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haven been using pipi for the past 3 days.
hahahahax.
almost going out everyday.
today finally staying at home.
paiseh leh anson.
though is you say dun want to go out anymore but still paiseh.
cuz noe you noe dat i tired.
herherx.
thanks thanks!! :DDD
updates~

friday 07august2009
woke up and prepared to go school.
went to block 31 to the new BAsociety room myself.
wahhh still scared i lost.
hahahax.
but lucky lucky.
get the decorations for the grad night booth liao jiu go set up with kehlim.
den she went off cuz she have lessons.
soon enping came to pei me while studying for his driving test at 3pm.
hahahax!
den leon came.
and chit chat.
keep testing him chinese.
HAHAHAX!
janet came to take over her shift.
ahbee came to find me and leon.
the three of us went to eat lunch tgthr den head off to convention centre for our games stall.
damn sian loh.
cuz like noone wants to play de.
and we were trying to entertain ourselves. T.T
pictures!!


we were trying to copy shawn's BIG SMILE! HAHAX!


me and ahbee's camwhore~
got more but lazy post. HAHAX!


me and lightbulbs. HAHAX!


ahbee with her tattoo~


me and my tattoos!! :DD


AHBEEEE!! :DD


ARE YOU SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER!?
i noe i am. :DDD


SHAWN CANDID HAHAX!


COOL PIC EHHH!!
me, leon, ahbee, austin and shawn~

after the games stall went off with purdey cab chiayin edison to the convention hall for the concert.
PONNED BOTH CATS AND S&W OMG OMG BUT DUN CARE WAHAHAHAHAX!!
damn sian during the concert lahhh.
like racial harmony day.
me chiayin and cab keep complaining about not singing national songs.
at the end the whole imBAS HIGH!!
keep jumping like siao and sing DAMN LOUD!!
cuz FINALLY SING NATIONAL SONGS LIAO!!
but three only.. -_-
i'd rather whole way sing songs lohhhh!!
wahh keep jump and jump and scream and scream!!
i keep asking the camera guy to sing with us den he want to take my photo.
HAHAHAHAX!!
den celebrated the birthdays of our imBAS ppl lalala~
had refreshments too.
were hungry liao.
HAHAX!
limjiahao came to fetch me from school~
went back to his hse for him to change.
met anson and beatrice at his hse downstairs and went to macs to tabao dinner.
den went to segar court.
PLAYED PLAYED PLAYED!! HOHOHO!
went off early cuz wanted to reach home earlier heh hehh hehhh.

saturday 08august2009
woke up early to go work.
after work jiu go home.
slack slack whole day.
took pictures with mummy for her 'bday' cuz her bday dat day she already bathed and was wearing pyjamas so din want to take.
HAHAX!
limjiahao came over to fetch me to go segar court.
ate only takoballs for dinner cuz i finish my brunch at 3plus 4plus.. -_-
teamed with minduan and played against beatrice and candy!
1992 VS 1993 WAHAHAHAX!!
played played played.
me and minduan lose until quite cham.. T.T
among us candy play the best den beatrice play second leh.
confirm die.
first time play no guys at all.
HAHAHAX!
aftdat candy went home.
den minduan rest.
den me and beatrice went to play with the guys.
i think me most cham. T.T
cannot even score one. T.T
and yayy qi en came down! HAHAHAX!
keep playing with him. :PP!!
aftdat went off with everyone and den limjiahao sent me to the busstop and went home.

sunday 09august2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!! :DD
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! <3333!!
woke up early and limjiahao came to fetch me.
keep fetching me nonstop nowadays.
HAHAHAX!
he scared me at the staircase.
was walking down when he sdnly hug me from behind.
i tot it was a molester. T.T
HAHAHAHAX!
went to bpp macs and waited for everyone to came.
stella minduan guowei beatrice and yingjie. :DDD
took 960 to marina tgthr.
wahh the bus damn crowded.
den me and beatrice keep cannot balance.
lucky yingjie and guowei at the end.
if not confirm fall.
hahahax!
den aftdat less crowded liao we hog the middle round part of the bus.
den sit sit.
hohoho!
got off bus liao we jiu go buy movie tix den eat lunch.
wahh i first time eat dory fish yum yum!
weixuan appeared to give yingjie a big big surprise too!
HAHAHAX!
den went to play arcade awhile cuz still got awhile before the movie start.
wahhh i first time play daytona.
damn scary.
i screamed when the thng start.
totally dunoe how to control.
lucky beatrice beside me help me hold the steering wheel guide me. T.T
xia si wo.
went to watch orphan.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ESTHER?
shes damn erxin in the show.
i nv did knew i can be so freaking vulgar like siao lah.
the whole movie i keep scolding f*** wth.
shes the first person whom i really point middle finger at.
now you noe how disgusted i am by her.
really buay tahan.
i even felt like vomitting cuz i was so damn disgusted by her lahhh!
my tian. ://
we were hogging the last middle row in the theatre.
all couple seats.
HAHAHAX!
i bet everyone at least scolded a word of vulgarity at her lah!
and i screamed and cried at the start of the movie. -_-
cuz there was a bloody baby and i was crying cuz the baby died.
i think really xia si everyone lah.
hahahax paiseh paiseh.
after the movies we were all still scolding.
den guowei keep saying its just a show relax.
HAHAHAX!
went to find place to sit to wait for the fireworks.
weixuan's friend(not sure how to spell her name..) came too.
yingjie guowei went to buy poker cards for us to play.
keep playing all sorts of games.
hahahax.
aftdat firework boom boom fast fast finish. T.T
din manage to take much photos.
ahh lazy to post photos.
maybe wed or wad den post.
heh hehh.
aftdat went to take bus with everyone back to bukit panjang and ate dinner.
wahh damn late liao damn hungry.
the bus damn squeezy too.
i keep holding beatrice scared she fall down.
wahh until got one point in time i feel like im her jiejie.
HAHAHAX!
got off liao makan makan.
hohoho!
stella keep dun let me drink my iced milo.
insist me eat finish liao den can drink.
cuz she noe i ltr cannot finish my food.
thanks. :DD
but limjiahao say this method very useful he aso want to use. T.T
aftdat limjiahao pei me go wait for my papa come fetch me and lalala i reached home~

okies dats all so far my darlings!
shall update again nxt time!
i want to eat my lunch.
HOHOHO!!

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hellooo~
today i feel esp high i have no idea why.
HOHOHO!!
i think im a little crazy.
lalala~
went to meet carol at the busstop at 10am.
im punctual. :DD
i tot i was going to be late.
HAHAHAX!
saw ahxiang too.
but he was rushing for his proj consultation so said byebye to him.
saw carol and we sat there tgthr.
den clara came.
OHHH OHHHH OHHHHH!!
im wearing contacts today OHHH YAYYYYY!!
no more oily nose and sliding specs HOHOHO! :DD
i love contacts!
shall do lasik asap when i grow up lalala~
ohh okies went to blk 72 to meet lipin pinpin!
den went up to lvl 8 blahh blahh and met april ng for the consultation blahh blahhh.
lalala~
went to makan place to eat as well as celebrate aileen's birthday.
its supposed to be next thurs.
but cuz the whole class wun be meeting animore until exams week so we are celebrating it earlier. :))
ate laksa.
HOHOHO!!
quite nice lehhh!!
and it satisfied carol's craving.
HAHAHAX!
after lunch went for FMM lecture.
last lecture OHH YAYY!
i practically werent listening animore halfway through.
just got distracted. :PP!!
went for bcomm.
and i practically spent the time chatting with carol, facebooking and gossiping with carol and clara.
HAHAHAHAX!
after school i went to the convention centre for NDP dry run.
aftdat went for bamazing meeting with shawn.
din actually join in the discussion.
and there wasnt actually a discussion lah.
practically chatting with evon.
as well as webcamming lalala~ :DDD
and yay enping lemonade gave me beancurd tou huay~ :DDD
shared with alot of ppl okies.
jiale is a good girl.
HAHAHAX!
went home aftdat. :))
watched some tv den celebrated mummy's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!! :DDDDDDDD
we din take photos or anithng.
it was really a small celebration.
cuz everyone was tired and they bathed.
so mummy din want to take photos.
hahahax.
merely sang birthday songs with the cake.
jiamin was like half aslp lahhh.
and she only waved her hand for like 3seconds.
HAHAHAX!
OHHHH AND EVON'S MUMMY HAS EXACTLY THE SAME BIRTHDATE AS MY MUMMY!!
DAMN QIAO OKIES!
same year same month same day.
lucky our papas different.
if not really xia si wo.
nxt time we can intro them HOHOHO!! :DDD
dear mummy. :))
smtimes i just cant help it but make you angry cuz you did things dat made me angry in the first place.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
it is so true okies.
even on your birthday.
but you noe how i feel. :DDD
lalala~
a little lazy to post the webcam pictures which are actually quite alot cuz im aiming to slp before 12am. :))
though i just need to wake up at 9am tml WAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
its already considered late okies.
usually i have to wake up rather early.
OHH YAYYYY!! ^^!!
i love you you love me we love each other HOHOHO!! :DDD

actually i asked you to call cuz i kinda miss your voice. T.T

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:)))))))))))))

today is a happy day to me ohhh yayyyyyy~
morning woke up and prepared.
wore formal wear and heels cuz theres bcomm presentation.
hahahahahax.
din bring clothes or shoes to change.
i walked like a duck or penguin.
HAHAHAX!!
met my loves in the busstop.
dunoe why noone can regconise me.
first carol den bubble.
HAHAHAX!!
my heels high like siao lahhhhh.
but i still shorter than ahxiang they all. T.T
but i like my heels.
and yayyy carol likes my heels too!! :DDD
saw cab and purdey in the busstop.
den they were saying dat i look okies when i was sitting down.
but when i got up and started walking the whole image PIANG PIANG PIANG! T.T
went for MIEC tutorial.
aftdat waited awhile in the classroom for huiwen and vanessa who went to change into their formal wear but went out cuz the next class came.
ahwen took away my specs and say dun wear prettier.
i aso think so. T.T (HAHAX!)
but i boh bian.
ltr i shall ask mummy if i can wear contacts tml.
HOHOHO!!
den he say can aso shun bian dun wear specs go for presentation.
smmore wun scared cuz cannot see everyone.
agreed but likedat i cant see my script lehh.
hahahax!
so in the end still wear back. T.T
waited for everyone's presentation.
keep asking carol i shld i answer the qns if ms ho shoot me the same qns dat she shoot others.
hahahahax.
jing zhang nehhh.
smmore im last.
have to panic until then. T.T
when its my turn i just blabber and BOMB everything out.
hahahax!
but when my turn sdnly got alot of technical probs.
xia si wo.
and im a computer idiot.
so i dunoe how to fix. T.T
thanks huiwen for helping!! :DDD
after bcomm went to KAP macs with ahxiang ahwen clara and hyrah.
thanks bubble and hyrah for helping me to buy my meal.
cuz we were at the 2nd floor den they say i wear heels dun go down. :DDD
feet pain.
and smmore i cannot walk properly.
thanks carol for trying to teach me how to walk properly with heels earlier on.
thanks hyrah and bubble for holding me when i walk up and down stairs.
and thanks ahxiang for letting me hold when i was getting up and down of the bus.
and thanks ahwen (maybe i shldnt say thanks cuz you dun like? HAHAX!) for pei-ing me while the rest went to buy their meal! :DDD
ate and chatted.
smthng damn funny happened.
i laughed until i was tearing.
but wun say wad here.
help smone save face.
HAHAX!
ahxiang went back to school to find cheryl and shuangyu so the rest of us walked to the busstop to take bus.
waited with syahirah for 67 and me bubble and ahwen got off at the nxt stop while syahirah stayed on the bus to go home.
changed bus to 52.
chatted on the bus.
ahwen was surprised with the things dat we actually tot of.
HAHAHAHAX!
take until bishan mrt stn and we got off.
sat at the platform there and chatted for like 1hour.
hahahahax!
quality chat nehhh!! :DDD
i like.
ahwen told me he think i quite pretty when he first saw me in the lecture and then in class. :DDD
make me damn happy.
but then he say within 8seconds of becoming my friend the whole image ruined liao. T.T
instantly my heart piang piang piang break.
HAHAHAHAX!!
then ahwen went to take circle line and me and bubble took mrt home.
said byebye with bubble at khatib and got off and went home.
hohoho!
den i watched tv till i fell aslp.
made limjiahao worried cuz i din reply him nor pick up his calls.
paiseh!! T.T
cuz my phone was in my bag which was on the blue sofa.
in the end he called my hse.
but i very smart okies.
when i heard the phone ringing i already guessed its him.
cuz i saw the time is 6plus 7pm already.
HAHAHAHAX!!
and i told him i will msg him when i reach home.
heh hehhh hehhhh!
qiqi has a new name.
called lowsai.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!
shes complaining beside me now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
dun worry i love you lowsai. :DDDDDD
you can ask me the reason why.
even if you dunoe her.
im happy to tell.
though its damn lame.
hahahahahax!!
qiqi said kuai dian jiang jiamin tou fa you you.
(translation: faster say jiamin's hair oily!)
okies fine i started it.
haiz childish kid.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
dat fat childish kid.
*laughs histerically*
now for some pictures.
nowadays really in some dig-old-pictures-to-post mood. :DDDD

DURING THE AMAZING RACE WHICH IS ALSO EVON AND ZIYI'S InE THNG THNG!
our tags!! BEFORE!!


and after!!

we added the F ourselves HAHAHAX!!
and look at ahmao's! HAHAX!

me and my group members HOHO!!

kehh!


mao!


pig!

ahmao went arnd with me to help me camwhore!!

my scandalous affair with courtesy lion HOHOHO!!


some random lonely cows.
HAHAHAHAX!

under the request of cab.

dat day i was still very amazed over the purple seats.
and there are the pink-er ones. :DDD
purple seats at the back YOU SEEEE!!


mao and keh sitting at the purple seats.
keh purposely dao mao. HAHAHAX!


our competitors who are also in the same bus as us!!
HAHAHAX!!
xiankai, daryl, purdey and janet~

after the race ended.

look at the tired ppl.


now compare with the energetic ppl playing games.
dats my psp HOHOHO!!
i haven played it in a loooonnnggg looooonngggg time.
keep forgetting to charge HAHAHAX!

since i was bored waiting around, i decided to camwhore for abit!

see my messy hair you will noe how much we have been through.. T.T


cab joined in my camwhore~
KISS KISS FOR YOU HOHOHO!!


we look so playful HAHAHAX!


bao bao lian!!
bun face!!
HAHAHAHAHAHX!!
mah pig's bun bun face!! :PPP

okies dats all the pictures for today!! :DDD
today tot through alot of things.
realised that jiale smtimes is mature too. :DDD
not always childish okies!!
i like kids.
not only cuz they are cute and everything.
also because of their straighforward characteristic.
but if you have grown up.
stop acting like a kid.
you are far more childish than anyone of the same age that i have seen.
your childish-ness is not even of secondary school level.
it is like LOWER primary level ohh my tian.
worse than lowsai (qiqi) liao.
cant possibly tell you about it.
just hope you can realised it yourself and retify the problem.
if you become a nice person again.
im quite sure i can treat you as per normal. :))
btw tml is mummy's birthday.
but i dun have the time to buy cake.
ask jiamin to buy but she dun dare. -_-
lowsai is sick cuz of fever (though in my opinion not dat high since highest is 38.0celcius) so mummy would probably stick to her the whole day tml. ://
how how how!?!?
maybe i shld go try four leaves and ask the auntie if i can keep my cake there until arnd their closing time then i go pick it up cuz tml have bamazing meeting.
though i dun really like their cakes cuz the designs really limited but i guess i have no choice now. T.T
okies tml morning shall ask papa to help me buy.
if the person who bot the cake is papa i think mummy will feel happier. :DD
just need to see if papa would cooperate anot.
hahahax.
and smmore he can pay for the cake!! :DD
at most i just tell him i share or i pay all if hes not willing.
OKIES GOOD SETTLE!! :DDDD
OHHHH and birthday card.
okies shall draw nicely on the colour paper and get everyone including papa to sign.
WAHHHHHHH!! :DDD
dunoe how mummy will react HAHAHAHAX!!
*freaking excited*

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HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

today i feel happier already. :))

supposed to wake up at 9am this morning.
but slacked on bed until 9.40am.
prepared to go school and reached at arnd 11.30am.
lucky still got abit more time to eat before ITR lecture starts.
hahahax!
went to find bubble carol and ahwen in makan place cuz im late.
eat eat eat den went for lecture.
went to makan place after that to pei clara and carol to buy some food and went for FMM tutorial.
after tutorial went to take bus with bubble and we got off at macritchie and i took 852 home.
the NUSSU ppl are all over singapore today collecting donations for their orientation.
call wad donations lahhh!!
shld be collecting funds.
say until like 'do you want to help us and donate?'
i tot they are for some charity loh.
until i saw this guy wearing the shirt that wrote orientation.
and since i was msging clara i asked her about it.
then i realised wad NUSSU stands for.
NUS Student Union. -_-
i tot is some charity organisation.. T.T
and they are really everywhere.
at NP, at clementi busstop, at khatib mrt stn, at the overhead bridge near my hse.
my tian. T.T
i stick my sticker i took the first and only time i donated on my laptop case and purposely held it in a way such dat they will see it.
hahahax!
damn siao one loh.
and i was feeling unhappywith someone.
actually dun like her for a very long time liao.
i guess some ppl will noe who.
some of them also share the same feeling as me ba.
hahahax!
just feel abit :// and -_- with dat someone.
hope dat someone would realised the wrong attitude he/she has been using and that he/she would improve.
in addition, i hope dat he/she would stop trying to control wad we do and let us choose instead.
HOPEFULLY!!
*prays hard hard* :DDDDD
HOHOHO!!
lalala~
and i think i like *ahem* much better than that someone.
heh hehh hehhh! :PP
now for some overdued pictures from the ACM and expo trip~ :DD

the flowers in the toilet in fullerton hotel~


camwhores in the toilet~


my beloved girls~ :DD


have to go eat my dinner and do some work now.
so byebye my loves!! :DDD

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went to school in the morning today.
saw myrnalam and took 852 with her.
she got off at ajc busstop and huiwen got up.
hahahax!
did the ITR article sharing thing on the bus.
argh.
damn sian.
sat at the busstop and started doing the last qns of ITR dat noone did.
only realised dat at the last minute so boh bian.
met up with the rest and then went for ITR tutorial.
went to canteen one for grad night booth duty after the tutorial.
me and janet damn gong.
cuz its illegal booth and we dunoe how to make the table look like a booth.
lucky benjamin and hush came with the decors.
enping aso came to take a look and rushed off cuz i was asking him for help.
THANKS THANKS!! :DDD
bubble and pyjamas aso came with kinder buenos and sweets for me cuz they scared i nv eat lunch.
THANKS!! :DDD
after booth duty went to bukit timah plaza de kfc to find my happyclique.
ate and chatted.
went home afterwards and parted with everyone.
cuz i was going to pon bstats lecture.
hahahax.
din feel like going. ://
in the end i will just start facebooking anyway i noe.
went home and took a nap.
my tian.
i need dat alot.
my eye!! T.T
its getting better.
only a few more days of specs WAHAHAHAX!!
limjiahao came over to find me afterwards.
going to start doing FMM tutorial now.
:// have been feeling moody the whole day.
and was rather quiet.
even bubble asked wad happened to me.
i dunoe either.
just felt like being alone for abit. ://
smtimes just feel so weird so alone so everythng.
okies some pictures.

some camwhore pictures i took when i first saw purple seats on the bus.
it was the first time i saw seats of this colour and was damn excited.
HAHAHAX!



a picture of me and evon during SC recruitment.
yay i like this picture!
i look skinny though the proportion abit weird ar.
HAHAX! :PP!

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HELLO PPL I NOE YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG!!
HAHAHAHAX!!
SO HERE I AM!! :DDD

tuesday 28july2009
woke up early to do my part for the BAmazing proposal.
went to school and met the rest.
after school went to KAP macs with clara carol ahxiang ahwen and pyjamas.
everyone ate double filet-o-fish meal. HAHAX!!
but i din buy anithng.
eat abit of carol's seaweed shaker fries (*shake*shake*) and den took 961 to woodlands to rp to find limjiahao.
met limjiahao and stella and we eat eat tgthr.
wahhh siao the fish and chip i eat damn big loh. O.O
aftdat walked to cuzway to meet candy and we went to walk walk arnd.
aftdat left cuz i still have work to do and went home with jiahao. T.T
cant rmb anithng animore.
i have poor memory.. T.T

wednesday 29july2009
went to school to meet the rest.
after school went to bukit timah plaza with clara hyrah ahxiang pyjamas shuangyu and cheryl and ate the student meal in pizzahut.
cheap cheap lehhh!!
and i ate the slowest.
HAHAHAX!
i ate slower than hyrah whose baked rice came like dunoe how late than ours cuz they mixed up the orders.
HAHAHAX!!
dats damn funny loh.
but everyone waited patiently hohoho!
went off with bubble and hyrah.
den bubble pei me take 852 to macritchie where she got off.
went home and did work i think.
dun rmb anithng else. HAHAX!
i dun seem to rmb anithng that happened at home.
too not happening liao.

thursday 30july2009
went to school in the morning.
went to canteen 2 with my happyclique to eat the BIG BIG spring chicken rice dat ahwen kept recommending.
FINALLY FOUND OUT WHERE CANTEEN THREE IS CUZ WE WALKED PAST IT!!
im not so kuku animore!! WAHAHAHAX!!
cant finish the spring chicken rice in the end.
its seriously damn big.
i use both hands to eat loh.
looks damn unglam beside hyrah who is eating the big chicken drumstick with one hand gracefully. T.T
everyone laugh at me.
but in the end nv finish lahhh.
so big how can i finish.
pyjamas ate abit of mine.
HAHAX!
remind me of smthng funny dat ahwen told me.
HAHAHAX!!
okies.
eat finish liao jiu go for bcomm.
finish liao jiu cab to woodlands with bubble.
met limjiahao den went to walk walk abit den said byebye to bubble at the mrt stn while she took train home and we took bus home.
dunoe wad happened liao. T.T
OHHHH!! i rmb liao.
was rushing for CATS proj like siao until 2plus.
was feeling damn stressed.
thanks ahbee for pei-ing me chat and calmed me down until i finished and slept. :DDD
love you lots lots!!

friday 31july2009
woke up at 5plus and prepared to go school for CATS proj discussion.
woke up with one swollen left eye. ://////
left eye was hurting on the whole of thursday.
but din expect it to become swollen.
still wore contacts.
HAHAX!
kena scolded but nvm. :PP!
left the discussion for BAmazing booth duty at arnd 11am.
webcam with rachel the self-claimed genius HAHAX!
carol and bubble and shuangyu came to pei me awhile.
and bubble passed me my self-reflection dat she helped me print.
THANKS!! :DDDD
they went off while i stayed with rachel.
aft awhile went back to the proj discussion.
AND FINALLY CATS IS OVER OHH YAYYYYYY!!
i hate cats so much.
hahahahax!
jojo wants to burn down blk 72 and i want to burn down blk 53 IS blk.
HAHAHAHAX!!
okies its kidding please dun ask the police to arrest us thank you very much!! T.T
finished S&W and went down to BAmazing booth for duty.
thanks jit for accompanying me and not leaving me alone there!! :DDD
lemonade (enping) and daryl went off when i reached.
den aftdat alot of ppl came.
hahahax!
yayyyyy~
went off aftdat and bused to bukit panjang and went to anson's hse downstairs to meet him and jiahao.
went to segar court tgthr lalala~
happy happy lehhh!!
me minduan beatrice candy and stella GOING TO FORM A NEW BBALL TEAM CALLED EARTH!!
cuz REVOLVE around the EARTH.
we will win revolve!! :PPP!!
okies fine mostly toking crap one.
but very excited loh.
if really form team.
hahahax.
damn fun.
was complaining to everyone about my eye the whole day.
purposely complain and whine and listen to ppl care about me.
HAHAHAHAX!!
damn bad!! HOHOHO!! :PP!!
went off with limjiahao anson beatrice james yewei and melvin.
said byebye to beatrice at lrt stn.
walked to petir there.
said byebye to james yewei and melvin.
pei anson until his hse there and den to the busstop.
and went home lalala~

saturday 01august2009
went to kumon for work in the morning.
went to meet limjiahao aftdat and went to cuzway.
helped a lady to bring her pram up the escalator cuz she had to carry her kid. :DDD
bot movie tix and went to eat.
den went to shop shop arnd and bot my formal shoes.
i like. :DD
went to watch movies den went back to fajar.
went up to jiahao's hse and waited for him to change.
wore specs the whole day DAMN SIAN. T.T
complained to his sis jiahui about my swollen left eye and chitchat abit.
FOUND OUT DAT JIAHAO'S HSE GOT THE DIAMOND WATER PURIFIER OMG DAMN COOL!
i think i must have been blind not to see it.. -_-
its quite obvious actually.
just beside the kitchen sink.
like wad jiahao and stella said.
im not very observant..
but i damn excited.
keep wanting to drink the water from there.
HOHOHO!!
went to fajar foodcourt to tabao dinner.
met yingjie chong stella and minduan and went to segar court tgthr.
we draw lots for the person dat we are supposed to give the present to during the chalet.
xmas chalet leh.
SO COOL HOHOHO!!
HAPPY NEHHH!!!
but i dunoe wad to give dat person.
must ask ppl for help.
hahahax.
had a great day again WOOHOOOO!!
went home.
damn tired.
limjiahao offered to piggyback me to the busstop and of cuz i took up the great offer. :DDD
BUT he put me down b4 we reached there.
HE TOO WEAK LIAO!!
LOUSYYYYYY!!
CANNOT EVEN CARRY ME TO THE BUSSTOP!! >:(
okies actually is i requested dat he put me down cuz my shirt is creeping higher and higher and i scared can see *ahem* soon.
hahahahahahahahahahax!!
took bus home lalala~

sunday 02august2009
woke up early and prepared to go IMM for cab they all de event. :DDD
helped out.
ate lunch with my new friends yujie katherine(if i nv spell wrongly) and weilong.
yes yujie is the damn tall guy in trm.
hahahahahahax!
nxt time post a pic dat i took with him the other day.
he damn tall.
continued helping.
BAS ppl came.
yayy im happy.
kept fighting with leon at the drawing place for kids cuz i drew a damn ugly person and we kept snatching for the marker to write the name.
CHILDISH I NOE.
HAHAHAX!!
we all played like kids.
but damn fun.
complained to almost everyone about my eye. HAHAHAX!!
went home after the event with my 3 new friends and took train with katherine and finally touched my pipi after SOOO LONG. T.T
okies i must go and bathe now and slp cuz its 11plus already. T.T
BYEBYE PPL I LOVE YOU MUAKS MUAKS!!

i noe you have been waiting for this part for ages. HAHAX!!
but i dun want you to put pressure on me in wadever i do kaes.
noe you would understand like you always do. :DD
thanks dear.
and happy 200th day.
sorry for not being the one to take note.
i love you and you noe i do. :DD

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decided to post some pictures!! :DDD
the gif avatar website is koped from evon's blog.
see i credit you im so nice rite!?
HAHAHAX!! :DDD

monday at the BAmazing booth.

my face damn retarded.
jojo's face damn funny.
HAHAHAHAX!! :DDD
but too many pics to complete the cycle liao.. :((

me and beloved mortal ahbee!



i look like a monkey in the last pic.. HAHAHAX!


me and bubble webcam hohoho!

okies i have no idea wad pictures to post already oh my tian.
shall post pictures of two of my precious at home now.

my octo dear. so freaking cute. HOHOHO!


imBAS! my love! MUAKS! :DD

okies have to go tend the BAmazing booth now.
more pictures nxt time. HOHOHO!!

`209th post

你会爱我多久?

一瞬间？

一天？

一年？

一百年？


都不是。。

最后的答案应该是。。


一直到你不爱我为止。





残酷的现实，无法未知的未来，
使我们都害怕、恐惧。

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i can feel myself changing, into someone who is not like me.
i hate these changes.
i want me.
i feel too eager to make friends, feel too eager to make friends closer, thus these changes.
i hate myself.
am i really that desperate for friends?
maybe i am, for i am deprived of them for one and a half year straight.
how i hate this new desperate me.
i want the very old me back.
i still could make friends and have so many close friends then, so why can't i do so now?
i feel so out of place and uneasy and unhappy.
argh.
nothing you do or you say can make me feel better.
my life was ruined.
and i have no idea how to fix it.
smtimes i just feel like i dunoe how to make friends animore.
i hate myself.
little thngs dat friends share with me will make me feel damn happy.
even if you just say 'take care' when we part will cheer me up.
im really scared of losing friends.
scared of offending them.
scared dat they will be unhappy with me.
im such a scaredy cat.
but i would give anything to not go back to my life before.
i feel so dumb.
jiale just be urself.
freak i hate crying.
i want you.

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EDITED TWICE
here for quick updates!! :D:D
cuz ahbee says we must always try and update blog everyday so we wun forget.
aiya actually just copying her nia.
HAHAHAX!!

saturday 25july2009
woke up at 5plus when i slept at 1plus 2plus.
met BAmazing ppl in society room at 7plus when we were supposed to meet at 7am.
sorry for being late. T.T
den aftdat went off to our respective stations for BAmazing trial.
as we are not supposed to reveal anythng, i shant say animore here.
bot dinner at timah market aft the whole thng back to loft to eat.
had debrief and slept late.
pushed two beds tgthr and slept with evon and dionis.
HOHOHO!!
the three ppl wearing hoodies tgthr and looking damn tired and we took a photo tgthr.
DAMN FUNNY de photo.
cuz damn unglam.
with the tired faces trying hard to smile and the hoodie pulled tight so our faces look weird.
and cant see the hair smmore.
and my face looks DAMN round.
dat photo shall be kept as private viewing ONLY.
HOHOHO!!

sunday 26july2009
woke up early and trial again.
had a serious case of severe lack of slp.
BOTH my eyes were like HALF of its original size.. T.T
so from O.O become o.o
HAIZ. T.T
went back and ate at timah market aft the whole thng.
yum yum!! :DDD
took lots of photos but we cant post anywhere.
must keep secret ma.
HAHAHAHAX!!
josephine wanted to cab home so ahbee and me longbang her cab home!! :DDD!!
went down to the void deck of the loft to find them.
AND I KISSED AHBEE THERE HOHOHOHO!!
ahbee got off at cuzway and i got off opp khatib mrt stn.
thanks josephine!! :DDDD!!
cuz actually reach ur hse first one loh..
and i waiting for you to drive me home WAHAHAHAHAX!! :DDD!!
went home and slept and woke up to check mail plus use abit com den went back to slp again. T.T

TODAY monday 27july2009
went to school in the morning and met with my ppl.
damn high keep singing.
HOHOHO!!
saw minduan and annie :DD!
saw shaun too!! :DDD!
went for lessons blahh blahh.
after school slacked abit in bstats tutorial classroom.
den went to canteen with ahwen ahxiang and pyjamas to meet the rest of tr01 with the exception of bubble and carol.
cuz they both have their own stuffs.
met leyley on the way there.
he called ahwen and its damn funny.
laughed like siao.
ahxiang like emo emo.
dun sad okies ahxiang. T.T
went there and adeline tell me the chicken rice damn nice.
let me tried it.
so ate chicken rice for lunch.
slept on the table after i ate.. -_-
den was half-awaken by ahwen they all.
ahwen still hold up my middle finger say faster take picture.
lucky i wake up. -_-
went off with them to ourspace.
walked by underpass and saw ahbee evon and josephine at the BAmazing booth so decided not to go ourspace to slack with them and stayed by our BAmazing booth!! :D:D:D
hohoho!!
took pictures yay yayy yayyy! :DDD
ahbee send me!!!
chitchatted there until 4pm.
noone signed up yet. T.T
PLEASE FASTER SIGN UP!!
cuz i noe some of the ppl already came to get the forms.
just haven handed them in yet!!
faster okies!! :DDD
and tml is the last day to write your notes to your beloved lecturers before lecturers' day which is on wednesday!! :DDD!!
you can write the notes at our BAmazing booths in the underpass as well as the student plaza!! :DDD!
went with evon and chiayin to atrium to buy some stuffs to go up library for BAmazing meeting.
laughed loads. :DDD!!
stella called me while i was in the meeting.
they came to NP.
but i cant go and find them cuz i have meeting. :((
went home with jit and benson.
took 74 with them to amk cuz of benson.. -_-
but chitchat chitchat den time pass very fast. :DDD
got off and said byebye to them to change bus to 851 and went home.
tired.
i want to slp.
but theres alot of thngs to do. T.T
sms session with sebas.
yay im a happy girl.
sebas you have no idea how impt you are to me.
no matter how long we have not toked which is always not very long and how different our schools are. :DDD
always able to crap with me and cheering me up.
ahhhh sebas i miss you!! T.T

`206th post

has been feeling rather insecure these few days.
thanks dear for standing by me and letting me noe dat you wun leave me.
hahahahahax! :DDD
quick updates!!

friday 17july2009
sick still.
slept off practically the whole day. T.T
din go segar court for bball. :'(

saturday 18july2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES ONG KANG RUI PYJAMAS!! :DD
woke up early to go for ahgong's death anniversary.
went to ah ma hse and chatted with weilong they all. :DDD
had the ritual and went to burn all the incense and everything.
laughed when weilong toked about the wrath of ahgong when the ashes flew to *ahem*
damn funny. :DDD
long long nv tok to weilong le!
went home soon to do work.
cant really rmb wad happened.
hahahahax!
i think limjiahao came to find me at night. :DDD
okies dun rmb anithng liao~

sunday 19july2009
limjiahao came over to find me.
going to vivo originally.
but smhow i felt uneasy den din want to go.
went to northpoint to shop for formal wear.
din noe wad to buy. T.T
asked bubble and lipin for advice.
went home.
sang songs loud loud and relax and slack.
hohoho.
den went back to northpoint and buy the clothes.
din manage to find shoes so gave up.
went home.

monday 20july2009
went to school.
omg met my ppl.
i miss them my tian.
met to eat lunch tgthr.
HAPPY!! :DDD
me and ahwen went to jap stall to buy food tgthr.
is he propaganda-ed me to go buy de loh.
HAHAHAX!
den cheryl shuangyu and adeline was buying at the yong tau foo stall beside.
so i noticed one tofu dropped at the side of the glass cabinet.
and started telling ahwen dat i find the tofu very kelian.
and the jokes started.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
laughed like siao.
he said dat we shld take a picture of the kelian tofu.
den send to mediacorp's most kelian picture competition.
den third is one old auntie who needs help to cross the road.
second is one old uncle who is handicapped.
then first prize goes to our kelian tofu dropped at the side of the glass cabinet.
OMG DAMN FUNNY!!
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
ahwen our beloved joker.
and he was wearing the joker shirt we bot him on his birthday! :DDDD
happppyyy hohoho!!
missed my ppl like siao.
aft school went for BAmazing race meeting. :DDD
dun exactly rmb wad happened so SKIP! :PP

tuesday 21july2009
went to school early for my SC booth. ^^!!
met kehlim at society room.
den carried the stuffs to our booth.
opened up and i stuck all the things up by myself cuz kehlim has lesson and kehmao still having lesson.
stayed until kehlim came.
carol james lipin and tr02 came too.
i cried.
damn paiseh.
cuz actually ALOT of ppl joined our booth.
but cuz none of my friends joined den i was like feeling like i no friends.
but syahirah and gengtao joined!! :DD
damn happy.
thanks guys for being there!! :DDD
love you all!
went off with pyjamas carol and lipin to rehearse for our presentation blahh blahh.
had itr-fmm proj presentation AND YAY!!
quite happy.
after the presentation went off back to the booth.
limjiahao was waiting for me at the underpass there. :DDD
he came to fetch me hehh hehhhh hehhhhhh!!
went to the booth and quick quick took a photo with evon in my formal wear and went to change.
hahahahax.
stayed awhile den start packing up and debrief.
went home with limjiahao. :DDD
he went back den anson called me to chat for awhile.
wahhh he hardly calls me to chat.
usually ask me to call him.
hahahax!
cheered him up cuz he not in a good mood. :DDD
he said dunoe why he dun have to put a mask in frnt of me.
hahahax!
HAPPY HOHOHO!!
of cuz lahhhh!
you my didi aka hao peng you nehhhh!! :PP!!

wednesday 22july2009
went to school.
after school went to eat with pyjamas ahxiang shuangyu and vanessa.
cheryl joined us halfway and vanessa left to meet elaine cheng for the ACM and EXPO trip.
so went to play pool with pyjamas ahxiang shuangyu and cheryl.
hahahax!
pyjamas lost to cheryl while ahxiang lost to shuangyu.
damn funny!
im the last in position lah. -_-
actually i aso sort of cause pyjamas to lose to cheryl one.
heh heh heh!
went back to NP to meet tricia and kaikee for CATS.
discussed and everything and went to co-op to buy tibits for BAmazing race meeting aftdat.
saw enping chiayin and purdey there.
bot tibits tgthr.
cuz confirm no dinner.
hahahax!
went up for the meeting.
damn fun.
keep toking abt all kinds of stuffs dats of cuz not to be revealed. :PP!
din go eat dinner and went home first cuz really damn tired.
hohoho paiseh.

thursday 23july2009
met lipin at khatib mrt stn to go raffles tgthr.
met ahwen vanessa and rina in raffles and went to eat macs for breakfast tgthr.
cheryl came to find us halfway.
went to fullerton hotel to use their toilet and took photos hohoho!
den to ACM (asian civilisation museum) to meet the rest and found out dat actually i went there b4.
HAHAHAX!
took photos on the way there!
had a talk there and i fell aslp.
lipin aso.
adeline keep disturbing me.
hahahax!
had a mini 'love letter chat' with her.
went off to take bus to EXPO for another talk.
slept on lipin's shoulder heh heh.
though we had quite a long lunch break we used it all to camwhore.
took LOADS of photos seriously.
dat day alone we took 100over photos.
met up with some of the ppl and had the talk.
met up with the rest who went for the miec lecture.
went back school.
took a class photo too. :DD
i kissed shuangyu on the cheeks b4 we got up the bus back to NP.
damn funny.
camwhored on bus.
siao liao us.
went back to school for bcomm.
after bcomm went to pei bubble go canteen one.
did my CATS reflection and finished it. :DD
met up with evon to go buy stuffs tgthr.
went to macs to eat first.
den went to buy.
den chiayin came to meet us and den we went home.

TODAY friday 24july 2009
went to school early to meet tricia yiyi and kaikee for CATS proj discussion.
went to meet bubble to go makan place tgthr to eat lunch.
met up with the rest to eat.
i think leyley is the bane of my life.
hahahahax!
everytime just irritate me nia.
ashley ong qi bin!
irritant of lee jia le's life.
HAHAHAHAX!! :PP!
eat eat eat den went for CATS.
went for yoga S&W with kaikee and eunice.
after yoga went to meet limjiahao.
he fetch me from school and went to his hse.
watched videos of these two very cute monkey and dog.
they are supposed to do tasks for their owner.
damn cute loh!! HAHAHAHAX!! :DDD
i love those videos.
went for bball at segar court. :DD
went to buy drinks with yewei minduan and weiguang.
den on the way back saw james.
damn funny.
he sdnly talked and asked if we have change cuz he need to pay the taxi driver.
xia dao me and minduan.
we totally din see him until he spoke.
HAHAHAX!!
went back and chatted with yingjie minduan and guowei.
funny. :DDD
stella was a little unhappy.
though din really manage to cheer her up but hope she was feeling better. :))
yay got xiao gui's newest singles bu xue from anson!
he din forget hohoho!!
stella piggybacked me and i got in one hoop. ^^!
went home early and boyboy sent me home. :PPP
kept crying on the way home cuz started toking abt my ahgong and his funeral and everythng dat happened.
hahahahax.
paiseh paiseh made you worried.
he was saying dat lucky i put his photo in the post after the post which i put sebas' photo.
hahahax!
cuz he was jealous like how i guessed!
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
and smmore he finds dat both me and sebas was smiling damn happily in dat photo.
but its the only proper photo i have with him loh.
the rest he all act camera shy and hide. -_-
sent me home and he did his rj while i bathed and he went home.
tml BAmazing race trial till sunday.
im looking forward to it.
staying in the loft.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! :DDD

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sdnly i miss this idiot as well.
and its 1.17am now.. -_-
but you are slping now.
argh.
i shld go slp too.
gdnite everyone.
gdnite earth.
gdnite my dear boy.

`204th post

sebastian liu yu wei.
the idiot guy dat is very impt in my life and i miss so much.
so long nv tok to you liao argghhh.
since last week leh!! :///
been too bz.
argh.
i love you sebas! :DDD
limjiahao dun jealous i love you too.
HAHAHAX!
okies i love you more okies.
even though this photo very -_- but you always refuse to take photo with me and this is the only proper one and dat we are smiling very happily.
YAY! I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND! :DDD

`203rd post

uhh ohhhh.
i sdnly rmb its sebas' birthday on 12july.
HAHAHAX!!
sorry my dear sebas. :PP!
paiseh.
but i noe you wun mind.
so a BIG BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
i love you my dear sebas.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
seriously miss you. :///
okies i shall post a photo of you and me when i get home.
keep forgetting to put the photo in my pipi.
haiz.
sebastian loooooo.
though you are just a phone or msn conver window away, i still miss you.
HAHAHAHAHAX! :DDDD

`202nd post

im feeling afraid.
i dunoe why.
and i noe i shldnt.
no matter wad happened none of you will leave me.
but still i feel more and more afraid.
its kind of stupid kind of dumb.
argh.
i feel so dumb.
just want to let you guys noe.
i love you all alot alot alot. <333!!

`201st post

omg i actually forgot to wash off the shampoo off my hair until my mum came to help me wipe dry my hair.
for ur info, i dun really noe how to wipe dry my hair and usually i just leave it there.
smtimes jiahao or my mum will help me wipe dry.
my tian.
i wonder who forgets to wash away the shampoo other than me.
with my current condition and everyone's advice, im not going to school tml.
crap.
i feel so guilty about skipping bcomm presentation and bstats test today.
i feel so guilty about skipping CATS proj discussion tml. :///
crap.
i feel like i haven done much.
or did i even did anythng? :///
just give me a lousy score on the peer evaluation part.
ROARRRRRRRRRR!!
even mum aso ask me to rest at home.
and i feel giddy when im walking about.
oh my tian.
i decide to quarantine myself for awhile.
sat is ahgong's death anniversary.
i hope i hope i will be okies by then.
please please please.
i really dun want to miss it..
haiz. T.T

`200th post

HOHOHO!!
QUICK UPDATES!!

monday 13july2009
went to school and met up with the rest as usual.
cant rmb anythng special dat happened.
bubble was sick so she ponned the last lesson for the day - bstats lecture.
carol and pyjamas aso pon.
and since i still had BAmazing race meeting at 4pm i decided to go anyway.
ahwen and ahxiang pei me go.
and the rest of tr01 sat in frnt of us three. :DDD
me and ahxiang shared earpiece and listened to songs.
jiale sang happily.
shuangyu suan-ed happily.
jiale seemed to have sang too loud and with the earpiece in her ear she started toking loudly too.
hahahahax!
adeline was oovoo-ing happily with melissa.
jiale and ahxiang had fun 'poking' adeline in front of the webcam.
adeline piak jiale flat flat on the webcam. T.T
FUUUUNNN!! :DDD
and ahwen keep wanting to fall aslp.
HAHAHAX!
went for BAmazing race meeting.
everyone was brain dead.
so am i.
very little ppl went for the meeting dunoe why.
went home aftdat and ate spaghetti dat mummy cooked. :DDD

tuesday 14july2009
HAPPY SIXTH MONTH MY DEAR BOY!! <3333!!
woke up early to do research for bcomm presentation as well as doing up abit on the itr-fmm ppt.
went to school and met carol for lunch.
bubble took mc after the prev day of suffering over her running nose.
both of us went to makan place to book seats first.
ahwen came.
huiwen came.
ahxiang came.
wasnt full cuz i had char siew bao to eat but carol insist on me eating a proper meal so i ate. :DD
din finish in the end and the rest of us went for itr lecture tgthr.
we then had fmm tutorial.
den i called guowei and went to meet him, minduan and annie.
chatted and laughed. :DDD
ate the med dat huiwen give me for my throat den they say me say why i anyhow eat med.. -_-
guowei still say i trust ppl too easily liao.. -_-
but i believe huiwen loves me too much to hai me.
HOHOHO!!
yingjie stella jiahao and james(not pyjamas) came aftdat.
went to the half bball court to play bball.
stella wants to go toilet so went with her with minduan and annie.
saw huiwen in the toilet!! :DDDD
stella keep piggy backing me hohoho!!
and i played too loh!!
and yingjie laughed at me when i was posting stella i dunoe why.. -_-
played one on one with stella too!!
i got in two balls leh!!
but they say confirm is stella let me shoot one.. T.T
smthng happened blahh blahhh but im glad dat everythng is okies now. :DDD
went to find stella who was outside the library charging her phone with jiahao.
den the three of us went to give candy a be-early birthday surprise!!
got her a doraemon cake!!
stella say is her fave cartoon character hahahax!
den the two couples keep kissing in the void deck.. -_-
damn paiseh okies.
tried hard to ignore the kissing sounds coming behind me when we were ... !!!
my tian. T.T
but damn funny too.
candy went home den said byebye to stella and jiahao sent me to the busstop and went home too. :DDD

wednesday 15july2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CANDYYY!! :DDD
met huiwen to go school tgthr.
told her i was hungry and she wanted to bring chicken pie for me to eat but cuz i sore throat she dun want to bring for me to eat. T.T!!
forgot to bring money so she lend me money buy bread for breakfast.
THANKS THANKS!! :DDD
guowei saw me and he called me so bounce bounce bounce to his there and chitchat.
hohoho!
den saw minduan and she ran over too.
chitchat chitchat den jianwei came and chitchat smmore.
guowei went off with jianwei while minduan went to find her friends and me go back to bubble they all there. :DDD
saw cab pig twice dat day!! :DD
went for miec den bcomm.
pei bubble to hand in her mc with carol and ahxiang.
went to makan place with carol and bubble while ahxiang took my bstats lecture notes and tutorials to go photocopy.
gengtao and huiwen came to find us aftdat.
gengtao carol and huiwen helped me and bubble to buy lunch thanks thanks!!
din wanted to eat lunch cuz i had no money though clara and carol say me and ahxiang say he treat me.
but gengtao give me money and insist me on eating.
hohoho!!
thanks thanks for all's concern im xing fu de loh! :DDD
ahxiang came.
pyjamas and syahirah came tgthr.
ahwen came when we finished eating.
si ahwen ate kinder buenos in frnt of me in dat kind of sickening expression ROARRR!!
purposely cuz i wanted to eat one loh.
but cuz of my coughing the whole day everyone scold and say NOOOOO!!
went to busstop with gengtao and carol.
took 74 with gengtao but got off two stops later.
went home to rest.
cough until want to die liao.
jiahao came to find me.
wahh damn cham.
cough until want to die den he xin tong. :PP!!
got slight fever so rested awhile and stop bstats-ing.
he went home aftdat.

TODAY thursday 16july2009
decided to pon miec lecture to study bstats.
woke up at 5plus to study bstats.
cough like siao again.
dad and mum say go see doc.
studied halfway through the last chapter dat was supposingly tested today and went to bed to lie down.
really cannot tahan liao.
vomitted out the water dat i drank earlier in the morning. O.O
sort of got scolded by dad when i was dilly dallying on the bed when mum asked me to change clothes to see doc cuz the clinic opened at 8am and its 8am liao.
noe they care. :DDD
went to the doc and ahwen called.
hahahax.
and he was like may i speak to jiale?
i said i am jiale and he said are you sure?
damn funny.
my voice got sound so diff meh?
went home and ate oats b4 i had my medicine.
after awhile i vomitted all the oats and medicine.. T.T
went to bed and msged bubble and tell her im not going to school.
slept until 4plus and woke up to eat med.
mum say dun eat anithng b4 i eat med in case i vomit again.
den keep drifting in and out of sleep aftdat.
ate porridge and tried to wake up.
haiz.
i feel like i have wasted one whole day of my life.
should i go school tml?
but i dun want to go do yoga makeup lessons with a bunch of ppl dat i dunoe. T.T
haiz i dunoe.
see first ba. :))

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当我抬头望着那满天星的夜空时，
我总会想起你。
但那片美丽的星空却被云朵遮住了，
使我不经意失望起来。
但我知道就算看不见天空里的星星，
你和我的心心正在牵着手一起遥望着日出日落。
感觉上我们好像很久没有一起看星星了吧。
下一次会是什么时候呢？
再过二十分钟我们就正式在一起半年了。
这段日子虽然并不是很长，
对我来说也像风一样一眨眼就过去了，
但我们经历了很多。
从中有乐、有苦、有怒、有哀。
希望我们可以一直这样珍惜着彼此。
我还在等你向我证明永远的存在。
亲爱的，只想告诉你，我爱你。

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IM WEARING BASOCIETY SHIRT NOW HOHOHO!!
im so proud imBAS!! :DDD
hohoho!
got one funny story to share~
once i was on the bus i forgot when but is recent de and this plump little boy was sitting half a seat away from me.
why half a seat?
cuz i was sitting right at the back of the bus at the most right when facing the front.
den got these other two guys sitting at the most left.
with a couple sitting in frnt of them.
den the boy was like slping.
damn close to me loh.
with his arm on the seat beside me.
his head is like touching me.
i tried to ignore but just saw dat couple and dat pair of guys laughing and laughing while looking at my direction. T.T
den the boy woke up when the bus turned into a huge turn and he was jerked up.
he den tried slping on the handle on the back of the chair in frnt of him.
wahh den i saw him drool two times.
tried hard not to laugh.
the two guys on the left got off the bus and he shifted to their place.
and slept leaning on the glass.
when the bus passed by ajc i saw sebas and called him but he din pick up.
den he called me back and we chatted and i told him everythng.
wahahahahahahax.
so nice to tok to him again.
hohoho!!
OHHHHHHH!!
and btw the little girl you see on my link?
i noe i put the link there not long ago but now the little girl has got enough money for her treatment le!!
YAYYYYYY!!!
even though it may not ensure a full recovery, but it has certainly increased the chances of her recovering by a whole lot. :DDDD
HEH HEHH HEHHH!!
okies now for a update! :DD

thursday 09july2009
went to school in the morning with huiwen.
when crossing the road after the overhead bridge a car turned in and i stopped in the middle of the road.
huiwen faster pull me and run.
HAHAHAX!!
thanks if not i jiu cham liao!! :PP!
met up with the rest and went for MIEC lecture.
tried to listen but failed halfway.
but at least i think i listened half okies.
and bubble was obssessed with her bejeweled.
HAHAHAX!!
went to makan place to eat and went for FMM lecture.
for the whole day i quite quiet hohoho!
just din feel like toking.
after FMM lecture we took class photos!! :DDD
went for bcomm and got songs from huiwen's hard disk which ahwen put in the day before for me.
YAYYY THANKS BOTH!!
aftdat pei bubble hyrah and carol to the busstop.
bubble and hyrah took a bus and pei-ed carol cuz she waiting for her friend's call and went off when time is up cuz i still have yoga.
went home aft yoga.
tired.
emo-ed dat night. :))

friday 10july2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ORTAO!! :DD
din bother to wish you though hahahax!
nvm noe you aso dun care.
so shou liao.
HAHAHAX!! :DD
woke up early to meet tricia and yiyi for our CATS proj.
tricia and yiyi went to buy sandwiches for them and me!
thanks thanks!!
aft discussing went to meet bubble and gengtao first for lunch den meeting up with the rest.
din eat cuz still full over the sandwich and huiwen brot me medicine for my cough!!
THANKS THANKS!!
so sweet right!?!? :DDD
went for CATS den yoga. :)))))
we need to do a presentation for yoga. O.O
discussed with my group and fell aslp halfway hohoho.
but they just let me slp.
hahahax!
its a skit anyway.
and its quite fun.
went to bp and waited for limjiahao.
he reached and went to his hse and read my book.
ate and went to segar court.
wangyi came. O.O
cycled with beatrice to buy drinks at the mama shop halfway.
den minduan came.
den the three of us went to play bball!! :DDD
we teamed up with guowei against chong weiguang kenneth guobin and wangyi.
4 against 5 leh!!
the three of us keep screaming hahahax!
but damn fun loh.
den got one part i shoot den chong say if get in he 砍.
AND I GOT IN HAHAHAHAX!!
but of cuz he din do it lahhhhhhh.
damn funny lah.
keep playing playing.
aft finishing my soles damn pain.
abit regret playing barefooted but i will fall if i wear my dat slippers play loh.
new one leh.
heh hehh hehhh.
had fun and went home.
walked with jiahao anson and yewei to greenridge there and said byebye to yewei.
continue walking to anson's hse downstairs there and byebye to anson.
went to the busstop and took a bus home.

saturday 11july2009
went for BAmazing race recee.
sorry but i canot divulge any information of the race here so HAHAHAHAX!!
anyway met up with purdey den chiayin den evon.
enping joined halfway.
all of us wore like traffic lights.
HAHAHAX!!
damn cute.
me red evon chiayin enping yellow and purdey green.
and enping's lemonade was awesome.
DAMN SWEET AND NICE!~
HOHOHO!!
he can sell lemonade liao.
EVERYONE WILL BUY IT HOHOHO!!
evon damn funny when i was saying i feel like drinking the lemonade and she said very long nv drink liao.
hahahahax!!
reached home at arnd 8pm.
damn tired.
bathed and fell aslp aftdat.

TODAY sunday 12july2009
staying at home the whole day.
have to do some work liao.
okies not in a good mood.
gtg and be bz.
BYEBYE!!

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feel so emo now.
just finished bathing.
cried the whole way.
i started crying cuz i was reading this book b4 i bathed.
a 3rd serving of the chicken soup for the soul.
it just gave me a deeper understanding of love.
nope not just love love.
but love between people.
like just between me and the you reading this now.
went to bathe and started crying again.
thought of all those that i have met.
westspring friends jiahao my happyclique tr01 seniors etc.
the new people i have met.
but smtimes i just miss the old people.
those dat i have met in the past.
those that i dun have to say much for them to noe stuffs abt me.
like my dear sebas and jiejie.
i dun have to explain how i was like how my school was like etc etc.
its just nice for people to say haiya jiale is always likedat blahh blahh.
but i noe theres smone arnd me who will say dat.
HAHAHAX!!
carol always says this is so typical jiale.
i like dat.
it gives me a warm feeling of closeness and everythng. :))
tot of my past too.
noone will noe how i felt.
seeing everyone in pairs or groups, while im left all alone.
the feeling of being alone, the feeling of being unwanted.
sebas stayed there with me.
but smtimes when im afraid dat i might be holding onto him for too long away from his own clique, i just let go.
but it made me feel unsafe again.
smhow it just led me to think of one person.
at one point of time in my life, this one person has become one of the most important person.
its a SHE.
but now shes in melbourne, australia.
smhow i miss her alot.
again.
i wonder when will i stop missing her.
maybe when im all grey-haired and toothless i will still be thinking about her.
shes one great person.
shes smone who noes me so much more than i did.
the one person who loves me more than i did to her.
i cant say dat im not affected at all with her going to melbourne.
i am.
though our lives are no longer entwined tgthr, i still reminisce our good old happy times.
i always felt so happy with her.
just a few more days it will be her 17th birthday.
the last time i wished her happy birthday was two years ago.
i asked for her forgiveness.
she rejected it.
more than half a year later, she said she forgave me, but our friendship was just not the same anymore.
i was the one who betrayed her in the first place.
its enough having her forgiveness.
this is the deepest hurt i ever had.
even deeper than ALL THOSE that hh have ever inflicted on me.
so much more deeper.
i noe that the hurt i gave her must be so much more painful than mine.
smtimes i still recall her laughs, her walous, her lets go to the locker tgthrs or just simply her pui meis.
rmb how she gave her all for me, and i failed to do the same.
i chose hh over her.
i cant believe dat i chose hh over her when i told her dat i would nv do dat.
this might be my deepest regret, but im not going to regret it, cuz i noe i deserve it.
i couldnt help but rmb dat when we failed to get into the same sec3 class the pact we made.
the pact we made abt getting into the same jc.
but now the paths dat we both have chosen to take is so different.
i went to poly and she went to further her studies overseas.
its just so ironic.
i rmb i used to often say dat i want to open a shop.
and she would say dat she would be the one helping out.
i was her pui mei.
and she was my pole of support.
smone whom i confided every single thing to.
when i was young i rmb doing a test which says dat i have 3 best friends in life.
one of them could be sebas.
but i noe for sure dat one of these three places belongs to her.
sarah tan xiu zhen.
i almost forgot her chinese name.
wanted to search for it.
but when i saw the initials, the puzzle pieces fit.
you have no idea how much i miss you.
and i wonder if i have the courage to say happy birthday to you once more, this year, when you are away.
i wonder if you miss me like the way i do to you.

i noe i have tons of great friends now who i will treasure forever. :))

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HEY HEY HEYYYYY!!
here to update update update!! :DD

sunday 05july2009
stayed at home the WHOLE day.
did some work okies.
not slack WHOLE day.
watched abit of tv too. :PP
limjiahao went to his grandfather or grandmother's hse i dunoe which one.
and theres four babies there.
wth.
make me damn jealous.
and keep msging me all the cute stuffs dat the babies did.
AND SERIOUSLY AT DAT INSTANT I FEEL LIKE GIVING BIRTH RIGHT AT THE SPOT SO DAT I CAN CARRY ONE. T.T
and im secretly in love with his youngest baby cousin JIALE.
wahahahahahahahahax!!
ohhhh i think is grandfather's side cuz i rmb the baby's name is limjiale.
correct me if im wrong okies when you read this kaes limjiahao.
thanks!! :DD
omg babies are just so irresistably cute. <33!!

monday 06july2009
went to school.
met huiwen on the bus.
ahxiang called and say he first to reach HAHAHAX!!
for once!!
reached and chitchats and waited for the rest.
were late for ITR tutorial.
THE WHOLE BUNCH OF US which is like MORE THAN HALF OF TR01 so it doesnt matter.
HAHAHAHAX!!
went for lunch blahh blahh i seriously dun rmb wad happened.
bubble says its cuz im sick.
but i only left cough loh.
i rmb i very poor thng wad aso cannot eat.
in the end eat you mee and drink teh-o like old uncle.
HAHAHAHAX!!
but i rmb last time young everytime i go kopitiam with my papa den he sit with his friends he ask me wad i want to drink i always say teh-o den all the uncles except my papa will O.O at me.
say i so young jiu noe how to drink teh-o.
HAHAHAX!!
but i quite like teh-o actually.
have the 甘甜 taste. :DDD
if you dunoe the meaning of the chinese words den copy paste at google translator. :PPP!!
ohh i rmbered i only had lunch with ahxiang bubble and carol.
ahwen and pyjamas went to ourspace to complete their unfinished bstats tutorial.. -_-
pyjamas came to join us for awhile and tabao for ahwen.
they still try and cheat us say one go find tcher one go find friend loh.
HAHAHAHAX!!
went for bstats tutorial den bstats lecture.
walou lecture damn difficult.
all those dat ponned for fun and for apec one cham liao lah.
must really read up.
i got go i aso gong gong there.
later still need to print notes.. T.T
den went for BAsociety meeting after bstats lecture.
ate chips heh heh.
evon de potato chips damn nice.
but i cant eat much cuz sore throat. T.T
got tok abit more in the meeting liao. :DD
*claps to jiale*
happy dat i open up abit more.
heh hehh hehhh!!
den chong keep asking me to choose the present for suvin.
give me the website.
den i ask evon they all help me see aso.
like survey likedat..
and i collated the results for him.
hahahahax!!
dunoe when he go buy and dunoe i can pei him go anot.
so bz loh.
and he aso nv hao hao update me.. -_-
celebrated benson's birthday too.
he got a huge surprise.
hohohox.
but credits given to the HR people of course!! :DDD
went home quite late lalala~
ate apple pie for lunch.
excited cuz its the first time i have eaten it for years and the second time i have eaten it in my whole life.
but it still tastes as weird as i rmbered.
so nvm.
hahahax!!
but saved the last bite for leejiaqi~

tuesday 07july2009
went to school in the aftnn~
met huiwen on the bus so went to school tgthr!
chitchats chitchats hohoho!!
met clara and ahxiang at the busstop and the four of us went to eat tgthr!!
fyi, syahirah having proj, ahwen and pyjamas coming later, carol having apec.
makan makan makan and ahwen came.
continue munch munch munch den finish liao~
met syahirah and went for ITR lecture.
i was the last to finish as usual.. -_-
lalala~
aft ITR lecture jiu went for FMM tutorial.
lalala~
finish liao erm erm erm i went home cuz meeting limjiahao at khatib to go my hse.
he came and den i tried to do some work hahahax!!
printed notes all those.
forgot wad happened. :))

TODAY wednesday 08july2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIWEN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASHLEY LEYLEY!!
wahhhh both birthdays tgthr.
so good loh.
EXACTLY the same date leh.
08july1992.
im finding smone who is born on 08april1992.
HAHAHAHAX!! :DDD
went to school and met the birthday girl on the bus AGAIN.
we are fated.
cant help it.
HAHAHAHAX!!
got one nice auntie offered to exchange seats so we can sit tgthr!! :DD
thank you auntie!!
though you cant see it here but you will feel it smhow through kindness acted on you too!! :DDD
chitchats chitchats.
wahhh tok alot.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
yayy i love chatting with huiwen hohoho!!
tok tok tok jiu reach school liao.
meet up with the rest.
leyley came too.
i wished him happybirthday den he reached his hand out to shake.
damn funny.
i tot i was supposed to be the one who reached my hand out to shake de loh!!
HAHAHAHAX!!
saw guowei and jianwei and i was like LIM GUO WEI!!
he still look arnd say who call me.
and i said 美女叫你!!
HAHAHAHAX!!
me damn bhb hohohoho!!
stupid ahwen started the im fat thng. -_-
went to cheers to buy stuffs with ahxiang ahwen and leyley and met minduan and co.
hahahax.
huiwen they all came to find us den we went to MIEC tutorial.
blahh blahh bcomm tutorial.
ahxiang and ahwen went to buy cakes for leyley and huiwen.
hohoho!!
during ahxiang's absence i used his laptop and HOHOHO i anyhow put status.
and is pyjamas and leyley 怂恿 me go do one loh!!
still dare say.
pyjamas still say GOOD GOOD and leyley was the one who clicked on the button 'share' OKIES!
ahxiang came back and O.O HAHAHAX!!
BUT huiwen was damn surprised with the cake i noe hohoho!!
i think leyley long ago jiu noe liao so dun care him.
HAHAHAHAX!!
the DPA ppl aso came to find us :DDD!!
adeline and me found out smthng:
jiale 08april1992
anson 08may1992
adeline 08june1992
huiwen&leyley 08july1992
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
SOOOO COOOOLL RIGHT!?!?
we were all born one month after one another.
HOHOHO!!
and kelian de me is the oldest. -_-
stupid idiot arrgggghhhhh!!
reminds me of dat day beatrice birthday anson keep suaning me say im the oldest person present there. T.T
okies forget it.
AND SMMORE I WAS BORN IN THE MORNING.
worse.
okies higher chance dat im older.
okies forget it. T.T
everyone just keep shoving the cakes into their mouths.
cuz theres no forks no plates and everythng.
hahahahax.
they just put one piece into my mouth.
i opened it the widest.
but i still cant fit it inside.
carol helped me push it in.
i just keep facing the ceiling cuz scared the cake drop.
damn funny.
HAHAHAX!!
went to eat with alot of ppl lazy to name.
hehh hehh hehhh.
ahxiang treated everyone drinks except for xueli ORHH HORHHH so bad.
but THANKS AHXIANG!!
i keep seeing xueli laugh wahahahahax happy dat shes happy with us.
hohoho!!
and im the last to finish lah.
and everyone complain i eat damn slow.
i really damn slow loh.
everyone finish liao just stare at me eating. T.T
den aftdat went off hohoho!! (i wonder why i keep hohoho-ing in the post.. -_-)
ahwen cheryl and rina going huiwen's hse to do proj so the four of them went to KAP to take 852 with me HAHAHAHAX!!
HAPPY HAPPPPYY!!
the five of us koped the backseats of the bus heh hehhh hehhhh!!
shared earpiece with ahwen cuz he want let me hear nice nice songs.
must rmb to kope songs from him.
from ahxiang too.
wahahahahahahahax!!
but i dun have hard drive.. T.T
chitchats den byebye to them.
continued the short bus journey dat was left and went home alone.
read awhile storybooks and fell aslp for like at most one hour.
saw limjiahao's msg saying he coming over den okies he came over. O.O
blahh blahhhh tried to do some work and do abit notes.
okies ending my post im getting sian.
hahahax.
tml morning meeting huiwen go school tgthr YAYY!
looking forward to the chitchats!!
okies byebye ppl im going to print notes like what a good little girl shld do. :DD


smtimes i will feel out of place, even among friends.
but when i take a step back and think, i realised that everyone does feel this way sometimes.
plus, i see alot of lovely and cute friends around me who does the littlest things that make me feel touched. :DDD

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im now in MIEC and nathan just keeps toking and toking and toking.
everythng is going into my right ear and coming out of my left ear.. -_-
argghhh.
sdnly i miss jiejie i want to meet her now!! T.T
jiejiejiejiejiejiejie!!
I LOVE YOU!! :DDDD
the person who can have random msges and tok randomly with me hahahahax!!
meet up soon meet up soon!!
want to catch up with you!! T.T
today very sian.
si ahwen keep saying dat im fat.
den make leyley and ahxiang aso started saying dat im fat.
the other day i was complaining about wanting to jian fei and ahxiang still say i skinny enough liao. -_-
dun care them.
i now hungry hungry hungry!!
wad shld i eat later? :///
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
limjiahao ban so many food cuz i have sorethroat so i totally have NO IDEA. ://
I JUST NOE I NEED FOOD!!

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小生今儿有雅兴想要吟诗作对，希望您不会介意，若有冒犯之处，还望您海涵海涵。:))

故人心，谁人了，
了的人，有多少，
天下心，数不清，
有心人，无法宁。

月和星高挂，
世人们瞭望，
孩子安心睡，
夜晚微风吹。

:)))) thank you!

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take a look at my link.
see that cute little girl's photo.
yupx click on it and help that little girl if you can.
saw this on both huiwen and adeline's blog.
shes a little girl who got cancer and she needs a huge amount of money for her treatment.
put this link on ur blog and spread the word.
a little action of yours could help to save a little girl's life.
its just a click of your mouse, so why not?

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back here for a quick update!!

wednesday 01july2009
ermmm well i met with my guys in the morning as usual.
went for school blahh blahh.
cant rmb the details.
after sch went to eat with my guys.
went to ourspace with carol aftdat aft all the chattings in makanplace to wait for ahxiang to finish his proj discussion.
den the three of us went to jp to buy ahwen's cake and spade tshirt.
when we alighted the bus and walked there ahxiang asked me smthng.
ahxiang: ehh jiale whens the last time you came here ar?
carol: jp renovate two times already leh.
jiale: ehh i have nv been here before. heh heh.
ahxiang: are you serious? you really very suaku leh. -_-
well i think its not my fault loh.
i stay so far away okies.
aft choosing and buying everythng we went off.
ahxiang and me bot food from old chang kee to eat.
went off and me and ahxiang separated from carol cuz she walking another direction.
jp damn near her hse.
she says nxt time invite us go her hse.
YAYYYY!! :DD
ahxiang send me to the int to take 154 back to sch den went for lecturer's day meeting.
den go back home lalala~

thursday 02july2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNWEN!!:DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEATRICE!! :DDD
went to sch early in the morning wahahahahax.
went for miec lecture den celebrated ahwen's birthday during lunch with tr01 and tr02!!
can see he very gandong wahahahahax!! :DDD
went for the rest of the lessons den went to meet limjiahao in bp and went to his hse.
den went for kfc dinner wahahahahax!!
bot bandito pockett cuz saw it in the ad earlier on. :DDD
and guowei msg say he reach liao.
but i replied say i in kfc! and yingjie and weixuan saw us.
hahahax.
in the end they all came to find us.
got yingjie weixuan guowei anson stella and weiguang~
i was the slowest.
i only ate cheese fries loh.
i dunoe why i so slow.
and its my first bandito okies!! :PPP!!
went off aft finishing the fries and went to buy cake and her fave B&j's icecream for beatrice!
lrt-ed to her hse and guowei started his plan of pretending dat he was doing a survey and going to ask beatrice qns.
we popped out and tada~ celebrated her birthday!!
she cried O.O but :DDDD im happy we done it.
made her go up her hse thrice to get the plates, forks and spoons, and put icecream in her freezer separately.
damn bad loh.
went home aftdat. :DDDD

friday 03july2009
reach sch at 11am to meet tricia keikee and yiyi for CATS.
went for lunch aftdat.
pyjamas msg me so went to find him ahwen and cheryl to chat chat.
went for CATS and den S&W.
limjiahao came to fetch me aft school and we went back to his hse.
slack slack and went to macs to buy dinner and went to segar court for bball.
paiseh anson for making him wait den in the end he go segar court himself..
all jiahao's fault!! :PP!!
this time is he slow loh!!
NOT ME!!
surprised to see guowei since he said he got bbq in school.
in the end is he left early hahahax.
felt abit unwell and minduan say can see. T.T
went home aftdat.
was abit unhappy and thanks guowei who noticed and cared.
heh heh.
went home aftdat.
vomitted a little and felt too sick to move.
msged chong to tell him i cant pei him go buy suvin's bday gift.
paiseh.. T.T
msged mrs png to say i cant go work.
din bathe and changed and slept.
SOOO DIRTYYYYYYY!!
but i dun care. :PP!!
dats why im cab's pig. :DDD

today 04july2009
stayed at home the whole day.
sick.
fever sore throat cough body ache etc.
you can list all the H1N1 symptoms here except for vomit since it only happened ytd and flu which i dun really have unless you count ytd when i cried for being sick.
limjiahao came to visit me.
with brunch.
porridge with egg dat i requested.
thanks dear.
noe you put in effort just to buy that porridge.
heh heh.
he fed me all the way.
stopped halfway to eat his own lunch since he eat damn fast den continued feeding me my lunch.
watch dead silence while eating.
limjiahao scared me and i cried.
shock dao him.
hehh hehhhh hehhhh.
keep helping dad with his com halfway the show.
and he scared me too. T.T
jiamin and qiqi ate tibits den i wanted to eat.
but i ate one bite each for a few pieces and limjiahao snatched the rest of the pieces to eat.. T.T
so cham loh.
he practically wants to pry my mouth open to get the tibits inside but i closed my mouth firmly.
noe you did it for my good lah. :DDD
den went to slp for the whole aftnn.
woke up at night and had spaghetti mummy cook.
not exactly a meal for someone sick but I LOVE IT.
HEH HEHH HEHHH!!
limjiahao went home at night and i came online aft bathing to check my mail.
fever went up.
pray its not H1N1.
and thanks to all dat cared.
i love you guys. :DDD!!