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monday 23november2009
slacked abit in the morning.
den prepared and wore nice nice. :DD
met huiwen and went to school tgthr.
all of us wore DAMN nice.
WHY!?!?
its dining workshop day!! YAYYY!! :DD
met everyone in school and we got on the bus to pan pacific bedrock bar & grill where we are supposed to have our dining workshop.
had the workshop and the food provided by the restaurant.
ermmm.
the food was ://..
din really like it.
the thing dat i like was the fries which came with the beef.
all of the beef was supposed to be medium rare.
cuz we cant choose.
but all the beefs' redness is different.
for example xueli and clara's beef was damn red.
hahahahax.
drank one glass of white wine and one glass of red wine in one gulp.
cuz of the wine testing.
and i was drunk i suppose.
with huiwen.
HAHAHAHAX!
huiwen cant walk straight and i kept laughing.
everyone kept saying about sending us home.
but really we can think straight.
but smhow i keep wanting to do crazy stuffs.
quite fun lahh.
we went to cineleisure burger king and carol helped us both get a cup of warm water.
thank you!! :DD
den they called my parents to come and fetch me and huiwen.
i din want to.
but they dun listen to me.
even snatch my phone away so i cant call my parents.
so we waited until my dad came and fetch me and huiwen home.
sent huiwen home and my dad sent me and my mum home and he went for work.
but by then i was much better wasnt dat drunk already.
hahahax.
END OF DAY!
(pictures with cheryl and xueli and some were posted on facebook so if want see photos jiu ownself go find. HOHO!)


tuesday 24november2009
woke up and went to meet huiwen at yishun and we bused to sbw.
went to meet clara and carol and we went to kfc to eat.
ate fish zinger for the first time.
still like the original one.
hahahax!
went to clara's hse to do work.
spent a LONG LONG time before we managed to get connected to the internet.
thanks to clara's jiejie! :DD
chitchats and lying down on the floor was fun! WEEEEEEE~
stayed there until arnd 6plus and we went to sun plaza for dinner.
yum yum!
went to macs to chitchat and have icecream for desserts.
carol went off taking train and clara sent me to the busstop for the bus.
thanks girl. :DD
she was worried cuz say there ulu ulu one.
hahahax!
but she went off before the bus came aft i asked her for the umpteen times to cuz she wanted to go the toilet badly.
HAHAHAHAX!
my cute friend. :DD (SEE I SAY YOU CUTE HORH! DUN SAY I BAD!)
went home~


wednesday 25november2009
woke up and used com awhile and see what elearning i have to do.
went to bathe at 3.15pm when i was supposed to meet clara at 3.45pm at the busstop opp khatib mrt stn. (for your info, i usually take 30mins to bathe.)
HAHAHAHAX!
prepared a little while and went down to the busstop.
clara was even later than me. -_-
but nvm.
im used to it and i already knew this would happen.
HAHAHAX!
bused to tampines and we werent dat late. :DD
carol was a little later.
went to macs to eat while waiting for carol.
i din really eat.
clara did.
hahahax!
walked one big round just to find the shuttle bus to go tampines ikea.
waited for very very long.
and we have a new 'in' phrase nowadays.
now whenever i say or do smthing stupid, clara would say '你懂笨怎样写吗? 两个 k 一个本!'
but now i very smart liao.
when she say the first line i will answer the second line.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
played around in ikea! its fun!! :DD
lots of pictures taken.
actually we were there to do our BMGT. :PP
kept pretending the showrooms were ours.
HAHAHAX!
i like the laptop bean bag table thingy but i think the bean bag abit too small ah.
i want the thing to be higher.
hahahax.
and i like the colourful rainbow room divider!!
but i dunoe where to put it if i really buy it.
HAHAHAX!
went to eat.
my meatballs! :DD
was damn full after eating the seventh meatball. -_- (VERY lousy i noe.)
forced myself to finish it and eat one of the two chicken wings dat i have.
clara and carol was also DAMN DAMN full with their main course and meatballs and soupa.
we bot TOOOO much things like seriously.
i only drank like a few mouthfuls of the soup.
den huiwen shuangyu and cheryl came over.
they came very late and they helped me with my last chicken wing.
YAY! :DD
though it was very cold liao.. -_-
but they were too hungry.
looking at how much they buy and how much we buy we realised we really bot ALOT.
HAHAHAX!
took LOADS of photos.
and alot of my unglam pics. )):
im not posting the unglam pics here.
wait until clara post on facebook den you ownself go see!
HAHAHAHAX!
carol shuangyu and cheryl got on the shuttle bus to bedok mrt stn while me huiwen and clara took the shuttle bus back to tampines and bused back home. :DD
on phone with anson at night. :DD
pictures time!!





thursday 26november2009
woke up and went to meet huiwen and went to school.
met carol and clara and we went to blk 72 to meet our itb tutor for the itb thingy.
cuz there was some probs with our website.
i think erm she dunoe anithing?
she seems like she dunoe how to fix our prob.
just keep searching help for the program we have problem with. -_-
went for FABM make up lecture.
after lecture we went to eat at makanplace and took tons of photos.
aftdat went to ourspace to sit sit and continue with the itb.
i think i din contribute anithing.. ://
except for submitting the MAEC money ppt..
went to atrium to meet guowei and we went up to the library to meet yingjie.
hahahax.
stayed there and den went to blk 71 where weixuan is having her yoga lessons.
started emo-ing.
ahh im being dumb i noe.. T.T
bused to bp.
cried.
paiseh ahh.
thanks guowei! :DD
he bused home and me yingjie and weixuan went to plaza den went to weixuan's blk.
i very auto din follow up the lift okies.
waited downstairs.
yingjie came down and we bused to his house.
waited for him to bathe and SLOWLY prepare while i sat and watched tv.
he slowly drag lohh!!
in the end was late in meeting stella den still complain about me. -_-
lrted to fajar and met his cousin kian hong on the lrt.
met stella and jiahao and went to macs cuz yingjie still want to eat.. -_-
walked to segar court.
ahh emo-ed and cried again.
cuz of smone.
but only a few noe who.
not the person you are thinking of. :))
but its cuz i think too much lah.
thanks clara and sebas.
love you two. :DD
clara was so worried she wanted to rush down but its okies. :))
thanks anson for pei-ing me ah.
carried me and piggybacked me and letting me lie on your shoulder blahh blahh just to cheer me up.
good didi! :DD
thanks james for chitchatting with me too.
wanted to go home alone but some ppl just wun leave me alone ah.
keep following me.. -_-
hahahahahax.
but thanks lahh. :DD
james and anson pei-ed me until plaza busstop.
eventually cheered up. :))
thanks candy for sms-ing me all the way. :))
thanks guowei for asking.
ohh ohh thanks yingjie for the two pats on my head while i was crying.
see i so nice i nv forget.
you are a true friend okies. :))
thanks jiahao for asking.
thanks everyone.
i love all~
weeeeeeeeeeeee~


friday 27november2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAP XUE LI!! :DDD
sorry for forgetting to wish you! T.T
woke up early and went to weixuan's hse busstop to meet weixuan yingjie stella guowei and kianhong.
sorry for being late ah! T.T
bused to cineleisure and went to sing k~
emoing me. :(( i dun like.
walked arnd and went to park mall sakae sushi to eat.
ate buffet.
i think i eat least worth but nvm.
hahahax.
was too full over the klunch ah.
but its okies lah. hahahax.
finished up and we went to walk arnd.
bused back to bp afterdat while weixuan got off at far east plaza.
all of them went home to get their stuffs while i went to meet ahchong and we went to segar court tgthr.
watched them play play.
cheered up. :))
anson came despite going sentosa with his friends earlier on!! :DD
i expect i can say its cuz of me rite!?!? :DD
to pei me!! HOHOHO my didi 真是好得没话说!!
ahbe and sean came too. :DD
miss ahbe ahhh.
and my son sean.
HAHAHAHAX!
i think even he aso dun want lohh.
is they always anyhow say im his mum.
hahahahahahax!
aft bball anson sent me to petir and pei me wait for the bus. :DD
saw kian hong halfway at 970busstop. HAHAX!
chitchats chitchats. :DD


saturday 28november2009
stayed home.
wanted to do work.
but took a nap halfway.
hahahax!
prepared and took bus to plaza.
met chong and anson and we walked to segar court.
halfway our chong the rich guy wanted to take cab.
so we cabbed there.
HAHAHAX!
and he did alot of funny embarrassing things.
kept laughing at him.
went for bball.
fell twice. T.T diu lian..
thanks stella yingjie and kianhong for teaching me how to dribble properly.
i will learn properly de! >: )
went to petir with anson.
sorry ah stella nv pei you walk segar way.. T.T
i needed to go to the toilet..
saw kianhong at petir lrt stn.
he and anson pei me wait for my bus.
THANKS AHH!
waited for damn long.
chitchats.
went home and bathed and watched tv~
END OF DAY!


im having mixed feelings.
im confused about my own feelings.
but i dun want to think so much.
it will be good for me. :))

`276th post

yes i noe wad they did.
i noe you are unhappy and hurt.
im sorry.
other than this i really dunoe wad to say.
they really din mean any harm.
they just tot it would be better for us.
just scared that there would be hopes and disappointments.
think we would not be able to be friends anymore ba.
but i can still be your friend if you want.
take care.

`275th post

quick blog!
though sometimes feel abit sian to blog.
hahahax.


saturday 21november2009
woke up pretty early~
i think my body alarm clock is tuned to an earlier time liao.
hahahax.
used com. :))
saw some stuffs and cried.
talked to guowei on the phone.
thanks ah! :DD
went to work.
asked them why din they plan me for nxt week.
yuan lai cuz they dunoe if im quitting with clara anot.
hahahax.
den asked me how i want it to be.
so i said i want to quit too.
so sdnly it became my last day.
two weeks not working there.
i din miss it.
but when i see all the ppl again and their usual jokes ahhh.
nostalgic feeling ah.
make me feel like im always part of them. :))
with the constant 'what's your problem?' and ahong's 'why your nose kena bitten by dog again ah? why you go irritate the dog!?' its really fun to be with them.
tiring but fun.
zaw did most of the sweeping and mopping too.
keep asking me to rest and just arrange tables.
my fave job.
HAHAHAX!
cuz can just sit down and man man arrange tables. :DD
nxt time i will go back to sign my yellow paper and take photos with everyone!! :DD
went home and chatted on the phone with stella.
hung up after her nagging me to go bathe.
HAHAHAHAHAX!
i wun break my promise dat i made okies. :DD
watched wo cai and my hu die jiejie!
WEEEEEEE~ :DD
watched one piece aftdat with jiamin online and fell aslp halfway.


sunday 22november2009
woke up pretty early again.
i need to slp early if not my body alarm clock will cause me to have a lack of slp ah.
watched tv~
mummy wanted to cook chicken wings for me.
keep asking me to wait for her to cook.
bathed and waited for her.
after eating jiu faster rush to cuzway.
sorry guowei and stella for being late ahhh! T.T
btw guowei is stella's laopo and im stella's laogong.
WAHAHAHAHAX!!
but everything is i ownself say they dun want to care me. T.T
went to watch my girlfriend is an agent!
OHMYTIAN!
nice nice lehhhhh!!
lots of funny and thrilling parts.
*THUMBS UP!* :DD
i like like!
thanks stella for lending me your jacket! T.T
then you ownself shiver.. T.T
nv tell me!!
den i dun take from you..
thanks stella for the movie treat.
thanks guowei for the icecream treat.
ohh ohh and forgot to thank guowei for the 30cents mac treat on thurs.
hahahax.
i paid 30cents for a mcchicken.
din dare to buy too much.
still want pian wo say wad special offer.
thanks! :DD
went to walk walk around after the movies.
bot the present for the person dat im supposed to give on the xmas chalet. :DD
settle one xin shi le.
im still thinking whether to buy presents for everyone.
all say me siao. -_-
but nvm.
even if dun buy presents i aso got an idea! :DD
walk walk liao jiu go mos eat.
arnd 4plus ba.
a weird time to eat lunch/dinner.
they both haven eat..
i ate two chicken wings earlier.
eat liao chitchat den decide to go stella's hse!
went to guowei's hse first cuz he want to take his laptop.
sat at the staircase with stella.
found out that theres a song which fully illustrate my situation.
hahahahax! :PP
then we walked to stella's hse.
halfway sdnly they started saying ask guowei carry me to stella's hse. -_-
crazy ppl? YES.
stella took my bag den i was like huh huh?
den guowei give stella his bag den ask me to turn den tada carry me. -_-
GOT SO MANY PPL WATCHING LAH.
damn paiseh.
got one auntie walk past us liao still turn arnd and look.
thanks stella for helping me to pull my shorts and not letting me zao geng ah.
carry until near stella's hse den he put me down.
xia si ren.
yar yar guowei very strong okies.
he just wants to prove dat point.
hahahax.
went to stella's hse and i packed my present into the box.
with stella's help!
xie xie ni!
cuz i do until not nice den she kan bu guo yan.
hahahax!
sit there and watch abit of nba videos and those funny funny videos.
felt like slping.. T.T
watched them chiong maple and help them take note of their hp.
me good person okies!
HOHOHO!
left stella's hse with guowei at arnd 10pm and went home.
reached home wanted to watch da xi shi but i fell aslp smhow.
hahahax.
only rmbered mum asking me to blow dry my hair and she helped me to and i went back to slp.


:)) im fine.
at least much better. :))
thanks to all the friends who cared.
i really really appreciated.
i just hope wadever im doing is right.
i love everyone. (L)

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i want to be dat kind of sweet little girl.
dreaming of a sweet love all the time.
but i dun want it now.
i hate relationships.
I HATE RELATIONSHIPS.
yes its VERY sweet when its sweet.
but its REALLY painful when it hurts.
i dun want to ever be in a relationship again.
不想谈恋爱了，再也不想了。

`273rd post

blogging about ytd.
woke up.
wanted to do itb proj.
but no motivation ah.
idiot me.
so tot of watching hai pai tian xin before i do.
only 3 episode ma.
hahahax.
but watch halfway jiahao said he was sick.
so tabao porridge to his house.
btw YES i did pon school.
clara owyong enticed me to do so.
she was the mastermind!!
im just a poor little puppet.. T.T
okies dats not the point.
he ate the porridge while i continue watching hai pai tian xin.
in the end i din do itb. -_-
(i promise i will finish it today by hook or by crook.)
went to segar court for bball.
sorry for the emotional outbreak.
i really couldnt take it any longer.
thanks all that cared.
really.
thank you a whole lot.
anson sent me to the busstop to take my bus.
went home bathed msn-ed and slept.


thanks to all for the care and concern for the past two days.
xie xie ni men.
thanks for all the pats on the head.
thanks for all the little chats/msges of concern.
thanks for all the offerings of shoulders.
thanks for all the drying of tears and tissues.
thanks for all the stupid jokes to cheer me up.
thanks for all the everything everything that you guys did.
its comforting having everyone. ((:
im not the one who is most hurt.
someone else is.
i dunoe wad to say except for sorry.
i will still be there for you.
i really dun want to hurt you anymore.
i told you everything i want to tell you.
no hopes no promises.
for noone noes wad will happen in the future.

`272nd post

okies im going to blog briefly now~


saturday 07november2009
stayed at home the whole day.
ponned work cuz im really damn tired.
did itb eportfolio and slacked at home.
its been long since i stayed at home.
kinda like it. ((:


sunday 08november2009
went for SCO outing at sentosa~ :DD
met up with jo at the khatib busstop and bused to vivo.
went to walk arnd and bot some tibits.
thanks jo for giving me a kinderjoy~ :DD
sort of the first i ate.
cuz everytime is stella give me eat hers.
hahahax.
but i dropped the first choc ball i attempted to eat on the floor. T.T
diu lian.
bot a fan too.
hahahahax!
cuz jo was buying for foongchin.
den i got enticed to buy one too.
HAHAHAX!
a pink paper fan with a case smmore lehh!
i like like!
met ahbeekian and we took the skytrain to sentosa.
i changed at the beach with the shirt over me lah.
so din zao geng.
and theres this indian guy who took pictures of me while i was changing
wth.
damn perv.
maybe he was taking a video.
I DUNOE.
when i looked up he was holding up a camera facing me and another guy covered his cam and tried to stop him from wadever he was doing.
WTH.
told ahbeekian who was pei-ing me and looking at me and backfacing them.
she say i din zao geng.
so nvm.
forget it though still feel uncomfortable.
played played and went back to vivo.
tabao and went to the top there to eat.
celebrated jit's birthday too! :DD
had htht too! :DD
went home with jo and ahbeekian.
pei ahbeekian to wdlands first den me and jo went home. ((:


monday 09november2009
went to school alone cuz i keep forgetting stuffs and keep going back to take and din want boxy to be late.
but in the end we reached sch at the same time.
hahahax!
had lessons and ponned itb as usual.
went rp and waited for candy.
hahahax.
met her and the both of us did our work.
waited for stella and jiahao den we went stella's hse.
continue to do work and ate dinner there.
went home aftdat.


tuesday 10november2009
met boxy and went to school.
had lessons.
ended early and went to studio 27 with huiwen carol and clara to do our itb proj.
hurried to booth duty cuz i was already late.
sorry sorry!
went to meet limjiahao at clementi mrt stn and trained to tanjong pagar.
and dats when i realised i was supposed to meet weiting at tanah merah. T.T
dumb me.. T.T
faster trained there to meet weiting and we cabbed to xueli's bday chalet~
met xueli and huiyi and wished xueli happy birthday.
hahahax.
we spent most of the time watching me eat aeroplanes and swinging on the hammock chair thingy and eating. ((:
quickly took pics and rushed out to the shutterbus.
but we missed it already..
so cabbed home.
dropped weiting off and jiahao sent me home.
thanks thanks! :DD


wednesday 11november2009
went to meet boxy for school as usual. :DD
had lessons den went to the barnival booth there.
went to loft aftdat.
listened to the grad nite meeting.
went to meet cab and evon at the esso busstop.
evon late ah. -_-
make me so hungry. T.T
okies nvm i dun blame you. :DD
went to timah market to eat.
i finally ate dat satay beehoon!!
WOOHOO!! :DD
alot of ppl came to find us too.
finished eating and went back to the loft.
had heart-to-heart talk with evon jo cab ahbeekian rachel huifang leon and benson~ :))
slept at 3plus with cab in the room. :DD
though feels freaking chui, but had a great chat with her.
loves pig!! (L)!!


thursday 12november2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVON DEAR!! :DDDD!!
woke up early by jit and daryl.
its funny watching jo and evon pushing each other to go off the alarm. :PP!
hahahahax!
quickly prepared.
jiahao bot me cab and evon dou jiang you tiao! :DDD
THANKS THANKS!
pei-ed him at loft downstairs awhile.
went for barnival briefing den went for lessons.
ponned BMGT lecture and went for barnival.
jiahao came over.
chitchatted and played games.
ahxiang ahwen and rina came too. :DD
almost kena dunked.
heng heng.
the water freaking dirty. -_-
guowei came after his lessons.
it rained all of a sudden.
DAMN HEAVILY.
everyone had to move all the things to underpass.
it was still fun. :DD
had the eating competition.
both guowei and jiahao ate only 3.. -_-
lousy.
though i only ate 1 lah.
HAHAHAX!
helped out barnival smmore and went around selling sweets and tibits with cab purdey and huifang.
thanks huiwen and cheryl for helping me to buy! :DD
stella and candy came soon aftdat. :DD
helped to facilitate the eating competition.
ohmytian some ppl just really very kong bu.
see them eat i will feel like vomitting.
hahahax.
went back to loft with rachel to wash up abit and packed our bags cuz we wanted to leave early.
wanted to go home to eat but mum din cook my dinner so went to kap macs to eat with candy stella jiahao and guowei.
chitchatted too. :))
jiahao sent me home and ate abit at my hse cuz theres some leftover curry and dun want to waste it. :DD
(sdnly i feel like eating curry and youtiao now.. -_-)


friday 13november2009
ohmygod its the unlucky friday!!
but nothing bad happened to me i think.
let me see... :))
went to school with boxy and had lunch with her, bubble and carol.
went to lms with bubble.
cant rmb wad happened aftdat.
but wad i can confirm is dat i went for bball!
got freaking emo.
cried.
msged sebas and felt happier.
thanks guowei candy and stella for cheering me up too.


saturday 14november2009
went to queensway with jiahao stella yingjie and guowei. :DD
fun fun.
bot my shoes weeeeeee~
im happy!! :DD
and i felt like a little pampered princess.
WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
cuz yingjie helped me to loosen the laces, jiahao helped me to wear the shoes, stella lent me her socks so i dun have to wear the dirty socks that the various shops provided and guowei helped me to carry my bag. :DD
bot socks too.
yay the many colours!! :DD
went to arcade!
yayyy im not always the last in daytona! :DD
went to ikea too! :DD
and had my first ikea meatballs!! HOHOHO!!
now i see who will laugh at me for craving for ikea meatballs dat i have nv tried before.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
bused back to panjang with the rest.
bused to fajar with jiahao while the rest continued to zhenghua cc.
waited for the bus for DAMN long.
went for bball.
i like like my new shoes! :DD


sunday 15november2009
woke up and watched tv.
prepared and wanted to go huiwen's hse to do the article thingy with her.
but smthing popped up.
im so sorry huiwen.
tried to help abit in the ppt online. :))
chitchatted with stella on the phone.
jiayou my friend. :DD


monday 16november2009
went to school with boxy.
skipped itb lecture as usual.
went to eat with everyone at kap macs.
went to panjang aftdat.
wanted to go plaza de toilet.
den meet stella at bangkit.
but i diu lian went to take 963 which is going away from bangkit.. T.T
FINALLY i reached bangkit and met stella.
chitchat.
candy came and left.
jiahao came to find us.
went to tabao mcwings to jiahao's hse eat and played maple.
believe it or not.
its stella and my first time eating mcwings.
HAHAHAX!
cant rmb if its jiahao's first.
went home aftdat.


tuesday 17november2009/wednesday 18november2009
went to school with boxy.
had lessons.
went to guowei's class outside to wait for him.
met him and chong.
went to atrium for chong to buy books and me to withdraw money.
den me and guowei went to bpp lib.
sat there and chitchat and wait for stella and jiahao to come.
den guowei found out dat he have tutorials to finish by the end of the day so rushed home to faster finish.
went to eat kfc~
met guowei and yingjie den we went to take bus to orchard.
went to ion first den mrt-ed to cityhall to grand park hotel.
met candy, ahbe and sean den we went back to orchard cineleisure and had our k session!! :DD
sang until 3am.
ohmytian damn high damn happy. :DD
i was practically screaming and jumping all about throughout!
HOHOHO!!
after singing we walked all the way to clarke quay and played games. :DD
fell aslp aftdat and waited until there are buses and we bused back to panjang.
ahbe and sean stayed on the bus while the rest of us went to plaza macs to eat breakfast.
weixuan came over and yingjie and weixuan went to np while guowei went home and me, candy jiahao and stella went to candy's hse.
slept there.
went to fajar to eat den went home aftdat.
wanted to do work but din.
argh. ://


thursday 19november2009
went to school with boxy dear.
went for lessons.
ponned BMGT and went to canteen two with shuangyu cheryl and bubble dear.
was unhappy the whole day.
thanks shuangyu cheryl and clara for listening to me ranting. :))
thanks clara and huiwen for the caring msges. :))
went to meet guowei at atrium and we walked to kap to eat.
thanks for listening me to rant for 5hours plus. :))
thanks for drying my tears. :))
stella came over aftdat.
thanks for being there for me and the tissues. :))
went to meet yingjie and weixuan.
jiahao came over.
tried to talk things out with him.
the rest went over to timah market first.
im really sorry ah.
the prev prob was not solved yet.
shldnt have patched too readily.
wait awhile ba.
until both of us have matured den we talk about this again. :))
no promises made though.
friends still. :))
i will still always be there for you.
i dun want to say all those that others always talk about.
like wad im a bad girlfriend you are a good one blahh blahh.
cuz you noe and i noe. :))
thanks for sending me home.
let us both jiayou ba!


okies now for some random overdued pictures. :))

i look kinda skinny.
but stilla lot of fats at my tummy. :((


huiwen boxy!! :DD


O.O


me with nydc's menu!


77 means me and guowei at mos burger. HAHAHAX!!


i love number 7~


my first ever oreo cheesecake. :DD


i got this when i banged myself on one of the tiny poles that are in front of busstops there.


taken during the concert! :DD


the bread that says hokkaido cream flavour and made me tot dat theres real cream inside. T.T
and the green thing that was inside the plastic bag with the bread.
i think its for preservation or smthing.
hahahax. :DD

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这次一切真的都结束了吧。
但是以后的事难以预料。
这么说不是要给任何人希望，也不是要让任何人失望。
因为这是实事啊!
希望从今以后大家可以过得更好、更幸福、更快乐。

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ahh i really want to jian fei soo much.
tried the dress i bot last year.
even though i was fatter, im STILL fat.
ohh wth.
i hate my body hate the fats. ://
i noe whether im fat or skinny okies.
so dun say dat im skinny enough already.
i noe there are still fats in which part of my body dat i have yet to get rid of.
i have a save money plan.
shld i make up a jian fei plan?
i suppose it will go well with the save money plan. :))
i haven packed bag for tml.
shall do it tml.
wake up early ba jiale. :))

on a side note, i got a great pair of bball shoes thanks to jiahao guowei yingjie and stella.
love you guys. :DD
updates again!

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im so freaking disappointed.
not because of dat one freaking you tiao.
but cuz i see how much you understand me.
how can you not EVEN noe about my habits blahh blahh.
just so freaking disappointed.


on a side note,
i want to get good results so badly i feel so angry over my lousy results last sem.
i want to study hard.
i want to do well in all my projects.
do you think dats possible for me?

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i feel so darn full after eating a packet of potato chips (unfinished still) and drinking half a cup of slurpee for lunch. -_-
great stomach i have eh.
btw i want to go shopping lehhh.
let's go let's go let's go!!

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:)) blogging for today~
went to school with boxydear and went for lunch with her carol and clara.
ate ate ate and went for class with clara.
its a damn sian day.
but more bonded with our LMS group. :DD
clara victor zhiwei and guohao~
happy happy! :DD
and we had presentation too.
so had more fun with them. :DD!
ended later than usual.. )):
went to canteen 2 there to find jiahao and stella.
watched them to play bball.
ask guowei to join us.
aft bball went to student plaza booth to take a look. :))
went back to bp.
went to stella's house.
her ahma very pro at those beading stuffs.
I ASO WANT TO LEARN!! :D:D!!
went to find candy at greenridge there.
played a round of bball.
limjiahao bot popcorn chicken for me aftdat.
thanks. :DD
cabbed to segar court.
watched them play bball.
mostly chatting with ahbe chong and anson.
si chong and anson keep talking about those idiotic biantai stuffs.
so me and ahbe taught them a lesson.
HAHAHAX!! :PP!!
went back with candy jiahao and ahbe.
candy met stella and the three of us continued walking.
pei ahbe until lrt stn and went back.
thanks limjiahao for sending me home.
kinda miss times when theres only two of us.
hahahax.

haiz. )):
最近越来越不开心。
身心都很疲累了。
很想很想继续做工赚钱，可是太多太多天没有休息了。
我真的累了。
原本一直以为我可以撑下去。
可是我现在撑不下去了。
我想要有一点时间陪自己，陪家人。
我应该是因为这样我的脾气也越来越不好了吧，殃及身边的人。
讨厌这样的我。
我想找回那个成天哈哈大笑的女生。
想找回以前那个的女生。

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yes i noe its rather late now.
but i haven been blogging properly for a long time.
QUICK UPDATE!
*refering to my schedule book to dig up some memories*


thursday 15october2009
supposed to meet limjiahao at his school at 11.30am to pei him for his first break.
but i overslept.
so went to met candy and stella at cuzway swensens. (stella ponned)
sat there for awhile den the three of us went to rp to meet ahhao.
went to the lib and played wii and xbox for the first time.
cool eh!?
HOHO!
END OF DAY.


friday 16october2009
woke up and went to panjang to find ahhao and stella.
bot you tiao for them.
pei-ed them to school.
in the end they ponned.. -_-
feels like its cuz of me.
played wii and all sorts of thing.
candy came.
played awhile more and went to eat.
went to work afterdat.
end of day.


saturday 17october2009
woke up.
went ot work.
cant rmb wad i did during the split shift (3hours break).
think i stayed in thai express to slp.
hahahahax!
end of day.


sunday 18october2009
i cant rmb wad i did before i go work.
think i stayed at home and used com.
den i went to work.
end of day.


monday 19october2009
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D:D:D
met huiwen to go to school tgthr~
i rmbered seeing guowei during lunch.
hahahax.
and chitchatted outside of makanplace's toilet until i rmbered i wanted to go to the toilet.. -_-
went for itb lecture (first and only time. HAHAX!).
think limjiahao came to find me.
or isit the other way round?
nevertheless we met.
hahahax.
end of day.


tuesday 20october2009
went to school and met my darlings for lunch.
went for lecture.
went home.
slacked awhile and went with my family to thai express to eat.
its kinda weird eating at your workplace.
feels like you are working but you are not.
hahahax.
was late by around 5mins for the reservation.
still kena complained dat i holding onto the seats.
but actually aso nv full house lohhh.
HAHAHAX! :PP!
went home after dinner.
i love my family. ((:


wednesday 21october2009
went to meet my darlings for lunch and went for lectures.
den went to work aftdat. ://
end of day.


thursday 22october2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MEI QIQI!!!! :DDD
went to school with huiwen. :DD
had lectures and went home to put my stuffs and ate lunch at home and went to work.
celebrated qiqi's birthday when i got home.
i still owe her a present but ahh wait until she rmbs. HAHAX!
end of day.


friday 23october2009
went to meet my darlings for lunch and went to LMS with clara the only classmate i noe.
other than yuhan which i found out afterwards. :PP!
went to j8 with clara and ate at pastamania and went to work tgthr.
missing segar court VERY VERY much.
and of course the ppl there!!
end of day.


saturday 24october2009
wake up and went to work.
i dunoe wad i did for split shift but nvm.
end of day.


sunday 25october2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!! :DDDDDD
ahhao came over to find me. :DD
pei-ed me until it was time for my work.
wished papa happy birthday when he woke up.
ahhao helped me to buy the 3in1 coffee so that i can drink it during work.
THANKS THANKS! :DD
after work went home. ://
end of day.


monday 26october2009
went to school with huiwen my dear little boxy.
hahahax!
went home after school and went for work.
end of day.


tuesday 27october2009
went to school with huiwen gossipbox and went to find ahhao after school.
end of day.


wednesday 28october2009
went to school with boxy and went to find ahhao after school.
end of day. (yes this is not a typo. exact same stuffs except for the lessons..)


thursday 29october2009
went to school with boxylove.
went home after school and went to work.
but i got there two hours earlier cuz i tot i start work at 4pm but actually is 6pm.. -_-
gong me.
slept for two hours den they woke me up and i started work like immediately.
then was damn gong at the start.
hahahax.
funny.
end of day.


friday 30october2009
went to school with boxy den she went to meet her sec sch friends for lunch.
met my darlings and we went to eat subway i rmb and crumbs ended up all over us.
went to class with clara and watched outsourced.
actually this movie not bad.
quite funny.
laughed.
went to meet evon after lesson and went to the loft tgthr.
den went to cc for the concert thing and since got free tickets i asked boxy along.
hahahax!
but she left after the refreshments cuz she had lessons though it was cancelled in the end.
nvm! :D:D
watched the concert and went back to the loft for BAMP trial.
activities!
of course cannot say the details lah.
but BAMP trial was loads of fun.


saturday 31october2009
BAMP trial.
camwhored.
rain was freaking huge at night.
i want to eat timah market's satay beehoon! :DD!!


sunday 01november2009
(wahh so fast november liao.)
BAMP trial.
cant reveal any single details here.
not supposed to.
but its really quite fun.
had tons of gossiping sessions too. :DD
love them all~
went home to put down my bag and went to work.
its seriously DAMN tiring.
imagine its like a nonstop journey.
i need some time to rest..
when i was working, jo ahbeekian janet benson benjamin and jit came to find me.
yar i noe you guys went there to have your dinners.
but still im damn touched. :DD
and brightened up my work day.
hahahax.
though i noe my reaction was damn retarded when i saw you guys lah.
and i was damn slow.
but im seriously touched.
love you guys!!


monday 02november2009
went to school with boxy as usual.
skipped itb lecture and went to studio 27 to slack.
after that went home to put stuffs and went to work.
end of day.


tuesday 03november2009
went to school with boxydear.
ate aglio olio chicken from zesty tomato for the first time.
OHMYGOD NICE LIKE SIAO IM ADDICTED!
after school went to find candy at rp.
den we waited for ahhao and stella.
den they wanted to bball.
asked guowei along.
all went home to get stuffs.
candy din go bball.
ate at jiahao's hse.
still as kong bu as ever. T.T
to me lah.
it just feels that way..
ate a TINY little bit.
hahahax!
went to segar court for bball!!
both of us were late..
cuz we took a long time eating.. -_-
played bball.
WAHHH HAPPY ME!! :D:D
stella help me bring extra shirt.
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~
it was like my training session.
though we were against other ppl.
hahahax.
they keep throwing to me to let me shoot.
though the chances of me getting in is not high they still passed to me.
thanks guys! :D:D
den keep teaching me where to run.
angry at myself for not being able to improve faster! >: (
chitchats after that! :D:D:D!!
I LIKE!
went home aft bball.
thanks dear for sending me to the busstop cuz he haven do rj.
hahahax.
noe you wanted to send me home de lah.
dun worry.
sorry for that tantrum. :P:P!


wednesday 04october2009
went to school with boxy.
went for booth duty during my two hours break.
thanks benson and weihan for manning the student plaza booth while i went to eat my aglio olio chicken. :D:D:D!! WEEHEE!
but in the end i found out that i was at the wrong place. T.T
sorry yuhan have to man the booth at underpass alone.. T.T
but afterdat i was supposed to be at the student plaza one so i just stayed there.
guowei and jianwei and their friends came.
persuade guowei to buy a ticket and join the eating competition.
HAHAX!
thanks guowei and jianwei for buying a ticket each!! :D:D:D!!
and thanks for pei-ing me chitchat there until my duty ends and i have to go for lecture even though you two very hungry and want to go home eat.
XIE XIE NI MEN!! :D:D:D!!
went for lectures and den went home after school cuz wanted to do LMS report.
went home and i slept. -_-
woke up at 9plus though i slept at 5plus.
slept for damn long. -_-
ate my dinner until 10plus and jervis and shaun called me to go downstairs.
say until like have some mystery.
went down and chitchatted.
called myrna lam to come down too.
chitchat like siao.
i love them. ^^
i agree with wad jervis said.
the four of us should hang out more often.
hahahax.
chitchatted until 12plus ohmygod.
din even realised the time until a police officer came over and said dat we have been there for quite long since 10plus.
hahahahax!
but kind of exciting.
though we are not exactly illegal cuz its not a gathering of 5.
so the illegal gathering part is not found guilty~
WEEEEEEEEEEE~
went home soon after the police took our particulars.
hahahax!
bathed and slept. -_-
in the end it wasnt a productive day AT ALL.


thursday 05october2009
went to school with boxy dear.
went out after school with clara carol huiwen ahxiang shuangyu cheryl xueli gengtao and vanessa.
ahxiang is the only guy cuz ashley and ahwen din want to go in the end. ://
went to cineleisure.
ate at bbq chicken and watched my sister's keeper.
i like. ^^
though i like cry throughout the WHOLE movie nonstop.
i think it actually reflects the cruelty of life.
and yes that's life.
no matter how sad you are you have to move on.
and no matter how hard you try the memory would always be there.
learn to live with it. :))
great story line.
most went home after the movies.
so left with me ahxiang clara and huiwen.
went to far east plaza.
me and ahxiang pierced our ears!
HAHAHAX!
my third time piercing.
hope this time it will not close again.. T.T
ahxiang pierced one side of course.
damn funny.
he more scared den me loh i think.
HOHOHO!
am soon done and went to walk arnd.
saw my kehlim evon and jason. :DD!
jason even loitered outside of the store (according to clara) to wait for me.
hahahax.
and just when he went off i saw him. :DD
he even miss called me.
paiseh ahh! T.T
ohhh and bag was damn heavy to carry around. T.T
walked smmore and went home in the end. :DD
chionged my LMS report and YAY im done with it around an hour ago~
thanks huiwen for helping to print!! :DD

found out that im throwing my tantrum more and more these days.
argh dun like.
love chatting with pri school friends. :DD
love my parents alot and they were heartbroken about me working so hard these days while studying.
so sorry.
that is why im cutting down on my work by alot already.
sorry to make ahhao worry too.
work is okies.
the ppl are fun.
real fun.
the constant 'what's your problem?' is the new 'in' line.
except for that particular girl which i really buay tahan.
shes of the same age as me and she doesnt noe how to cover the plastic flask properly..
putting the hole at the side such that the water cannot be poured out.
argh.
annoyed.
but everytime i go work i will complain im hungry and tired.
hahahax.
cuz mainly our dinners are at 9plus 10plus which is freaking late.
even zaw says not to work if im studying.
cuz i really look very tired.
haiz.
cant help it. ://
trying to save as much money now.
need to rmb to get the 55bucks from mummy for the dining workshop.
i dun want wine tasting. )):
she said to take it from her wallet myself.
have to deposit back into my acct.
ahhao says im weird cuz i dun spend the money i earned on myself but on others. (i got my pay already.)
i got spend on myself loh.
just dat not dat much.
wait until i earn more money ba.
and mainly cuz i want to save up.
mummy asked me for the reason.
but i dunoe.
dun want to work f&b anymore.
but too paiseh to quit.
maybe cuz i want to paint my fingernails.
or maybe just simply dat i want to find a higher paying job.
this is a cruel society.
we need money to survive.
argh.
wheres money!? >: (
theres lots of pictures.
but its rather late now.
so maybe nxt time. :DD!

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im supposed to be rushing my LMS report now.
but i want to post this picture. :D:D:D!!
i like i like.
editing credits to clara bubble dear. :D:D
SEE I CREDIT YOU LEHH!! :D:D
lub you lub you~

`264th post

two weeks plus three weeks of not blogging about my daily life.
my tian. T.T
lots of updating to do.
have been freaking busy argh.
hope i will be free either tonite or tml nite to blog.
*hopes*
and i want to go udders to find evonnnnnn~
hahahahax!
cant go to the SCO outing this coming sunday. )):
working again.
me love BAS. <33!!