaha.

played treasure hunt which my group lost and we had to do a forfeit. :( chicky dance. :(


HERE YOU GO! ade uploaded it on youtube hahahaha.

ate our happy meals HAHA the first time i ate happy meals tgthr with SOOO many people HAHAHA there were 11 of us and since the min requirement was 12 we had a meal extra and i called qiqi down who was at home and she ate the last meal. HAHAHA.

musical chairs next and they let me win. HAHAHA WHY LIKE THAT!! must be fair maaaa! :( even though i birthday! but still love you ppl. <3

after all the happiness we trotted to my home and nua-ed there till they have to leave. ^^ thanks girls i love you girls manymany. (L)(L)(L)

sorry for the picture-less post cause all the pics are with ade/cheryl and i haven gotten any from them yet so wait patiently okay. ^^ okay i only have one photo here.

TADAAAAA!! WHAT A PRETTY CAKE!!

i think this is the prettiest cake i have ever saw hehehe. mummy bought for me for my bday and i just took a few pics with it. haven really celebrated with my family yet since it's either they are out/i am out/they are sleeping so no chance. :( but i really wanna celebrate sooooon. this cake why so cuteeee!?!? ^^

okay time to watch my forensic show and slp hoho bye people!

on my way to work

And while i was recalling the bday surprise i had which i half ruined cause i smelt clara, i sdnly remembered smthing that happened when i was young, and i guess i always have a knack for smelling ppl/things.



First incident:
Me and my two sis and my mum were waiting for a train at amk mrt stn to go to wdlands mrt stn cause we stayed there then.

Then i dunoe why or how, me and jiamin started smelling my dad. We could actually smell my dad at the train stn, and we were rather positive he was at the train stn since he was working at amk. Hahahaha.

But we couldnt see him anywhere so we just thought that perhaps there was someone who smelt like him and ignored it.

After that when we got off the train at woodlands and was leaving the train stn when we saw my dad not far off, turned out that he was at same stn waiting for the same train when we smelt him. HAHAHAHA!

COOL OR COOL? ^^


Second incident:
One day while we were walking home, i sdnly smelt hokkien mee from the plastic bag which the couple in front of us was holding.

But the box in the bag was clearly a pizza box. So my mum said my nose was malfunctioning which scared the hell out of me.

But at night, my dad bought a box of hokkien mee home for supper which has the same smell. Hohoho.

NOT-SO-COOL BUT STILL COOL YO!


And there is this vague memory that ppl (i forgot is it my family or friends) used to laugh at me and said that in my case it isn't hearing their voice before seeing them but smelling them before seeing them. There is a chinese phrase for this but it just slipped out of my mind before i can type it down. :(

But anyway, to conclude, i smell ppl. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think thats why mrtay calls me a bitch cause i can always smell him keke.

by the way, i sdnly remembered that i dreamt of a meteor rain and it was really beautiful. O.O that's a good sign that something great is gonna happen right!? or did it already happened? hehe. i hope it is all good hoho.

TWO MONTHS

yes, it has been two months. felt like ytd since i typed the first month post. hahaha time really flies.

should i post a post like this monthly? hahahahaha. but i think it will get shorter and shorter cause we will know more and more about each other that there is just nothing to say anymore which can express how we actually feel. :)

honestly, you are the best. i dunoe if you mean it when you said it yourself, but you are really the best. at least, to me, you are. ^^

though right from the start, we aren't exactly each other's dream type and we irritate each other to no end and you once hated me and i once found you super irritating HAHA and i dunoe how we got close and started laughing tgthr and eventually got tgthr but we just did. and it feels great. :)

thanks for being with me.
everytime you grab my hand, everytime you pull me close, everytime you hold my face, it makes me feels like i have the whole world and pretty butterflies just flutter around in my stomach and i dun even know why but i hope this kind of feeling never fades. ^^

basically, all i wanna say is, i love you. (L)



okay i will blog about this weekend's happenings tml cause i need to be in MBS at 10am tml HAHA. had a blast and it was all great keke. okay bye peeps gtg love you guys hehe.

What would you do if you won the lottery?

definitely donate some to the charity, then i will treat all my friends to a meal and give some to my parents and save some for the future! ^^

hello! what do you want to say?

JIALE UH! the flyer door there got this little thing where you can place your camera and put self-timer! okay, just realised you use your phone :x

O.O REALLYYYY?? so good!? but it is all over alr :( too late liao hahaha and i din bring my camera. too lousy liao my camera :( i dun like

hello! what do you want to say?

I AM OLD :(

HI I AM ALREADY 19 YEARS OLD :( 

like what many people told me, it's the last year of my teenage years. NOOOOOOO! :( growing old still feels as scary as ever. sobs.

the above cute cake is what clara owyong drew for me for my bday. made me teared HAHA but it is so so so cuteeee. ^^

thanks to all the beloved and lovely people who wished me. i really love you guys lots. ^^ no matter whether you wished me at 12mn sharp or not. hehe. thanks for remembering me!!

went over to school in the afternn and they had a mini bday surprise for me! keke ^^

though i sort of ruined the surprise for me by going into the room where they were preparing the bday cake heh heh.

but hehe i was still surprised cause i din expect that cute little cake which you guys customised and drew for me! hoho. i dun have the pictures though. heh.

took lots of photos and polaroids and this is the birthday card booklet they made for meee! ^^

hehehe almost teared at the mao and keh part. totally din expect mao to write something in this HAHA. :')

love you guys much! hehe. and special thanks to keh! (L)!!

met mrtay at bp before heading to suntec crystal jade la mian xiao long bao to eat. keke. was craving for xlb for quite some time. ^^

was going to walk to the flyer when the fountain shot pretty water display like this! ^^

made him took a pic. and why you look so sad!? :(

FLYER TIX HEHE.

got abit lost and we walked to the exit instead of the entrance. HAHA.

and he was complaining about the flyer not being tourist friendly with no signs and all to direct the people hahahahaha.

YAY OUR JOURNEY BEGINS! ^^

and i look so short. :( okay i am not short, you are the tall one.

he was the one who requested for this picture to be taken. HAHAHA CHEH!

so difficult to take that cute thingy which looks like jigglypuff.

OMG IN THE FLYER ALR.

can see the rainbow in the middle!?!? he kept telling me it's not real. :(

AT THE TOP AT THE TOP!!!!

looks like roller coaster horh!!

yayy asked someone to take a pic for us. i look so small and skinny keke.

our mrtay's camwhores and i'm just the sidekick. :(

all the blur shots cause i'm not the one holding my phone! AND it's taken with my phone and not a proper camera. :( AND there were no lights in the flyer hahahaha.

i want a new cameraaaaaa!! :( mummy says she gonna buy one for me heh heh i hope it's sooooon!

that retarded kid was disappointed that a lot of pictures couldn't be taken cause i think we would need a personal and professional photographer for that HAHAHA.

the poses that he planned to take in the flyer all sounded like a wedding shoot to me. with what taking pictures of our backs, him carrying me up, etc, etc. HAHAHA!

walked around in the flyer and eventually we went out and settled down at the water fountain just outside and we actually sat in the middle of the fountain on the ground.

he sdnly asked me to close my eyes and i felt like something was coming up. made three wishes like he requested and i smelt clara's smell in between HAHA and he panicked and said that there is nobody there HAHA so cute and i just trusted him and continued making my wish.

sdnly when he asked me to open my eyes and before i could do it a REALLY LOUD birthday song rang in my ears HAHAHA. opened my eyes to see clara (of course, i smelt her alr!), ahyi, xueli, ade, and cheryl standing around us HAHAHA.

was really happy though i smelt clara beforehand which everyone thinks is so impossible. HAHAHA. no wonder mrtay calls me a bitch. HAHAHA. but aiya i love smelling people ma. and everyone has their own unique smell which i think is so cool HAHAHA.

was really suprised okayy. :( though i sort of guessed a little beforehand but still i was surprised when i found out about the surprise even though it wasn't at the timing which you guys expected me to be surprised. HAHA. love you guys loaddsssss! :')

they expected me to cry but i din HAHA i think surprises takes time to register in my slow head cause usually i would be stunned and wouldnt know how to react HAHAHAHA.

tearing cause of being touched would be another thing like example i read the card or like when clara drew the cake for me. but honestly i love both types hehe.

i'm really a blissed and happy girl! love everyone loadssss! (L)(L)!!!!!

nowadays i'm having suicidal thoughts more and more often. -_- i dun wanna be depressed or smthing. argh. i need to do something about it. i need to be more hopeful. jiayou jiale.

feel like dying right now.

i kept thinking, if i died on my bday, is it more memorable? i dun wanna celebrate anything anymore. so what if it is my birthday. it just meant that i was born on this day years ago. nothing more nothing less. it's not MY day. it doesn't mean everything has to go my way.

if i am not here anymore interfering with your life, would you be happier?

methods of death: countless

how should i die to make sure i really died?

i'm officially 19

okay i shall schedule this post to be posted at 12mn on my bday but i hope i would be able to finish typing before 12mn though. :)

well, in this past 19 years of my life, i have fallen in love, fallen out of love, made friends, lost friends, and have been through all kinds of other things which may seem unimaginable to you.

i did retarded things, stupid things, embarrassing things, glory things, proud things, and all kinds of other things which you may or may not have known.

i am glad that i am me, i am lucky enough to have a roof over my head, have a comfy bed to slp in, have people whom i love and loves me surrounding me, and alive and healthy. ^^

though sometimes, i am retarded, impulsive, bad tempered, irritable, i hope you can understand that everyone has their own weaknesses and if i love you and you love me, i hope you will be willing to tolerate all the weaknesses i have. thanks for sticking with me, you know who you are. ^^

just wanna thank a few people who are in my life, and made it so happening and blissful for me to the extent that sometimes i really hope that time stops.


MRTAY (of course -_-):
i'm sorry to have some retarded insecurities sometimes which are not even your fault in the first place. and i would love if you were my first and vice versa, but it is not possible but i am glad that you hope that we will be each other's last and i hope that you know that i think the same way too. :) though we just started but it seems so much more longer than it actually is and i just have so many things to say to you and i dun even know where to start. our second month is like 3days later? and though we cant spend it tgthr i know your heart is here with me so i am happy enough. :) thanks for spending my bday with me and let's spend more and more bdays together okay! :) thanks for always doing all those unexpected stuffs and making me feel so sweet from the bottom of my heart. you are so good at doing this kind of stuffs and acting like you dun care on the surface. hehe. you are the best, forever, but in my eyes only please. HAHA. i love you! ^^ <3 many many!

MY GIRLS:
i love you girls so much and your retardedness always nv fail to cheer me up and i know i can always count on any of you. :) clara ahyi ade hyrah cheryl carol xueli huiwen gwy and mel. :) bitching about all kinds of things hehe. you girls are like the sec sch friends which i haven got. so blissed ah me. :')
just wanna pick out a few like clara ahyi and ade, the three whom i talked to the most amongst the clique. hehe. those that i confide the most in. ^^ i love you girls so much heh heh. even though smtimes we irritate each other but rmb that i love you okay! hehe.

SEBAS:
you idiot i hope you haven forgot my bday and if later i dun receive any bday texts from you for the whole day you shall die so much. >:) okay no i was just kidding i am such a good best friend unlike you you idiot hoho. contact me soon about sam walou no updates i very sian one leh. :( like i'm watching a drama and its next episode refuses to load. HAHAHA. thanks for being with me since like sec 3/4? hehe. my best friend ever since. i love you so much which i guess you know and thanks for always tolerating my retardedness and always think that i am the most gullible idiot you ever known. you always make me feel like i am the most innocent me like a kid and i am just plain me. :) you are the second best sorry my bf is already THE BEST HAHAHA. love you still and let's be best friends forever! ^^ stop bullying me or i will get my bf to bash you up HAHAHA blehh you still dun have gf lehh. :P okay kidding faster buck up lah idiot!

BSFL:
i was really afraid that i would drift from you guys but the sentosa trip made me realised that we are still as close as ever and we still understand each other as much as ever cause we haven changed much and that makes me feel so grateful. :) i love you guys so much and sorry that i dun feel like i belong sometimes which is kind of retarded and thanks for always including me and making me feel like im a part of your big family. :)
special love to guowei and ahbe and yingjie and stella who were always the closest in my heart. please please please rmb that i am always here for you no matter what. even though you might not contact me anymore, but do note that i would love to contact you anytime and that my phone is on 24/7 so i am always here okay. ^^ just 8 numbers away yo! hehe. <3 love you guys so much.




ohh, before i forget, last but not least, happy birthday to my dear cute jonghyun as well. hehehe. <3

past week/few days

HEY YO my study table. hehe. i like it looking like so personalized. ^^

our nametags!! taken on monday when he came to find me wearing his uniform hehe. ^^

all these below are drawn by our ke ai de weifeng! ^^ names as tagged keke.

ate happy meal before going cycling with my girls ytd. keke. this time round this pikachu is a wheelie type. the prev one that i got has a chop and has the stickers but not this one~

cycling was tiring but it felt nice with the cool breeze blowing on our faces and chit chatting along the way. clara din cycle much cause she ate too full and we had to left her there :( retarded girl.

funniest thing which happened was that ahyi leaned against my bike and the stand stick thingy broke. HAHA. time to go on a diet! HAHAHA okay kiddinggg!

went to collect the couple rings tonight after going to school and thanks weifeng dear for accompanying me hehe.

can see the names anot? like quite obv ah. think i will be paiseh. and his looks nicer lahh. since it is thicker. :( i like his better but it is too big for my finger. :(

btw this is the card the society gave me today during the small bday celebration -_-

retarded right! might as well give me the real card tml. :(:( retarded them. but i love them for the cute cupcake hehe. thanks peeperl!

btw if you see my posts with those fat and a little distorted pics it's cause i'm blogging with the new blogger app i dl-ed. hehehe.