while waiting,

/EDITED
leejiamin is still bathing so i cant bathe yet so here i am. blogging with our desktop which is on. hahaha. but my fingernails making it hard to type but wadever.....




okayy so anyway, on SUNDAY clara and me went to orchard wisma and we had lunch there and was joined by ade and shopped awhile before cheryl joined us.and the WHOLE PURPOSE of the shopping was to buy my makeups which i need for work the next day.

WOOOOO! first time owning some makeups yoooo! and ade was the beauty guru for the day keke. with cheryl being the assistant HAHAHA. okay though clara and cheryl played around most of the times.

shopped from ion to wisma to taka. hahahaha. in the end we went to cine's editor's market and we bought things at a slashed price of 9 pieces cause we managed to share with the other shoppers. WOOHOO cheaper prices for the winnn!!

and in the end i actually got a pair of REALLY PRETTY heels at the price of 27 whose original price was 39. oh yeah oh yeah!

ade left and dinner was at marche where we were joined by huiwen carol and gwy. kekeke. had a sumptuous and happy dinner weeeeeeeeee~




on MONDAY which was also YESTERDAY where it was the first day of work!!

met jiahui outside jp and went to find the place where the road show we were working at was supposed to be held. argh we almost got lost but eventually we found the place hehe.

worked like crazy and the time passed so slowly i thought time stopped. it was almost almost unbearable.

halfway through the day, two familiar faces drifted into my view and guess who!? it was my dear two lau laus cheryl and gwyyyyy!! hehehehehehe. they came esp to visit me at work! kekeke. (L)(L)!!
with them behind me chatting with me as i give out the flyers made my day~ hehehe. they left soon and as i worked somemore, carol came HEHE. feel sooooooo loved. (L) kekeke.

had lunch break at like 5pm!?!? super late. :( was hungry like crazy. ate at mos burger cause it was just nearby and i had only half an hour break.
waited for like 20mins for my burger!?!?!? and it turned out that they din send my order to the kitchen. :(:(
had to rush through my meal. /sobs sobs

when work ended, i almost jumped with joy. okay i did hop a little HAHA but it was really exhilarating. you are not me you wun understand the joy when an unbearable work like mine ends though it's only the first day. :(




TODAY was much better as time passed faster than yesterday.

and i simply hate/detest/loathe people who treated me like i'm invisible or even rolled their eyes at me even though i smiled brightly at them and said hi ever so friendly. >:(

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY JAW, LEGS AND BACK HURT FROM SMILING AND STANDING AND WALKING AROUND!? >:(

okay people would ask me not to smile so much but i found out that if you smile brightly, they would be more likely to accept your flyers cause they paiseh to reject after looking at your big wide smile. oh yeah oh yeah!

and carol came to visit me at work again. HEHE (L)!! will be looking forward to her hugs everyday as my work goes on from tml onwards~ heh heh.

okay i forgot to include my dinner with my pri sch peeps heh heh my poor memory. :(
Anyway met shaun, myrna and jervis at sakae at northpoint and had dinner and accompanied jervis to wait for his client/friend at yishun mrt stn before heading home.

Times with them forever fun. I'm a happy girl!! ^^

Okay edit with photos another day byyeee peeps!!

Going to bed soon

I really really really wanna blog properly about ytd and today but i feel far too tired from today's work that i'm going to slp soon. Which is like now. HAHAHAHA.

Btw i love my girls and bf forever. They are the best beings on earth hehe. (L)!!

/EDITED
On my way to jiejie's hospital now hahaha but just thought of smthing mrtay told me ytd so thought i would just share it here. :)

Last night he sdnly asked me if i think his voice is deep and told me this which he read on the net here. He just gave me the link hahaha.
A guy with a voice of lower pitch tends to attract more girls.
Vice versa, a girl with a voice of higher pitch tends to attract more guys.

Other than attractiveness, apparently, this is also linked to the possibility of you cheating on your partner.
Since you are more attractive, you would then be more likely to cheat on your partner.

Hmmm mmm. So is your voice high or low for your gender? Hahahahaha.





Anyway, dad is amused by the fact that i managed to 'trick' my way through to change my phone which is spoilt by soaking it in water hahahaha my cute dad.
And i din exactly trick my way through kayyy. They willingly exchanged my phone for me hehe.

happy everyday

/EDITED
kept slacking on the second and third day of work which is thursday and friday at adeline's mental hospital ward HAHAHA.

and we are faking survey forms faster than you can blink HAHA.
photos from work.

one of the lunch breaks at ade's mental ward.

our survey form HAHA.

random doodles masterpiece by hyrah!!

on thursday after work,

in the end ahxiang din go with us to changi airport for the $1 burger at burger king. isabel wanted to join us but her mum already cooked dinner at home.

before work ended we kope lots of food from james fiona and joey and went to ade's ward to PARTAYEEE!!

went to the airport to meet clara and ahyi who was super late hahahaha.

but there were no more $1 burger at airport anymore when we reached. :( sold out alr. so we just randomly bought food and played monopoly deal until it was time for home. hehe.

on friday (ytd) after work,

shuttle bus with hyrah and ade to orchard and i took another bus to bugis to meet mrtayyy~

went to eat steamboat together keke. I LOVE THE MEATBALLS AND WANTONS HEHE.

he made me take this unglam :(

so in turn i made him take this. :):) REVENGEEE!

onomnom my old man with squiggly hair kekeke.

went to vivo wanting to go powerhouse since it was free entry for students and mrtay brought his np ezlink card along to use HAHA but in the end the door person requested us to produce our IC which mrtay dun have. (in case you dunoe, NS men have to exchange their IC for this NS ID throughout their serving period.) 

so in the end we din club and headed home after. HAHA. though he felt super guilty and dun mind paying the entrance fees so that i can go in to take a look, i dun think it's very nice to tell the door person that you lied to him about being a student HAHAHA so it's okayyy.

we shall go on my birthday kay! :)

while waiting for the last bus home, mrtay hinted me that there is a present for me HAHA. which he eventually gave it to me on the bus. ^^ pwetty necklaceee. hehe.
passed him his present when we reached my home heh heh.

bought these before we went to the bus stop. our 'couple cups' HAHA.

my present: a pwetty necklace. hehe. din take a photo of the necklace though. heh.

wad i gave him. HAHA cause he needs an army phone ma.

actually the both of us just needed an excuse occasion for present giving cause we wanted to gift each other for some time alr. hehe.

supposedly today i was going out with clara to buy my makeups for my job next week. heh heh but i was too tired and my whole body was aching. :( sorry claraaa.

nua-ed the whole day and slept half of the day off HAHA.

sent mrtay off afterwards and here i am blogging.

going to buy makeups with my girls tml hehehe. ^^

off to see jiejie at the hospital~ bye peeperl! :)

If you could master one talent of your choice instantly, what would you choose?

hmmmmmmm. PR skills. HAHAHAHA is that a talent?? hmmmm okay mrtay says no. hmmmmmm. musical talent HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

One Month Appreciation Post.

HAHAHAHA ehh mister, you've got an appreciation post okay. i'm so envious and jealous of you. >:(
HEHE just kidding. (L) ^^

by the way, it might get mushy cause it is only meant for this certain someone so if you think you cant take it you probably shouldnt continue reading and skip to the next post or some other blogs. hahaha!


okayy so, i got a boyfriend who:

• calls me a bitch most of the time -_- ,
• hopes that i starve myself by asking me to sleep everytime i feel hungry,
• loves to say words which he don't mean (口是心非) more than girls,
• simply loves to see me being tortured,
• says that i am ugly with lots of pimples almost everyday without fail,
• calls me short and fat,
• takes squeezing my fats as one of his favourite hobbies,
• irritates me so much that i feel like killing him sometimes,
• LOVES to put me down more than anyone else,
• threatens to throw me into the Singapore River ALL THE TIME (though i know how to swim ^^ and YOU don't),
• claims that he hopes that i will die asap so that he can find new girls,
• IS SIMPLY, SERIOUSLY, REALLY AN ASSHOLE. :)

but secretly, he:

• worries about my health, moods and studies,
• sends me sweet texts occasionally to cheer me on while i am studying,
• does unexpected things which surprises me and brightens up my day,
• says that i AM cute sometimes (i did catch 'so cute' coming out of your mouth MANY times okay),
• acts cute to me and ONLY ME (or i prefer to think it this way~),
• pokes my cheeks and pats my head to remind me that i am loved when we are having awkward silences after quarrels or when he found out that i was feeling unhappy or just on random occasions,
• is always tolerant towards my constant attempts of irritating him and retarded insecurities,
• grabs my hands to comfort me when i'm shivering and squirming with fear,
• misses me and thinks of me super frequently (hehe ^^),
• always treats me all kinds of things and wants me to save my money,
• remembers the small trivial things that i told him,
• shows me different perpectives of life and gives me advices,
• makes me want to be a better person,
• and lastly, he don't always show that he cares/minds but i know deep down he does. :)

i give you the WORST and BEST boyfriend award okay. HAHAHA. ^^

feels like we are tgthr so much longer than one month. more like one year HAHA but there are still much that we need to understand about each other. :)

let's grow up together! WOOHOO! ♡

stick with me no matter how imperfect i am or will become okayyy!! if you don't YOU DIE. :) and i will stick with you toooo. like a superglue. HOHO.

just wanna let you know this so that you wun feel so stressed,
it's not that i think of you as a really perfect person. when i call you cute, praise you or wadever, it's cause i am just focusing on your good side.
i know that you are not perfect. no one is. i know your weaknesses but because i love you, i accept your weaknesses. not that i can't see them, but i am willing to tolerate. :) just like how you tolerate mine.
i'm not THAT blinded as to think that you are all perfect with only strengths HAHAHA. but as long as the both of us are willing to work tgthr, we will be fine. :)
though there are some quarrels here and there, they are always resolved and that's what i am grateful for. and without some arguments, wouldn't it be a boring life? hehe. and because i love you that's why you are the best so don't take it for granted HAHAHA.
i do know sometimes you are jealous no matter how much you try and deny it HEHE.
i like the way we work. i mean the way we behave? as in the way we treat each other? i'm bad with words, hope you will get what i'm trying to say. i like the way we are now. like we are 老夫老妻 and just really very close. ^^
you being you and irritating me is what i like HAHAHA. i just want you to be you. :)
really grateful that you are here and i know i can always count on you. though you always say mean things to me and though sometimes i actually believe these lies you tell me -_- , i know you are just kidding. ^^ but please remind me that you are only kidding kay. :):)
when i see you smile, i smile instantly, so remain smiling and happy forever. :)
lastly, i can't not upload a picture of us. ^^

you are the basket to my biatch. ^^

ps: look at the time of this post below WAHAHAHAHA i am a genius.
pps: i did this ages ago before the date above and now i can't wait to post it but i have to bear with it and waittttt. :(

tiring but meaningful day :)

i'm so tired and i can't think properly so i'm most probably blogging a random post now hahahahaha.
will probably be back on sat.
wait for my scheduled post later okayyy!! ^^


tml is such a long day for me. hope i don't die. and it's quite an important day toooo! ^^
need to wait for my phone to charge and i probably should pack my bag.

okay bye for now!

If you could teleport to any place right now, where would you go?

i would go where you are right now. :):) yes youuuuuu!!

hello! what do you want to say?

Slacking while working

Hello i am working now hehehe.
Slacking like siao but argh i'm far too boreddd. :/:/


Totally looking forward to the end of the day at 6pm and the working gang (me hyrah ade gwy and ahxiang) will be meeting clara and ahyi to eat the $1 burger king burger yayyyyyy. ^^


Ahxiang says i talk like a kid in my blog. Youuu suckkk. :(



Looking forward to tml toooo! Hehe.
Gonna have a scheduled post which was scheduled since looooooonng ago. Hohoho. Slowly wait ah! ^^

the path of life

mum sdnly asked me if i would want to study at SIM if she lets me. :/
should i?

to be honest, i have no idea. i was all in in continue working in my intern company after graduation but i don't really have a path in mind. i know what i want to be, but i have no idea how to achieve that. :/



should i study in SIM and get a degree?

sometimes i'm really tired of studying and depending on others for monetary needs though. i want to work and provide for me and my family. but is this realistic? :/

there are still some time to ponder and i shall make full use of these time.



where should i go next?

Where's the most embarrassing place your cell phone has ever gone off?

in class i suppose. O.O where else can there be? O.O

hello! what do you want to say?

first day of work

okay i feel super tired now like my bones are breaking apart. :(

and when i bathed just now, my arms ached so much that i don't even feel like lifting them to wash myself properly. :(

anyway, yours truly is currently working as a visitor experience surveyor for THREE days. :) starting from today!

nobody wanna do surveys. :( seriously. even angmohs. :/ and MOSTLY angmohs. but still, there are some kind souls who are willing to do my survey for me hehehe.

walked around the whole place with hyrah and hid out at the toilets to 'fake' surveys though i didn't really dare to fake and weird people kept staring at me i dunoe if it is cause of the way i walk (i walk like a crippled person cause my both my feet hurt so much T.T) or cause of the way i dressed (i look like an ITE student).

eventually met ahxiang and the three of us just sat somewhere and i read my 'Angels and Demons' and ahxiang said im a weird person who reads. -_- and says that noone in this era reads anymore. WHAT BULLSHIT!! >:( hahahahahaha but it is funny when you hear the way he said it HAHA.

time passed so slowly for us today that we almost died. wonder how are we going to survive tml. :(

i shall look forward to lunch break and then the $1 burger king dinner that i'm having with my poly dearies. hehe ^^

after work hyrah and ade accompanied me to take shuttle bus to orchard and then to paragon to check and they change my phone so now WOOHOO i got a new phone. ^^

okay not technically new new cause it's most probably belonged to some other people but STILL it has no scratches as far as i can see hehehe.

thanks to them both for accompanying me cause none of us had our dinner yet and hyrah was already having gastric. T.T sorry sorry. and thank you SOOOOO MUCHHH!

a retarded conver between me and mum one day.

MUM: why did you put yinji as 'ASSHOLE' (she pronounced it as some girl's name which i forgot HAHA) in your phone? so 难听. you see i call papa 'lor' (this word means 'handsome' in thai -_-) so much nicer.

ME: but he is mean to me and he wanted me to call him asshole himself. :(
MUM: -_- -_-

the call ended as the song did

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAYYYY!!
and i feel super accomplished i dunoe why hehe.




this morning i was planning to take my phone to paragon m1 shop for a check up after my job briefing but dad told me otherwise and mum offered to bring my phone down to the singtel shop downstairs to check hehe.
in the end handed my mum my phone and off i went for my job briefing~~


felt so handicapped without my phone. :( i wasn't wearing any watch and had to keep looking at the electronic board on the train to check the time. T.T life without a phone..
moreover, i was running late and couldn't contact anyone hahahaha. panicky panic.

eventually lucky me reached not long after they started briefing though i got a little lost at first HAHA.
had the briefing and toured around the place.

hehe made a new friend! isabel! :):)
a pretty girl who is younger by a year. T.T the youth i crave for HAHAHA. but she said i was still young cause i'm only older by a year hehe. i must have seemed like a talkative person to her. :(
walked around with her to tour the halls cause it's her first time to expo heh heh so cute.


went to changi to take bus home and found out that mum told the singtel people the wrong problems when she went to check my phone. :(
sadly plugged in my phone to my laptop and left it there and SUDDENLY my phone detected my sim card and started working. O.O!!!

heart pumping fast and furious OMG OMG and woohoo my phone can be used again. ^^
though a little problem still lies where my phone kept showing the 'temperature is too high' msg and refuse to let me use it. HAHAHA.
hope this problem would improve by friday or i would need to go down to paragon to check it out yoo!


used my comp for awhile to watch ahzhong's confessions about selina's conditions and the whole explosion incident. T.T
you can watch it here.. :(

it reminded me of all the times when i listened to their songs and watch them change throughout the years and going to their concert last year, which is also the first ever concert i have ever been to and heard them sing, watched them cry/laugh and seen with my own eyes their gorgeousness and cuteness. :'(
i hope with all my might that selina would recover asap without so much pain.


went out again to northpoint and was waiting for the bus when tanweilong saw me. i only realise he was sitting beside me cause he was talking on the phone and i was thinking 'why this person's voice so familiar?' HAHAHA.
made him go northpoint with me though he was meeting his friends HAHAHA. weehee he has been forced to do things for/with me since young hehe.

went to check my phone and accompanied him to eat and i ate too since he pangseh-ed his friends for dinner cause of me hehe. walked around before walking him to the long john where his friends are and went home.





HOHOHO today is a good day hehe.
though my phone did give me a few heart attacks when i was using it while i was bathing and restarted itself nonstop, it became alright after i finished bathing.
retarded me should have realised that i shouldn't bring my phone near wet places esp when i'm bathing cause of the high level of water droplets in the air. :(

phone, you MUST be okay i love you soooooo much. hehe.


going to start work tml. hope everything will be successful! :):)

a simple day.

moi and mah dinner! ^^

hehehe it's a fishy dinner~ all fish hoho!
and using my fave round spoon which is what korean always use to eat their rice hehe. mrtay always say i step yi ge korean but who cares~ i like jiu hao. :):)

pardon my wet hair i just got out of the bathroom and i don't really know how to dry my hair properly and i'm just lazy to learn heh heh.




today is just a simple day at home. it's been long since i had times like this. staying at home watching vids and tv, read a book and just lazing around. :) feels like the time slowed down..
and an unexpected call made my day though it was short. (L)

hope my phone will be alright soon.

YAY YOUR PHONE!! HENG YOU CALLED :D:D:D

YUPPP! HAHAHAHA. but go down alone abit sian HAHA but nvm i can get some stuffs hehe

hello! what do you want to say?

What's one thing that most people don't know about you?

hmmmm. i'm actually not as blur as they think i am? just a little unobservant, unable to grasp well the meaning of what others say/do, and bad hearing. HAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

my phone is still not alright. :( it can't detect any sim card. should i call m1 about the warranty?? :/
i don't see any pink at the water sensor so should i just lie? argh don't feel good about lying though. :/:/ i have no idea what to do now argh.
/cries a river




(at 1.31pm)
YAYY just called m1 and they asked me to go down to the m1 shop at paragon to check my phone hehe. should i go down today? :/
okay i think i would just leave my phone until tml morning and if it is still not working i shall go down tml after my job briefing hehe. feeling happyyy~ ^^


on a side note, dan brown is a really smart writer omggg. currently reading his angels and demons. it's either he did a lot of research and is really hard working or he is really intellectual. *-* the things he come up with. *-* going gaga over a writer heh heh.



by the way i really love my blog, though it sounds like talking to myself i feel like i am talking to another me. and it really clears out my thoughts and feelings cause who would understand me better than me myself!? ^^
woohoo!


okay and my throat and nose need to get better soon. i'm feeling fatter as the day passes. perhaps i should do some stretching and sit-ups to replace the running i cannot do. :/

mrtay says he sent me some msges (sweet and cute ones i suppose?) on purpose cause my phone is down now and i wanna read them now argh argh phone please get well soon okay. i promise i will not drop you anymoreee. T.T

i'm dying.

:( my flu doesn't seem to recovering and if it doesn't i can't go for a run which i wanted since two weeks ago. :/
and my cough seems to be getting worse. :/ sometimes i cough till i can't breathe cause the mucus in my nose gets in the way and i force myself to stop breathing and focus on coughing as hard as i can so that my windpipe is clear again. :(
and after i cough hard, my chest feels so warm and like i can't really breathe properly.

please don't let me die just yet. :( i still have things which are unfulfilled..




anyway almost died under leejiamin's macaroni. it was sooooooo cheesy that i couldn't take it. EVEN LEE JIA MIN HERSELF couldn't take it okayyy. :(
luckily i didn't die under her cooking. :')




ahhh me ah me. tml morning i shall check my phone again and please pray hard that it is fine alr. everyone please help me pray. T.T
or i have to fess up to my dad that it is spoiled and ask him if he can ask my aunt for the phone or borrow money from my mum to buy a new one and pay her back by installments.
/pray ah pray

smiling like a retard cause of you. ^^

hello peeperl. ^^

i am back againnnn~

thought my phone was working after i tried charging it and the apple sign came on but now it can't detect my sim card. goodjob jiale. googled wad to do and most said NOT TO switch on my phone. okay goodjob jiale again. you die.
now i shall work hard and save up to buy a new iphone. :( hope it will start working after staying in the rice bowl for a few more days and i wun have to buy another iphone. :):)
/trying hard to stay positive






so anywayyy, this morning, being a good gf, i went over to bp to meet mrtay and had breakfast with him and passed him his notes which i printed for him. hahahaha. and WOOHOO finally got to have my 豆浆油条 at 金山岭 after craving for so long hehe.

tabao-ed and went over to a void deck near bpcc to eat onomnomnomnom. ate happily and WEEHEE random chats here and there. life's simplicity indeed is the greatest happiness. :)




lee jia min says she will cook lunch for me and i'm still waiting for her cheesy macaroni? hungry alreadyyy.
the smell is wafting into the living room. onomnomnom i'm really a pig. -_-



btw miss my girls i wanna go out with them sooooooon! it's been so long since we went out to playyyy!! :(
soon soon okayy!! ^^



okay i sdnly just remembered that i was supposed to plan a pri sch clique meal in town. T.T i totally forgot about it. :/ haven asked myrna lam about her alvl scoreeee! but with my phone like that.. -_- how do i ask? :/
sebas' score was not bad okay no quite bad but still alright hoho. but my bestf is still going to become a uni graduate wooooo. on a side note, sebastian loo i'm waiting for you to be brave HAHAHA.

What are you most looking forward to right now?

to when my phone is working again. :/ and i hope it will be soon. T.T

hello! what do you want to say?

END OF YEAR TWO

hello is everyone enjoying their days after the common tests??? :):):)

let's rewind the time back to before tlaw paperrrr.

okay obv it's intense studying and minimal sleep before tlaw paper. LAW OKAYY. we have no choice~
fine, i did slack a little here and there. HAHA. i just cant take it to confine myself to study without doing anything else when there's so much distraction around heh heh.



well, went to the school before the paper AND JUST BEFORE THE PAPER,
i found out that my water bottle which was in my bag opened and water all gushed out. and what was in my bag? YES MY PHONE.

okay now it cant be switched on FML so much. plus my sim card is micro sim card so i cant use any spare phone. :/
everyone please help me pray hard that my phone will work soon okay. <3




tlaw test was alright i suppose. went home after the test and tried to fix my phone to no avail. :(

went to meet mrtay at 8pm. heh heh. cheered up then.
saw his friend but i was talking on the phone with my mum. :/ mum had to call at the wrong timing. so paiseh cause when they did the intro i couldn't say anything to them. :/

went to buy movie tix and went to macs to try out the new mcgrill chicken burger hehe. shared a meal cause he ate alr and i wasn't hungry. onomnomnom the bun is really soft and fluffy hehe but i think it was still okay? not heavenly yet HAHA.

played some monopoly deal as usual and also as usual, i lost most of the rounds. -_- you are a scheming one.



and after that we went to watch

SUPER SHUAIIIIIIII!!

the lead actors Alex Pettyfer and Callan McAuliffe who acted as John Smith (number four) and Sam respectively is SOOOOOOOO shuai. hehe.
kept telling mrtay how cute they were during the movie hehe.
the female lead Dianna Agron who acted as Sarah is also super chiooooo~~ *-*


A LITTLE SPOILER:
the most embarrassing part of the movie is when this guy got slammed up a window. AND I SCREAMED. :/
i heard people giggling after my scream. T.T
and mrtay laughed super loudly saying that i was the only one who screamed in the entire theatre. -_-




bused home after the movie and bathed, watched tv, used my laptop, and we played monopoly deal with my sisters till we were tired and slept.
mrtay woke me in the morning saying that he woke up long ago and i was being a pig for slping so late. HAHA idiot youuu.


time passed quickly as he did his work and we did retarded things like talking to each other on fb using each other's acct instead of our own. HAHAHA.






he left when i went to bathe to go to the hospital to see jiejie.
i have no idea whether jiejie can see me anot. :/ since she don't have any specs on.
and i don't know what to say to her. :/
sorry jie for feeling nervous and helpless. :(
i will go see you more often i promise. :)






last up, some retarded webcams me and mrtay took this aftnn hehe.

peek-a-boo

like a boss.

stop messing my hair you biatch!

onomnomnomnom.

i LOVE this pic but he said i look ugly in it you biatch basket. >:(

scary/ugly faces series.

abusive series. and i din point middle finger though it looked like i did HAHA.

act cute series.

retarded series.

okay i'm just trying to throw his face by posting these photos HAHAHA i will get them all on fb one day mrtay. YOU WAIT AND SEE. ^^

What's your favorite Sci-Fi movie?

CURRENTLY IT'S "I AM NUMBER FOUR" <3

hello! what do you want to say?

the most ridiculous thing someone told me this year.

'i heard that it is common for girls to have more than one bf especially when their bfs are serving ns.'

are you kidding me?
even if it IS common i am not one of them and i won't even think of that.
what do you mean you dun mind and you will understand? -_-
i'm not pissed with you. i just find it ridiculous.
i know you said these for me but still..... why so silly?
trust me okay.
even if i feel lonely, i don't want to resort to that.
i still have my friends and my shinee with me.
i am strong enough to survive by myself too.
don't ever say such things again.
i know what i got myself into when we started.
i agreed to being your girl and that's all i want okay. :)

What fear would you most like to conquer?

my fear of being alone.

hello! what do you want to say?

stalker jiale.

i'm such a stalker of everyone. but i stalk cause i care. cause i wanna know what you are doing right now. i want to be sure that you are fine, that you are okay. even if i don't talk to you anymore. even if you don't talk to me anymore.

i stalk some strangers who are friends of my friends cause i want to know if you are still close if your friendship is still going fine. at least i know you have somebody to accompany you and that you are not alone.

i stalk people of my past, be it friends or ex-es, cause i want to know that you are happy, know how you are doing now. if you are happy, so am i. if you are not, i can only worry silently. sorry for not having the courage to go up to you and ask if you are okay and remind you that i am here for you.

no matter how much quarrels we have been through, i believe that it is a process to help us grow.

no matter how bastard we were to each other, i believe that we might change and learn to treat someone right.

no matter how much hurt was inflicted on each other, i still hope that you are happy.

actually i am forever here. :) always here. just a call/msg/msn/email away. technology is so advanced now. so shouldn't i be easily 'accessible'?

even if you don't talk often to me, even if you are not as close to me, even if we were close and drifted apart, you can still come and look for me. i mean it. :) no matter who you are.

just say a 'hello' and i will say hi back and you can just tell me that you are unhappy and i would ask and you can tell me all about it. not that i am kaypoh or wad. but if you need someone to confide in. i can assure you that i am willing to be your listening ear and give you advices if you ever need them.

i probably shouldnt stalk certain people anymore. cause they are none of my concern like seriously. stalking my ex-es' ex-es. HAHA. i'm such a stalker. and even if i dunoe your blog, somehow i would find a way to find it. HAHA. all i need is google and fb. i'm such a creeper. this is when i'm really a SUPER HUGE kaypoh HAHA. but sometimes it's just cause that i am bored and i need to do something. hehe.

if you are reading this, you are probably a stalker of mine too. ^^ hehe.

and if you refresh or come to my page more than once a day. you are a huge stalker of mine. thank you.

love from,

everyone's stalker

i probably shouldn't be here but

so bored so bored so bored.
i need to study for tlaw which is like tml. :/:/ so siannnn.



found out that sebastian loo liu yu wei booked out and din contact me. YOU DIEEEE!
sat i shall msg you and you will dieeee!



mrtay seems sweeter nowadays.
must be my imagination. :( he is forever evil. T.T



imagine the relief i will feel after tml's paper. :/:/ im craving so much for that freedom like how the guy from 127hours crave for water. okay but not to the extent that i will drink my own pee though.



okayyy stop these random thoughts and back to tlaw and the battle of the octopus. :( goodbye.

the awkward me.

sometimes, i am so afraid that when people finds out who i truly am, they would abandon and leave me alone. :/

not that i am not showing you my true self. but just that somehow i feel like i have so many weaknesses which people might hate and everything. :/

what a retarded person.




and when people tells me who they think i am, i realise that i try to live up to the 'me' they think i am. why am i so weird?

i slowly become the 'me' they think i am and not the 'me' i truly am. and i actually believe that the 'me' they think i am is the true 'me'.

i guess i need to find out the real me from the start all over again.




on a happier note, YAYYYY mrtay going to iceskate with me HEHE you better not back out or prepare to die and get killed by meeeeeeeee. okay i wanna slp early tonight so goodnight soon peeperl. ^^

i need a job.

so i am confirmed for the furniture fair next week and i'm only working from 9th to 11th. :/ and the hours aren't really long. :( thought i could earn abit from this fair but not really.

i have to go find a job. maybe i should really go down to check out Buddy Hoagies at the CC downstairs ah.

not gonna earn enough for something i wanna buy. :/

okay i am hungry now. time for dinner!

What's your daily morning routine?

roll around in bed, check twitter, bathe, brush my teeth, pop in my contacts, look into the mirror. ^^

hello! what do you want to say?

OHHH forgot to mention just now that after today's paper, went over to bpp thai express for lunch with my lovely girls (clara, ahyi, hyrah, cheryl and ade) hehe.

ate tomyam fried rice OMG super spicy and hot i din even finish half of mine i think i ate like about a quarter?

but you should have seen ade who also ate the same thing as me and she actually finished quite a bit. HAHAHA her whole lips and tongue were super red. HAHA.


i so hope that i dun get diarrhoea later :(:( but dun think i would have since i ate minimal HAHA.
i think ade you will get severe diarrhoea since you bought yogurt after lunch HAHAHA. :P:P




anywayyy i wanna start exercising alr getting fatter by the day :/:/ jer jio-ed me to run on sunday but have to study and mrtay was staying over that night so din. haiz haiz.

hope i recover before friday okayy. so i can go running on sunday or smthing hoho.
i aim to run every other day! shouldn't be too difficult i hope. unless it rains or the muscle ache is too severe hahahaha.




besides all these, i wanna go to the beach to cycleeee. anyone?? :D:D
i wanna feel the cool breeze brushing through my hair and caressing my face. :):)




okay i think i should catch a short nap before waking up to study for tlaw?

feel like opening up the book i bought for tanjunhao last year and read it now though. he gave me permission to do so okay!
though it's meant for him but i suppose the book is MINE now hehe.

okay shall read the book till my eyes feel tired WEEEEE!! goodbye again! ^^

TWO PAPERS DOWN!! ^^

ALOHA PEEPERL!! ^^
okay just being retarded. -_-



i REALLY wanna go sleep now like how mrtay asked me to just now but HAIZ..
JUST WHEN i was feeling all sleepy and laying on my bed, my throat felt super itchy all of a sudden and i coughed nonstop. -_- THEN my nose blocked on both sides so i totally couldnt breathe through my nose. :(




haiz haiz haiz. okayyy anywayyy had a paper ytd afternn and another one this morning. ^^ both were okay i guess.
forgot a few points here and there but generally i did okay i think. hoho. AT LEAST a B. ^^ i am not a greedy girl at all. okay fine i just dun wanna disappoint myself. HAHA.



was almost dying last night cause of my throat and nose and i totally din had the mood to study for HBM but okay all's well. studied in the end (like i have a choice :/) and slept when my eyes couldn't take it anymore.

mrtay was still telling me that i should get a MC for today's paper if i really feel unwell. :/ but i dun dare ahhh.. :(:( it's not common test but the final exams! :/ bohbian chiong ah. luckily the paper was still manageable for me. ^^




OHHH and ytd when the teacher was walking around for us to sign on the attendance sheet, she sdnly asked if i am year two or three.
DO I LOOK LIKE A YEAR THREE TO YOU!? :(:(
i look old ah? :/ though i know that i was wearing my specs and had my fringe all clipped up and looked like an auntie but dun hurt my feelings just before the paper lehh. :/:/



and today i was the only one who kept sniffing throughout the paper cause of my cold and i think cause of me the teachers went to raise the temperature of the aircon HAHAHA paiseh ah.

cause one of the teacher was walking to the back of the class where i was seated and i was staring up at the ceiling worrying that MIMI (the stuffs in my nose. you know that 'MIMI' game??? the one that you play with your friends and make them 'hold' your bogey HAHAHA) would flow out of my nose and fanning myself (it's just a habit of mine okay. i think i will be able to fan mimi back into my nose with my hands okay dun judge.) and breathing in as hard as i can so that it wun flow out cause i forgot to place my tissues with me. :(

and soon after this incident the temperature was raised quite abit heh heh.




okay i am so looking forward to next weeeeek! cause i will be working!! :D:D
working = money!!!!
being a poor girl now i am really $_$ HOHO.
i should probably go find a part time job somewhere. maybe my house downstairs? hmm mm mm mm still thinking still thinking. i just want a place near my house hahahaha.

another reason i'm looking forward to next week is erm erm erm hehe looking forward to fridayyy! ^^
if you know why you know why. hoho!




sucking on strepsils now. i so hope it will stop the itchiness in my throat. :(
goodbye.

just a quick post before i sleep.

really cant study anymore. think i will just study tml morning. hope i can wake up and not laze on the bed like a pig. :/

okay just anyway was talking to mrtay. somehow. is it that i always give people the impression that i am weak? like i am a little girl who needs to be taken care of? i think it is just somewhat an image i portray. but i dun really think that i am weak.

sometimes i am just unsure of myself. dun really have much confidence. and that is all.

maybe i am a little careless in doing things such as crossing the road, or i may be a little unobservant so i accidentally din notice some people.

im not a little girl who needs protection actually. maybe i admit i'm quite used to being protected. by friends and people around me. but actually i really dun nd any. i am fine on my own. :)

i am strong enough. and when i say strong i dun mean physically strong of course. HAHAHA. i am physically weak. what i meant was emotionally and mentally strong. i remained sane and happy despite having a hard and tough past.

when i say tough, you dunoe what i have been through. i had suicidal thoughts, had noone in my life but myself, tried to cut myself and hurt myself in order to attract attention from the person i wanted, and all to no avail. but i survived.

friends say i have gone through the worst part of my life and there should be nothing tougher. so bring it on. i survived those tough times in which i thought i would die. i know that i am strong. what else do you wanna do to me? even though i often say that i wun be able to take it, i know i can. i just DUN WANT to.

i am also independent enough. when i was young, i know where i wanna go. and being the stubborn and strong-headed me, i refused to listen to anyone. and one of my biggest regrets in life is to listen to my aunties when i was in p6 who stressed me to choose anderson as my sec sch.

now i know, i would have my own choices, because if i made a mistake, i wun regret it. i was the one who chose my path.

i was taught to be independent at home. cause im the oldest and i am supposed to do well being the role model of my two sisters. and i made decisions on my own.

if i ever seemed weak to you, it must be cause i am afraid of losing anyone. what i am most afraid of is not even the dark or the ghost. what i am most afraid of is being alone, being lonely. i guess most people have the same fear as me.

this is why sometimes i try to please people more than i should. and i slowly grew to realise that it's wrong. and i'm trying to correct myself. and the best would be making myself as well as others happy at the same time. :)

perhaps i like to whine a little too often. it's just a little tactic since young cause when you whine, you tend to get what you wanted. and i can't seem to get rid of this habit which is irritating to me. and i have to keep reminding myself not to whine but before i can do so, i already finished whining. HAHA.

but still i am a superwoman. ^^

okay conclusion of this post:

LEE JIA LE is not a weak girl. she is going to grow and become a successful and independent career woman in the future. :) you shall see. that is my aim. ^^

What celebrity would you most like to meet in person?

OBV SHINEE'S BLINGBLING KIM JONG HYUN. NEED I SAY MORE!?!?!?

hello! what do you want to say?

sick during the wrong period of time.

i think i am really falling sick. argh.

have been feeling cold since this morning. but i just covered myself with blanket and kept tissues within my reach. then my throat started feeling itchy. and i drank water nonstop including my wheatgrassuntil there is no more water at home and i had to resort to tap water which tastes weird and makes me feel like vomiting.

now i am covering myself in my blanket and sneezing nonstop and my throat is so dry i can almost taste blood every time i swallow my saliva and im feeling kinda hot cause of my blanket and am starting to sweat but i feel so cold everytime the wind blows and i am having goosebumps cause of the sweat on my body. -_- ARGH so irritated right now.

why do i have to fall sick on the day before my first paper!? at least if i fall sick before my last paper i dun have to study anymore right. ARGH life sucks.

told my mum that i feel sick and she asked me if i said my dad told me that he felt sick. IT'S ME NOT MY DAD T.T sad life.

/EDITED
THERE IS OFFICIALLY NO MORE WATER IN MY HOUSE.

OMG WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOOO!?!?!?


should i just drink the yogurt/choc milk in the fridge in risk of my cramps coming back!?!? :(:(
don't say that i am a lazy bum for not boiling water myself. IT'S NOT THAT I DUN WANNA BOIL BUT I CAN'T BOIL!!

for one, my house has no kettle. cause my mum thinks that the plastic/rubber kettle handles are poisonous when in contact with hot stuffs cause they melt and give out poisonous gas.

next, there is no hot water flask in my house cause my mum thinks that the plastic near the spout is also poisonous so there is no hot water for me to pour into a cup and leave it to cool.

then, my mum always uses this big pot to boil water. AND NOW THAT BIG POT IS FILLED WITH SOUP THAT SHE JUST COOKED BEFORE SHE LEFT THE HOUSE. SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW!?!?!?!?

drinking the yogurt/choc milk just makes my throat thirstier. :/ ohmysadlife. :( and i feel a fever coming. T.T

okay i am drinking tap water now. :( i feel so pathetic i was circling my kitchen looking for possible water source. :(:( tap water tastes weird. :( dun like it. it's like newater.. :/ okay desperate times calls for desperate measures. :(

we are always crazy during exam periods.

check out ade's post as you read this post HAHA.


on twitter,

@tohtohh HAHA I JUST FINISHED BLOGGING! OHH GEMINI LIKES MAKING OUT?? WANNA TRY WITH ME HEHE ARIES IS A GOOD KISSER. 

@jaelurp HAHHAHAHA FUCK YOU OMG HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA 

@tohtohh HAHAHAHA YOU LIKE MA I SATISFY YOU HAHAHAHA HOPE MRTAN DUN FIND ME AND MRTAY DUN FIND YOU. 

@jaelurp we hide k? HHAHAHHAA

@tohtohh HIDE WHERE?? HAHAHAHAHA 

@jaelurp IN YOUR STUDY ROOM HAHAHAHHAHAHHAA

@tohtohh NOBODY WILL EVER FIND US IF WE HIDE IN THERE HAHAHAHAAHAHA

@jaelurp HAHHAHAHAHA CAN YOU CLEAR ONE SPACE FOR US?

@tohtohh CANNNN! AND I NOTICED IM EXTREMELY ADORABLE SIA HEHEHEHE

@jaelurp I THINK TYPO

@tohtohh NAHHH AND IM AN EXCELLENT KISSER HEHE AND IM LOVABLE HEHE

@jaelurp CANCER - The Beauty, MOST AMAZING KISSER, guess like I can do without you? HAHAHAHHAA

@tohtohh IS MRTAN CANCER!? :(:( i shall go check mrtay's HAHAHA

@jaelurp YES HAAHAHAHHAHA MAYBE MRTAY LOVES TO MAKE OUT TOO HAHAHAHAA

@tohtohh SHIT YOUUU! EHH MRTAY IS GREAT KISSER WE CAN MAKE OUT OURSELVES GOODBYE ADELINE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

@jaelurp HAHHAHAA FINE LOH GOGO. I GOT EMPTY SPACE IN MY STUDY ROOM. YOU CLEAR ONE SPOT FOR YOURSELF K HAHAHHAHAHA

clearly seen, the blue ones are adeline toh and the pink ones are me, and we are crazy bitches on the loose HAHAHAHAHA.
btw some background info:
adeline toh is GEMINI, mrtan is CANCER, mrtay is AQUARIUS and i am ARIES kekeke.
and adeline toh you are the only one who is not a good kisser HAHAHAHAHA.

okay i shall go off to pee and get a custard puff to eat though my throat is itchy but there is nothing else to eat at home and then back to studying. DA JIA ZAI JIAN AGAIN HEHE.

if you think you know me, think again.

OKAY ALOHAAA EVERYBODYYY!! :D:D

i am just done with HBM lecture 3 and kinda feeling complacent now so i am here HAHAHA.
still thinking whether i should download lecture 3's supplementary readings. it's like A LOT. and i dunoe why the 'save' button isn't appearing so how do i save/download it? :/:/
how how how? :/

finished my wheatgrass a wee bit too early. :/:/ i think i need five new bottles everyday. :( but noone would buy so much for me haiz haiz.
and btw i think i'm going to finish the plain water at home. the last bit remaining is in my wheatgrass bottle and there is only half a bottle of water left. :(:(

i have been drinking like crazy today cause of my running nose and itchy throat. :(
and i think i peed for like at least 10 times today alr. HAIZ SAD LIFE.
but everytime after i finish peeing and swing the strings of my fbt back into it when i wear it back after i pee i feel like a man hehe. SOOO this is how a guy feels after they pee huh!? HAHA!

okay everyone please pray for my health and exams okay! and i will pray for you HEHE zai jian da jia.
I MIGHT BE BACK LATER IF I AM BORED HEHE.

the happiest guy and girl on earth.

mrtay and me had an overnight studying session yesterday and today. ^^

was fun having him around but hehe we kinda played as we studied ah. sad to say we din have a table and had to study in my room cause my dad was smoking outside. :(
HOW I MISS MY STUDY ROOM! T.T

and being a nice gf i cooked dinner for him and of course my whole family hahahaha. my spaghetti was nice okayy. though i came up with the sauce myself hehe i like my own spaghetti tooooo!
was sweating like mad while i was cooking. hmmm this is a good way to lose weight ah. HAHAHA.

shall invite mrtay over to study next time AFTER my study room is cleaned up so that we wun get distracted so much by my sis watching vids on her comp, my other sis playing her phone, the tv in my room, and each other. hahahaha.

some lame pictures to share HAHAHA.

pretend to be sleeping~

taking eyemask as a face mask cause he was having a cold HAHA retardedness.

should have taken a photo of myself but im too chui looking nowadays. i await the day when i become chio. *-* i think i would have to wait for a million years. T.T okay im happy being like this. WOOHAHH!
okay back to my notes now. goodbye! :):)




sometimes i feel like i force you to do alot of things but hehe you don't think that way so i'm kinda grateful for that. :) thanks for being the sweetest keke.

my best friend.

sebastian loo merlion liu yu wei.
BY NOW AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE BOOKED OUT ALR!? :/
i'm dying to hear your storiessss. argh.
and i miss you. :(
mrtay dun be jealous i miss you everyday. heh heh.

SEBASTIAN LOOOOO.
i doubt you will see this though. -_- though you told me before you bookmarked my blog. -_- but you probably dun click on it or you removed it alr you this idiot. why haven't you contact me huh!?!?
i'm dying to hear what happened on the day you booked in on the first dayyyy. AND I'M DYING TO SEE YOU BOTAK.

you suck you better contact me asap. >:( cause i don't wanna contact you first hahahahahaha.

friends VS foes.

cause you expect them not to hurt you and when they do it, regardless intentionally and accidentally, it is always hard to accept. it’s like the wall you always relied on just falls apart when friends let you down. but why, why shouldn’t us be kinder and more forgiving towards people who are supposedly closer to us? i think this is what everyone should learn. :) let’s walk down the road of being sophisticated and mature. hehe.

okay i am now officially attached on fb -_-

and hello mrtay who used his other fb acct to ask me to be your gf. where that acct is sort of fake. though you sort of use it. for fb games. so that your actual acct will have more 'friends' in those fb games. you sucker. :(

dun judge. or i will be judging you WITH BOTH EYES WIDE OPEN LIKE THIS -> (O_O)
i just wanted to rant. i need to run to study now. GOODBYE!

If you had to legally change your name, what would you change it to?

i think i would just add a jaelurp in front hehe. other than that i like my name too much to change. keke. ohh unless i change to my husband's surname in the future ah. HAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

AHYI'S BIRTHDAY!!

of course us girls would want to wish her happy birthday in person soooooo...
WE POPPED UP AT HER HSE AS A SURPRISEEE!! :D:D:D

bused and stopped at bp to meet ade before continuing on with the journey to railway mall. we were the earliest. O.O went over to cold storage to buy party poppers and candles before heading to the strudels shop to check out the strudels and then to subway.

as we walked to subway, xueli, clara and gwy reached and we ate there as cheryl and mel reached woohoo weehee. went back to the strudel shop to buy the strudels and cabbed to ahyi's.
hid at the staircase area and i called ahyi with a 'AHYI YOU AT HOME? CAN EMAIL ME HBM REVISION LECTURE?' hehehe and WOOHOO she IS at home. if not we will be losers calling her to ask her to come back home to meet us. T.T

pressed the doorbell and her mum came to the door and we whispered to her saying that we looking for ahyi and we just crept to her room and started singing birthday song for her as she sat back-facing us switching on her comp wanting to send me HBM revision lecture HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

yayyy though she sort of guessed that we are giving a surprise i think she still got a huge shock with the party poppers and all hehehehe. random chitchats as we ate the strudels. keke.

sorry to jy4 T.T we din know that she was meeting you so early ah. we thought it will be at night. :(

after that we went to play the swings at ahyi's HAHAHA we were a crazy bunch of kids. quickly went to the bus stop after that cause it was going to rain and asked the security guard to help us take a photo at the gate heh heh.

AND OMG WE CAN ACTUALLY SEE THE RAIN COMING FROM A DISTANCE!!
like we can see like the next bus stop area raining but it wasn't raining at where we were standing yet.

CAN YOU SEE FROM THESE TWO PICTURES??? the greyish part from a distance is actually rain. and it wasn't raining from where we were standing at. hahahahahaha. nature is so darn cool okay.

took out my umbrella to share with ade and gwy but cause the umbrella seems too small i ran down the stairs myself wanting them to just take the umbrella but they chased after me and gwy tripped. :( SORRY GWY! T.T

ahyi took cab and left first while the rest of us bused over to lot 1 where they bought yogurt and we walked around lot 1 before settling down at macs and played monopoly deal~~~~~~~~ won a few times YAYYYY!! ^^ must be the practice i got from mrtay HAHAHA.

ade left and the rest of us went to ajisen to have our dinner~ had my fave hokkaido scallops ramen as usual hehe and had a super full dinner. was full alr but din wanna waste food. :( CONFIRM GROW FATTER. :(
need to be disciplined and run after exams alr. JIAYOU ME!

chitchatted after dinner HAHAHA we are so retarded why are we so lame and lame-r gwy and xueli linked up all the straws to become a super long one and we all tried to drink from it. IT DOES WORK HAHAHAHAHA.






ohmyohmy i wanna go iceskateeeeeeee. hello my girls do you girls wanna go iceskate tgthr somedayyy!?!? :D:D
mrtay is going with his friends next wed and they actually invited me to join them but tlaw is like on fri.. :(:(:(:( how can i goooo!?!?

and mrtay has been rejecting me since forever. and now you are going with your friends. :(:(:(:(:( go with me one day lehhhhh. :/ don't forget that four choices i gave you - extreme bungee at clarke quay, swimming, ice skating, and roller blading. 
Mister, you must choose one FROM these four choices okay.







okay just now my mum kept commenting about our heights.. -_-
MUM: why so coincidental that in our family, the oldest is the tallest and the youngest is the shortest? why isn't there any odd one out?
ME: then first you will have to wait for qiqi to outgrow jiamin.
MUM: i am so disappointed, why no kids in our family tall at all?
ME: -_- i am taller than you and dad is only 174cm. how tall do you expect us to grow?
my mum is such a sucker okay. not the first time she comments about this heights thing alr. conclusion is we have no tall genes okayyyy. :(






by the way this is really out of the topic but sdnly im really interested about what's going on in libya now. and cause i am not a newspaper person i dun really know what's going on and only found out after asking my girls tonight and got to know a little from tumblr as well. :/
i think i need to buy the straits times and read it tml. :/ i do read the chinese xin ming wan bao but somehow they don't really give news about these. or unless i missed it. but all i see are like singapore court cases leh. :/
okay nvm. someone kind please remind me to buy straits times tml tyvm. <3<3

What language would you like to learn how to speak?

korean of course. HAHAHAHA. but then i think i would want to learn my dialect (hokkien) a little moreeee. heh heh.

hello! what do you want to say?

last night.

why did i dream of you?
why did we do all those things we did?
i wasn't thinking of you in that way at all, so why did i dream of you?
they say when you dream of someone, it's cause that someone is thinking of you?
why did my dream start that way and end that way?
why were your eyes red as you smile at me when you left in my dream?
though i kinda feel regretful about what could have been, you affect me no more.
i'm sorry but if possibly that you feel the same way in reality as you felt in my dreams, it's your loss.
you were the one who gave up first and now you are just too late.
but if you don't, then good luck and all the best to you.
goodbye to you and all the past and future we had and could have tgthr.

a little horror.

/EDITED
by the way, if you have read ade's blog post and clicked on the first link to her bf''s blog, you would read about plaza sing gv cinema hall 7 having weird stories right. :)

well,
YESTERDAY ME AND MRTAY WATCHED 127 HOURS AT THE HALL 7 AS MENTIONED OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

was totally freaking out with ade last night okay. cause prev when she watched 127 hours she also watched it in the same hall.
BUT WORST IS, look at the picture of the cinema hall seats. :) you can see the hole in the middle right.
you may think that there is no chair there, but i can tell you confidently that there was definitely a chair there which looks rather stable. BECAUSE I WAS SITTING RIGHT BEHIND IT. :'''''''(
/crying a million tears

okay technically i wasn't sitting right behind it, MRTAY WAS. part of the reason why last night i was so paranoid. kns. :/
and ade still happily told me that she was sitting FARRRR away from there. :(
luckily the articles ade linked to as you can see at the bottom of this post, said that weird things only happened during the first and last show of the day. HENG AH HENG.

okay conclusion:
thank god nothing happened. :) though i worried for nothing, but it's better than to really have something bad happening so WOOHOO YAY HEYY!


OHHHH BY THE WAY, the heels i wore last night which i haven't worn in at least a year spoilt. :( dunoe how many saw my heels coming out cause i din notice it until i was reaching home. HAHA.
oh well, goodbye heels. :( or maybe i will ask mum to bring it to a cobbler. heh heh.

out tonight.

even though i haven finish studying but hahahaha impromptu outings by pri sch clique and mrtay~



hello me! :):)

went over to city hall to meet jervis myrna and shaun at new york new york. watched them eat and well, of course i greedily took some of their food to eat HAHAHA. fun times with them as usual hehe laugh lots with our lameness. forever so lame. ^^

then went over to plazasing to meet mrtay~
but just when i reached dhoby ghaut, my right eye suddenly felt really itchy and i rubbed it and it felt like some fur got into my eye. and when i met him he said that my eye was really red and brought me to this pillar with reflection and okay my eye looks like it has the sore eyes infection. :(:(

went up to the cinema where he went to buy tickets and i went to the toilet to take out my contacts and washed my eye and popped back my contacts again cause i din bring my specs. :(

wanted to go to guardian to buy some eye solution but since we walked past an optic shop we went in to buy and the nice lady offered to check my eye for me. :):)
and after that she told me that both my eyes are infected. :( just that my right eye showed the symptoms and my left eye din. :(:( and that i can't wear contacts for 10days. :(:(:( okay i shall be a good girl these 10 days. :)

went to watch this!

omgggg was practically squirming in my seat during all the more gory parts i was dying.
and through all his flashbacks esp the one with his parents, i cried. T.T T.T so sad. and i could like feel him. someone who is like counting down the days that he can survive. :(
i will never want to know the limit of my life. it will definitely limit everything that i do.

mrtay had to grab my hands to stop me from disappearing into my seat cause i was squirming so much and he had to remind me to shut up cause i kept squealing to myself. it looked so freaking painful okayyy.

finally the show ended and we went to gongcha keke and played monopoly deal woohoo i was luckier this time round cause i won twice out of four or five rounds. keke. previously i only won once out of 128371298763 rounds if i nv rmb wrongly. :(

took train and sent him to tai seng while i sat all the way to bishan before changing lines keke.

unglam gif of him since he was bullying me so much HAHAHAHA.




he sdnly had to hang up the phone and said he will call me back later but until now he still hasnt. feel so paranoid now. -_- you idiot why din you call? now i am imagining all kinds of negative scenarios. let's hope you are like what ade said, sleeping in your lala land.
if something happens to you, i won't forgive you okay. you are supposed to take good care of yourself. okay i shan't continue thinking.
please reply me asap. :/ i need to stop being so paranoid argh irritating paranoia.

IKRRRR!! i think next time when i put eyeliner i have to put different thickness so that both eyes look the same size. :( THAT IS WHAT I DO. DAMN IRRITATING OMG, MY LEFT EYE SHORTER. I have to draw the line longer so they look the same FML

HAHAHAHAHA REALLY?? HAHAHA WE CAN PRACTICE TGTHR. NOW WHEN I TRY TO DRAW, THEY ARE STILL OF DIFF SIZES. :(:(

hello! what do you want to say?

Happy Birthday To...

CHIA SHUANG YU aka CHIA AH YI aka SERPENTINE aka FISH. (L)

this is like our first decent photo together where there is only both of us. and it is like taken last year jan. know each other so long so late then take photo tgthr. :/

hehehehe. i forgot the LONGGG LONNNGGGG name i gave you last time. :(
you must be happy that i forgot. T.T
okay you are forever young okay. at least you have baby face so don't complain that you are already 19. :(
just lie to others that you are still 18. HAHAHA.
simply love you and all our times together although you love to laugh at me. :(
i'm sucha kelian de friend. T.T
thanks for listening me rant when i needed it. ^^
we have our ups and downs and i will always try my best to be there for you during your downs okay. :):) but don't you dare to forget me during your ups. >:)
love our taitai shopping trips and taking 171 home tgthr hehe.
you are and will be one of my closest friend okayy! :):)
forever remembering that time you asked me not to fly away HEHE.
I LOVE AHYI!! ^^
forever the molester(you) to the victim (me). ^^

from your loveliest and most angelic friend (HEHEHEHE),
(unwillingly but since it's your birthday............)
HUICI 慧慈 ♡

Motivational (?) story.

was looking around for motivational story when i came across this which made me teared.
i think it is quite nice. :)
remember to tell and remind the people around you how much you love them and how great you think they are. :)

I like your wish abt honghong very much (Y)let;s all hope that it happens someday, no, not when we have menopause -.-

HAHAHA YAR NOT MENOPAUSE PLEASEEEE. HAHAHA I WILL CRY. i hope my menopause nv comes though. means i wun grow old. HAHAHAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

WHY WHY WHY CANT OUR EYES BE THE SAMEEE SIZEEEEE D:

IKRRRR!! i think next time when i put eyeliner i have to put different thickness so that both eyes look the same size. :(

hello! what do you want to say?

in the process of

trying to get myself to study. :(
okay i will study after this blog post. heh heh. :):)

saved some drafts earlier on for the future hohoho. you will see them when you see them here. ^^
just pre-typed in case i forgot or i wanna add anything else afterwards. :):)

anyway i just feel like dancing. ARGH. okay prancing around in my own crazy dance steps is a more apt description.
hahahaha. when i was bathing this morning, i sang and danced around in my bathroom kekeke. feels so happy. woohoo.

and this morning when i was singing the song Lucky's first line 'do you hear me, talking to you?' and my dad thought i was talking to him cause i saw his head turn sharply towards my direction but i continued singing and he went back to his comp. HAHAHAHA.

btw i am a good sis today cause i lent my sis my clothes to wear. WOOHOO!
okay everyone is crazy during exam periods so dun judge me. :):) goodbye everyone. PLEASE GO BACK TO STUDYING!!

i sdnly just rmbered mummy forgot my wheatgrass again. :(:(:(:(
plain water then.. haiz.

What's the last good book you read?

the last good book? hmm i think it would be Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. HAHAHA okay i know i am slow. :( i finished the book like only last month. have been only watching the HP movies and since jiamin borrowed the books from her friend so i just took it to read. I NEED MORE BOOKS. :( going to the library soon!!

hello! what do you want to say?

If you could have any car you wanted, what kind of car would you get?

i want a lamborghini!! which is a little useless though. staying in singapore. :( but a family car would be nice too! hehe. or a sports car which is kinda selfish due to the limited amount of people which can be seated in it. hmm brand wise...... just the most expensive brand will do. HAHAHA

hello! what do you want to say?

feels like i ruined everything.

thanks for being understanding.
sorry for the insecurities.
fuck all the shit that happened.
feeling refreshed after a face wash.
not gonna say wad happened.
how retarded.
it's retarded.
we are retarded. -_-

when i'm not okay, don't ask what happened.
cause if i'm seriously not fine and you ask, i would probably feel worse when i am saying it.
cause i tend to think back as i say and i will think it in a much more negative way which just worsens my perspectives of everything.
i will say it if i wanna say when i am feeling better/happier.
i prefer it if you just tell me 'i love you' or 'i am still here for you' or 'dun cry' or 'hugs'.
to me, these are the sweetest alr. :)
i love those who always do these. :')
sorry for saying i hate everyone earlier on.


okay i really truly think i'm having mood swings now.
honghong you suck stop affecting my moods.
you are simply giving me a headache and you make me cry easier than usual which is very often alr.
come quick and leave quick. you irritate my life.

i really want a wish right now:
for every girl's honghong to never ever come anymore and they can all still give birth to pretty babies.
okay impossible much. -_-

sorry for screwing everything up.