THE WHOLE WEEK

WARNING: THIS IS SO GONNA BE A LONG POST

rewind back to saturday~
and since it's the first time i brought my camera out to gai gai, it's picture spam dayyyy!! HURRAYYY!


so we stayed at his bro's room since the desktop was there -_- and watched a movie connecting to the super huge tv WOOHOO!

my camera too zai sia. walou can see all my pimples >:( thanks. EVEN MRTAY'S PIMPLES ALSO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA /evillaugh

the movie ending was not to my liking. >:( cause apparently the girl did not get together with louis koo. CHEH!
and she got tgthr with daniel wu as what mrtay wanted. CHEH! but honestly i dunoe what's the movie title HAHA so sorryyy. if you wanna know what movie, just search one which louis koo and daniel wu are male leads in it okay. ^^

THINGS IN HIS BROTHER'S ROOM:

this was the first thing i noticed when i stepped into the room for the first time.
keke you can look at her panty if you look downwards but yeah sorry i din take from that perverted angle HAHAHAHA.
but as an anime lover (yes i love watching animes though i cut down on it lots now D: ), he has lots of figurines. *-*

say hi to adeline toh :D

part of the whole collection of comics. *-* if only i have the money to buy comics. CHEH!

SUPERSONICCCC!! :')

onomnom.
btw i swear these were huge. like so much bigger than those that i normally eat. *-*

say hi to mr tay yin ji.

but nahhh he is going to ignore me for this:

:( SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! sobs sobs

and so i was so bored that all these photos came up:

WOOHOO INCANS <3

OHH AND DID I SHOW YOU GUYS THIS IS MY NEW IPHONE COVER HEHE sibei chio i love it. just that it's a little difficult to take off ah D:

how do you tell i am bored other than taking super random photos of the things i can find inside my bag? :)

BY THESE:

if you noticed, at the start i think he is reading some guide but in the end he got really involved in dota-ing. D:

if this is not enough, then perhaps this will tell you how bored i REALLY am. D:

tried to disturb him....

but to no avail. D:

and so i got my own entertainment in the end. ^^

lalala okay end of last sat!

he came over on sunday and is like a piggg.

so i made a collage of his moles. okay stop judging. i was merely bored D:

went for facial with dear jiahui on monday!! ^^ (L)

happy us are happy! ^^ shiok facial is shiok!

i met mrtay at night and brought him over to Togi, the korean restaurant that xueli brought us to eat beforeeee~

looking at all these pics make me hungry now. D:

okay moving on, it was overseas internship interview on tuesday~~

kind of screwed mine up but ohh well. :(

went to meet mrtay and his friends after their thrilling experience at USS for dinner. HAHA! and i seem to be meeting him almost everyday this week ehhh.

arvin and shannon perry~ junwen and leonard went off alr~

can see our reflections? O.o

the way they told me about how mrtay react to all those rides esp battlestar galactica was hilarious HAHAHA i was dying while laughing. :'D

and it's thursday thursday~~

aka RMTR proj dayyyy~

but we slacked a little sooooo

hi ngee ann.

was waiting for adeline tohtoh yingying D:

her comp sibei slow. D:

ATTEMPTS OF CAPTURING HER UNGLAM SHOTS

failed terribly yeaaaa. :( but the first pic like quite nice leh. blurry effect. HAHA.

AND ON FRIDAY IT WAS USS DAY WOOTS WOOTS!

i shall just spam pictures yea!

last but not least, i chatted loads with this dear girl:

LOVE YOUUUU <3

okay these photos/gifs sum up my day. ^^

anywayyy din go sing k ytd. postponed it to tml hahahaha.

met mrtay and we went to see my favourite penguins <3

this is a funny and hilarious show and the penguins are sooooo damn cute. :')

i love captain, stinky, loudy, bitey, lovey, and nimrod. the cute six penguins. hehehe.

find out more about them when you go watch the movie yourself! ^^ okay tata~!

i need somewhere with more privacy. :/
sigh i dunoe what i want. ARGH.

Sigh

爱不是你给的不多，是不知道我要什么


Inferiority complex.

Reason why i hate him sometimes 2

ME: ehh you know ronnie dun dare to talk to us cause he think we angmoh pai. but where got! i also will speak in chinese.
MRTAY: yar loh. you so cheena where got angmoh pai.
ME: -_-
MRTAY: anyway you are cheese pie ma.
ME: huh why?
MRTAY: you know the cheese plus the meat pie that kind of pie?
ME: yar i know
MRTAY: you are cheese pie minus the 'se'.
ME: i am chee pie? (please read it aloud to get it) OMG WTH WHY YOU MAKE ME SCOLD VULGARITIES!? >:(
MRTAY: ^^

big fat sucker. thanks.


okay i have been meaning to post properly with my photos but i'm gonna USS tml bitches! OHH YEAHHH!!
okay so i will just post EVERYTHING that happened this week like maybe on sunday? since i will be out singing k on saturday HAHA.
okay bye peepos i really not living life like a year 3 need to go back to reality next week D:

i took lots of photos with my new kamala but no time to update leh D:
need to go do my rmtr report first. T^T hope i can finish by today.
okay bye.

Reason why i hate him sometimes.

While touching my leg,
MRTAY: why your jiao (legs) so hua (smooth)?
ME: REALLY!? ^^
MRTAY: ohh cause you very jiao hua (cunning/sly)!!
ME: >:(


while talking to clara on msn, he sdnly started typing,
MRTAY: (using my identity) do u think i am pretty?
CLARA: who are you? you are not jiale right?
phone ringing, clara calling
ME: hello THAT'S NOT ME
CLARA: yar i was thinking you also dun type 'u' one. you type 'you' ma.
hangs up the phone, back to the comp,
CLARA: yup i think she is pretty
MRTAY: (immediately turns and stares at my face) REALLY MEH!? (proceeds to type 'you dun lie' or smthing in the conver)
CLARA: i think all my friends are pretty. (I LUB YOU <3)


tay yin ji xian sheng you are such a sucker >:(

i need to remember this.

sometimes when i look past all these things that seem so small and trivial in your eyes, i see something else.
i think i haven't been noticing much but you care in this small little way of yours.
it always doesn't matter to you when i have my meals late. but you do care if i actually don't eat anything at all.
you even care about how i always use my phone on my way home and dug out comics for me to read instead.
how i always cough you would pat my back and ask if i am alright.
everytime i cry aft we quarrel for abit and you will ignore me for awhile but wipe my tears away aft that.
i should probably focus more on all these and feel more loved.
i guess i WAS comparing previously, but i din really notice. sorry my dear.
thanks love for everything. <3
will try and remember to treat you better okay! ^^

HAPPYjiale.blogspot.com right?

jiale, you need to think simpler like how you used to.

jiale, you need to be more cheerful and smile more just like you used to.

jiale, you need to laugh out so loud that it embarrasses yourself just like you used to.

jiale, you need to change those happy used-tos into present tense.

Expectations

Is it wrong to expect? Or am i expecting too much?
I dun really feel happy nowadays. Okay i do feel happy smtimes. But yeah only sometimes.
Who understands? I really dunoe. It's not abt having someone there for you, it's more of having someone who understands.
What do i do when my expectations fall short? Can i scream and yell and shout and throw my tantrums?
What do i do when i feel like i can't hold on for much longer?
What do i do when all that you said no longer stay true?
What do i do when all the tears are cooped up and they aren't falling as freely as they want to?
I have no idea how to do things anymore.
Everything i do is wrong. Everything i say is wrong.
In my world, there is no right left. There is only wrongs, mistakes and errors.
I am so sick of this. I am so sick of me.
I dun feel like caring what i will gain in this life. This is enough. I dun wanna experience anything anymore. I just dun have the willpower to carry on anymore.
I am a liar. I am a hypocrite.
People can hardly change my mind. Once it is set and i believe fully what i do, nothing can change my mind.
Stubborn in a crude way and persistant in a nice way.
Any-oh-how, i am a fucked up person.
Btw, the main reason why tears are formed is cause of one word: hurt


Jiale, perhaps you have been too childish. Perhaps it's time for you to grow up.

sigh

'RT ZodiacFacts: One of the most damaging things that can happen to a relationship with an #Aries is if they do not feel special for any reason.'

Been feeling like this lately. :(
I will be independent and strong enough to pull through. I know i will. :)

playing angry birds on chrome

FOREVER STUCK AT THIS LEVEL >:(

two mes.

"RT @ZodiacFacts: As an #Aries,although others find you irresistible, you are struggling with two different personalities and hate to be contradicted."

i DO have two different personalities. D:
and i hate it when i contradict myself. D:
it's like there are many different parts of me. and sometimes, this certain part of me wants to push away another part of me to emerge and become the 'main' me, if you even get what i am trying to say. :/
it's like who i want to be VS who i really am.
NONONO it should be which personality do i really want to cultivate within me.
have no idea whether anyone understands. :/
okay bye.

YAY NEW CAMERAAAAA

YAYY HEHE ^^

hello! what do you want to say?

NEW BABIES

yes as you can see from my post previously, it was so tiring nowadays. D:
though we only had one CT which was today (friday), we have two assignments due next week. one on monday and one on friday. D:
PT ASSIGNMENT ON MONDAY OMG it kills seriously. D:
had to rush the assignment while studying for CT. it was like half of hell. i presume finals will officially be hell. T^T


okayyy anywayyy. today (friday) it was our first and last day of CT!! WOOTS! the only time when we only had one CT! :D though technically we had quizzes and tests for other modules so technically we have more than one CT but who caresss~~

anywayyy, had pizza hut for lunch after CT WOOHOO it's a reward okay mrtay. STOP CALLING ME A RICH GIRL >:(
went to posb bank with clara and got these HEHE i wanted them since forever and WOOHOO FINALLYYYY!! okay maybe it's nothing much to you. -_-

WOOHOO ONLINE SHOPPING HERE I COME :D

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA after 10million years. -_- okay no this feb or earlier. D:

though i have no idea how ibanking really works HAHAHAHA. but the gadget like cool what. ^^

after getting back home and ahtay came to find me, OFF WE GO TO IT FAIR :D

camwhores while trying out the different camera apps~

sorry for my chui and tired face but deal with it. ^^

kekeke walked around IT fair and got my favourite baby. <3

HEHEHE got it with mrtay and peiqin's recommendations. ^^

mum kept saying that the blue one is nicer but somehow i think the black one more sleek leh. D: kind of more classy. suits me. atas okay. HAHAHAHAHA.

okay i love my new camera tml must start using it alr (Y) must use it at least twice a week.

okay next week i will go record some vids when we go sing k okay. i wanna make mrtay throw face WOOTS WOOTS! ^^

four years passed.

so now it's four years between you and me eh? ^^ hehe.
but we know it's somehow longer than that. heh.

it's like as time passes i have more and more things that i love about you. :)
even the little fats you have at your tummy when you sit down. kekeke.
but PLEASE you still skinny can. -_-

time passes zoom zoom and leonard is flying off and i would most probably go off to china so please take care of yourself when your two most impt ppl are not with you okay. please 相亲相爱 with arvin and junwen ah!
be more confident baby and you will be fine. :)
i trust and believe in you so do the same thing to yourself!

even if we still have some arguments here and there i am sorry that i am rather emotionally unstable nowadays cause of the pile of work and yeah you know all those things that i told you heh. but we are understanding each other more and more right! ^^ hehe.
a lot of things weird to write here but you know deep in your heart can alr okay!
and no matter what i always love phone calls with you my dear. (L)(L)

as always, LUBCHU!
Miss lj <3 mr mao mi

current mood: sleepy

I signed in for you just in case some ppl dumb maaaaa, so nice of meeee (L)

YOU GO DIE. :)

hello! what do you want to say?

i am this screwed up person

who listens to everything that everyone says. and i would only believe once.
this means that if i am told the same story twice with different versions, i would usually believe the first version of it.


why did i say i am a screwed up person?
because i hate it that i would restrict myself to others' opinions.

for example, if people tells me that they realised that i don't have a favourite colour, i would go around telling people that i love all colours when they ask me what colour do i like the most. or i would just say rainbows, which basically covers all the colours.
HAHA retarded but i DO have favourite colours. certain colours that i REALLY do like.
specific colours would be based on my mood then. but the colours that usually appeal to me are coral and pastel colours. those that gives you the meadow-y feel. heh.

i have no idea why i let others define me. i should be THE ONE defining myself.


i am easily affected by the 'facts' i see around me.
for example i read this quote which says 'infatuation lasts for only 4 months, so if you love someone beyond that period, you are truly in love.' and this is something i have always believed, despite not checking or researching on it. dumb eh?
there is another quote that says something along the line as 'hormones released in your body would only allow you to 'love' someone as long as 3 years, so if you love someone beyond that period, you really love him/her.'
however, why do we let these quotes decide whether we love someone or not? let yourself decide that. you yourself should know, right?

i don't deny that sometimes i have doubts, even about my own relationship.
i cannot be sure that you are the one. how do i be sure?
i read all those 'love stories' about people online and they always can feel that who is 'the one' and who is their 'destiny' but honestly if so, i think i already had a million 'the one' -_-
so basically i dun dare to think/feel anymore. just gonna leave it alone.
all i know is that i really like it now and i wanna remain status quo for as long as possible.


i hope that i am not deceiving myself. there is just so many things which i can't say for certain anymore.
i don't wanna waver. i just wanna remain.
when it boils down to the end, i still wanna go back to you.
please let me know that all will be well and i would still have everyone to laugh with.

Btw that (L)(L) was from me you b*tch (just in case fs flagged this as inappropriate xb) and just now that one was me too, typing from my bb yo

but these two got your name leh. PREVIOUSLY NO YOU SO I DUNOE MA D: YOU BITCH HMPHHHH.

hello! what do you want to say?

NO WONDER HE LOOKED SO FAMILIARRRRR XD that cute guy!!!!!

YESSSSS HE SUPER CUTE HAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

plop plop plop.

plopping myself here typing these words i feel kind of happy. :)

i missed my blog. <3

everyday my life is boring.

if i am not in school, i am at home.

if i am not doing project, i am doing assignments or tutorials. :/

luckily i have my most adorable friends with me. hehe.

we went out on thursday after school to town! weeeeeeeeee~

why did we go there!? for our assignments BOOOOOOO!!

headed to DFS for our RMTR mystery shopper assignment where i paired with ahyi. ^^

had to keep browsing the items and acting like we were shoppers. should have worn prettier clothes and perhaps the people wouldn't look down on us so much like we couldn't afford their stuffs. D:

OKAY FINE WE CAN'T AFFORD I ADMIT :( EVERYTHING BRANDED LIKE CRAZYY.

walked around and of course saw so many gorgeous items which are so expensive i wanna cry.

this pen holder from mont blanc costs $120!?!?!? why i wanna buy a pen holder which costs so much more than my lousy $1.90 pen bought from popular!? D:

okay i am not a rich person. can't comprehend.

saw gorgeous bags and i told myself not to check the price. CHEH make myself heart pain nia.

OHH and i saw this REEEEAAAAALLLLLYYYYY chio watch with ahyi and i was even thinking of buying for mr tay and we wanted to pretend to 'buy' it to check the staff's attitude who has been ignoring us when i sdnly saw the price tag.

GUESS HOW MUCH WAS IT!?

$1029 OMG FML WHY WATCH YOU SO EXPENSIVE!? i think you more expensive than me D:

okay anywayyyy, after our mystery shopping experience which sadly ended with me having leg cramps D: we met xueli YAYYY and went to wendy's for dinner kekeke. enjoyed ourselves lots. ^^

we had a out-of-the-norm thing on friday.

had a super long break from 1 to 5pm cause of local internship briefing. and guess what did we do during the break!?

WE DID NOT DO ANY WORK YAYYYY!

we all napped on the table HAHA. or used the comp. and watched PCK the movie HAHA.

finally yooooo! :D:D

survey at night again D: tonight as well. D: sigh i hate doing surveys.

yesterday was a freeeeeeeeee day for me HAHA. out with mrtay to watch xmen: first of the class WOOHOOO!

the cute guy is super cuteee. I GOOGLED/WIKI-ED HIM HE IS LUCAS TILL HEHE WHO ACTS AS HAVOK AKA ALEXANDER SUMMERS IN THE MOVIEEEE!! ^^

AND OHH TAYYINJI I KNOW WHY HE LOOKS SO FAMILIAR ALRRR!

he is in taylor swift's you belong with me mv!!! unless you saw him from elsewhere HAHA.

walked around after the movies and bought a new sandals cause my current one was spoiling hehe happy me is happy~

went for yongsheng's bday celebration where we ate, talked, laughed, sang song~

^^ nua-ed there till it's time for home and mrtay sent me home which is something he hasn't done for a loooooooooonnnggg time. D: okay most of the time he just stays over so yeahhh HAHA.

gonna sleep soon and wake up early tml morning to do serious work. NO MORE SLACKING ME! >:(

I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUU D:

O.O who are you? adeline toh? formspring flagged this as inappropriate HAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

arguing over the tiniest bit of things.

that's us.
the most childish things ever. HAHA.
but sometimes i do like it when the both of us are being childish. ^^

i am sorry that i am so irritable nowadays. and i snap at the tiniest bit of stuffs.
sorry for all the wrong expressions, wrong tones of voice, wrong choice of words.
i will try and improve on expressing myself okay.
work has been so overwhelming that i can barely catch my breath.
don't say that you will leave me alone to do my work though it's for my good.
it's only with you then can i rest and forget about the mountains of work i have.
and i really desperately need some rest.

i know you are a person who cares but don't like to show it/show it in your way.
can you sometimes show it in my way? in other words be a little more obvious? HAHAHA.
maybe you will think that you are obvious enough. but your me is really slow okay. :( and you know how bad i am at observing. hahahaha.

i am really happy that you actually held my hand ytd in front of your friends. like i am finally acknowledged? as compared to the you who would rather die than touch me previously. HAHA. sorry for being so not confident but yeah thats how i felt.
and bb, be more confident okay. :) i will be here to back you up no matter what.
show a little bit more concern to your friends. i know how much you care and love them but they dunoe okay.


a little something about our horoscope though you might think it's silly but i think it's kind of true:
"@ZodiacFacts: To keep an Aries and Aquarius love match strong, the Aquarius partner may need to share a little more emotion with an Aries."
please share more emotions with me. HAHA thanks.


i am sorry that some values might clash with yours and you will think that they are ridiculous. but just ignore and take it in your stride, is that okay?


sorry if i'm asking too much. but things can only improve alright? :)
i love you. (L)

not me either! lolol -clara

okay then is adeline. WHY SO CONFUSING!? D:

hello! what do you want to say?

EH WALAU YGD LA. ITS ME. I SIGNED IN LEH ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

you signed in!? WHO!? ADELINE!? i never guess you cause i see anonymous. SERIOUS

hello! what do you want to say?

dear blog,

i miss you. i shall be back soon kay. wait for me patiently. <3

your dearest owner.

not me please. i don't type like this! HAHAHA

this must be ahyi. i also guess that one is clara HAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

(L)(L)! :D

HEHE who are you? but you must be either clara or ahyi hehe (L)(L)

hello! what do you want to say?

totally in the moodless and stressed state

you wouldn't want to offend me right now.

/mentally slapping 'people' nonstop

PISSED ME IS PISSEDDDD. D:

i love my yinji and clara and ahyi and ade. :')
ohh and sometimes sebas too though he is SOOOOO busy with his gf now and has no time for his bestf. :(
hoes over 'bros' i seeeeee. but it's okay i am too good a friend. ^^

sorry for picking out specific people but they are the ones listening to my rantings and nonsense and problems almost all day long. HAHAHA.

you guys rock ttm.
i think if i dun have you all in this sem. i would probably have flipped over and grabbed a chopper and chopped everyone i see.

i lub you five hehehe. <3

okay the rest, i never forgot about you guys. <3 i still love kay. hehe.


BACK TO WORK TIME -_- YET AGAIN -_-