Bold what you have done

saw this on linfeng's blog so thought i would just do it just before i go to bed heh.

• graduated high school.
• smoked a cigarette.
• kissed someone.
• gotten so drunk you passed out.
• ridden every ride at an amusement park.
• collected something really stupid.
• gone fishing
• watched four movies in one night.
• gone long periods of time without sleep.
• lied to someone.
• failed a class.
• been in a car accident.
• been in a tornado.
• done hard drugs.
• watched someone die. 
• been to a funeral.
• burned yourself 
• run a marathon.
• cried yourself to sleep.
• spent over $200 in one day.
• flown on a plane.
• written a 5 page letter.
• gone skiing.
• been sailing.
• had a best friend.
• lost someone you loved.
• been to jail.
• dangerously close to being in jail.
• had detention.
• skipped school.
• got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
• stolen books from the library.
• gone to a different country.
• dropped out of school.
• been in a mental hospital.
• watched the “harry potter” movies.
• had an online diary.
• fired a gun.
• gambled in a casino.
• had a yard sale.
• had a lemonade stand
• actually made money at the lemonade stand
• been in a school play.
• taken a lie detector test
• swam with dolphins.
• gone to sea world.
• voted for someone on a reality tv show
• written poetry.
• read more than 20 books a year
• gone to Europe
• used a coloring book over age 12.
• had surgery.
• had stitches
• taken a taxi.
• seen the Washington monument.
• had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
• overdosed.
• had a drug or an alcohol problem.
• been in a fist fight.
• suffered any form of abuse.
• had a hamster.
• pet a wild animal.
• used a credit card.
• gone surfing in California.
• done “spirit day” at school.
• dyed your hair.
• gotten a tattoo.
• had something pierced.
• gotten straight a’s.
• been on the honor roll.
• known someone with hiv or aids.
• taken pictures with a webcam.
• started a fire
• gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone.

okay time for bed. BYE!

i miss jiejie

so so so much.


need to visit her soon. probably on wed when i am free. :)
hope i wun tear like the prev time; though i already feel like tearing now.
planning what topics to talk to her about so that there wun be any empty holes in between my talks and she wun feel empty.
trying to think of ans to the qns she will ask if she can talk as well so that she wun feel so frustrated about being unable to talk.
mrtay will maybe visit her with me on sat? ^^
jiejie i love youuuu!! (L)

picture spam.

the day when we ate at marche eating!! :):)

clara, cheryl and my shopping bags keke.

my shopping for the day. keke. sinful and guilty but i'm a happy girl!

SEE MAH GORGEOUS HEELS. :') feel like wearing it out with mrtay this sat. hehe.

dining at ambush with mrtay on friday night~ ^^

so prettayeee~

studious kid HAHAHAHA.

the soup of the day; mushroom soup~ i lub mushroom soups. <3

sparkling pink grapefruit juice~

happy boy yo!

ohhh i like the luncheon meat under the sausage. i also like the sausage.

ONOMNOMNOMNOM.

the cod fillet pasta ahyi and jy4 intro-ed!!!

and the salmon roe with scallops cream pasta which i absolutely love. <3

worked for a full week 7 days last week with these two girls~ <3

dearest janice and jiahui. (L) ^^

on the last day of work!!
went to andersen's to spoil ourselves for abit with icecreams~ hehe. start to feel a little empty not working with them anymore but we have twitter hehe.



this is my happy life.
i feel so contented and satisfied right now that i really wish time can stop.
i love all the people around me. all these sweetie pies. (L)
i love them so so so so so much. hehe. you guys warm my heart even just by visiting me at work or msging me heh.

and to this certain someone who is obv mrtay, i DO appreciate every little thing you do regardless of me showing it or not okay. :) don't think that i am so blind as to not seeing your efforts.
thanks for putting in all the hard work and being so generous and taking such good care of me and being so thoughtful and not minding all those unequalities in between us. :') i am super touched by you.
anyway study okay! it will pay off! :):) heh heh.

Do you tend to be shy or an attention seeker?

i think i am kind of an attention seeker to be honest? heh.

hello! what do you want to say?

yaya! I went to the take one loh, they renovated the one at taka, then changed the whole menuuu :( their pasta was a little more ex than pasta mania's but 10times nicer omggggg~ i got intro there by serena i think hahaa, it was damn long ago.. 2009? hahah

O.O wahh so long ago!! now there not nice anymore? is JP one the same? but last fri i went also no customization. but nvm it's still nice now!! heh heh! i lub their salmon roe with scallops!! *-*

hello! what do you want to say?

FROGS

so i guess i am the fattest frog on earth with a dick and you are the frog in the well with a maomi. :)
why maomi you may ask? mao mi = 猫咪 = cat = kitty = feline = ?? (guess! i was just trying to be civilised after he said that i was the fattest frog okay.)



you asked me to update and i did okay~ ^^

proper post again another time? i miss blogging so much. but i need to wake up at like 9am tml morning. :(
goodnight everyone. <3

What country's cuisine is your favorite?

hmm mm mm mm mm i like korean and japanese and thai (?) cuisines keke

hello! what do you want to say?

Ambush is niceeeee! but they changed their menu T_T before that it was so yummy and everything was customizable D:

O.O reallyyy?? but it is still SUPERRRR NICEEEE!! will update my blog with pictures soon HAHAHA. ahyi say the taka outlet nicer though hahahahaha

hello! what do you want to say?

work so far.

well work so far so good i suppose. though today i really felt like crying by all those rejections of all the people after asking them to do my surveys. i think i ask 20people and 1 will do for me. :( hate rejections. need to think more positively!!

tiring legs seem to be getting use to it. :) thats good i suppose.


anyway thank you to dear ahyi who came down last wed just to accompany me during my break hehe and even bought my food for me so i dun have to waste any time of my half an hour break to queue for food and waited for me till my work ended. ^^ love the chats we had thereafter. <3

and my lovely carol who came down almost everyday just to give me a hug and chitchats here and there. :):) love you my girl! and tml she is coming down to spend my lunch break with me TEEHEE.

and also dear ade and cheryl who came down ytd though the purpose was to get clothes from me but hehe good to see you two dearies. (L)

all four above helped me to do the surveys which i got rejected by 2930812093712 people. keke.

last but not least, thank you mrtay for surprising me on wed by turning up expectedly i was super touched okay stop complaining. :( and hehe coming to fetch me on fri after work to send me homeeee~ and eating breakfast with me this morning and sending me to work. love youuu! ^^

and while i got rejected by SOOOO many people, i helped my mum and mrtay to 'fill' in the surveys for me HAHAHAHA. okay dun care lalala~

bought the $28 facial package with janice and jiahui today omg so rash and impulsive but argh just once okay. i wun do it again. just wanna try how does a real facial feels like hehe.



okay i probably should slp soon but something bugs me somehow. i think it is my life.
i currently have no inkling what i wanna do with my life.
as in, i know what job i wanna take up in the future, but i don't exactly know which path i should take to lead me to my dream job. :/

kept thinking about internship. should i go for overseas internship? can i survive there? will i grow to be stronger? part of me wants local internship though. :/ but it is 'common sense' that overseas internship will be a better experience.

got a feeling i would break down quite often if i go for overseas internship HAHA. will miss everything back in singapore. :/

i think i need a sign, some kind of direction sign. okay not quite possible. it's my life. i need and should make my own choices.

lee jia le. get a grip would you? think properly. what do you want in life? what is really bothering you? what are you worrying about? the future is so unexpected. :/

nowadays kept thinking more often about how everyone would feel if i sdnly died. would you open a champagne? or would you cry and wish that you had spent more time with me? would you wish that you had not said some words that you did? would you wish that you had said something that you wanted to but din?

if i really died (CHOYYY!) unexpectedly one day, i would hope everyone to move on as soon as possible, and stay happy for me. my name jia le means happy eventually. :) though secretly i do hope that you keep a place in your heart for me and that you will never forget me but it is not fair for me to hope so since i would be 'dead' and you are still living.

give all my money (though not much) to my parents cause they really spent a bomb on me to raise me till now. i hope everyone would rmb me as the very cheerful girl who brought rainbows to their lives okay. :) i love you.

okay quit being emo i'm getting carried away and tears are swelling in my eyes how dumb. -_- i must be affected by the sad spirited away song lee jia min is playing right now.

missed watching spirited away. it is a GREAT movieee! i wanna watch howl's moving castle too. okay soon i suppose. i should prepare for bed now. :) goodnight everyone.

Are you better at using your brain or your brawn?

Hahahahaha i am not good at either but better at using my brain! :):) hopefully..

hello! what do you want to say?

What charity have you most recently volunteered or donated to?

Ermmmmm. I dunoe? For flag day i suppose. But gonna donate to redcross with ahyi's name soon! ^^

hello! what do you want to say?

Having a break now

Resting my poor feet from work now hehe. Just had a green apple yogurt with granola from yami kekeke. Granola reminds me of tanjunhao and his blueberry morning cereals. I miss eating that super nice cerealll! You all should try it too! Hehe.

I'm currently so bored with nothing to do. Dun wanna buy anything to eat cause it just signifies spending money and growing fat. Though i DO feel like eating shilin and tori q. T.T

Anyway mrtay coming to fetch me tonight aft work weeeeee. And we are going to 'ambush' for dinner which is introduced by ahyi! Hope we dun change our minds later hahahahaha. Pastaaaaaa!! Here i comeeee!!




Recently two of my friends broke up their two years plus r/s and i got to know this only through fb.

Am i a really useless friend? I'm worried but i dunoe wad to do or say. They might not need my concern since they have so many other friends and sort of dun nd me. But somehow i still wanna be there for them. To let them know that leejiale is still there for you even we drifted apart. :/

I went to see their photos and i can't understand. They looked so happy in the photos. What happened? How do they let go of that two years plus worth of memories and feelings? It takes time i suppose. Lots of time.

I used to think that they will eventually get married. Honest. :/

Maybe in the future, one day, certain couples who broke up will get back tgthr. But you need to have some time apart. At the very least, a few mths. Let each other grow without the other party. It will be a test for your r/s or even a test for your life. To see how well you cope, and you may eventually grow and learn and realise what's best for you and how much you still love him/her and when in the future, if the both of you still like each other and get back tgthr, all I can say is that it might be an incredible fate and such bonds and attraction you have for each other might just be unbreakable. :)

Okay all these random rantings are for these certain and specific friends who are currently going through heartbreaks. Cause i have quite a few now. I have no idea whether you will read this anot but i dunoe how else to tell you and to me, this is the only way. Sorry for being a useless friend. Please rmb that i love you. (L)



Okay i shall blog again some other day with pictures yo! Weehee! ^^

If you could own any kind of pet, what would it be?

hmmmm i wanna own a dragon. WAHAHAHAHAHA. or an unicorn would be nice. like agnes'. and it must be SO FLUFFY THAT I'M GONNA DIEEEEEE.

hello! what do you want to say?

Sometimes your 'jokes' really drive me crazy.

Relationships

suddenly, i have no idea why, people around me are sharing their relationships issues with me nowadays. so i thought that i would just post some of my views? heh.



most of the things in relationships actually take two hands to clap.
when one party takes, the other has to give in.

when a hurt is caused, you might have to bear the consequences or after effects longer than you expected to, which might take days, months or even years to heal.
even if eventually the relationship is over, the resulted trauma might remain longer than you thought.
but believe me, time will bland everything and it will be smoother in the future.
everything happens for a reason, even getting hurt. :) it's just that you will realise the reasons for the various incidents much later in your life.

different people has different points of view.
what you think is right, might not be the same for your partner.
these are just a cause of different perspectives.
for example, you might think that it is normal for a couple to meet every single day, but your partner might prefer meeting once a week as to him/her, absence makes the heart fonder.

give and take is crucial as mentioned.
realise when you are taking or giving too much, cause the overall giving/taking by each party should be generally equal.
excessiveness or insufficiency of either aspect is going to be detrimental.

generally girls and guys are different, regardless of physically or mentally or emotionally.
don't expect him/her to read your mind and do what you expect him/her to do without saying anything. it is virtually impossible. unless you really think he/she is edward cullen from twilight. -_-

when quarreling, remember that guys would try and avoid the problems as much as possible and girls would try and solve the problems as fast as possible, and this is where problems arise.
to guys, it's best to forget about the itsy bitsy parts and small details don't matter. but to girls, small things matter the most and every problem must be solved before moving on.
thus, girls refuse to let go until it is 'solved' in their opinions and guys would then feel that girls are unreasonable and pick on them all the time.
and this is usually the main cause for all the endless arguments.

all these boil down to mutual understanding and acceptance for each other's shortcomings and differences.

everyone says to treasure and that they do treasure, regardless relationships or friendships or kinships. but i doubt they really know the method of treasuring.
just love more and expect less.
don't hold onto the mindset of 'if you don't make the effort to talk to me, i won't make the effort to talk to you either' cause it is rather ridiculous. cause you yourself are not making the effort to make this last so don't expect the other party to do so.
i understand that this might be hard to achieve cause i am also trying my best to initiate convers though i really don't like it cause it makes me appear to be needy or irritating or wadever.
but this is life. we just have to continue learning as we go on. knowledge is neverending. :)



okay just some opinions of mine. you may agree or disagree or may even be lazy to read them so wadever i don't care cause i won't know if you are judging and if you do judge you are not worthy of the lovable me keke. :P
time for bed goodnight! blog properly again some other time. ^^

Have you cried during a movie?

i think i cry at almost every movie HAHAHA there's always this touching/sad part maaaaa. heh heh.

hello! what do you want to say?

Who deserves to have a sandwich named after them?

Erm four leaves?? Hahahaha i lublub their sandwiches <3

hello! what do you want to say?

WHY ARE WE THINGS? D:

O.o when did i say things? Or is it beings? Hahahahaha. Which part??

hello! what do you want to say?

while waiting,

/EDITED
leejiamin is still bathing so i cant bathe yet so here i am. blogging with our desktop which is on. hahaha. but my fingernails making it hard to type but wadever.....




okayy so anyway, on SUNDAY clara and me went to orchard wisma and we had lunch there and was joined by ade and shopped awhile before cheryl joined us.and the WHOLE PURPOSE of the shopping was to buy my makeups which i need for work the next day.

WOOOOO! first time owning some makeups yoooo! and ade was the beauty guru for the day keke. with cheryl being the assistant HAHAHA. okay though clara and cheryl played around most of the times.

shopped from ion to wisma to taka. hahahaha. in the end we went to cine's editor's market and we bought things at a slashed price of 9 pieces cause we managed to share with the other shoppers. WOOHOO cheaper prices for the winnn!!

and in the end i actually got a pair of REALLY PRETTY heels at the price of 27 whose original price was 39. oh yeah oh yeah!

ade left and dinner was at marche where we were joined by huiwen carol and gwy. kekeke. had a sumptuous and happy dinner weeeeeeeeee~




on MONDAY which was also YESTERDAY where it was the first day of work!!

met jiahui outside jp and went to find the place where the road show we were working at was supposed to be held. argh we almost got lost but eventually we found the place hehe.

worked like crazy and the time passed so slowly i thought time stopped. it was almost almost unbearable.

halfway through the day, two familiar faces drifted into my view and guess who!? it was my dear two lau laus cheryl and gwyyyyy!! hehehehehehe. they came esp to visit me at work! kekeke. (L)(L)!!
with them behind me chatting with me as i give out the flyers made my day~ hehehe. they left soon and as i worked somemore, carol came HEHE. feel sooooooo loved. (L) kekeke.

had lunch break at like 5pm!?!? super late. :( was hungry like crazy. ate at mos burger cause it was just nearby and i had only half an hour break.
waited for like 20mins for my burger!?!?!? and it turned out that they din send my order to the kitchen. :(:(
had to rush through my meal. /sobs sobs

when work ended, i almost jumped with joy. okay i did hop a little HAHA but it was really exhilarating. you are not me you wun understand the joy when an unbearable work like mine ends though it's only the first day. :(




TODAY was much better as time passed faster than yesterday.

and i simply hate/detest/loathe people who treated me like i'm invisible or even rolled their eyes at me even though i smiled brightly at them and said hi ever so friendly. >:(

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY JAW, LEGS AND BACK HURT FROM SMILING AND STANDING AND WALKING AROUND!? >:(

okay people would ask me not to smile so much but i found out that if you smile brightly, they would be more likely to accept your flyers cause they paiseh to reject after looking at your big wide smile. oh yeah oh yeah!

and carol came to visit me at work again. HEHE (L)!! will be looking forward to her hugs everyday as my work goes on from tml onwards~ heh heh.

okay i forgot to include my dinner with my pri sch peeps heh heh my poor memory. :(
Anyway met shaun, myrna and jervis at sakae at northpoint and had dinner and accompanied jervis to wait for his client/friend at yishun mrt stn before heading home.

Times with them forever fun. I'm a happy girl!! ^^

Okay edit with photos another day byyeee peeps!!

Going to bed soon

I really really really wanna blog properly about ytd and today but i feel far too tired from today's work that i'm going to slp soon. Which is like now. HAHAHAHA.

Btw i love my girls and bf forever. They are the best beings on earth hehe. (L)!!

/EDITED
On my way to jiejie's hospital now hahaha but just thought of smthing mrtay told me ytd so thought i would just share it here. :)

Last night he sdnly asked me if i think his voice is deep and told me this which he read on the net here. He just gave me the link hahaha.
A guy with a voice of lower pitch tends to attract more girls.
Vice versa, a girl with a voice of higher pitch tends to attract more guys.

Other than attractiveness, apparently, this is also linked to the possibility of you cheating on your partner.
Since you are more attractive, you would then be more likely to cheat on your partner.

Hmmm mmm. So is your voice high or low for your gender? Hahahahaha.





Anyway, dad is amused by the fact that i managed to 'trick' my way through to change my phone which is spoilt by soaking it in water hahahaha my cute dad.
And i din exactly trick my way through kayyy. They willingly exchanged my phone for me hehe.

happy everyday

/EDITED
kept slacking on the second and third day of work which is thursday and friday at adeline's mental hospital ward HAHAHA.

and we are faking survey forms faster than you can blink HAHA.
photos from work.

one of the lunch breaks at ade's mental ward.

our survey form HAHA.

random doodles masterpiece by hyrah!!

on thursday after work,

in the end ahxiang din go with us to changi airport for the $1 burger at burger king. isabel wanted to join us but her mum already cooked dinner at home.

before work ended we kope lots of food from james fiona and joey and went to ade's ward to PARTAYEEE!!

went to the airport to meet clara and ahyi who was super late hahahaha.

but there were no more $1 burger at airport anymore when we reached. :( sold out alr. so we just randomly bought food and played monopoly deal until it was time for home. hehe.

on friday (ytd) after work,

shuttle bus with hyrah and ade to orchard and i took another bus to bugis to meet mrtayyy~

went to eat steamboat together keke. I LOVE THE MEATBALLS AND WANTONS HEHE.

he made me take this unglam :(

so in turn i made him take this. :):) REVENGEEE!

onomnom my old man with squiggly hair kekeke.

went to vivo wanting to go powerhouse since it was free entry for students and mrtay brought his np ezlink card along to use HAHA but in the end the door person requested us to produce our IC which mrtay dun have. (in case you dunoe, NS men have to exchange their IC for this NS ID throughout their serving period.) 

so in the end we din club and headed home after. HAHA. though he felt super guilty and dun mind paying the entrance fees so that i can go in to take a look, i dun think it's very nice to tell the door person that you lied to him about being a student HAHAHA so it's okayyy.

we shall go on my birthday kay! :)

while waiting for the last bus home, mrtay hinted me that there is a present for me HAHA. which he eventually gave it to me on the bus. ^^ pwetty necklaceee. hehe.
passed him his present when we reached my home heh heh.

bought these before we went to the bus stop. our 'couple cups' HAHA.

my present: a pwetty necklace. hehe. din take a photo of the necklace though. heh.

wad i gave him. HAHA cause he needs an army phone ma.

actually the both of us just needed an excuse occasion for present giving cause we wanted to gift each other for some time alr. hehe.

supposedly today i was going out with clara to buy my makeups for my job next week. heh heh but i was too tired and my whole body was aching. :( sorry claraaa.

nua-ed the whole day and slept half of the day off HAHA.

sent mrtay off afterwards and here i am blogging.

going to buy makeups with my girls tml hehehe. ^^

off to see jiejie at the hospital~ bye peeperl! :)

If you could master one talent of your choice instantly, what would you choose?

hmmmmmmm. PR skills. HAHAHAHA is that a talent?? hmmmm okay mrtay says no. hmmmmmm. musical talent HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

One Month Appreciation Post.

HAHAHAHA ehh mister, you've got an appreciation post okay. i'm so envious and jealous of you. >:(
HEHE just kidding. (L) ^^

by the way, it might get mushy cause it is only meant for this certain someone so if you think you cant take it you probably shouldnt continue reading and skip to the next post or some other blogs. hahaha!


okayy so, i got a boyfriend who:

• calls me a bitch most of the time -_- ,
• hopes that i starve myself by asking me to sleep everytime i feel hungry,
• loves to say words which he don't mean (口是心非) more than girls,
• simply loves to see me being tortured,
• says that i am ugly with lots of pimples almost everyday without fail,
• calls me short and fat,
• takes squeezing my fats as one of his favourite hobbies,
• irritates me so much that i feel like killing him sometimes,
• LOVES to put me down more than anyone else,
• threatens to throw me into the Singapore River ALL THE TIME (though i know how to swim ^^ and YOU don't),
• claims that he hopes that i will die asap so that he can find new girls,
• IS SIMPLY, SERIOUSLY, REALLY AN ASSHOLE. :)

but secretly, he:

• worries about my health, moods and studies,
• sends me sweet texts occasionally to cheer me on while i am studying,
• does unexpected things which surprises me and brightens up my day,
• says that i AM cute sometimes (i did catch 'so cute' coming out of your mouth MANY times okay),
• acts cute to me and ONLY ME (or i prefer to think it this way~),
• pokes my cheeks and pats my head to remind me that i am loved when we are having awkward silences after quarrels or when he found out that i was feeling unhappy or just on random occasions,
• is always tolerant towards my constant attempts of irritating him and retarded insecurities,
• grabs my hands to comfort me when i'm shivering and squirming with fear,
• misses me and thinks of me super frequently (hehe ^^),
• always treats me all kinds of things and wants me to save my money,
• remembers the small trivial things that i told him,
• shows me different perpectives of life and gives me advices,
• makes me want to be a better person,
• and lastly, he don't always show that he cares/minds but i know deep down he does. :)

i give you the WORST and BEST boyfriend award okay. HAHAHA. ^^

feels like we are tgthr so much longer than one month. more like one year HAHA but there are still much that we need to understand about each other. :)

let's grow up together! WOOHOO! ♡

stick with me no matter how imperfect i am or will become okayyy!! if you don't YOU DIE. :) and i will stick with you toooo. like a superglue. HOHO.

just wanna let you know this so that you wun feel so stressed,
it's not that i think of you as a really perfect person. when i call you cute, praise you or wadever, it's cause i am just focusing on your good side.
i know that you are not perfect. no one is. i know your weaknesses but because i love you, i accept your weaknesses. not that i can't see them, but i am willing to tolerate. :) just like how you tolerate mine.
i'm not THAT blinded as to think that you are all perfect with only strengths HAHAHA. but as long as the both of us are willing to work tgthr, we will be fine. :)
though there are some quarrels here and there, they are always resolved and that's what i am grateful for. and without some arguments, wouldn't it be a boring life? hehe. and because i love you that's why you are the best so don't take it for granted HAHAHA.
i do know sometimes you are jealous no matter how much you try and deny it HEHE.
i like the way we work. i mean the way we behave? as in the way we treat each other? i'm bad with words, hope you will get what i'm trying to say. i like the way we are now. like we are 老夫老妻 and just really very close. ^^
you being you and irritating me is what i like HAHAHA. i just want you to be you. :)
really grateful that you are here and i know i can always count on you. though you always say mean things to me and though sometimes i actually believe these lies you tell me -_- , i know you are just kidding. ^^ but please remind me that you are only kidding kay. :):)
when i see you smile, i smile instantly, so remain smiling and happy forever. :)
lastly, i can't not upload a picture of us. ^^

you are the basket to my biatch. ^^

ps: look at the time of this post below WAHAHAHAHA i am a genius.
pps: i did this ages ago before the date above and now i can't wait to post it but i have to bear with it and waittttt. :(

tiring but meaningful day :)

i'm so tired and i can't think properly so i'm most probably blogging a random post now hahahahaha.
will probably be back on sat.
wait for my scheduled post later okayyy!! ^^


tml is such a long day for me. hope i don't die. and it's quite an important day toooo! ^^
need to wait for my phone to charge and i probably should pack my bag.

okay bye for now!

If you could teleport to any place right now, where would you go?

i would go where you are right now. :):) yes youuuuuu!!

hello! what do you want to say?

Slacking while working

Hello i am working now hehehe.
Slacking like siao but argh i'm far too boreddd. :/:/


Totally looking forward to the end of the day at 6pm and the working gang (me hyrah ade gwy and ahxiang) will be meeting clara and ahyi to eat the $1 burger king burger yayyyyyy. ^^


Ahxiang says i talk like a kid in my blog. Youuu suckkk. :(



Looking forward to tml toooo! Hehe.
Gonna have a scheduled post which was scheduled since looooooonng ago. Hohoho. Slowly wait ah! ^^

the path of life

mum sdnly asked me if i would want to study at SIM if she lets me. :/
should i?

to be honest, i have no idea. i was all in in continue working in my intern company after graduation but i don't really have a path in mind. i know what i want to be, but i have no idea how to achieve that. :/



should i study in SIM and get a degree?

sometimes i'm really tired of studying and depending on others for monetary needs though. i want to work and provide for me and my family. but is this realistic? :/

there are still some time to ponder and i shall make full use of these time.



where should i go next?

Where's the most embarrassing place your cell phone has ever gone off?

in class i suppose. O.O where else can there be? O.O

hello! what do you want to say?

first day of work

okay i feel super tired now like my bones are breaking apart. :(

and when i bathed just now, my arms ached so much that i don't even feel like lifting them to wash myself properly. :(

anyway, yours truly is currently working as a visitor experience surveyor for THREE days. :) starting from today!

nobody wanna do surveys. :( seriously. even angmohs. :/ and MOSTLY angmohs. but still, there are some kind souls who are willing to do my survey for me hehehe.

walked around the whole place with hyrah and hid out at the toilets to 'fake' surveys though i didn't really dare to fake and weird people kept staring at me i dunoe if it is cause of the way i walk (i walk like a crippled person cause my both my feet hurt so much T.T) or cause of the way i dressed (i look like an ITE student).

eventually met ahxiang and the three of us just sat somewhere and i read my 'Angels and Demons' and ahxiang said im a weird person who reads. -_- and says that noone in this era reads anymore. WHAT BULLSHIT!! >:( hahahahahaha but it is funny when you hear the way he said it HAHA.

time passed so slowly for us today that we almost died. wonder how are we going to survive tml. :(

i shall look forward to lunch break and then the $1 burger king dinner that i'm having with my poly dearies. hehe ^^

after work hyrah and ade accompanied me to take shuttle bus to orchard and then to paragon to check and they change my phone so now WOOHOO i got a new phone. ^^

okay not technically new new cause it's most probably belonged to some other people but STILL it has no scratches as far as i can see hehehe.

thanks to them both for accompanying me cause none of us had our dinner yet and hyrah was already having gastric. T.T sorry sorry. and thank you SOOOOO MUCHHH!

a retarded conver between me and mum one day.

MUM: why did you put yinji as 'ASSHOLE' (she pronounced it as some girl's name which i forgot HAHA) in your phone? so 难听. you see i call papa 'lor' (this word means 'handsome' in thai -_-) so much nicer.

ME: but he is mean to me and he wanted me to call him asshole himself. :(
MUM: -_- -_-

the call ended as the song did

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAYYYY!!
and i feel super accomplished i dunoe why hehe.




this morning i was planning to take my phone to paragon m1 shop for a check up after my job briefing but dad told me otherwise and mum offered to bring my phone down to the singtel shop downstairs to check hehe.
in the end handed my mum my phone and off i went for my job briefing~~


felt so handicapped without my phone. :( i wasn't wearing any watch and had to keep looking at the electronic board on the train to check the time. T.T life without a phone..
moreover, i was running late and couldn't contact anyone hahahaha. panicky panic.

eventually lucky me reached not long after they started briefing though i got a little lost at first HAHA.
had the briefing and toured around the place.

hehe made a new friend! isabel! :):)
a pretty girl who is younger by a year. T.T the youth i crave for HAHAHA. but she said i was still young cause i'm only older by a year hehe. i must have seemed like a talkative person to her. :(
walked around with her to tour the halls cause it's her first time to expo heh heh so cute.


went to changi to take bus home and found out that mum told the singtel people the wrong problems when she went to check my phone. :(
sadly plugged in my phone to my laptop and left it there and SUDDENLY my phone detected my sim card and started working. O.O!!!

heart pumping fast and furious OMG OMG and woohoo my phone can be used again. ^^
though a little problem still lies where my phone kept showing the 'temperature is too high' msg and refuse to let me use it. HAHAHA.
hope this problem would improve by friday or i would need to go down to paragon to check it out yoo!


used my comp for awhile to watch ahzhong's confessions about selina's conditions and the whole explosion incident. T.T
you can watch it here.. :(

it reminded me of all the times when i listened to their songs and watch them change throughout the years and going to their concert last year, which is also the first ever concert i have ever been to and heard them sing, watched them cry/laugh and seen with my own eyes their gorgeousness and cuteness. :'(
i hope with all my might that selina would recover asap without so much pain.


went out again to northpoint and was waiting for the bus when tanweilong saw me. i only realise he was sitting beside me cause he was talking on the phone and i was thinking 'why this person's voice so familiar?' HAHAHA.
made him go northpoint with me though he was meeting his friends HAHAHA. weehee he has been forced to do things for/with me since young hehe.

went to check my phone and accompanied him to eat and i ate too since he pangseh-ed his friends for dinner cause of me hehe. walked around before walking him to the long john where his friends are and went home.





HOHOHO today is a good day hehe.
though my phone did give me a few heart attacks when i was using it while i was bathing and restarted itself nonstop, it became alright after i finished bathing.
retarded me should have realised that i shouldn't bring my phone near wet places esp when i'm bathing cause of the high level of water droplets in the air. :(

phone, you MUST be okay i love you soooooo much. hehe.


going to start work tml. hope everything will be successful! :):)

a simple day.

moi and mah dinner! ^^

hehehe it's a fishy dinner~ all fish hoho!
and using my fave round spoon which is what korean always use to eat their rice hehe. mrtay always say i step yi ge korean but who cares~ i like jiu hao. :):)

pardon my wet hair i just got out of the bathroom and i don't really know how to dry my hair properly and i'm just lazy to learn heh heh.




today is just a simple day at home. it's been long since i had times like this. staying at home watching vids and tv, read a book and just lazing around. :) feels like the time slowed down..
and an unexpected call made my day though it was short. (L)

hope my phone will be alright soon.

YAY YOUR PHONE!! HENG YOU CALLED :D:D:D

YUPPP! HAHAHAHA. but go down alone abit sian HAHA but nvm i can get some stuffs hehe

hello! what do you want to say?

What's one thing that most people don't know about you?

hmmmm. i'm actually not as blur as they think i am? just a little unobservant, unable to grasp well the meaning of what others say/do, and bad hearing. HAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

my phone is still not alright. :( it can't detect any sim card. should i call m1 about the warranty?? :/
i don't see any pink at the water sensor so should i just lie? argh don't feel good about lying though. :/:/ i have no idea what to do now argh.
/cries a river




(at 1.31pm)
YAYY just called m1 and they asked me to go down to the m1 shop at paragon to check my phone hehe. should i go down today? :/
okay i think i would just leave my phone until tml morning and if it is still not working i shall go down tml after my job briefing hehe. feeling happyyy~ ^^


on a side note, dan brown is a really smart writer omggg. currently reading his angels and demons. it's either he did a lot of research and is really hard working or he is really intellectual. *-* the things he come up with. *-* going gaga over a writer heh heh.



by the way i really love my blog, though it sounds like talking to myself i feel like i am talking to another me. and it really clears out my thoughts and feelings cause who would understand me better than me myself!? ^^
woohoo!


okay and my throat and nose need to get better soon. i'm feeling fatter as the day passes. perhaps i should do some stretching and sit-ups to replace the running i cannot do. :/

mrtay says he sent me some msges (sweet and cute ones i suppose?) on purpose cause my phone is down now and i wanna read them now argh argh phone please get well soon okay. i promise i will not drop you anymoreee. T.T

i'm dying.

:( my flu doesn't seem to recovering and if it doesn't i can't go for a run which i wanted since two weeks ago. :/
and my cough seems to be getting worse. :/ sometimes i cough till i can't breathe cause the mucus in my nose gets in the way and i force myself to stop breathing and focus on coughing as hard as i can so that my windpipe is clear again. :(
and after i cough hard, my chest feels so warm and like i can't really breathe properly.

please don't let me die just yet. :( i still have things which are unfulfilled..




anyway almost died under leejiamin's macaroni. it was sooooooo cheesy that i couldn't take it. EVEN LEE JIA MIN HERSELF couldn't take it okayyy. :(
luckily i didn't die under her cooking. :')




ahhh me ah me. tml morning i shall check my phone again and please pray hard that it is fine alr. everyone please help me pray. T.T
or i have to fess up to my dad that it is spoiled and ask him if he can ask my aunt for the phone or borrow money from my mum to buy a new one and pay her back by installments.
/pray ah pray

smiling like a retard cause of you. ^^

hello peeperl. ^^

i am back againnnn~

thought my phone was working after i tried charging it and the apple sign came on but now it can't detect my sim card. goodjob jiale. googled wad to do and most said NOT TO switch on my phone. okay goodjob jiale again. you die.
now i shall work hard and save up to buy a new iphone. :( hope it will start working after staying in the rice bowl for a few more days and i wun have to buy another iphone. :):)
/trying hard to stay positive






so anywayyy, this morning, being a good gf, i went over to bp to meet mrtay and had breakfast with him and passed him his notes which i printed for him. hahahaha. and WOOHOO finally got to have my 豆浆油条 at 金山岭 after craving for so long hehe.

tabao-ed and went over to a void deck near bpcc to eat onomnomnomnom. ate happily and WEEHEE random chats here and there. life's simplicity indeed is the greatest happiness. :)




lee jia min says she will cook lunch for me and i'm still waiting for her cheesy macaroni? hungry alreadyyy.
the smell is wafting into the living room. onomnomnom i'm really a pig. -_-



btw miss my girls i wanna go out with them sooooooon! it's been so long since we went out to playyyy!! :(
soon soon okayy!! ^^



okay i sdnly just remembered that i was supposed to plan a pri sch clique meal in town. T.T i totally forgot about it. :/ haven asked myrna lam about her alvl scoreeee! but with my phone like that.. -_- how do i ask? :/
sebas' score was not bad okay no quite bad but still alright hoho. but my bestf is still going to become a uni graduate wooooo. on a side note, sebastian loo i'm waiting for you to be brave HAHAHA.

What are you most looking forward to right now?

to when my phone is working again. :/ and i hope it will be soon. T.T

hello! what do you want to say?

END OF YEAR TWO

hello is everyone enjoying their days after the common tests??? :):):)

let's rewind the time back to before tlaw paperrrr.

okay obv it's intense studying and minimal sleep before tlaw paper. LAW OKAYY. we have no choice~
fine, i did slack a little here and there. HAHA. i just cant take it to confine myself to study without doing anything else when there's so much distraction around heh heh.



well, went to the school before the paper AND JUST BEFORE THE PAPER,
i found out that my water bottle which was in my bag opened and water all gushed out. and what was in my bag? YES MY PHONE.

okay now it cant be switched on FML so much. plus my sim card is micro sim card so i cant use any spare phone. :/
everyone please help me pray hard that my phone will work soon okay. <3




tlaw test was alright i suppose. went home after the test and tried to fix my phone to no avail. :(

went to meet mrtay at 8pm. heh heh. cheered up then.
saw his friend but i was talking on the phone with my mum. :/ mum had to call at the wrong timing. so paiseh cause when they did the intro i couldn't say anything to them. :/

went to buy movie tix and went to macs to try out the new mcgrill chicken burger hehe. shared a meal cause he ate alr and i wasn't hungry. onomnomnom the bun is really soft and fluffy hehe but i think it was still okay? not heavenly yet HAHA.

played some monopoly deal as usual and also as usual, i lost most of the rounds. -_- you are a scheming one.



and after that we went to watch

SUPER SHUAIIIIIIII!!

the lead actors Alex Pettyfer and Callan McAuliffe who acted as John Smith (number four) and Sam respectively is SOOOOOOOO shuai. hehe.
kept telling mrtay how cute they were during the movie hehe.
the female lead Dianna Agron who acted as Sarah is also super chiooooo~~ *-*


A LITTLE SPOILER:
the most embarrassing part of the movie is when this guy got slammed up a window. AND I SCREAMED. :/
i heard people giggling after my scream. T.T
and mrtay laughed super loudly saying that i was the only one who screamed in the entire theatre. -_-




bused home after the movie and bathed, watched tv, used my laptop, and we played monopoly deal with my sisters till we were tired and slept.
mrtay woke me in the morning saying that he woke up long ago and i was being a pig for slping so late. HAHA idiot youuu.


time passed quickly as he did his work and we did retarded things like talking to each other on fb using each other's acct instead of our own. HAHAHA.






he left when i went to bathe to go to the hospital to see jiejie.
i have no idea whether jiejie can see me anot. :/ since she don't have any specs on.
and i don't know what to say to her. :/
sorry jie for feeling nervous and helpless. :(
i will go see you more often i promise. :)






last up, some retarded webcams me and mrtay took this aftnn hehe.

peek-a-boo

like a boss.

stop messing my hair you biatch!

onomnomnomnom.

i LOVE this pic but he said i look ugly in it you biatch basket. >:(

scary/ugly faces series.

abusive series. and i din point middle finger though it looked like i did HAHA.

act cute series.

retarded series.

okay i'm just trying to throw his face by posting these photos HAHAHA i will get them all on fb one day mrtay. YOU WAIT AND SEE. ^^

What's your favorite Sci-Fi movie?

CURRENTLY IT'S "I AM NUMBER FOUR" <3

hello! what do you want to say?

the most ridiculous thing someone told me this year.

'i heard that it is common for girls to have more than one bf especially when their bfs are serving ns.'

are you kidding me?
even if it IS common i am not one of them and i won't even think of that.
what do you mean you dun mind and you will understand? -_-
i'm not pissed with you. i just find it ridiculous.
i know you said these for me but still..... why so silly?
trust me okay.
even if i feel lonely, i don't want to resort to that.
i still have my friends and my shinee with me.
i am strong enough to survive by myself too.
don't ever say such things again.
i know what i got myself into when we started.
i agreed to being your girl and that's all i want okay. :)

What fear would you most like to conquer?

my fear of being alone.

hello! what do you want to say?

stalker jiale.

i'm such a stalker of everyone. but i stalk cause i care. cause i wanna know what you are doing right now. i want to be sure that you are fine, that you are okay. even if i don't talk to you anymore. even if you don't talk to me anymore.

i stalk some strangers who are friends of my friends cause i want to know if you are still close if your friendship is still going fine. at least i know you have somebody to accompany you and that you are not alone.

i stalk people of my past, be it friends or ex-es, cause i want to know that you are happy, know how you are doing now. if you are happy, so am i. if you are not, i can only worry silently. sorry for not having the courage to go up to you and ask if you are okay and remind you that i am here for you.

no matter how much quarrels we have been through, i believe that it is a process to help us grow.

no matter how bastard we were to each other, i believe that we might change and learn to treat someone right.

no matter how much hurt was inflicted on each other, i still hope that you are happy.

actually i am forever here. :) always here. just a call/msg/msn/email away. technology is so advanced now. so shouldn't i be easily 'accessible'?

even if you don't talk often to me, even if you are not as close to me, even if we were close and drifted apart, you can still come and look for me. i mean it. :) no matter who you are.

just say a 'hello' and i will say hi back and you can just tell me that you are unhappy and i would ask and you can tell me all about it. not that i am kaypoh or wad. but if you need someone to confide in. i can assure you that i am willing to be your listening ear and give you advices if you ever need them.

i probably shouldnt stalk certain people anymore. cause they are none of my concern like seriously. stalking my ex-es' ex-es. HAHA. i'm such a stalker. and even if i dunoe your blog, somehow i would find a way to find it. HAHA. all i need is google and fb. i'm such a creeper. this is when i'm really a SUPER HUGE kaypoh HAHA. but sometimes it's just cause that i am bored and i need to do something. hehe.

if you are reading this, you are probably a stalker of mine too. ^^ hehe.

and if you refresh or come to my page more than once a day. you are a huge stalker of mine. thank you.

love from,

everyone's stalker

i probably shouldn't be here but

so bored so bored so bored.
i need to study for tlaw which is like tml. :/:/ so siannnn.



found out that sebastian loo liu yu wei booked out and din contact me. YOU DIEEEE!
sat i shall msg you and you will dieeee!



mrtay seems sweeter nowadays.
must be my imagination. :( he is forever evil. T.T



imagine the relief i will feel after tml's paper. :/:/ im craving so much for that freedom like how the guy from 127hours crave for water. okay but not to the extent that i will drink my own pee though.



okayyy stop these random thoughts and back to tlaw and the battle of the octopus. :( goodbye.

the awkward me.

sometimes, i am so afraid that when people finds out who i truly am, they would abandon and leave me alone. :/

not that i am not showing you my true self. but just that somehow i feel like i have so many weaknesses which people might hate and everything. :/

what a retarded person.




and when people tells me who they think i am, i realise that i try to live up to the 'me' they think i am. why am i so weird?

i slowly become the 'me' they think i am and not the 'me' i truly am. and i actually believe that the 'me' they think i am is the true 'me'.

i guess i need to find out the real me from the start all over again.




on a happier note, YAYYYY mrtay going to iceskate with me HEHE you better not back out or prepare to die and get killed by meeeeeeeee. okay i wanna slp early tonight so goodnight soon peeperl. ^^

i need a job.

so i am confirmed for the furniture fair next week and i'm only working from 9th to 11th. :/ and the hours aren't really long. :( thought i could earn abit from this fair but not really.

i have to go find a job. maybe i should really go down to check out Buddy Hoagies at the CC downstairs ah.

not gonna earn enough for something i wanna buy. :/

okay i am hungry now. time for dinner!

What's your daily morning routine?

roll around in bed, check twitter, bathe, brush my teeth, pop in my contacts, look into the mirror. ^^

hello! what do you want to say?

OHHH forgot to mention just now that after today's paper, went over to bpp thai express for lunch with my lovely girls (clara, ahyi, hyrah, cheryl and ade) hehe.

ate tomyam fried rice OMG super spicy and hot i din even finish half of mine i think i ate like about a quarter?

but you should have seen ade who also ate the same thing as me and she actually finished quite a bit. HAHAHA her whole lips and tongue were super red. HAHA.


i so hope that i dun get diarrhoea later :(:( but dun think i would have since i ate minimal HAHA.
i think ade you will get severe diarrhoea since you bought yogurt after lunch HAHAHA. :P:P




anywayyy i wanna start exercising alr getting fatter by the day :/:/ jer jio-ed me to run on sunday but have to study and mrtay was staying over that night so din. haiz haiz.

hope i recover before friday okayy. so i can go running on sunday or smthing hoho.
i aim to run every other day! shouldn't be too difficult i hope. unless it rains or the muscle ache is too severe hahahaha.




besides all these, i wanna go to the beach to cycleeee. anyone?? :D:D
i wanna feel the cool breeze brushing through my hair and caressing my face. :):)




okay i think i should catch a short nap before waking up to study for tlaw?

feel like opening up the book i bought for tanjunhao last year and read it now though. he gave me permission to do so okay!
though it's meant for him but i suppose the book is MINE now hehe.

okay shall read the book till my eyes feel tired WEEEEE!! goodbye again! ^^

TWO PAPERS DOWN!! ^^

ALOHA PEEPERL!! ^^
okay just being retarded. -_-



i REALLY wanna go sleep now like how mrtay asked me to just now but HAIZ..
JUST WHEN i was feeling all sleepy and laying on my bed, my throat felt super itchy all of a sudden and i coughed nonstop. -_- THEN my nose blocked on both sides so i totally couldnt breathe through my nose. :(




haiz haiz haiz. okayyy anywayyy had a paper ytd afternn and another one this morning. ^^ both were okay i guess.
forgot a few points here and there but generally i did okay i think. hoho. AT LEAST a B. ^^ i am not a greedy girl at all. okay fine i just dun wanna disappoint myself. HAHA.



was almost dying last night cause of my throat and nose and i totally din had the mood to study for HBM but okay all's well. studied in the end (like i have a choice :/) and slept when my eyes couldn't take it anymore.

mrtay was still telling me that i should get a MC for today's paper if i really feel unwell. :/ but i dun dare ahhh.. :(:( it's not common test but the final exams! :/ bohbian chiong ah. luckily the paper was still manageable for me. ^^




OHHH and ytd when the teacher was walking around for us to sign on the attendance sheet, she sdnly asked if i am year two or three.
DO I LOOK LIKE A YEAR THREE TO YOU!? :(:(
i look old ah? :/ though i know that i was wearing my specs and had my fringe all clipped up and looked like an auntie but dun hurt my feelings just before the paper lehh. :/:/



and today i was the only one who kept sniffing throughout the paper cause of my cold and i think cause of me the teachers went to raise the temperature of the aircon HAHAHA paiseh ah.

cause one of the teacher was walking to the back of the class where i was seated and i was staring up at the ceiling worrying that MIMI (the stuffs in my nose. you know that 'MIMI' game??? the one that you play with your friends and make them 'hold' your bogey HAHAHA) would flow out of my nose and fanning myself (it's just a habit of mine okay. i think i will be able to fan mimi back into my nose with my hands okay dun judge.) and breathing in as hard as i can so that it wun flow out cause i forgot to place my tissues with me. :(

and soon after this incident the temperature was raised quite abit heh heh.




okay i am so looking forward to next weeeeek! cause i will be working!! :D:D
working = money!!!!
being a poor girl now i am really $_$ HOHO.
i should probably go find a part time job somewhere. maybe my house downstairs? hmm mm mm mm still thinking still thinking. i just want a place near my house hahahaha.

another reason i'm looking forward to next week is erm erm erm hehe looking forward to fridayyy! ^^
if you know why you know why. hoho!




sucking on strepsils now. i so hope it will stop the itchiness in my throat. :(
goodbye.