`303rd post

pictures pictures for ytd!! :DD!!


we are number 8!!

this bangle was stuck up my elbow for awhile.. -_-
yes i noe im fat.
but actually is my elbow big lahhh!! (not finding excuse seriously cuz the bangle is the same size as my elbow.)

before eating..

after eating.. HAHAHAX!

camwhores~

see his thin thin waist!!

and see my thick thick waist!! T.T

more camwhores!!

and surprisingly both of us wore black that day.

HAHAHAX!!

telepathy ah!?!?

today went to school with huiwen.

sad thing today was that clara nv go school.

yes my dear i missed you.

HAHAHAX!

hope your eye can recover soon okies.

hope my eye recover soon too! :DD!!

went to meet ahchong after school and had lunch at bpp.

sorry to my girls.

i like pangseh-ed them.. T.T

went back home afterdat.

bot bubble tea weeeeeee long long nv drink.

paiseh ah stella nv pei you go play bball.

mummy wants me to go home early today.. T.T

for all those around me that got your olvls results today,

just rmb to do wadever that you liked the most.

base everything on your interests.

if not you will come to regret doing things that you dun like kaes. :))

jiale supports you hohoho!! :DD

btw i like my new internet browser!!

google chrome.

i like the diff themes woohoo!! ^^

i want to change my blogskin but no time lehhh!!

okies shall try and look through the projs now.

jiayou ba me! :DD!

i like love the way you do everything.

`302nd post

friday 08january2010
today only had me and clara dear for lunch.
cuz huiwen and carol dears had stuffs going on outside of sch so they are not coming.
and i forgot wad.
hahahahax!
had a great fun during lms with my group mates cuz of the script thingy which was funny. :DD
pei clara to go find her friend and walk around openhse.
went to atrium and saw zhaoxun.
guowei came to find us.
asked stella candy and chong to come and find us.
den we watched the performances all those.
smthing real coincidence was that me guowei stella and candy were all wearing num party tanks.
hahahax!
we din even say that we want to wear.
just a coincidence.
great minds think alike weeeeeee~
waited for yingjie and den we went back to panjang.
guowei went home to eat while the rest of us went to streets to eat.
no taxis would drive 5 of us (me chong yingjie stella and candy) to segar court so we had to split.
me chong and yingjie's cab driver very funny ah.
after bball chong sent me home.
thanks! :DDD!!


saturday 09january2010
tot i would staying at home the whole day.
in the end went out with guowei yingjie beatrice and stella.
hahahax!
went to ion and walked arnd.
bot ankle guard for yingjie cuz he sprained his ankle again.
and insisted on going out. -_-

went to cine aftdat.

why do we always go cine when we go orchard? O.O

hahahahahax!

ate and xbox-ed.

i still am not sure about the controls.

just keep pressing wrong like siao.

im so sorry stella. T.T

make you lose until so cham.

im a 电动白痴.. )):

after playing they cabbed back to segar court and i went home cuz i told mum i will be eating at home. T.T

cuz i tot i wun be going out ma.

and i kinda missed mum's cooking.

hahahax!

sunday 10january2010 TODAY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRETTIEST SCO KEHLIM KEHKEH DEARRRR!! :DDD

went out with chong.

was supposed to meet him at 1pm at khatib here and i woke up at 12.45pm.

HAHAHAX!

but he was late by abit tooooo~

so dun careeee~ :PP!!

trained to orchard.

we missed the stop and realised it when we reached cityhall.. -_-

too engrossed in chitchatting ah.

went to ion and he bot me eclairs.

yayy heyyy xie xie ni~

went to far east to shop shop and went to the graffiti cafe there to eat.

i like the wanton mee there.

wrote smthing very small there.

HAHAHAX!

not saying wad weeeee~

camwhored with chong there.

after eating we went back to khatib and i went back home to grab my laptop pipi dear and we went to macs to study for abit.

tried to do the organization chart for my proj but i almost died for it.

cuz really like damn hard.

i tot it was just combining the two charts.

but its more than that.

cuz of the different positions den im not exactly sure they are really supposed to be placed.

smmore both charts have different names for different positions.

make me more luan.

so nvm i just chose one to use.

hahahahax!

upload the pics the nxt time cuz blogger is freaking slow now. )):

just want to wish goodluck to those getting their olvls results tml!!

esp yingjie, ahbe, candy, anson and sean.

cant rmb anyone else taking olvls last year that i noe.

hahahax!

but nevertheless i wish all goodluck! :DD!!

adeline er ahh!

the story means that when you like smone, you will keep thinking that you will meet smone better, so you wun be with that guy.

same as the flower.

cuz you will keep thinking there is a bigger flower down the path, the big flower you found is not the biggest yet, and as you can only pick the flower only once, you dun pick the big flower you just found.

ke yi understand ma? T.T

try and explain as clear as i can le.

if dun understand ask me again! :DD

i keep forgetting to get xueli bday pics from you ah! T.T

hahahahax!!

loves you! <33!!

thanks for being so sweet.

i sincerely appreciate it.

being together forever is so much yet so little to ask for.

`301st post

i dun like ppl being kaypoh in my stuffs.
relationship stuffs.
i understand about being curious.
but if you want to noe, ask me.
dun ask smone else about my matters.
if i want to say, i would tell you naturally.
if i dun, then it is also my own business.
you just have to see the extent of our friendship.
dun go secretly ask smone else.
i will appreciate it.
dun like it when others pry my stuffs.
especially through others.

`300th post

woke up early in the morning cuz im supposed to complete the LMS script by LMS lesson.
ohmytian.
my brain juices are like draining out of me.
ohmytian.
hope i can complete everything ah. ://


ytd~
we ponned bmgt lecture after fabm tutorial and went to walk around in openhse.
they really tot we were freshies in BA.
which was like damn funny when they interviewed us for awhile and realised that we are students of np.
hahahahax!!
and to think i was wearing baoc shirt and they din recognise it!
walked around and went to find chong.
sorry girls din eat lunch with you all! T.T
went into chong's class which was just freaking paiseh.
left with him and went to find huiwen boxydear at her booth!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~
but her booth have like tons of ppl.. -_-
too many for words.
i mean the ppl manning the booth.
hahahahax!!
chitchatted happily and left. :DD
went to plaza and ate at streets.
ahchong insisted on paying. -_-
like i pay will die horhhhhhhhhh!!
went to yingjie's hse to find yingjie and guowei afterdat.
wanted to spend the afternn doing work.
in the end i slept like siao. T.T
they said im a lazy pig. T.T T.T
slept until 4plus and we went downstairs to meet stella.
played bball.
i din playyyy~
went to fetch weixuan to bpcc.
weiguang came.
candy came.
left at arnd 7pm.
went home and sat on the stairs and chitchatted with ahchong.
saw my mum.
but nvm cuz see her before.
saw my dad.
wahh he damn scared.
meaning chong damn scared.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
DAMN FUNNY!
laughed at him.
my dad grilled him.
lucky for a short while nia.
went home and eat my beloved laksa ohmytian nice nice!! ^^


mum says nose not that red liao.
how come i dun think that way leh?
chong aso said so.
wahh sian. ://


becoming fatter ohmytian.
jian fei jian fei.
ang chong xian you din remind me to do my 100sit ups last nite! >: (
i did 100sit ups on wed night okies!!
dun play play!!
HOHOHO!


ohh by the way did i mention that i cut my fringe already!
actually cut it on sunday.
quite sometime liao.
kinda like it.
the first time i din complain abt my hair being ugly after having it cut.
shall go back to the same salon nxt time!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE~


finished up the script already.
think the ending abit crap.
ohmytian.
as in everyone would be freaking formal in the roles.
but cant help it.
i cant think anymore.
im not a scriptwriter okies! T.T


zongqin posted a primary sch photo on facebook.
tagged everyone and alot commented.
now i want primary school outing!! >: ((
but i want meet up with my pri peeps too: jervis quak shaun leong and myrna lam!!
wants chitchats with them!!
hahahahahax!!
miss themmmmmmmmm!!
but im lazy to organise an outing leh.. ://


i love you. :))
a story that i read smwhere but forgot where thus story might subject to changes:
once, a young man who is very curious asked a wise man: 'what is love?'
wise man said that he will answer the question after the young man picked the biggest flower from the field.
however, he is allowed to pick only once.
in the end, the young man returned with nothing in his hands.
wise man asked him for the reason and he answered: 'as i am allowed to pick the flower only once, whenever i came across a big flower, i would be afraid to pick it in case there is a bigger flower down the path.'
the wise man told him: 'this is love.'

`299th post

:)))) im a happy girl hohoho!
tuesday had HOM tutorial and i got so luan over opera. T.T
keep forgetting all those small small details.
must practice more liao ah!
got 66/100 for maec ct and 64/100 for itb.
not very good.
must buck up already. T.T


tuesday went to meet chong and gw after school.
waited for chong to finish his hmwk.
gw say i not bad looking worrrr! ^^
happy lehh! :DD
two ppl that day say i pretty leh!! ^^
we went to bpp macs to meet stella and candy.
saw minduan and her boyfriend.
hahahax! :DD!!
yingjie and weixuan came den we had dinner~
random chitchats too~
fun fun love them all!


ytd went to j8 thai express to eat with my girls! :DD!
happy happy!
and happy to go back there to eat!! ^^
and they added extra foodstuffs to our food!!
HAHAHAHAX!
so happy! :DDD!!
love them.
tried the avocado milkshake that we always see our customers order.
not bad lahh.
hahahahax!!
shuangyu went off early.
carol too.
me clara and cheryl did manicure.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
their firsts!! :DDDD!!
huiwen had to help us do alot of things cuz we scared we spoiled our nails.
hahahax.
poor huiwen..
thanks so much kaes my dear boxy! :DD!!
spend alot of money.. T.T
i bot a new laptop bag too. T.T
haiz haiz haiz.
negative become more negative liao!!
save money save money!!


two aims discovered!
1. study hard!!
2. save money!!

`298th post

some pictures to add colours to my bloggg HOHOHO!! ^^
camwhores when carol and ahyi came my hse for overnight!

they wanted to put this as my laptop wallpaper. HAHAHAX!

den i insisted in being inside so TADA~
we all chui after staying up for the whole night.
HAHAHAHAX!!


camwhores with chong while waiting for candy to get her edusave on saturday.
went to stella's hse to do my work report.
though i did slack abit to play maple and watch zombieland. HOHOHO!
zombieland is a combination of funny, boring and gore.
lalala~




the picture above is my favourite out of the all.
cuz stella talking to him den he was really like laughing smiling.
his eyes not even on the camera.. -_-
dunoe why he dunoe how to smile properly.
must undergo training liao!

`297th post

im not completed with my work report YET.
im so going to die.
cab says binding takes only like 3minutes.
so it shld be okies.
hopefully.
im such a slacker. )):
jiayou ah jiale!


they are chio-er than me but im cuter than them rite?
cant help but feel happy with your answer.
dumb me.
idiotic you.


ytd bball was tiring but fun.
din regret going it though my report is not done yet.
loves the ppl. ^^


miss my boxy bubble ahyi carol and everyone.
TML!! ^^

`296th post

hello.
i think i shld start doing some reflections on 2009.
HAHAHAHAX!
2009 was an okies year for me.
very xin ku i supposed.
tried to do alot of things and they all failed.
and i spent more time with friends than family.
maybe i shld try and balance it out.
was very not hardworking.
must jiayou already.
found many great friends.
and wasnt lonely anymore. :))
just before 2009 ends.
smthing happened.
i hope this would last forever.
forever wasnt a word in my dictionary.
but i very much want to believe in it now.
despite knowing its not possible.
had an okies year.
not DAMN happy.
nor DAMN unhappy.
at least im happier now.
compared to the previous two years, when i had worse times.
i love my family, friends and you. :))
thanks to you if you have ever accompanied me smtimes.
you are great and you noe it yourself.
thanks for helping me to grow and mature.
i learnt alot of new things and became more knowledgeable.
i will treasure everyone around me. :))
loves everyone. <33!

`295th post

ytd was great.
ohmytian.
hope you enjoyed the surprises we prepared for you!! :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR CHONG!! :DDDD
thanks to guowei and stella for helping to think of the surprises~ :DD!!
told chong i wasnt able to go.
but smhow i appeared at sentosa giving him A BIG SURPRISE.
lied dat i have to leave early.
everyone else keep scolding me in front of him.
so cham lah.
i had to bear with it boh bian ah. T.T
reappeared with the cake and changed to a dress during dinner.
pizza hut even off-ed the lights for us.
thanks them for helping so much cuz i noe they were very busy and we were like causing more trouble than the other customers!! ^^
while i was waiting with the cake and worrying about the candles melting fast alot of the staffs were like giving warm smiles to me and it was very reassuring. :D:D:D!!
bet he had a BIG BIG surprise.
WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
was so glad dat minduan was able to come with her boyfriend.
and first time see her boyfriend!! :DDD!!
but they intro-ed me as diu 'niannn' !! T.T
long time no see ah minduan!! ^^^^^^!!
played with the water, tug-o-war, captain's ball and killerball.
fun fun fun!
i love all these guys man!! :DD!!
dinner at pizza hut!
nice nice!!
the baked beef balls that stella intro-ed was great!!
i like i like!
nxt time i go there eat i will order it again hohoho!!
countdown at vivo.
played yi da dui games.
countdown! :DD!!
the first person i saw in 2010. <33!
then chong guowei stella candy beatrice and sean came over to my hse to stayover!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
so happy lehhhhh!! ^^
they like become good friends with my two meimeis ah.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
played mahjong all those.
slept at 4.30am.
woke up at dunoe wad time.
they complained about me snoring. T.T
but we all had fun.
slping with everyone damn fun.
I LOVE I LOVE!! :D:D:D:D!!
den all went home aftdat.
thanks all for these happiness!!


happy new year to everyone!!
thanks to all who wished me esp clara and huiwen who called!
love you ttm!! ^^
miss you guys!!
SEE YOU SOON!! <33!!


now new updates for my wishlist!! HOHOHO!!
though i noe i just got my wallet not long ago but you guys shld noe wad happened to it. T.T
dun want to buy the same one already.
scouting for another nice one.
HOHOHO!!
i want a polaroid camera!!
stella's sooo nice i wantttt one tooooo!!
den can buy those nice nice films.
actually wanted one long ago.
but dun really have the chance to buy it.
I WANT ONEEEEE!!
den those films can buy those special with designs one!! :DDD!!
i also want a new digital cameraaaa~
mine like so chui! T.T
i want canon de ohmytian!!
i want a new phoneeeeeee!!
i want E72!!
CHIO CHIO!! T.T
i want a new water bottle!!
i want a new baggggg!!
i want a new so many things!! T.T
my wishlist going to be so damn long wahahahahahax!!
but im so broke so broke. T.T


they say i _ more than _.
i _ so much better than i _.
ohmytian i cant help but admitting to it.
this makes me _.
nvm.
like wad guowei always says.
dun talk about the past cuz it already passed.
so true ah.
wads past is past dun dwell on it.
more imptly is the present and the future.
which belongs to us.


i love all my sweet friends.
i love my sweet you too. :))

`294th post

later on it will be chong's first birthday celebration.
i hope he will enjoy it much ah.
even though hes going to have another one tml.
and it is going to be the actual one.
sorry chong. T.T
starting to become wu ji mong kok already.
ohmytian. T.T

woke up at 8plus this morning.
and i woke up myself.
*thumbs up*
was supposed to wake up at 9am.
and i forgot to set my alarm clock.

bot new dresses. :))
hope he likes it.

sorry BAS i wasnt able to go for the society xmas party.
thanks for the concern. :DD
my eye is much better le ba. :))
but now my ulcerS hurt! T.T
drink more water drink more water.
like wad guowei say plain water is a miracle drink so perhaps it can like cure my everything!!

i still feel sorry for having to do all these in front of smone.
its abit guo fen.
i din expect it too.
sorry.

smtimes i feel like its going a little too _.
i dun intend to _.
cuz im afraid of gossips and rumours.
like they say.
i shldnt mind so much.
i shldnt care so much.
this is MY life.
not theirs.
not anyone else's.
i noe wad i am doing.
if they think it is wrong, it just means that they dunoe me well enough.
BUT im still afraid.
ohmytian i dunoe lahhhhhh.
arghhhhhh.
i wanted to _.
but somehow situations and circumstances are just some things that we cant control.
i dun want to _.
neither do i want him to _.
shldnt mind shldnt mind shldnt mind.
actually i have always been good friends with him for like one year.
just that i nv tot _.
so maybe its not that _?
we are just _.
nevertheless i do love you.. :))

`293rd post

EDITED WITH PICTURES
i simply love chong, my BSFL, ahbe and clara.
woohoo! ^^


thanks chong for being with me. :))
thanks for standing up for me.
thank you so much.
i love xianxian ah. (HAHAHAX!)


thanks my BSFL for being there with me whenever i needed someone.
thanks for including me.
thanks guys.
i love you all. :DD (guowei stella candy yingjie weixuan ^^)


thanks ahbe for chitchatting with me last nite and letting me vent everything and making me feel better.
thanks for sharing your stuffs with me too.
i love you dear ahbe. :DD


thanks clara for saying things that make me feel better.
thanks for standing by me.
it means alot.
i love you my dear bubble. :))

of course there are so many other darlings i have. :))
weehee just wanna scream out loud about how much i love them. :DD
thanks all for loving me wahahahaahahax!!

`292nd post

whoosh im back from everything~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ :DD
everything was just seriously great ohmytian~ ^^

BAMP' 09 CHEERS!!
i love my group sooo much.
even though the guys came so late but they were really nice. :DD
blocking me from the rain, treating us supper or simply caring.
you guys were great! :DD
love my girls too! :DD
sweet girl jesslyn fed me lunch when we werent supposed to eat yet. ^^
JU-ON JIAYOUU!!
i love allllll~
cheered like mad since i was supposed to lead.
they started calling me siao zha bor.
and i noe my voice is like high pitch like siao.
HAHAHAX!
cuz thats the only way i can make my voice louder~
was damn high during campfire.
woohooo!
i just love everyone.
ai si ni men leeeeeeeeeeeee~ :DD!!
camp breaking was kinda sad.. ://
thanks to chong for fetching me from camp. :))
straight after bamp and after going home, we went to vivo to meet guowei candy and stella.
shopped abit and bot ourselves the same NUM shirts.
WOOHOO! ^^
i like i like~
staying over at candy's was kinda fun. :DD

had chalet nxt.
weeheee~
i love chalet~
and thanks for the surprise.
though i was freaking freaking paiseh.
it is so kong bu the way you see ppl collaborating with each other.
its just so sudden and FREAKING paiseh.
i swear its the MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST paiseh incident i EVER had in my whole life.
it should be sufficient to describe the situation considering the number of paiseh incidents i have had.
HAHAHAX!
but thanks for the presents.
you guys were really sweet.
esp you know who. ^^
xie xie ni men~
was damn excited abt the surprise we had for yingjie and weixuan.
hohoho!
and i noe they were DAMN DAMN happy! :DD
had fun squeezing with other 5ppl on two single beds. :DD
wild wild wet the nxt day was WOOOOO!!
had great fun.
chong was damn coward.
LAUGHED LIKE SIAO AT HIM!
love everyone. :DD
squeezed with another 6 ppl on one mattress.
we are great ohh yeahhhh!! ^^
though in the end two ppl got squeezed out. -_-

went to stella's hse for mahjong session after chalet.
lucky i din lose any money ah.
though i din win any too.
hahahax~
had bball at nite.
ohmytian my left eye just yi ge chui.
thanks for all that cared. :DD
love you all~
thanks for chong's dad for coming down just to drive me home.
really thank you uncle.. T.T
*touched*

to someone out there.
i just yi ge bu shuang abt wad you wrote.
wth.
im angry.
you were the one who ignored him no matter how much he begged for a patch.
he humbly begged you.
and you just ignored him and his words with your head up in space.
when eventually he gave up, you started feeling lonely and scared and wanted him back.
but he already moved on without you.
so you started calling him a jerk and bastard.
he begged you for 9 days.
you ignored for 9 days.
when he moved on without you afterdat and fell for another,
you wrote until like hes the biggest jerk who abandoned you for another.
you were the one who din wanted him in the first place.
so quit blaming him for not wanting you now.
you dun deserve him.
seriously.
you dun.
i dun care if i offended you anot.
cuz it doesnt matter.
cuz i dun nd you in my life.
i dun.
you are really ...
i cant find words enough to describe you.
you are just like a mean little kid who refused to let other kids have the sweet that you din want when you saw them fighting for it.
you'd rather throw it into the bin.
you expected him to wait for you for the rest of his life until you want him back.
you are just so damn selfish.
you have nv spared a thought for him except for yourself.
you are one of the worse kind of ppl in this world.
stop acting pathetic.
look at yourself in the mirror and slap yourself awake.
im seriously angry now.
you are the one at fault.
stop blaming others.
stop acting kelian.
dats so freaking disgusting. ://

lastly, i just want to say christmas day is loved. <33!!
and that i love my BSFL. :DD!!

`291st post

my blog really damn sian.
no pictures and everything.
and im sick of my blogskin.
but i have no time to go and change it and everything ah. ://
gonna be so busy during the holidays.
its not even like a holiday.
argh. ://
just hope i enjoy it still.

ytd went to celebrate xueli's birthday at west coast plaza fish and co.
the staffs have a special way to celebrate their customer's birthday.
damn cool.
you can try celebrating your friends' birthdays there.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :DD
had fun with the girls. :DD!!
hope xueli enjoyed the small birthday celebration.
though i was like damn tired and slept for abit.
adeline ahhhh!!
i want the videos!!
hahahahahahax!! :DDDD!!

went back to thai express to take pictures.
andy is no longer working there.
kinda sad to noe dat.
wanted to take photos with him.. ://
but we actually wun see him anymore.
he was a great manager a great boss.
and i treated him like my friend.. ://
had a nostalgic feeling when we were there.
like we are supposed to work.
but we dun work there anymore.
its like we belong there.
but we dun belong there anymore.

thanks to someone for fetching me and sending me back ytd ah.
had a great time.
xie xie ni. :DDD

its funny and cute when three of the few ppl you loved and cared most about started chitchatting and snatching over you and talking a whole lot of nonsense stuffs which you enjoyed.
i just simply love them. <33!!!

BAMP is like tml nite!?
and chalet is coming soon.
ohmytian so fast so fast!
i need to pack my baggggggs!!
no time no time!! T.T



this is sweeter than sugar.
this is cosier and snuggier than my bed.
this is more adrenaline pumping than roller coaster rides.
my heart races at the mere thought of you.

`290th post

i noe its late.
im supposed to be done with maec ages ago.
but i keep getting distracted by someone. -_-
some people might noe who..
hahahahax!
not slping already i guess.
cant trust myself to wake up if i slp at this time. -_-
at most i just slp during bball tml.

nxt week bamp and chalet.
ahhh i hope it will be fun.
CONFIRM fun. :DD
weeeeheeeeeeeee~

and i love my new painted nails. ^^
metallic colour lehhh!
woohoo!
though its kinda weird but still i love it~
:D:D:D:D!!
thanks to my two girls!!
i love you both ALOT! <33!!!!!
you noe who you noe alright! :DD

saw hamsters today and ohmytian they are super cute.
so many of them squeezing into one running mill.
SUPER CUTE!
but i din say i want any okies.
cuz i cant bear the thought of them dying.
damn sad.
so i dun want pets.
heh heh.
so ahchong dun buy me and your joajoa a dog to play with ah. -_-
if you buy you take care of it yourself!

by the way happy birthday to two girls!! :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHBEEKIAN!! :DDDD (17th dec)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUELIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!! :DDDD (18th dec)
loves both of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

smtimes i want abit more time to spend at home. ://
i feel like i have been neglecting my family.
esp about the housing board thing ohmytian.
lucky nothing happened.

anson flew off to taiwan already. ://
dunoe got buy presents for me anot. :PP!!
but dun think have. -_-
but he says he will miss me.
if he comes back and says he din even think of me.
he will get it from me..
HAHAHAHAX!

singing songs that i used to sing makes me feel nolstagic.
i love and hate my past.
i love my present.
i hope i love my future. :))
can you help me with it?
heh heh!

those feelings i never had before. :))

`289th post

just here to thank the ben dan who insists on pei-ing me at this unearthly hour.
webcamming with me while im studying.
and now im staring at you falling aslp.
HAHAX!

`288th post

studying over at clara's was WEEEEEE!!
love laughing with clara and huiwen and studying tgthr! ^^
even though ITB sucks. ://
i hate ITB.
study so long still cant finish.
im determined to conquer ITB! :DD

maybe im not so much struggling already.
but i shall let nature takes its course and see how things go.
im not rushing.
and i dun want to rush.
but smhow it is a little too fast.
give me some time.
some more time. :))

was surprised dat she actually reads my blog.
shes starting to be afraid?
i dunoe.

i hope this week ends soon.
cuz im going to play and work at the same time.
cant wait for chalet. ^^
though im going to be dead beat.

thanks ahchong for treating me these few days so much ah.
xie xie ni. :DD
but i feel bad spending your money. ://

paiseh anson cant chitchat with you ah.
i really want to get on with my itb.
and i dun think i can finish it. T.T
bon voyage for the flight that is less than 24 hours from now.
dun forget me ahhh!! :))

i kinda like you i guess.. :))
but still not confirmed yet ah.
we shall see..

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i kinda miss my ahgong.. :((
staring at my ahma hse while waiting for my bus (ahma hse opp busstop) i kinda miss the way it was before.
before the renovations started.
before my ahgong passed away.
its been a long long time since i went back.
im sorry ahma.
not dat i dun want to visit you.
but cuz of the changes i really dun want to go back.
it just doesnt feel like the old ahma hse anymore.
i want to go back to when it was the last time. :((
i miss the days when we stayed at ahma hse.
jiamin me ortao and weilong.
miss my ahma asking us if we want milok (milo).
trying to decipher what my ahma is talking. (she speaks in hokkien)
having ortao as our translator. (his hokkien is the best among all of us.)
i miss everything.
i miss my ahgong and ahma.
i want to go back to the past.

paiseh ah anson.
ytd cant pei you chitchat cuz my bus came.
sorry i really want to go home earlier.
thanks for pei-ing me to wait for my bus on friday. :))

thanks ahchong for keep on pei-ing me.
den fetching me and taking cab.
waste alot of money ah. ://
save up horh!

i love stella and guowei. <33!!
studying in process~
im going to buy happy meal later!! ^^

`286th post

im really sorry for what happened ytd. )):
though both of you said its okies but.. ://
noe you both cared but i only wanted to help..

clara said im guilty conscious. O.O

chong said im very dan chun. O.O

im now the longest telephone chat with chong record holder.
hahahax!
though the duration to me was like very normal leh.
hehh hehhh!

my dream guy.
when will you appear?
but dun appear too fast ah.
cuz i want you in a few more years' time.
not now.
hehh hehhh!
but if you appear nxt year its fine by me tooo~ :PP!
but i will wait until im sure you are REALLY REALLY REALLY the one for me this time. :DD

sorry sebas cant chitchat with you cuz im studying.
though is you dun want to chat with me cuz you found out im studying.
but still feel a little bad ah.

i want to be skinnier! ^^

`285th post

today is a great day. :DD
spent it well with my girls (clara huiwen shuangyu carol) after school at orchard.
loves!! :DD
shopping~
bought a new pair of sandals and wallet.
WEEEEEE!
going everywhere hearing the song 'rudolph the red nosed reindeer..'
i noe my nose very red cuz of my BIG pimple but still.. -_-
love today!!
studying with chong and guowei was not productive.
HAHAHAX!
i din even touch any of my studying loh.
all i did was help guowei with his tutorial by drawing the graphs.
up till now im still helping him.
they like too tired over s&w.. -_-
and they stuffed the rest of guowei's unagi rice burger into my mouth.
crazy. -_-
imagine three ppl holding something in front of one of the person's mouth trying to stuff everything inside.
crazy lohhh!
but had quite a happy day ba. :))
ahchong dun emo ah!

i found out im smone who likes to 撒娇 alot.
but i swear i din noe dat okies.
but really damn irritating.
as in me.
and my voice. ://

shuangyu ahyi had a bad first impression of me cuz of my voice.
but she noes now dat im a GREAT person. :PP
HOHOHO!
ahyi's gingerbread man is cute! :DD
hehhhh hehhhhhh!!
and she wun stop saying that i sound like huici. :((

to one of my baobeis.
dun feel sad over smthing that happened recently okies.
dun forget im always here for you.
love you. :DD

the two ppl. -_-
i dunoe wad to do.
this is just so crazy.
but it wun be my turn to choose.
im not so lucky. ://

okies i shld faster get on with guowei's graphs. -_-

`284th post

i am so glad that i have so many friends that care. :DD
need to organise a small gathering/chitchat session with my lao peng yous. :DD (though i was kena forced into it smhow.. -_-)
im supposed to update them about my life.
hahahax.
shaun jervis and myrna~ :DD!
my dearies~

smhow i feel like im changing.
i need to work harder.
but i dunoe wad to do.
sucks.

i want to slp.
but i dun feel like slping. ://
smtimes i really just want to noe wad you are feeling.
ohh shucks.
now its just one you.
what about the other?
shucks.

stupid pimples on nose makes me have a even redder nose. :((
everyone is staring at me like im really rudolph's sister. :((
i want it to go away soooooon.

i have a feeling i wun be able to wake up early tml morning. ://
and i like my way of blogging now. :))
random enough.
*thumbs up*

`283rd post

i want to change my blogskin.
sian.
but im lazy ah.
and no time. ://

im happy for having friends who are actually willing to stick up for me.
xie xie ni men. :))
but i really think it is not worth it.
not worth it for you guys to get hurt over such stuffs. ://

not purposely want to let you noe last de ah.
its cuz of just one reason.
i dun want you to get hurt nor to hurt anyone. ://
not cuz i dun trust you.
not cuz i dun treat you as my friend.
if i dun, i wouldnt even tell you about it in the first place.
trust me okies.
you are my very very very very very good de friend horh! :))
ALWAYS!! :DD
*cross my heart*

so far i ate 54 aeroplanes.
where is the remaining 46? ://
i need a wish badly ah.

i want a magic wand which can turn all unhappiness to happiness.
where can i buy one?

them.
i dunoe wad to do.
but what do they think?

so many things on my mind. :((
i want everyone to be happy.
shucks.
so hard.
haven really start studying.
useless me.
packed holidays.
i want some free time of my own. :((

btw its okies if you dun make any sense of all these.
cuz if you dun, it simply means you dun have to.

`282nd post

i feel like slping.
but im still studying. :((
i want to at least complete one chapter lehh.
though i think its impossible to be done by tonite.. ://
stomach damn uncomfortable.
i dunoe if its cuz i had a late dinner or cuz im having menses.
irritating. :((

smhow smone manages to make me smile all the time.
seeing that smone smiles makes me smiles.
dun think its the one on your mind now. (hehex.)

i missed the 11.11pm time today. :((
but i got the one this morning and made a wish! :DD
a happy thing today!
saw kevin toh.
caught up with each other. :DD
happy~

now my back is hurting. :((
and i love my bolster cuz it lets me hugs it.
but angchongxian keeps saying hes my bolster and dat im hugging him. :((
irritating idiot..
smhow my body feels damn uncomfortable now.. :((
recover soooooooooon!!

`281st post

EDITED
i dun feel like blogging properly anymore. ://
lost interest in reading others' blogs too.
hahahahax.
cuz smtimes just abit sian ah.
carol just sdnly hugged me from the side. (L) ^^
zui jin want hugs alot.
i think im crazy.
ytd webcammed with ahchong until damn late like 2.30am.
tired like siao today.
ahchong's fault.. -_-
i woke up at 7am.
overslept loh.
haiz damn sian.
30th december shopping day! :DD
okies shall try and celebrate chong's birthday with him on dat day as well.
ahhh new wallet new bag new clothes! ^^
anson always come my blog to find his name only.
so see here ahhh.
i put your name BIG BIG HERE.
ANSON NG CHENG EN!
can find ur name?
hahahahahax!
xie xie for lending your shoulder when i almost fall aslp ytd during new moon.
HAHAHAHAX!
though its bu ying gai lahhh.
but :P:P:P:P!!
and thanks for the movie treat okies! :DD
common test nxt week.
haven start studying.
ahh i will start today.
kinda hungry now.
but more thirsty.. )):
HOM is going to start soon.
just now MAEC end damn early like before 10am.. -_-
okies byebye darlings.
btw i love hai pai tian xin!! <333333333!!

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generally i had a happy day today.
thanks guys. :DD
i just rmbered i forgot to go for my booth duty today.. T.T
so sorry..
worried about my common tests and projs.
shall go look for my itb txbk now.. T.T
dunoe where mum put it. T.T
study hard ba lee jia le.

`279th post

went to school with huiwen dear as usual. :DD
we reached earlier than the rest so went to sit sit at student plaza toilet and chitchat.
hahahax!
den went outside to meet the rest.
saw guowei again.
zui jin like everyday see him ah. -_-
and he say i wear until very funny.
cuz i wore formal business shirt and jeans.
HAHAHAHAX!
went to class and waited outside until our itb presentation starts.
aaron is a very funny guy. :PP!
had our presentation and went for our lunch.
i keep mixing up the timings. -_-
and me and huiwen got our boxy twin headphones!
ohmytian boxyloves!
i want to take photos with her tml!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :DD
i like like my new headphones! ^^
after lunch i went for my booth duty.
si benjamin keep disturbing me ah.
saw guowei again.
chitchat. :DD
ohh ohh and now benjamin is my big big doggy.
at first i say small small puppy den he say dats benson.
hahahax.
they luan qi ba zao.
dunoe to go for idare anot. ://
i want to cuz it seems fun.
but my parents..
maybe ask dad tml?
heh heh! :PP!
went for lecture aft booth duty.
almost went the wrong way. :PP!
wanted to go lt 24 but actually its at lt 38.
took stupid pics during lecture and after that.
lazy to post.
i suppose adeline's blog will post some. HAHAX!
after FABM lecture me clara syahirah van and adeline went to ourspace.
me and clara met victor and guohao for our LMS assignment 2 and we did the video interview thingy.
it was quite fun ah! :DD
afterdat victor and guohao left tgthr.
stayed there for awhile and me adeline clara and syahirah left tgthr.
went home and watched tv and bathed and use com.
i want to study hard.
but smhow not really motivated ah.


i want to buy a new backpack. (still looking for a suitable one.)
i want to buy a new wallet. (i saw one nice one at heeren fourskin!)
i want to buy new clothes. (need so much money to do that. -_- and i think i need to bring my A&G along. HAHAHAX!)
i want to buy a new laptop bag. (not very impt but my current one abit bulky to put in bags. )):)
i want to cut my fringe. (getting too long already. i want to cut like rainie yang's fringe in hai pai tian xin after the six years part. but i dunoe how to describe. :// should i like bring a picture? -_- sounds dumb.)
i want to buy new shoes. (a pair of shoes that i can wear comfortably. like my that white/pink one before it spoilt cuz i wore it to macritchie tree top walk.. T.T)
i want to have my laptop maintained. (isit possible to send it to the maintenance for free or smthing cuz of the 3 years warranty? cuz i think its going to spoil. kinda regret not listening to jervis quak yi qing at the start during the IT fair to buy the acer one.. his has no probs at all..)
i need money. $.$ but i have no time to earn it. T.T
work requires too much commitment that i cant give..
i haven got my pocket money for this week!
thats a good reminder! :DD
okies going to slp soon!
goodnite my darling ppl.
muaks muaks!

`278th post

sunday 29november2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL THE GENIUS AHH!! :DDD
stayed at home the whole day to study.
but halfway ran into my room to hide cuz dad was smoking outside.. ://
hate it when he smokes.
damn smelly okies.
den i fell aslp lying on my comfortable little bed hugging my darling bolster. :DD
woke up at night and watched tv~
and continued studying.
very guai okies. :DD
END OF DAY!


monday 30november2009
went to school with huiwen boxy dear as per normal. :DD
had school.
after BMGT tutorial i already buay tahan too hungry so went to zesty tomato to tabao aglio olio chicken to eat during MAEC lecture. :PP!
eating lunch at 11am hehh hehh!
after lecture they all went to canteen 2 to eat while i just stone.
went off early with huiwen after she ate finish to esquare cuz thats the nearest place we can find with working socket.
hahahax!
needed to charge our coms.
all the sockets in canteen 2 that were in good working condition were taken. T.T
i was watching 海派甜心 episode 5.
wahahahahax!
NICE NICE! :DD
actually i started watching during MAEC lecture.
i really tried to listen.
but the teacher just keep repeating and repeating the same stuffs over and over again. :PP!!
den xueli clara and syahirah came to find us.
but they sat away from us cuz our there no fan.
i switched it off cuz of my flu.
heh heh!
huiwen went off for itb lecture and i stayed there. (i regularly pon it. :DD)
went outside lt 38 with the 3 of them to wait for the IS module briefing thing to start.
saw ahchong too! :DD
when alot of ppl started to gather we quickly went in.
lucky still have seats to sit ah!
xueli still say me watching 海派甜心 when shes also not listening to the briefing!!
but she doing FABM proj lah.
though i was also supposed to do my FABM proj but shuangyu pangseh me for itb ah!
HAHAHAHAHAX!
nv blame you lahhh! :DD
huiwen they all was stuck outside of the lt cuz it was really freaking full.
hahahahax!
everyone was like sitting on the stairs and at the back of the lt!
aft the briefing went to the toilet and met ahchong at the aerospace hub place and went to lt 50 with him for the IS module briefing for his course.. -_-
so funny.
like i attend IS module briefing after another.
went to the busstop and met guowei and the three of us cabbed to plaza.
chong the rich guy payyyyy~
he treated us to xin wang taiwan cafe.
thank you ahhhh! :DD
my first time there!! ^^
si guowei choose the same thing as me den asked me to choose another main course to eat. ://
but i held onto my stand.
WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
so we both ate 卤肉蛋贩 but mine is changed to 拉面 cuz ahchong refused to let us eat the same thing.
say waste money.
hahahax!
i like both the papaya and mango milkshake leh!! :DD
nxt time i shall buy the papaya milkshake!
after eating me and guowei left plaza tgthr and i went home~
pictures! :DD






TODAY tuesday 01december2009
so fast december le ahh! :DD
forgot to set my alarm clock.
but still i woke up at 6.53am on my own! O.O
great body alarm clock i have! :DD (im supposed to wake up at 6.30am usually so not very late~)
went to school with huiwen.
saw guowei at cheers. :DD
had MAEC tutorial.
sat outside the class for damn long.
teacher was late.
said he had to send smone to the hospital. O.O
had HOM tutorial.
almost everyone had probs with their OPERA except for cheryl and shuangyu.
den ashley fixed mine and junwen's.
everyone else went up to it helpdesk except for ahxiang and carol.
spent dunoe how many hours before everyone's got fixed.
but by then we already had to leave the room and me huiwen cheryl shuangyu went to makanplace to tabao ban mian and you mian eat. :DD
sat under makanplace there to eat.
chitchats too.
found out smthing.
inconvenient to say here ah.
but they *screams* look damn CUTE. :))
i noe i abit lag lahh.
but seriously i just SDNLY think they look damn cute. :))
saw ahchong. :DD
chitchats.
and huiwen is actually strong enough to piggyback me!!
and she got addicted and refused to put me down! HAHAHAX!
went to ourspace.
carol came after lunch and me her and shuangyu went to canteen 2 for FABM proj.
went to lib first to buy bubbletea for shuangyu and waffle for me. :DD
went back and took our time.
went into np orchard to walk around.
hahahahax!
chitchats! ^^
and for the day shuangyu is me and im her.
and she kept saying she downgraded and i upgraded. ://
and i was dumb enough to repeat her. T.T
i wanted to say the other way round but i said it wrongly.. T.T
den when we were walking outside blk 72 to ourspace we saw this rubbish truck and shuangyu say she saw the rubbish truck smiling pervertly at me.
EWW EWWW EWWWW!!
erxin!
btw my pm that smile thingy is NOT refering to that uncle okies.. -_-
but we laughed alot! YAYY!
slacked there for awhile and we went off.
went to sun plaza macs with clara to eat dinner.
im such a good friend.
pei her to her hse there okies! :PP!
chitchatted until 10pm and went home.
paiseh i noe my fault okies.
for talking too much.
hahahax!
okies now its 12.26am and im feeling a little dizzy.
think im too tired.. T.T
nites my darlings.
love you guys. <33!!

on a side note, i want to cut my fringe leh. :((
and chong said i treat friends too good!! :DD (i take it as a compliment!! he said so i can~)