`185th post

theres alot of things for me to do..
too much for me to list down.
im tired.
both mentally and physically.
im having so little sleep nowadays.
my brain is more confused den usual.
im more blur than usual.. -_-
heck.
i mistook blk 72 for blk 56.
i mistook limjiahao's buttoned up shirt as polo tee.
worst of all i insisted dat ahxiang is a girl.
its like i wasnt even thinking when i was doing smthng or saying smthng.
btw im really giving my all.
and im not giving up until i reach my goal.
i said it.
i mean it.
i just hope all those who know will give *ahem* a second chance.
really.
im trying very hard already.
another chance would suffice.
please?
smtimes i need a breather.
so dat i can take a deep deep breath.
maybe i shld learn how to breathe again.
breathe in breathe out.
good.
one more time.
-_-
seeeeeeee i said my brain is going all haywire.
freak freak freak.
lastly lastly lastly.
just give *ahem* a second chance.
i will be the one guarantor okies.
i promise i promise i promise.
all *ahem* needs is a second chance and some time.
we will try our best.
thanks guys.
i hope you will understand. :))
even though you guys might not read this.. -_-
anyway will personally tell you guys again so wadever.
btw lee jia le needs ppl's care and concern now cuz shes feeling unhappy and insecure so please just tell her in some way dat you love her alot alot alot.
thank you.

`184th post

arggghhhh.
wanted to change blogskin but alot of the codes have prob.
so forget it.
since i spent so much time on this blogskin the last time.
i shall use it longer.
HAHAHAHAX!
okies updates on my life!!

thursday 18june2009
woke up at 1plus.
omg im so so so lazy.
cant help it.
just after camp ma. :PP
used com and slack awhile jiu went to prepare to go and fetch limjiahao from school.
erm erm erm den we took 169 to amk hub to watch monster VS aliens 3D!! :DDD
went to the food junction to eat lunch first.
din eat much cuz i wasnt hungry.
went home aftdat.
dun really rmb liao.
and camwhored abit at the stairs.
HAHAX!! :DDD

friday 19june2009
went to meet sebas for lunch.
tok and ate with him.
laughed like siao.
its my first time eating at new york new york.
HAHAHAHAX!!
and i keep suaning sebas damn fun lalala~
jiale scored many and sebas only scored one.
so happy to see him again.
he paid for the lunch.. O.O
i became sebas' poor little beggar friend again..
he said im always his poor little beggar friend.
hahahax dat idiot rich guy.
and he din finish his food lah.
damn wasted.
aftdat i went to rp to fetch limjiahao since it was still early.
den we went to his house.
cuz we waiting for guowei's cake delivery~ :DDD
it came and jiahao had to like clear one whole level of his fridge to put the cake in it.
HAHAHAX!!
damn big like siao.
slacked at his house awhile den went to bball.
wahh wahhh damn jingzhang whole way keep thinking abt the cake.
they started their match against kimfei's team.
jingzhang jingzhang in the match.
*bites fingernails*
HAHAHAX!!
but yayyy we won in the end wooohooooo damn happy!! :DDD
before the last quarter of the match start me beatrice minduan and weilin ran off to get guowei's cake and plates and utensils etc.
went up to jiahao's house with beatrice to get the cake.
minduan and weilin went to buy all the other stuffs.
wahh paiseh din noe jiahao's parents at home.. T.T
borrowed a lighter from his mum.
carried the cake awhile den i tired den beatrice carry.
wahhh she damn strong loh.
my size is like so much bigger and i so weak.. T.T
she said shes used to it cuz of her band.
rushed to the void deck there den faster light the candle blahh blahh.
wahhh the flame keep extinguishing.
den we keep relighting it on the way.
me and beatrice carried to the court and we sang loud loud.
made sure guowei back faced us too.
HAHAHAHAX!!
birthday song to him.
he xia si lah. :DDDD
but damn fun damn funnnn!!
he made a wish blew the candle and cut the cake.
hahahahax.
damn funny.
shall post the photos nxt time.
lazy to upload into my com. :PP
he kept insisting hes not the birthday boy loh.
den i just said hes the be-earlie birthday boy.
hahahax. :DDDD
stayed until like 11.30pm den went off with limjiahao.
cabbed home cuz it was damn late.

saturday 20june2009
went to meet minduan beatrice stella guowei and jiahao at bpp macs in the morning.
den we went to the busstop to wait for the bus dat yingjie weixuan and tyan soon is on to take to harbourfront.
chatted and joked and laughed.
fun fun.
reached harbourfront den went to pizzahut to have our lunch.
den went to vivo and went arcade while waiting for yingjie to renew his card.
went to sentosa and played captain's ball and volleyball.
wahhh run like siao.
sweat like siao.
after playing den we went into the sea.
HAHAHAHAX!!
before we went in anson came~
wahh so nice the sea.
swam to the rocks there and yay im the only girl who went up. :DDD
den aftdat played truth or dare.
fun fun. :DDD
james kenneth and joshua came too.
after everythng we went to bathe den took mrt to marymount to go thomson to eat.
wahhh wahhh i first time take circle line excited excited!! :DDD
but aftdat unhappy cuz of some stuffs.
and sorry everyone for my bad mood thereafter.
during dinner keep running to stella yingjie and weixuan's table to rant.
hahahahahax.
thanks for listening.
nice to eat nice to eat.
james good intro!! :DDD
thanks guowei for treating me dinner!! :DDD
went different way from the others cuz i have bus to go home so went off with jiahao.
had heart to heart chat along the way and went to the playgrnd at my hse downstairs and continued the chat. :))
thanks dear.
i love the heart to heart chat as much as you. :DDD
even though i cried but im very very happy okies.
hahahahahax.
heard jiamin's sneeze.
laughed like siao with jiahao.
shes like at ninth floor lah.
aftdat went to wait for the bus with jiahao and saw him up the bus and went home. :DDD

sunday 21june2009
HAPPY BEN LEE DAY!!! :DDDD
originally wanted to go for imBAS outing.
but really very tired liao.
so rested at home the whole day.
nothng much.
din celebrate for ben lee.
he wouldnt like it anyway.
but still happy papa day to you. :))

monday 22june2009
slacked at home the whole day too.
going to try and start on some projs asap..
im dying.
but boh bian.
limjiahao says later hes going to come and find me.
but papa says later we are going out for dinner.
so maybe limjiahao will just have to leave before we go for dinner.
okies..
mummy qiqi and jiamin just went to the gym with i dunoe who.
din felt like going.
btw the renovations upstairs have been startng like since this morning and i cant even watch the tv properly.. :////
irritating..
decided not to have a wish of growing taller.
hahahahax.
i shall leave dat to fate.
cuz i think im tall enough.
and i dun want to grow too tall.
smile smile smile smile always my beloved everyone. :DDD

`183rd post

EDITED

:)) im here to post smthng.
smthng dat i have learnt today.
i believe dat i sort of grew up a little today.
became abit more mature.
i have realised alot of thngs.
and really.
relationships need both parties to try hard tgthr to manage it.
jiahao said he heard weixuan say 'a talk can solve a relationship problem.'
yupx i agree with dat. :DD
it takes two hands to clap.
both parties need to talk, understand, and solve every problems tgthr.
thanks dear for being understanding towards everythng i said.
no matter how hurtful it may sound.
no matter how straightforward i had been.
and thanks to everyone for being so understanding towards us today.
as in saturday today.
cuz its 1plus in the morning.
hahahahax.
every relationship needs effort to be put in.
this includes friendship. :))
thanks for all the concern dat you guys gave me or him tonight.
really.
thanks for letting me vent all out too.
hahahahahax.
maybe you will find me like very fan but thank you guys for just being there.
thanks for asking as well. :DDD
thanks all the westspring friends.
hahahahax.
very gan dong. :DDDDD
smtimes i just feel like my westspring friends are like a dream to me.
a dream dat i might just wake up anitime and all of you will disappear, including jiahao.
and when all of you disappear tgthr with the dream, i will just revert back to the jiale before i met you guys.
all of you changed my life and made it different.
thanks to guowei anson and james for asking.
thanks to stella weixuan and yingjie for listening.
thanks to minduan beatrice and the rest for being understanding.
thanks to all of you for appearing in my life.
hahahahax.
very erm erm erm erm mushy. :PPP!!
you guys are my dream.
the dream dat i will never want to wake up. :DDD

you will never understand how it feels.

i had not much friends at first.

really not much.

close ones would noe why.

den sdnly one big bunch of ppl just barge into my life with no signs at all.

HAHAHAHAHAX!!

smmore all from the same school.

some secondary school dat i have never even hear before.

its just dat they appeared very miraculously in my life.

until now i cant rmb when did i start to like become shou with guowei stella chong they all.

can tok to them abt so much stuffs and craps.

and smmore all stay in bukit panjang which i had almost never been before.

like wad jiahao told me.

i never ever tot dat i will have a big bunch of bball friends who always go and play bball tgthr.

hahahahahax.

westspring onions (new name dat i tot of.. -_-)!! WAHAHAHAX!!

the friends dat appeared in jiale's dream lalala~

i love you guys. :DDDDDD!!

got anithng can confide in me wahahahahahahahahax!!

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omg my tab button just dropped out.
but i pressed it back.
btw it dropped out before.
smthng dat joins it to the keyboard sort of broke.
but its still fixable.
and i only dropped it once.
as in my pipi.
limjiahao dropped it okies.
so i wonder whose fault it is.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!! :PPPP!!
okies anyway hellooooooooooooo~
im back from society camp.
*waves hard hard*
lalala i shall go on with my SUPER LONG life story.
its been rather bz for me.
theres smthng on everyday.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!

saturday 13june2009
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
after blogging i slacked awhile at home and went to siaoching's hse to celebrate her little son, lucas' first month!! :DDDD
while waiting for papa to be okies to drive us there we took lots of pictures at the doorstep.
heh hehh hehhh~
its like a family gathering there~
wenchang's hse sooooo big ma.
one side is his family one and one side is siaoching's family de WHICH INCLUDES ME! :DDDD
started chatting with TANWEEEEEEELONG (weilong actually. but i call him dat. :DD) almost immediately after i reached there.
papa drove us there.
but den he drove off for work.
eat eat eat den slack arnd and chat arnd.
OMG IM SO HAPPY DAT IM SKINNIER DEN TAN OR TAO THE NOW VERY FAT PIG!!
okies lah he not very fat i too kua zhang liao.
just dat he now more meaty and fleshy as compared to the him when young. :DDD
i keep laughing at him wahahahahahahahahehehehehehehex.
its so fun seeing everyone again. :DDDD
last time ortao was like the skinniest among us all lah.
boney like siao.
when he pull up his shirt you can see all the ribcage damn clearly.
just like an african kid okies.
seriously.
den now im skinnier. :DDD
tanweelong says dat im getting skinnier and skinnier ohhh im so happy.
but he says i better maintain now if not too skinny not nice.
but still i insist dat i SHLD get skinnier wahahahahahahehehehehex.
and we found out dat the reason dat i sort of got skinnier though i dun really think so is cuz i grew taller.
AND YAYYY im happy again once more. :DDDD
he say i got 165cm.
ESTIMATE.
happy like siao man.
i tot i was going to like stay at the height of 161.5cm for the rest of my life. :DDDD!!
so i grew taller and my weight remained.
dats how i became skinnier.
wooooooooohehehehehex.
ah chong aso say i taller than 161.5cm.
cuz i was standing beside guowei when he said it.
so i confirm plus chop plus stamp plus certificate of authorisation dat i grew taller.
*A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG ROUND OF APPLAUSE*
thank you thank you~ :DDD!!
lalala~
OHHHH AND I FOUND OUT LIPIN IS SIAOCHING'S COUSIN FROM HER FATHER'S SIDE!!
OMG SO DAMN QIAO RITE!?!?
so both lipin and kehmao are my cousins' cousins.
but different cousins' family.
HAHAHAHAX!!
took ahbao's car home with tanweelong, huileng and her two kids cuz scared aftdat no car drive us home.
everytime aso likedat very mafan ma.
he sent huileng and jieen and zhengjie home first.
den he drove back to his own hse.
which is like a few blocks away from my hse.
and i walked home.
i din like go their hse loh.
tanweelong aso nv ask me so suan le.
HAHAHAHAX!!
pardon for being a little high now.
heh heh heh heh hehhhhh!!!
i forgot wad after dat.
OHH i waited for mummy they all to reach home and we finished the first month box thngy. O.O
so li hai.
i ate the cake roll and the mochi.
i think dats called the mochi anyway.
okies i watched tv used com blahh blahh and slept i suppose.

sunday 14june2009
TADA!!!!
omg this is the great big important day!!
okies maybe not dat important.. -_-
okies limjiahao is going to be so sad seeing the above line.
okies DUN CARE!! :PPP!!
CUZ HE WAS LATE OKIES!!
but still HAPPY 5TH MONTH LIMJIAHAO!! <3333!!
even though you were late. -_-
and i was quite early for once.. -_-
woke up at like 9.15am.
prepared and everythng.
insisted on not msging limjiahao before we actually met.
he reluctantly agreed so i was actually happy.
set the venue and time.
reached bugis at like 11.50am.
actually 11.48am okies.
AND I STARTED WAITING.
i was damn bored so i walked arnd.
but damn sian to shop when theres noone there to give comments..
and i cant comment to myself cuz i will be like toking to myself and dat looks weird.
and i dun want weird looks thrown at me when i actually like took time to dress up prettily okies.
ohh did i take pics?
i forgot.. -_-
shall check the cam later i suppose.
i got a feeling i din.
DUMB ME.
i waited until 12.01am.
got abit :((((((((( UNHAPPY cuz mou ren was late.
wait until 12.06am BUAY TAHAN i called.
hes still on the bus.
OKIES FINE!
but nvm i still forgave him in the end.
yay im a kind soul. (feels abit bhb ar.. -_-)
cuz some idiot guy tot dat since he always wakes up early he will also do the same for dat day and in the end he overslept.
though i actually guessed dat it might happen since we slept like i think 2am the prev night.
and being the need-alot-of-sleep kind of person he will sleep until quite late.. -_-
okies anythng~
shall carry on with my story.
went to macs to buy hot fudge sundae and sat down to eat.
just when im starting to eat limjiahao reached from behind.
i din actually think dat he will notice me sitting there.
HAHAHAHAX!
erm where did we go ar?
ohh i think we went to the iluma to walk walk.
den ermmmmmm we went to eat smwhere.
let me think.
ohh we went back to bugis junction walked arnd and went to the food junction to eat.
cuz the rest like very ex and not filling.. -_-
and i still need to like save money to buy clothes..
bot our food and in the end i cant finish.
damn wasted.
limjiahao helped me to eat some but he cant possibly finish my share..
cuz i really ate quite little.
the pasta i ate like only a few bites.
limjiahao complained loh.
cuz he was worried dat i wun eat much lunch cuz i ate the sundae which means half of my stomach filled.. -_-
and his worries came true.
HAHAHAHAX!!
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and we bot movie tix before we ate.
so after eating we went to watch erm let me think erm erm erm erm erm erm i only rmbered i cried towards the end and limjiahao din O.O cuz he already asked me not to cry before i started.
HAHAHAHAX.
EHHHH WADS DAT MOVIE TITLE!
crap i cant rmb.
errrmmmmm ohhh yar!!
ghosts of girlfriends' past. :DDD
and i wanted to watch it ma.
heh heh heh.
den went shopping.
bot two stuffs nia.
but okies im happy with them.
bot one sleeveless ma.
limjiahao says i can only wear it when i go out with him.. -_-
okies dun care i shall buy more sleeveless smday :DDD
and limjiahao even if i wear out with other ppl you aso cant do anithng.
HEHH HEHH HEHHHH!!
erm erm erm erm we din eat dinner.
cuz i was still full over lunch.
okies i admit i din actually eat much but im quite full.. -_-
damn idiotic.
he came over to my hse and we reached at like 7plus cuz i still haven pack my camp bag.. -_-
damn bz okies.
you can just look at my schedule.
i have smthng on everyday okies.
but in the end i still slacked arnd.
i started packing at like 11pm.
kena -_- by anson too cuz he msged me.. :////
lazy abit wun die one lah. :DDDD
den i mood swing den become abit irritable cuz im like rushing to pack.
limjiahao say me cuz he already told me to pack like ages ago cuz he noe i will become likedat.
HOWEVER!!
i still managed to finish packing in the end. :DDD!!

monday 15june2009
woke up early early and reached sch early early.
msged kehmao and he came over to meet me in the busstop first. :DDD
den cab came.
her sleeping bag so cute.
put in dat casing like bolster likedat.
HAHAX!!
den kehlim come.
den we four went off first.
cuz the rest eating at KAP macs.
went to gather at blk 72 level 3.
i think we ate first.
maggie mee.
for field cooking ma.
hahahax.
got tons of canned food and eggs too.
the food is for both lunch and dinner.
cooked and ate den went to play wet and dirty games.
both me and chiayin cannot play all cuz we two having menses.. T.T
sadded.
play finish and we took group photos!! :DDD
lalala~
went back to bathe and eat dinner.
at first went to the sports complex to bathe with chiayin kehlim foongchin and juliana but met jason on the way so we went to the loft to bathe.
cuz he managed to book the loft for his cca and has one extra empty room.
so he lent it to us to bathe.
THANKS!!! :DDD
bathed finish slack a little while.
i fell aslp on the sofa bed. :PP!!
tired after the whole day.
chiayin say i very lucky year one only jiu can come loft.
hahahax.
and the loft really quite nice loh.
but abit empty though.
hahahax.
so not really dat cosy.
but if got ppl stay there and they put their stuffs all arnd i think it will become much cosier. :DD
and i love the bathroom!!
cuz i always liked bathrooms whereby their bathing area and toilet area is separated!
just like the loft's. :DDD
and smmore the door so cool.
okies maybe its cuz im suaku.
but the door is like you can hang ur towel there.
so when you bathed finish you can open the door and get ur towel.
okies i dunoe how to explain in words.
hahahahax.
nvm.
went back to blk 72 to eat dinner blahh blahh.
had some activities and game.
in the end had debrief for the whole day. :DD
got to noe more abt the working of BAsociety.
understood more.
went to slp with cab.

tuesday 16may2009
woke up by cab.
prepared and changed.
went for PT. O.O
halfway thru my shoelaces dropped out so i pushed it back into my shoes and den saw cab and foong chin walking so i walked with them.
the three of us are the slowest.
hahahax.
den quite paiseh.
but nvm~
went to have breakfast and den meet for BAmazing race.
went thru the different spots and doing all the tasks.
station one
place: douby ghaut mrt stn just beside cathay.
task: count the number of steps of the long long long flights of stairs.
station two
place: suntec city carrefour.
task: find all the answers to the questions about five different products on the photos.
station three
place: esplanade rooftop.
task: play charades with everyone having a go at it.
station four
place: clarke quay the central.
task: get three strangers to dance nobody/gee with us. in the end we din manage to get three strangers. so we danced nobody ourselves at the big open area.
station five
place: chinatown 饮茶.
task: take a jumpshot. theres this indian guy who keeps staring at us. one word. uncomfortable.
station six
place: old turf city
task: form the word given with our body. but we din go there. we found out wads the place but due to time constraint we went back to np.
but cuz we still to buy stuffs and food for the later activity.
which is to cook for the red and blue teams.
the two teams which my papa(kehmao) and mama(kehlim) are in respectively.
HAHAHAHAX!!
went to bukit timah plaza to buy everythng.
those dat my team was in charge to buy and those dat the orange group(cab's group) was supposed to buy cuz they were rather far away and they dun have the time to go and buy the food.
den walked back to school and waited for the orange team to come back.
peeled prawns and tore hams and cabbage into little pieces for our gravy for the rice. :DD
cab is the MAIN CHEF!! :DDD
i helped cab to hold the pot cuz i brot rag ma.
den use it to help her carry.
den got one part she said smthng den i quite touched.
cuz she cooking the gravy den she just want to scoop up all the foam den i only helped her to take the plate beside the pot so it would be easier for her to put the foam on it.
den she said thanks and said until like i helped her a whole lot.
actually its just trivial stuffs loh.
as in the thngs dat i helped.
den i was like so surprised when she said it.
HAHAHAX!!
thanks pig i was really touched. :DDD!!
i think our work was quite evenly split up loh.
everyone has task and stuffs to do.
and i love our dinner.
esp the atmosphere and everythng.
the room was darked.
lit up with candles.
decorated with paper stars over the board.
one small disco ball.
the song.
it made me so gan dong i almost teared.
its like the whole thng so nice. :DDD
i love it.
den everyone ate.
we are supposed to serve ma.
the whole feeling sdnly its like very nostalgic.
it just feels like im back in raffles hotel working.
and i sdnly stand until very waitress-ish.
hahahax.
both hands in frnt of me.
wahh den kena laughed by cab.
hahahax.
ohh and i discovered dat i clap like a monkey.. -_-
dats if you noe how a monkey claps.
i will start clapping like a normal person den when i clap more and more it will become monkey's claps.. -_-
okies dats my zodiac so i cant help it i guess.
HAHAHAX!!
daryl & benson, ziyi & yuhan danced as entertainment for the red teams and blue teams and the CAs.
i ran to my two kehs who were sitting tgthr and asked papa mama nice to eat anot?
hahahax.
this time kehmao din scold me leh.
for calling him and kehlim papa and mama.
hahahahax!!
den mama gave me eat one bite.
quite nice loh.
they both say nice. :DDD!!
den our turn.
we were supposed to play games to earn points den use our points to bid for the food dat was supposingly auctioned.
but i was damn hungry by den loh.
and all i wanted was to eat.
it was quite dumb lah.
den when the whole thng ended and i got to eat i think can see from my face dat im not very well.
my two kehs came to ask if im okies.
den i started tearing.
xia si them.
hahahahax!!
kehlim went to get paper towels for me to wipe my tears den kehmao put like one big pile beside my plate.. -_-
i ended up laughing lah.
i cried cuz i was damn hungry.
but really loh.
it was like 10pm already leh.
and smmore we ate our lunch while walking and we ate like 2plus when i was damn hungry too.
benjamin who was sitting beside me aso xia dao.
chiayin keep asking if im okies.
hahahax.
thanks for the concern!!! :DDDD!!
went to loft again to bathe with chiayin kehlim kehmao enping foongchin and juliana.
they called jason and we went to meet him at the loft.
bathed and chatted there.
the behind ppl had to rush to bathe.
paiseh cuz i was the first two to bathe den i took abit of time..
but i really bathe fast for my timing liao.. T.T
waiting for kehmao who is the last to bathe.
den i went to take out my contacts cuz eyes really very tired canot tahan den want to just go and wear specs straightaway when i go back ma.
just dat the loft is really damn far from blk 72.
and i was blind most of the way.
i had to hold onto kehmao's sleeve and walk.
i keep asking him if theres stairs.
hahahax.
den walk the road i okies liao i can see abit jiu walk myself.
but i keep turning to look and ask him if theres cars.
cuz i hear cars but i cant see anythng.
and a funny conver started.
jiale: ehh got cars now ar?
kehmao: dun have lah. aiya dun worry if got cars i will push you.
jiale: push me towards the car!?!? O.O
kehmao: -_- NO LAH of cuz away from the car lahhh. -_-
damn funny i keep laughing at him lah.
went back to get my specs and faster went to the classroom where we were supposed to meet.
and we were already a little late.
paiseh everyone had to wait for us.
started the debrief and the choosing of stuffs etc.
the meeting ended at like arnd 1am.
den we had our own separate groups' debrief for the whole day and BAmazing race.
xiankai bot us chocs.
THANKS THANKS!! :DDD
our debrief quite long ended at like 2plus.
went back to our rooms.
kehlim and chiayin asked me along for supper so i went.
went with they two plus enping.
den went to meet jason at loft there and we walked to the al-azhar/al-zhar ARRGGGHHHH i dunoe how to spell.
okies anyway its a food place okies.
and they sell food.
erm opp bukit timah SHOPPING CENTRE. not plaza.
hahahax.
first time go there.
din eat.
cuz eat alot during dinner.
okies not DAT much but i ate until i was quite full.
drank iced milo.
their iced milo gao enuf leh limjiahao.
wait for everyone to eat finish first.
their mee goreng not bad leh.
i ate abit of kehlim's.
jason offered me his but -_- his so red and spicy i dun dare eat.
finish liao jiu went back to the loft.
den we played cards for awhile and went to slp IN THE LOFT.
damn paiseh cuz everyone else slept in their sleeping bags on the floor..
while we slept on beds in the loft..
but really very tired to walk back liao so far..
slept at 4plus.

wednesday 17june2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERVIS QUAK!! :DDD
woke up at arnd 8am by kehlim.
so went to wash up and go back.
we din bring anithng except for our wallets and hps.
hahahahax!!
went back to blk 72 and brushed teeth blahh blahh.
bot hot drinks from the vending machine and sat at the carpark there to drink and chitchat abit. wanted to wait for everyone to wake up den we go into the rooms to pack our stuffs.
wait quite long but not everyone came out of the rooms to brush teeth and wash up so went in.
yuan lai everyone already started packing in there liao.
so we packed our bags too.
went to have our breakfast.
den afterdat went to the meeting room for our last meeting and den break camp.
the CAs showed us a video they made which is of the camp de.
TOUCHED TOUCHED!!
its like they sacrificed their sleep to do the video for us loh.
so nice..
and they gave us all a sort of photoframe with the group photo taken on the first day of camp and a certificate to certify dat we are in BAsociety and cards.
its like omg so sweeet lah.
i love the stuffs.
shall take pictures of them and post it up someday.
not now.
im tired.
hahahax.
popped the sparkling juice bottles.
theres four bottles for each group.
damn funny. :DDDDD
break camp liao den went back to our rooms and rearranged the tables and chairs to their original positions and den chatted awhile before i went off.
met foong chin benjamin and gang at the lift area and walked to the busstop with them.
bused home.
tired.
and here im blogging.
i have blogged for like a few hours loh.
distracted by tv and my tiredness.
hahahax.
so abit slow ahh.
ohh yar i keep staring at my beloved mortal's shirt den she say i biantai.
but i really like those shirts with slogans de loh.
though i only got two.
hahahahax.
but i find them damn cool.
and hers is very funny lah.
'i never said that i was better than you but your boyfriend did.'
smthng likedat.
hahahahahax!!
FUNNY HORH!!
i have to protect her.
me angel she mortal.
i will wait for jiahuey to protect me. :PPPP!!
lalala~
im bored.
dun feel like slping though im tired cuz im hungry.
bz until sunday.. ://
tml: fetch limjiahao from school.
friday: meet sebas for lunch and i hope he hasnt forgot abt it yet and go for bball at segar at night.
saturday: sentosa outing
until sunday den i can rest.
i like have smthng on everyday until sunday.. -_-
and theres a kbox outing smday nxt week.
plus our class needs to make a trip down to the singapore river tgthr on a day.
plus the chalet cum bbq.
i suppose everyone is still going lah.
OHHHH!!
plus amazing race.
wahhhhh busy.
but nvm.
amazing race i have kehlim kehmao and my dear cab to pei me wahahahahahax!!
okies i have a busy life from now on i guess..
BTW im in the project management department in BAsociety :DDD!!
im a happy girl lalala~!

`181st post

heres a brief update on my life.
CHEERS!

sunday 07june2009
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN TOH!!
sorry i forgot ur birthday was on sat. T.T
i sdnly realised dat its been one week since i had a proper post.. O.O
okies well stayed home all day and printed my ITR notes and studied abit BSTATS and mostly used com and slacked. :DD

monday 08june2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!!! :DDD
went to school.
met huiwen on the bus so lalala we went to sch tgthr.
had BSATS test.
wished our birthday girl happy birthday before the test. :DDD
ahwen was sitting faraway with leyley beside him.
ahxiang was sitting in frnt of carol. (HE WANTED TIPS FROM HER DURING THE READING TIME HAHAHAHAX!!)
carol was sitting in frnt of me.
i was sitting in frnt of pyjamas.
pyjamas was sitting in frnt of bubble who was sitting in frnt of hyrah.
was laughing when the paper ended.
i laughed like siao.
i already finished the paper.
so i was like just staring into blank space.
den i see some commontion between carol and ahxiang.
den carol turned back and looked at me and i was like can go le ar?
cuz we saw ppl handing up their test and just leave likedat.
wahhh so O.O
we were so freaking amazed at poly papers.
hahahahahax.
so we three handed up.
den clara aso handed up seeing us handing up.
i keep turning back and look at her and laugh.
she was like O.O
but really lahhhh.
the whole thng damn funny.
i think im just too amazed.
hahahahahahahax!!
waited for everyone.
but in the end only me hyrah carol and bubble went to KAP macs to have our brunch.
eat eat eat den went home.
we kept toking abt some stuffs in the macs which is supposed to be unheard but i keep say very loud den ppl kept turning their heads to look at us.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
i forgot wad happened aftdat.. O.O
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
i slept until ermmmmmmmm 4plus.
den i think i used com.
okies basically i slacked at home. :DDD

tuesday 09june2009
limjiahao came over.
it was a freaking HOT day.
i rmb wearing sleeveless and still sweating like siao.. -_-
studied MIEC hardworkingly the whole day.
limjiahao say the face i give when im studying is scary.
HAHAHAHAHAX.
cuz i was concentrating doing wad.
so give serious face.
he tot i angry.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX.
crazy guy.

wednesday 10june2009
went to school.
met huiwen again on the bus so went to school tgthr.
went to the student plaza toilet and we took a pic tgthr. :DDD
i camwhored while shes in the toilet too.
hahahax.
shall upload pictures nxt time cuz leejiale is feeling lazy~
den estella came.
so we three were toking and chatting and joking arnd.
hahahahax.
the rest all came tooooo~
went for MIEC test.
finished with carol so we two left first.
den waited for everyone.
pyjamas was still laughing at me for studying THE LAW OF DIMINISHING MARGINAL RETURNS for MIEC.
say wad only got two short answers qns.
in the end each qns two three pages.. -_-
WAHAHAHAHAHAX AND IT CAME OUT!
lucky for me.
suay suay for him. :PPP!!
me carol bubble and hyrah went to canteen two first.
bot takoballs to eat wahahahahahahahax!!
pyjamas ahxiang and ahwen came aftwards.
ahwen went off first.
he wants to go study i think.
pyjamas went off with tr02.
ahxiang went with us.
he keep say want study tgthr outside but carol keep pyschoing him to go home study.
so funny.
lalala~
we walked from the gate at the sports complex there.
wahhh i first time go dat gate.
HAHAHAHAX.
me and carol was trying to learn the jump dat hyrah can do.
both failed miserably. T.T
walked to KAP busstop.
they all took from the same busstop so only me crossed over.
went home and slacked whole day. T.T
din feel like studying for ITR..
i think i used up all my studying mood for MIEC..
died-ed. (double death)

thursday 11june2009
idiot guy limjiahao came over again and he slacked with me omg.
i just slacked off the whole day lah.
but whenever i try to study i cant.
i even watched space jam and high school musical three.
two of the movies dat i koped from carol heh heh heh.
okies.
died-ed-ed (obviously triple death)

friday 12june2009
woke up at like 5am to study.
i have no choice.
hahahahax.
studied like siao memorising as much as i can until i at least finish reading everythng and prepared for school.
leejiamin distracted me with amateur surgeon.. -_-
(and stop reading my post now as i type leejiamin.. -_-)
reach school damn early and bot two green teas since its cheaper~
saw shuangyu.
den we sat tgthr.
tot dat i bot wrong green tea..
den in end found out from shuangyu dat all pokka green teas are jasmine flavoured.. -_-
i din noe..
okies anyway everyone came wahahahahax.
ahwen took my notes to study.. -_-
okies so i dun want to study animore.
went with everyone to the convention centre for our ITR test.
(JIAMIN DUNOE ITS JASMINE FLAVOURED TOO!! SHES SUAKU! :DDD)
lalala~
carol went off first after the test cuz she have bbq with her friends.
went to canteen two with hyrah and bubble.
and on my way i sdnly rmb dat i din put my ezlink card and student card(i put them tgthr in a card holder) in my bag.
wahh siao.
i searched my whole bag and they helped me.
called ahwen to see if they are still at the convention centre there and ask him to help me go check for my card.
asked clara and hyrah to go first while i went back to the cc.
yayyy they found my card.
thanks ahwen ahxiang and pyjamas!! :DDD
at first still want play with me say my card lost.
hahahax.
den say i got the want-to-cry face. -_-
(jiamin sucks.)
(and thank you jiamin for praising me being li hai. :)) you cant fight with me you noe. cuz you will lose. :)) you more 欠打. 我不敢当.)
ask me if i want to go makan place eat i say i going off cuz find limjiahao they say i find boyfriend dun want them still say loyal.. -_-
noe they kidding arnd :DDD so went off.
called clara and told her my card find liao so she dun nd to worry den say i not going back.
cuz lazy walk all the way back to buy takoballs for limjiahao.. -_-
heh heh heh.
went to meet limjiahao at bukit panjang reservoir de busstop there and went to his hse.
when i got off the bus he complain his arm cramping(i dunoe why) and i was like ehh i cramping too leh and pointed at my stomach.
i keep crapping dat his arm noe my stomach cramp so cramp tgthr.
they have telepathy.
HAHAHAHAX!!
stayed until its time for bball den we went to macs to tabao and went to segar court.
i bot happy meal and tot i could have both toys.. -_-
cuz one is bad guy one is good guy den can fight ma. -_-
in the end limjiahao broke my heart by saying dat im supposed to take only one.. -_-
crap diao.
went to segar court and the usual.
today minduan came over.
hahahax.
she very long nv come le lalala~
candy and stella let me listen to this sound clip.
titled 'the virtual haircut'
omg damn cool.
den i noe they two plus beatrice keep laughing at my reactions cuz im supposed to close my eyes and imagined the thngs.
at first candy and jiahao still keep use their fingers to cut my hair to disturb me. -_-
hahahahahahax.
but damn fun.
lalala~
ahxiang called me abt the chalet thng.
discussed and discussed and toked and toked and assured him dat i will settle the thngs.
and YES i will.
after bball walked out with jiahao and stella.
den parted with stella and saw guowei and told him stella at the other side so he went to send her home.
walked to petir take bus home.
though i was cramping and i felt like taking cab but i want to save money for tml.
tml is an impt day. :DDD
had a happy day overall. :DDD
went home bathed and slept.

saturday 13june2009
woke up early and went to work.
xueli say i siao cramping still go work.
hahahax.
and i felt a little giddy.
so long nv cramp so cham liao.
but now i feel better le. :DDD
going to go play amateur surgeon.
its a abit sadist and erxin game but quite nice lah.
cuz you are supposed to do surgeries for patients using weird tools but its all cartoon so not so erxin.
hahahahahahahax if not i wun play too ma.
okies i shall put the link below so everyone can join me in playing. :DDD
http://www.adultswim.com/games/game/index.html?game=surgeon
enjoy.
intro-ed by leejiamin.

`180th post

MY KOREAN NAME!!
THANKS TO CAROL!!
지아 르아

`179th post

saw this from adeline's blog so i koped.
heh hehh hehhh~


ARIES WOMAN

She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.

If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.

Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.

Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.

"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.

She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.

You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.

A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.

If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.




true or not? up to you to decide. :DD
but generally i think quite true lahh. :PP!

`178th post

i have two letters to write now. :))


LOVE LETTER

Dear Menses,
how are you? I have something to ask you, hence this letter. I thought you were coming over yesterday, but you did not. What happened? Is everything alright? I am starting to get worried. Up till now I still do not see any trace of you. You were supposed to stayover for a week, and I am having my BAsociety camp this coming Monday to Wednesday. You would not want to stay till I am having my camp and neglect you, right? So, come soon. Is it because I have been eating irregularly so you are throwing your tantrum at me? I am sorry. I will try to improve on that fault of mine, for your sake. Please come soon. I am really worried. I love you. We will be the best of best friends until menopause, which signifies the end of your world, comes. Do not make me worry. See you soon. :DDDD

Loving you,
Your Best Friend,
Lee Jia Le :DDDDD!!



Hate Letter

Dear Sunny,
I am just going to go straight to the point because I am getting irritated and sick of you. You have been coming over almost everyday. What is your problem? Don't you have your own things to do? You leave Rainy and Cloudy at home alone and go out everyday. Don't you think that that is unfair? Let Cloudy have a chance to go out. She stays at home for the longest time compared to you and Rainy. Help me tell Rainy that she could come over and spend the night with me. I don't mind her having stayovers at my house. In fact, I would love that. :DD Cloudy could come in the afternoon when the Sun is the brightest and we could have lots of outdoor activities together. Sunny, don't be selfish anymore, alright? I don't mind seeing you in the morning when the Sun is not so bright and we can go school together. Hope you can help me pass my messages. Thanks Sunny dear. I know you would understand. :DDD

Pleads from,
Your Lovable Friend,
Lee Jia Le :DDD





okies you can ignore my lame post.
enough of the lame-ness and jiayou for ITR. T.T

`177th post

oh my tian its like 1.30am now in the morning and im still studying MIEC.
I HATE MIEC.
ohh i hear millions of shouts of agreement.
THANK YOU THANK YOU!
-_-
enough of this.
MIEC driving me nuts.
*smiles wide wide*
but im going to make this staying up worthwhile you hear me!?
jiayou jiale.
there are so many people out there having faith in you.
YOU CAN DO IT!
YAY JIAYOU BA! :DDDD

`176th post

headache now and i still have to study.
but seriously i dun have the study mood omg.
maybe i can go bathe and den start studying.
wo de tian.. T.T
the only things im looking forward to are limjiahao coming over tml EVEN THOUGH i still have to study and neglect him at one corner, limjiahao and my 5th monthiversary, BAsociety, sentosa outing and sumo lunch with sebas.
okies fine there are alot of stuffs im looking forward to dat shld cheer me up.
but only one of them is going to happen during common tests week okies.
crap mannnnnnnn.
i want to go buy clothes.
but foremost i need money.
lalala~
save money save money save money.
jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
eat less and less and less and less!! :DDDDDDD!!
EVERYONE JIAYOU FOR UR COMMON TESTS OKIES!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUCK FROM HAPPY GIRL LEE JIA LE WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!

`175th post

wahh sian.
i want a whole lot of songs.
i got tons of cds not ripped into my pipi yet.
despite having it for like arnd two mths?
omg its only like two mths old?
i tot i had it for like almost half a year. T.T
sian sian sian.
shld i rip songs now or shld i study now or shld i do both at the same time?
but if i do both at the same time i confirm will concentrate more on the ripping songs part loh.
and and and there is sooo much songs dat i want.
how am i going to get them? T.T
i want to buy tank's newest album!!
ahhh my dear tank.
i aso want to buy so many many albums dat i always wanted.
i think those singers are going to like release their next le i still haven buy.. -_-
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
now i want to listen to songs in my pipi aso like got one hundred plus only so little ahhhh!! T.T
listen until sian liao lohhhhhhhh.
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz.





希望正如你所说的我们可以一直到永远..
我需要你一直不断地给我信心..
可以吗?

`174th post

HOHOHO im here to update!!
HOHOHO is smthng dat santa claus says~
but it aso means prostitutes/prostitution in some language i forgot which.
okies enough for craps~
lets see..
tuesday 02june2009
wahh it has really been a long long time since i last blog.
hmmmm let me think.
i rmb i woke up at like 7plus to study. O.O
and i tot i was supposed to like start preparing at like 10am when i meeting my guys at 11am.. -_-
stupid me.
so i was like printing my notes until 10plus when i realised i mixed up the times.
rushed rushed rushed.
in the end made it just in time for ITR lecture at 12pm only.
din eat lunch.
keep kena ahxiang they all say.. T.T
cuz i msged everyone the prev day the meeting time and asked them not to be late cuz we are going to eat lunch tgthr.
den in the end i was the one late.. -_-
damn paisehhhhhh..
during my FMM tutorial after my ITR lecture chong called me.
picked up and told him i having tutorials.
told him i end at 4pm and he say he come meet me aftdat.
okies loh.
after tutorial went to meet chong.
den went to makan place and i bot my 没有红豆&CORN的红豆冰!!
wahahahahahahax!!
happy happy.
den we keep toking and toking.
wahhh laugh alot.
keep laughing at ah chong.
STUPID HIM!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
went to buy my dinner cuz really damn hungry liao woke up damn early but din eat a single thng yet.
den guowei jianwei and their friend wilson.
see their friend so many times and i dat day den noe his name.
hahahahax!! :PP!!
toked and crapped with them.
lalala~
damn fun.
they waited for me to eat finish den went off tgthr.
until the pedestrian crossing there den byebye to them cuz chong and guowei going for bball den i forgot jianwei and wilson going atrium buy wad.
lalala went to busstop and went home.
wednesday 03june2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMINAH LEE JIA MIN~
i write until like aminah is her christian name.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
okies went to school.
din bring my pipi cuz damn lazy smmore afterwards going out.
went to library after school with carol clara and hyrah to do out minutes.
jessica came over to find us too.
so tried doing most of it.
hahahax.
den afterwards boyboy came to find me cuz he was actually already there but was watching videos cuz i was doing my work.
paiseh neglect you at one side.
heh hehh hehhh.
cabbed to amk hub cuz i want to watch the earlier movie so dat i can go home earlier to study.
hahahax.
watched night at the museum 2~
okies okies lahhh.
din laugh dat much.
i cried a little.. -_-
xia si limjiahao.
and its damn stupid so okies i shant elaborate on it.
went hm and slack a little.
canot rmb wad i did.
went to northpoint to eat xinwang for jiamin's birthday with mummy jiamin qiqi limjiahao.
wahh I EAT ALOT.
cuz i din eat lunch if you noticed.
hahahahax.
damn hungry loh.
and i keep psycho-ing myself dat im hungry if not got alot of leftovers loh.
damn wasted.
WAHHH NICE.
IM HAPPY~
and smmore go dating with limjiahao.
so long nv go watch movie with him.
hahahax.
ohh and saw gengtao at amk hub.
after school starts i only went there twice and both times i met her.
hahahahax!!
lalala~
i slept at like 3am.. T.T
mostly reading my FMM notes omg. T.T
thursday 04june2009
went to school EARLY IN THE MORNING.
had FMM quiz.
hope i did okies.. T.T
after school carol clara and hyrah came over to my hse. :DD
cuz afterdat carol needs to go bishan and my hse nearest and they want smwhere to do their minutes.
hahahahax.
toked and crapped lalala~
den pei them go macs eat their dinner cuz mum cooked mine le.
hyrah so funny never heard of the black heads stick thngy thng.
though i only heard of it and nv actually see the real thng b4. :PP
suaku suaku lalala~
den we like immediately go buy cuz my hse here got watsons ma.
they say my here very nice got like almost everythng. :DDDD!
i aso like my here!!!!!
okies den went back hm after sending them to the mrt stn.
ate dinner and fell aslp at like 8pm..
woke up at 10plus to bathe and msged jiahao abit until 11plus abit jiu went to slp liao.
DAMN PIG.
friday 05june2009
woke up at 10am.
boh bian i slept so little on wednesday night.
went to IT helpdesk to meet everyone first den went to eat lunch with them.
i ate ice kachang only..
leyley whole lunch keep saying dat im siao.. -_-
dun think i din hear dat okies ashley leyleyley.
stupid guy.
den ahwen keep making jokes as usual.
went off with ahwen cuz both of us have our IS during the aftnn unlike the rest.
parted with him at the carpark outside makan place.
went for my lsns and yoga.
after yoga went to bukit panjang to meet jiahao.
went to his hse.
sit sit sit until time to go bball.
okies nv really like sit lah.
cuz i got slp abit.
VERY TINY BIT.. -_-
went to bball den happy happy!!
chat with them so happy.
den noticed dat guowei damn blue.
cuz blue pants blue shoes blue sleeves.
though the jersey is purple but near blue too ma.
hahahahax.
so guowei must be feeling blueeeee~
I CREATE THE JOKE WAHAHAHAHAX I GIVE CREDIT TO MYSELF.
and stella and beatrice got laugh okies.
I HAPPY!! :DDDD
feeling blueeeee~ must be sung out one.
if you noe the tune. :DDDD
beatrice cry cuz of anson kp saying the chalet thng cuz she book bu dao.
so cham den try to comfort abit.
beatrice dun worry i now trying to help you find chalet le!!
and i waiting for my cousin to tell me where still can book chalet!! :DDD
went home and bathed and chatted on the phone with anson.
wahhhh so long nv chat on the phone with him le.
tok a whole lot of stuffs with him.
and created MY 'big project'.
limjiahao please help me thanks thanks!! :DDD
anson didi ar..
dun sad leh.
BE HAPPY HAPPY DE!!
we will always be ur friends no matter wad. :DDDDD!!
SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!!
a funny conver between me and anson:
ohh yar i haven buy ur birthday present horh. wad you wan?
ehhhh i want a blanket!! my blanket so thin when cold aso no use.
why want a blanket? i aso dun use blanket one.
orhh you guys different ma. hot dat time can take off clothes. you cant expect me to take off mine wad..
huh? wad you toking abt? dats when the weather is hot we are toking abt cold weathers leh.
ohhh yar horh hahahax paiseh i abit slow.
nvm you always so slow one wad.
-_- (he cant see cuz its over the phone..)
me being stupid again.
okies.
slept at 3am.
hahahahax.
wrote my diary again.
i got update one loh.
and its all my secrets in it.
i haven write my latest one yet.
i still thinking whether to write.
diaries arent really dat safe at home.
sian sian.
saturday 06june2009
went to work.
went off with xueli(kumon).
chatted and toked all the way to the busstop.
ohh and btw i got my pay.
*SMILE WIDE WIDE*
though 94bucks nia.. -_-
walked to the busstop and said byebye to her cuz she taking train.
though both of us stay in khatib lah.
but i got bus concession ma.
so paiseh.
hahahahax.
got on 852 den limjiahao come and msg me say he outside kumon.
XIA SI WO.
i faster get off at next stop and walk back to find me.
his surprise plan failed instantly.
hahahahahax.
i tot everytime when he want to give me surprise he will stupid stupid tell me he got a surprise for me den i will like have a rough idea le ma.
den bused home and slacked whole day.
i totally din felt like studying omg im so going to like study tml DOUBLE HARD tml to 补回来.
if not i confirm die times 1000times.
like wad ahwen and pyjamas always say.
SIAN TTM(TO THE MAX). T.T
okies lalala~ just likedat.
i noe limjiahao had a happy day today despite slacking cuz we kept joking arnd and play play play with jiamin etc etc.
i had a happy day too.
THANKS! :DDD
okies off to bed now.
nites my dear ppl have sweet dreams of me okies. :DDD!!

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deleted previous posts.
freaking emo last nite.
cried like siao man.. T.T
but okies im fine now.
lalala~
i suppose. :DDD!!
but im quite sure noone read those posts.
cuz i posted it in the middle of the night.
and i deleted when i woke up this morning.
just dun want to hurt the person directed in dat post. :DDDD
jiayou for common test everyone!!
and byebye~

`172nd post

i can sense myself getting busier and busier.
life is ALL filled up.
HAPPY HAPPY!! :DDDD
limjiahao doesnt like it..
i noe he scared i too bz den will be damn tired.
but dun worry okies!
im happy happy!!
i like to fill up my life rather than having it empty.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
and i like a bz life.
even it means dat i will become stressed easier.
okies nvm.
i love busy life.
come and ask me out whenever you can.
and i will check my schedule.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
like im some 大忙人!!
YOOOHOOOOOO!!
YAYY YAYYY YAYYYY!! :DDDD
jiayou alright everyone.
i will try my best from now on. :DDD

`171st post

lalala~
im up early cuz i wanted to study.
erm or just print out my notes.
but my eyes are like closing.
so i tot i would just blog to perk me up. :DDD

sunday 31may2009
okies the whole of sunday i was just at hm.
studying.
OR trying to study. :DD
slept at one plus cuz i was webcamming happily with limjiahao. -_-
and i had to wake up at 5.45am/6am.
took alot of pictures.
i mean screenshooting our webcams.
lalala~
and his mum say i look more mature and prettier.
YAYYY!! :DDDDD
at first i still tot limjiahao was lying to me in an attempt to coax me.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEX!!
ohh yar i cut my hair myself.
cuz i wanted to change my parting.
so i was trying to make my hair look nicer cuz i keep thinking dat my new hair ://////
bubble says theres no diff..
meaning my skills as a hairdresser is NOT BAD. :DDD!!
den i tied up my hair at one side cuz its very thick there and SO NOT nice.
btw i wonder if i shld post pictures of the singapore river ride. O.O
cuz theres seriously alot of pictures.
and i look so weird in the pictures taken with his family.. ://////
weeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
now for the PICTURES of me and jiahao webcamming.
LALALA~


we were trying to take 喜怒哀乐 so first up is 喜!!
lalala~


怒!! i keep wanting to laugh at this one. HAHAHAX!!


哀!! i dunoe why my face looks like dat.. -_-
all limjiahao's fault.
i cry den he say i look like smiling to him so i did this face.
and his face looks like hes shocked upon seeing my face.. -_-


by then my face feels very suan cuz smmore i make alot of 鬼脸 b4 dat so i did face massage and he took a screenshot of it.. -_-


this is a fake 乐 cuz i wasnt ready yet lohhhh.
i was just randomly giving an act cute face.. -_-


tada~ for 乐 retake!! HAHAHAHAX!!
but limjiahao ar..
you look so sad when you are smiling for 乐.. -_-
i think you look happier in 喜.. -_-
okies done with the pictures~
lalala~

monday 01june2009
OMG SO FAST JUNE ALREADY!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
anyway went to school and met dorothy and shaun leong at the busstop.
got on the bus with them.
but dorothy sat in frnt while me and shaun leong went to the back to sit.. O.O
okies nvm..
toked and chit chat on the way as usual.
lalala~
reach np busstop i was gossiping like siao.
met ahwen and he keep saying all the thngs i said are untrue and craps.. :////
okies suan le.
met the rest and went off for class.

ITR TUTORIAL
we watched everyone's videos.
i laughed like siao at ours lahhhh.
damn funny.
shuangyu really looks like the molester lohhhhh.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
yayyyy i love our video. :DDDD!!
LUNCH BREAK
our whole class ate tgthr yayy!
but cuz theres too many ppl we had to split into two tables.
my table(in clockwise): me, clara, adeline, carol, ahwen, ahxiang, pyjamas, cheryl and shuangyu!!!
went to the same stall as adeline to buy my 鱼片米粉(鱼骗米粉) and she told me abt straws being put into the fried spring onions(炸葱) so as to make it taste crispier. T.T
so scary.
but lucky both of us dun really eat it.
ate with them happily with lots of laughs and jokes yayy yayy yayyy!!
BSTATS TUTORIAL
i din exactly do.
i used kehmao's.
hahahahax!!
turned out dat i understood.
and i even explained it to pyjamas.
WAHHHHHHH!!
li hai me.
*claps&applause*
it ended early as usual.
and we started to play random games.
dunoe wad slap hands de.
they play and play.
i see liao damn pain lahh.
the class even gather to watch.
den ahwen keep asking me to play.
i dun dare!! T.T
den he say if pain i can get a substitute.
wahh siao pyjamas nv 手下留情 at all.
in the end he say if i can tahan five slaps on the hand of his he will let me slap back ten times.
wahhhh den i tahan just for that ten times loh. T.T
den in the end i ask carol clara ahwen ahxiang they all help me beat.
cuz i noe i no strength one.
i got hit like two times?
but pyjamas say i hit until like so minor not pain.. -_-
BSTATS LECTURE
went for bstats lecture.
and i very guai i din switch on my pipi.
i copied the notes dat i think i shld copy.
and i understood the lesson. :DDDD
im happy.
though i almost fell aslp halfway.
hahahahahax.
but its only for a short while cuz damn tired ma.
ahwen aso got fall aslp.
END OF SCHOOL
after bstats we all walked to makan place.
met limjiahao there cuz he wanted to come fetch me.
he cooked the bread in egg thngy for me.
hahahahahax.
just like the one i cooked for him on our first month-versary.
now he noe how xinku i was to cook it.
the oil keep splattering out.
ate it.
he even cut into heart-shaped.. O.O
cuz i kept complaining dat i was hungry.
ohh yar.
thanks carol for the oreo during bstats lecture.
cuz i was DAMN hungry okies.
(btw i just heard a maid saying 'yes mum' very loudly from first storey. and i live on the ninth.. O.O)
ahwen ahxiang and pyjamas sat two tables away from us(me, clara, carol and jiahao).
limjiahao damn quiet loh.
dunoe is real shy or act shy.. :PP!!
i very 不习惯.
HAHAHAHAX!!
got loads of movies from carol who got from ahxiang.
lalala~
i shall watch when i have the free time. :DDD
did the FMM tutorial too.
okies i din really do.
carol put in all the words and clara did the animation and stuffs while me and jiahao watch movies.
hahahahahax.
cuz they say very short dun nd my help ma.
den ask me do presentation.
so not i dun want to do i slack okies.
lalala~
went to the toilet with the accompany of jiahao.
btw its my first time going to makan place de toilet okies.
despite going there to eat SO MANY TIMES.
me = suaku.
saw vanessa shuangyu and cheryl so means they saw limjiahao liao.
hahahahahax.
shuangyu said he looks nicer in real person.
seeeeee limjiahao.
you look ugly in ur photos. :PPP!!
den carol went for her debate club while me clara and jiahao went home.
before that the both of them went to the toilet.
me and jiahao followed until jiahao saw his friend nianting and i saw my friend shaunleongyongshen.
hahahahax!!
yuan lai the both of them noe each other.. O.O
den chit chat a little while.
shaunleong was going to start on his little history on jiale biting his hand once when we went to watch movies tgthr with alcina and guanru.
and it was not even a horror movie.. -_-
it was just a thriller.. -_-
BUT HE SAY UNTIL LIKE I BITE HIS HAND EVERY SINGLE TIME WE WATCH MOVIES TGTHR LAHHH!! -_-
went to the toilet to find the both of them.
carol went off and we walked to the busstop.
i kept telling clara how fast time passes.
its already june.
den we going to have our common tests.
den holidays.
den exams.
den one semester over liao.
den school.
den the next semester over liao.
den orientation for freshmen.
and TADA we are year two.
but in the end we agreed dat im the only one who fast forward-ed everythng.. -_-
anyway pei clara take 74 to macritchie there change bus.
anyway i aso have to change bus and there got my bus ma.
so nvm.
toked and laughed. :DDD
my 852 came first so byebye to clara~
went up and the bus driver not good one.
drive until very bumpy.
and keep stopping and starting.
i keep losing my balance loh.
and once jiahao did 'a little dance' for the ppl in the bus.
damn funny.
okies he merely held onto the handle hanging on top and was facing me but cuz of the bus he turned and back faced me.
but the way he did was damn funny.
i kept laughing.
got home.
watch abit tv den i fell aslp.
jiahao have to carry me to my bed and i slept.
damn tired.
den he was going to leave.
and he wanted me to take off my contacts first.
so he piggyback-ed me to the toilet.
but aftdat aftdat became more 精神 and we started playing on the bed(i tot he was leaving? -_-)
dun tink crookedly(想歪歪) ar.
jiamin was in the room too okies.
and my bed very big combined with jiamin and qiqi's.
one single bed and one double bed put tgthr.
so i can like run.
he keep grabbing my feet to tickle can.
wahh i laugh until i tink i going to get asthma loh.
canot take it.
and i found out dat limjiahao got another ticklish spot.
so funny lah.
i think he more prone to crumbling under tickles den me.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!!
anyway damn fun keep playing.
and i reminded him dat he needs to go home.
so byebye limjiahao.
btw when he was leaving he really looked like some biantai.
limjiahao you should noe why.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
anyway had a fun day.
went to bathe and msn-ed a little while and went to slp.
lalala~
i love limjiahao and my friends.
OMG THEY ROCK. :DDDD!! (surprisingly :PPPP!! okies im just kidding!! HEHEHEHEX!!)

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omg.
i think dat im getting bitchier and bitchier.
becoming more and more gossipy.
freak man.
i shld learn to shuddup.
learn to keep quiet.
learn not to tok so much.
shuddup okies jiale.
I DUN LIKE YOU GOSSIPING.

`169th post

im trying so hard to do my work properly now but im having such dreadful headache.
freak.
jiale jiayou studying ba.
btw i want to slim down asap.
btw i want to buy lots of clothes.
T.T how do i do all these?

`168th post

hello!
back to blogging properly~
weeeeeheeeeeeeeee!!
tuesday 26may2009
almost late for grooming lesson.
luckily i was quite on time.
hahahax.
wahhhh i damn informal i think.
dun care.
adeline very pretty.
hehh hehhh hehhhh!
everyone wear like business woman loh.
i wear like i going out shopping.
HAHAHAX!!
but got blazer cover everythng.
hahahax.
den ms chur help me change parting.
okies i think i going to change into dat parting.
but im going to cut my fringe.
lalala~
took loads of pictures nice nice!! :DDD
after grooming went to amk hub with bubble to eat pepper lunch.
wahh my first pepper meal lunch.
hahahahax.
suaku me i noe.
went home after dinner lalala~
wednesday 27may2009
met everyone in the morning for MIEC tutorial.
wahh everyone wear black so qiao loh.
as in the whole of tr01.
except for me and aileen.
i wear purple.
at least also emo colour.
hahahahax!!
saw guowei at the busstop when we were waiting for everyone to arrive.
den went to chit chat with him.
hahahax.
den jianwei come liao den chat chat.
lalala~
afterdat saw their friends.
then they went for their lesson so i went back to tr01 they all there to chit chat.
went for lesson and then aftdat stayed back with many many others for our videos.
hahahahax!!
wahh so xin ku and nu li.
shoot alot of parts liao in the end still cant finish.
but we damn fun lah.
i love our video like siao man.
din finish but time is up for my BAsociety meeting.
den meet with edison cab they all who are also in ourspace and went there with them.
wahh i damn jing zhang during the meeting.
they gave us to like pick a name whereby the name picked will be our mortal. O.O
i picked my name at first.
hahahahahahax!!
so cool!!
but den they gave me another one to pick.. -_-
den need self intro.
i damn nervous lah.
i have no idea why.
my palms keep sweating.
den when my turn i damn jing zhang kehmao still keep disturbing me den i just blurted out dat i very jing zhang den everyone laugh.. T.T
i see cab and chiayin like laugh loudest.. T.T
so paiseh.
after BAsociety liao i din go eat with the rest cuz tired liao.
went to the busstop and called jervis den he say he walking to the busstop so qiao so i waited for him.
went back to khatib tgthr.
den on his way i watched him play psp play djmax den i play aso.
he play one damn fast lah.
my brain not enough time to register the notes the notes jiu pass liao. O.O
den my turn play.
i play difficulty so low still damn hard lah.
okies damn sian.
msged myrna lam to make sure shes awake.
hahahahax!!
cuz we going to pass her her presents. :DDDD!!
went over to my house first to get the presents and write on the card.
wahhhhh two years' worth of presents.
myrnalam's last year's birthday present.
last year's xmas present.
and this year's birthday present.
si jervis quak keep complaining.
but i feel damn happy.
i finally gave her back ALL her present.
i dun owe her anymore.
hahahax.
i gave jervis quak his xmas present too.
hahahahax.
yayyyyyyyyy!!
but damn paiseh cuz jervis' chocs expire liao.
hehehehex.
but he say he going to keep the container as a memento.
YAYYYY!!
lucky got buy another necklace for him.
went over to myrnalam's hse and into her room.
obviously jervis quak started playing with his love, xavier, myrna's dog.
i very worried dat he forgot dat xavier is a guy, and is a dog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!! :PP!!
tok tok tok for dunoe how long until 11plus den me and jervis went hm.
his mum is nagging like siao.
scary like siao.
hahahahax!
myrna's hse so near only few blocks away damn fast reach hm.
hahahax.
so limjiahao din worry for too long. :DDDD
bathed and slept cuz damn tired.
thursday 28may2009
woke up early and met shuangyu cheryl vanessa estella and huiwen in frnt of cheers.
den went off with shuangyu and cheryl to the IT helpdesk cuz shuangyu's laptop crashed.
den started drawing on the whiteboard there with cheryl.
hahahahax.
we drew tons of crap.
went to ourspace slack slack and wait for pyjamas the overslept guy to come.
did on our video until 4plus.
had a lunch break in between and me and pyjamas went to dabao subway for everyone.
chit chats.
hahahahahahax.
gossip like siao man.
pyjamas aso gossip lohhhhhh!! :PPPP!!
4plus liao i went to rp to find limjiahao.
lalala~
den went over to my hse.
bad mooooooooood.
sian.
he went home.
ahwen called me for help in the bcomm test cuz he want to get full marks and i did it already.. -_-
idiot him.
den hung up the phone and he helped me to find my video de sounds.
cuz the car honks de files canot use and i dunoe how to find.
said thanks and he was like dun need to say thanks lah you aso helped me with the bcomm test.
wahhh damn gan dong. :DDDD!!
and i cried aftwards.
like siao.
emo day man.
and trying to do my group's video too.
shuangyu and pyjamas have to ask me to stop doing the video and do MIEC cuz its dued 11.59pm dat night and im still editing the video at 10plus.
cuz i only left minor editing for the video ma.
den plus cheryl's videos i jiu done liao ma.
sebas tok to me and i cried even more.
yayy he promised to eat with me at the dear sumo house where alllllll andersonians dined b4 during the holidays. :DDDD
happy!!
lalala~
but i was still crying lah.
my dear bubble and pyjamas both said jiayou to me i damn happy.
wahahahahax.
feel xingfu with ALOT of friends.
they so fast jiu read my blog.
hahahahax.
and cab tooo!! :DDD
my dear pig.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD!!
love all man.
lalala~
finished MIEC bathed and slept.
friday 29may2009
MY DEAR MYRNA LAM'S BIRTHDAY!!
msged her to wish her happy birthday.
hahahahax.
den cheryl sent me the video and i put it in.
wahh nice nice i love our video.
project the movie liao jiu put in thumbdrive.
went to school makan place to meet clara pyjamas jessica and aileen.
for lunch.
i reached at like 12.30pm when my lesson starts at 1pm.. -_-
their IS all in the morning de ma.
ate abit french fries and watch our DONE VIDEO :DDD and rushed for lessons.
saw wanling.
omg she damn shocked to see me.
hahahahax.
its like the first time i met her in school for like one month ever since school started.
saw yiyi and lihua at the lift area so went up to class with them.
went for yoga afterdat with eunice.
took 184 to bukit panjang cuz meeting limjiahao there.
saw pyjamas on the bus so we chit chat and chit chat.
keep almost want to fall den he say i kay kiang.
hahahahax.
cuz he was sitting down and he wanted to let me sit den i say nvm.
pyjamas ahh.
cuz likedat very paiseh ma.
like cuz i girl den i keep taking advantage of you guys.
hahahahahax.
den he pei me go bukit panjang plaza find old chang kee cuz limjiahao haven reach.
wahhh they first time meet and pyjamas can regconise limjiahao.
he say cuz he got read my blog de ma.
so he noes.
but the picture i tot still abit different from real life ma.
hahahahahax!!
den he went off.
thanks pyjamas for pei-ing me lalala~
walked to limjiahao's hse with him.
wahh tired.
den i hungry like siao.
ate ONLY lunch on wednesday.
ate ONLY lunch on thursday.
ate ONLY french fries until dat point in time.
den i wei tong.
went to his hse liao i lie on his bed and he quickly went off to buy dinner for me. :DDD
thanks thanks!!
bot chicken chop rice for both of us and eat tgthr.
he very happy cuz its been so long since we ate the beloved chicken chop rice tgthr.
HAHAHAX!!
went to segar court tgthr.
saw anson and beatrice at the opposite side of road.
beatrice went to mamashop to buy drinks so they waited for us there.
limjiahao also went to buy water.
lalala walked tgthr to segar court.
met the rest.
wahh today candy got come.
dunoe how long nv see her liao.
hahahax.
den they started like the actual bball match.
sent candy to the mamashop there under the request of stella.
hahahahax.
went back and me and beatrice be the timekeeper and scorekeeper.
mostly is beatrice do lah.
hahahax.
i only help a tiny bit.
lalala~
damn fun to watch them play. :DDDD
after the whole bball most went home den left me jiahao stella guowei and guobin.
guowei stella jiahao toking abt bball skills den i stay there kaypoh.
hahahahahax.
den i be their 'model'
the 'opposite team person' who is blocking stella so dat she can use the skills they toking abt.
den guowei say i canot walk backwards when stella walk forward if not block like no block.
hahahax.
guobin went hm halfway.
den keep toking until like 10.50pm.
jiahao and stella's rj haven finish ahhh!!
stella's ride guowei's bike and they two went off tgthr.
den me and jiahao slowly walked home hand in hand.
hahahahahahax.
sounds so nice. :PP!!
walk until zhenghua cc there de road junction den i took taxi home.
cuz very tired to go take bus.
hahahax.
went home and slp.
saturday 30may2009
woke up early and went to work.
den went off with xueli and huiyi cuz we three nv work aftnn.
walked to yck mrt stn and said byebye to them.
met limjiahao and we took 851 wanting to go bugis.
in the end sit sit sit we sit until tiong bahru plaza.
HAHAHAHAX!!
got off and we went to eat limjiahao's fave kfc.
lalala~
wahh din manage to finish my zinger burger i jiu feel like vomitting. T.T
think cuz its fried..
abit :///// liao.
went to raffles place there cuz meeting jiahao's sis jiahui and his mum there.
took alot of pics while waiting for them to reach.
hahahahax.
den we went to walk walk and take the boat ride around singapore river.
aftdat went to walk walk again.
took tons of pics.
altgthr i took like 100over pics just on dat day. O.O
take pics with them i damn jiang ying.
very paiseh.
hahahax.
i dunoe why.
hahahahax.
took pics of jiahao too.
wahh i take alot of emo pics.
jiahao aso took pics of me.
he insist one okies.
not i ask him take for me de horh.
den i feel very artistic.
though my cam not dat kind very pro de.
but on the boat my cam jiu no batt liao. T.T
heng heng the ride already finishing liao.
lalala~
jiahui and their mum went to chinatown i think while me and jiahao went to bugis.
felt very uncomfortable the whole day keep wanting to vomit likedat.. T.T
walk arnd bugis and yayyy i bot my rainbow bangle dat i have been eyeing since dunoe when. :DDDDD!!
lalala~
den went to meet jiahui and auntie and went to eat steamboat tgthr.
nice nice. :DDDD
dat time jiu not so want to vomit liao.
eat eat eat.
until i full.
hahahahax.
took 851 with jiahao and he sent me home. :DDD
den he went home.
sunday 31may2009
lalala~
i have been blogging and watching tv.
and im damn happy with my rainbow bangle im going to wear it to school like everyday.
hehehehehehex.
now im going to brush teeth and eat.
DAMN HUNGRY OKIES.
i have been so bz blogging.
den ltr i need to go study liao.
byebye ppl i love you guys lalala~

`167th post

i hate emo me.

noone likes emo jiale.
so go back being your happyjiale asap okies.
i hate emo-ing.

`166th post

freak i just miss sebas so much.
it may sound wrong to you but it will just be bcuz you dunoe me well enough.
sebas has always been my support.
since dunoe when.
our friendship may not be long.
but it is strong.
we understand each other.
we know.
we may not contact much often.
we may not noe wads the newest stuffs with each other.
but we still noe each other well.
im tearing like siao now.
sebas i miss you.
i love you alot alot alot.
dat kind of love dat everyone feels for their best friend.
its irreplaceable.
so wad if hes a guy and im a girl.
theres no barriers.
hes my best friend.
even if nxt time he marry and i marry and we each have our own family and have one million kids each.
he will still be my best friend.
he wun abandon me.
he wun forget me.
i will always be his most irritating and annoying best friend.
i noe..
i just feel so selfish now.
i want sebas to be my side now.
listen to everythng i had been thru.
smtimes i wonder.
am i too greedy to want to have more friends?
am i too greedy?
shld i be contented with just having sebas alone as my friend?
sebas is my only secondary school friend.
sebas is my best friend.
he noes my past.
even though there are thngs abt me dat he dunoe.
hes the one whom i can confide in.
hes the one who understands me the most.
even if he forgets my birthday.
even if hes only been to my hse once or twice.
hes still the one who nv fails to make me laugh when im sad.
without him i dunoe how would my life be.
i noe jiejie understands.
jiejie i miss you too.
our random chats and everythng.
nowadays im toking abt my past more and more frequently.
maybe cuz im making new friends and they are getting to know me more and more?
i have been toking abt my past smiling.
like it happened to smone else.
it really feels to me dat way.
like it was just a tv show i rmbered.
b4 westspring friends.
when i just met them.
when they got to noe my past.
i was crying when i told it to them.
now?
it just has no more feeling to me.
it is just like a nightmare.
but smhow i nv forgot it.
why?
i dunoe either.
i will nv forget it, will i?
the guy who made me love as much as i was hurt.
okies.
i decided.
please fate if i have to lose everyone dat i have now.
den i'd rather not have them in the first place.
i just want sebas and jiejie.
if i lose them.
i dunoe how else i would become.
im sorry for being selfish.
the wound inflicted as not healed completely.
the scab can still bleed once smone scratches it.
but its too late to say everythng now rite? :)
thanks to everyone for being there when i need you. :DD
my friends are all 好得没话说.
arent you jealous of me? :DD

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since you want to eat with them more than with me den do so for the rest of your life.
byebye.
bcuz of you i dun even have the mood to eat dinner.
CRAP YOU!!
bcuz of you they think im the bad person.
ARENT YOU HAPPY!?
smtimes you are like a burden to me.
do you noe dat?
ppl who dunoe please dun anyhow speculate.
im under a lot of stress now.
dun bother me.
if you care.
just ask me to jiayou.
it will be enuf.
thanks.

btw.
i miss sebas.
i really miss him alot.
just miss all those days we spent crapping and everything.
and im crying now.
stupid me.
holidays come soon.
i want to meet sebas.

btw.
thanks ahwen for helping me with the videos.
and thanks for asking me not to say thanks.
hahahax.
got touched dao. :DD
thanks my group for being so nice.
pyjamas shuangyu and cheryl.
cuz of you guys i had fun doing the videos. :DD
and making me laugh all the time.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!! :DDDD

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i think i am a lucky girl bcuz almost all of my wishes in my wishlist came true. :DDD
and i sdnly rmb dat i have a wish.
i forgot wad and i forgot to put it there.
i only rmb is smthng i insisted on and limjiahao disagree on.
i think it is got to do with my weight or wad. ://
i cant rmb.
ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!
okies nvm.
i shall write down a wish dats got to do with my weight and everythng.
since its really my wish.
wahahahahahahax!!
my guardian angel and fairy godmother please bless me okies.
i promise to be a good little girl. :DDD!!

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HELLO THERE IS THIS CUTE VIDEO DAT JIEJIE SHOWED ME ON FACEBOOK!!

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EDITED
THERE IS JUST ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE THE WEATHER FOR THESE FEW DAYS!!
HOT!! :////////////
been blowing aircon for the past few nights.
I LIKE.
yayyyyyy me love aircon.
sunday night 24may2009
wanted to do MIEC on the nxt day.
so msged clement to ask for his msn.
tot tok online better ma.
more fang bian.
added him liao den he sdnly call me. O.O
shock dao.
cuz i dun actually really noe him.
tok abit abt MIEC den random chats.
called ahwen too.
to tok abt MIEC.
aileen was slping at dat time. O.O
for your info it was arnd 8plus 9plus.
so lalala decided to meet at 12pm.
due to the two lazy ppl who refuse to meet earlier.. -_-
did some work and went to bed.
monday 25may2009
woke up early to study.
thanks limjiahao for waking me up. :DDDD
study study study and finally i completed my FMM first lecture notes.. -_-
yar i noe abit noob but dats the only so called notes i like do properly okies. :///
i must jiayou.
went to np.
met clara at the busstop.
den managed to persuade her to pei me.
wahahahahahahax.
saw ahwen.
laughed at his hair. :PP!!
met clement.
he was there already but i dun really regconise. T.T
so the four of us went to ourspace.
aileen was already there.
reach there went with clara to find carol and hyrah.
abandon ahwen clement and aileen.
aftdat go back find them do work.
do finish went to meet the rest of the ppl.
who ate at makan place and helped me and ahwen dabao. :DDDD
thanks thanks ar!! :DDDD
went to LT77 for our grooming thng.
cuz lee jia le eats FREAKING slow she stayed outside of the LT with the company of carol and ahxiang. :DDDDD
thanks guys!!
and pyjamas came out to check why we din go in he sat and pei us too.
chit chats chit chats.
den kp rushing me to eat fast fast while telling jokes.. -_-
thanks for pei-ing me i love you all!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
went in and saw dat they saved seats for us yayyyyy~
thanks thanks!!
sat down and listened.
we were all sat in the first and second rows.
Ms Chur the grooming person told all those sitting in first and second rows their face shape.
i was the last person lah.
den until me she said i have a special face shape. O.O
si ahwen and pyjamas kp saying wad im out of the world blahh blahhh.
ahxiang aso say.. -_-
I HAVE PEAR FACE SHAPE O.O
everybody keep use their hands shape like my face is model de figure..
wahhhhhhhh i din noe.
okies anyway im special i dun care wahahahahahax.
after the thng we went to cuzway to shop shop cuz clara wants to buy shoes cuz she dun have heels for the formal wear for the grooming workshop this aftnn.
after her buying they went home and i went to meet boyboy.
since im in cuzway and hes like so near.
wahh call him and tell him i in cuzway his voice from sian sian become so bright and cheerful.. -_-
he was like 'okies den i go meet you now.'
so funny.
den went back hm taking 858.
camwhore all the way lalala~
lots of pictures im happy HAPPYYYY!!
TR01 I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH YOU GUYS TOOOOO!!
den limjiahao very happy the whole day horh.
bot dinner back home and ate.
he help me pour the noodles into bowl and carry to living room wahahahahahax im such a lazy pig.
eat eat eat he aso got eat mine loh but abit only lah eat eat eat.
watch tv blahh blahh and he went hm.
jervis quak come up my hse to pass me myrna lam's present and to get money from me.
i noe he paid much more than me but he refuse to halve it with me.. ://
thanks!!
den we kp chatting at my hse doorstep.
wahh i stand on my metal gate rite.
den he kp swinging the gate open and close fast fast.
make me very scared den i kp ask him stop.
den he dun want to stop.. T.T
i wanted to jump behind but dun dare scared fall down.
but yar lah.
he made me admitted dat it was quite fun.
HAHAHAHAHAHAX.
we like a pair of childish kids.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
damn fun.
aftdat chat for dunoe how long he went hm.
den i tried to do miec and abit sian.
den ahwen sdnly msg and ask if i nd help.
WOOOHOOOOOO!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
i tot i was going to die.
and its the group part smmore okies.
the rest like nv help much.. -_-
den i was like heng heng i dun have to do this alone like so kelian.
called ahwen and instead of MIEC he kp ranting abt smthng else.
okies i listened.
wahahahahahahahax.
im a great friend YAY!
chatted and chatted until like 12am.. -_-
and we aso finally like posted our summary and question up on MeL and den i went to slp.
thanks carol for ur help in posting the stuffs.
hahahahax.
me and ahwen really O.O
and den i realised im the one who din read the instructions. :PP!!
and pyjamas for chatting with me on msn. :DDDD
ohh btw CATS presentation was okies and i dun rmb if i thanked everyone for asking me to jiayou and everythng so THANKS ALLL!!
tuesday 26may2009
i have been slacking the whole morning.
later still have grooming lessons.
im freaking hungry now.
but at least i looked thru bstats and i noe wad to do and i just nd to confirm some stuffs with the rest.
and i did bcomm already~ :DDD
quite slack but not totally okies.
JIAYOU JIALE!! :DDDDDDDD!!

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I DUNOE WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE WRITING BIG BIG HERE THAT
LIM JIA HAO I LOVE YOU!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
if you see this here you confirm fly to jupiter or saturn wahahahahax!!
if nv fly i will sad..
hahahahahahahahax!!
thank you for tolerating all my 大小姐脾气 though abit boh bian cuz literally im 大小姐 of my family wad. :PP!!
and thanks for supporting me whenever im feeling low.
hugging me tight when i cry.
and staying there no matter how much i scold and everythng.
being so understanding towards all my stress.
and din complain even when you are feeling sad cuz i dun actually call you dear or wad but call you lim jia hao and no matter how many times you repeat 'i love you' i din get it dat all you wanted was a 'i love you' from me too.
and for pei me going crazy and even though i just sing LOUD LOUD at the road junctions during my damn high mood you nv did scold me or think dat im a nuisance.
or when i bite you i salivate on you wahahahahahax you aso like enjoy wahahahahahax!!
unless i imagined the enjoy part.. -_-
you are really a very cham boyfriend.
i dun mean dat you are not good.
i mean dat you very suay to find me as ur girlfriend.
HAHAHAHAHAX!!
but you aso feel very happy dat i like to kick ur butt.. :PPPPPPPPPPPPP!!
even though your cousin saw me kicking it.. -_-
thanks for everythng my dear. <3333!!
you are as cute as cj7 which currently is my new cute cute loves loves aft watching the show last nite!! :DDDDDDDD!!

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i noe we might have ppl dat we both noe.
i feel :/// abt it.
friends ask me not to think too much.
but still i cant help it.
i noe they will still stay with me no matter wad. :DDD
thanks guys.
and i aso noe i have ppl that YOU have to live without.
no matter how overboard it may sound.
we might be friends in another circumstance.
sorry.
i will try not to be afraid animore that they will not be my friends any longer even if they become yours. :))
but i have to thank you dat i realised they will still stay with me. :))
so thank you. :))
i shant be afraid.
jiale will be a brave girl.
i mean it.